22 Affection is deep and long-lived, and wisdom is extremely hurt
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"I know you're going to look down on me... I know what I'm talking about, too... It's just..."
Su Susu looked at Bai Xiaosheng, who was silent, and whispered with a gloomy eye, but she didn't choose to escape from here. She had seen how powerful Bai Xiaosheng was that night last month, and knew that if the other party didn't let her go, she wouldn't be able to leave if she wanted to.
She looked at Bai Xiaosheng's charming face, and there were bursts of throbbing in her heart, but they all turned into two lines of tears in her eyes.
Su's big black and bright eyes usually look dull at this time.
In this life, people have encountered the most things, that is, they can't ask for it.
If there is not even a glimmer of hope, then only an empty body remains, not even a self-soul, like a walking corpse.
For Su Susu at this age, what he can't get is a kind of despair.
"I..." Bai Xiaosheng scratched his head a little helplessly, trying to organize the language as much as possible so as not to hurt this old friend, "Actually, if you really like me so warmly, as far as I am concerned, I am not annoying, on the contrary, I am a little happy." β
Su Susu originally looked lifeless, but when she heard Bai Xiaosheng's words, she was suddenly startled, and it took a few seconds to digest the other party's words. Then her expression began to become surprised, her eyes showed a hint of joy, and even her cheeks began to turn red from excitement.
Her petite body trembled slightly, unlike the previous trembling due to pain, but at this time she was extremely excited: "That... So what do you mean... Meaning to agree... Agree with me..."
Stammering words, with endless anticipation.
"I'm sorry, I said I have someone I like, and I can only live up to your kindness. β
Bai Xiaosheng hurriedly shook his head again.
"Actually, it's not because I'm a girl too..."
Su Susu's originally resurrected eyes quickly dimmed again.
'Sure enough, you shouldn't have had hope for such a thing...'
In this era, it is very rare for someone like her to like girls since she was a child, and it is impossible for her to ask for the object she likes, and she is also a same-sex person, which is unrealistic.
If you want a girl who likes boys and treats girls like lovers, that's basically something you can't do.
The other party said that she had someone she liked, but in Su Susu's opinion, it was just a cover for refusal.
After all, anyone knows that the other party changes her boyfriend like changing clothes, and it seems that anyone can do it. If she was a boy, the other party would probably not refuse.
She muttered a little unwillingly: "If I'm a boy, maybe you can be my girlfriend..."
When Su Susu said this, she immediately had a taste of other things, just like she once sarcastically said that Bai Xiaosheng was a bus.
"No, it's not. Bai Xiaosheng shook his head again, his expression was also strange, "I didn't reject you because you are also a girl, and I am really not as unbearable as you think, and I am not a person who can be on anyone." β
When she said this, she paused for a moment, and her eyes showed sympathy, "I actually don't like boys either... Dating boys before was just to cover up a fact. β
Anyway, the previous owner of her body did have a few ex-boyfriends, and it is useless to deny it now, it is better to explain half-truths and half-truths, and it is estimated that Su Susu can be convinced.
"Facts?" Su Susu repeated the word twice, and then heard what the other party meant, and his expression immediately became incredulous, "You mean, you too..."
"Yes, so do I. Bai Xiaosheng nodded vigorously and smiled bitterly, "You and I are the same kind of people, and we only like girls." β
Without waiting for Su Susu to speak, classmate Bai continued: "But I have only liked one girl, I have liked it since I was a child, and I have liked it for many years, as if separated by a distant world, separated by a long time and space, and even since the last life, I have liked her. β
"Although this relationship has not ended without a problem, and I have not received the response I deserve, God has given me a chance to start over, and I don't want this relationship to be distorted again. β
"Although she has given me a lot of changes recently, it still can't stop me from being happy for her, her smile, her every move, all the time affect my emotions. Sometimes I don't want to hug and kiss her in front of her, and say some sweet words? But no, I can only deliberately suppress my feelings, to treat her as normal, and pretend that nothing has happened and everything doesn't care. β
"I used to be simple and naΓ―ve, thinking that I could give everything for her, even my own life. And now, I'm still thinking like this..."
When the girl said this, her eyes were far-reaching, and there was an indescribable sweetness and a little bitterness at the corners of her mouth.
Bai Xiaosheng, a seed of infatuation, didn't know how much he suffered in Lin Youluo in his previous life, and even the entire trajectory of fate changed.
It is false to say that you have never hated, but if you don't have love, where does hatred come from?
She loved and hated, but she just didn't regret it.
Now that everything in the world has started again, she still chose this path, and now because she is also a girl, this road is more difficult to walk than in the previous life.
Bai Xiaosheng also confided his heart to others for the first time, although this person was not Lin Youluo, but after saying these words in his heart, it really made Bai Xiaosheng feel a little unusually relaxed.
The feeling of not being able to talk about something is really uncomfortable.
At this moment, it is really good to have an audience that is free and not afraid of the other party's words.
"You... You..."
Su Susu muttered to herself, at first she was only shocked when she heard the other party speak, but then she became numb.
Listening to the person he likes deeply, he is confessing to another person, even that person is also a girl, and even Bai Xiaosheng would rather find a boyfriend to cover up the fact that he likes that girl for the sake of that girl.
A sour jealousy that was strong to the extreme, surging in Su Susu's heart.
It was originally her confession to Bai Xiaosheng, but now it has become the most bitter confiding of the other party, where does this put herself? Free listeners, friendly friends, or enemies who are openly and sarcastically?
Or even the love affair of the previous life? The superstitious thoughts of bullshit! I also said that I fell in love with you in the last life!
Su Susu felt a wave of anger again, and felt that her emotions were simply in the air.
Then her expression became calm, looking at the pretty face that made her soul flutter, "The girl in your mouth is Lin Youluo, right?"
Except for the more high-ranking lady of the Lin family, Su Susu really couldn't think of any other girl who could make Bai Xiaosheng so out of shape and sad.
And she also knows that Bai Xiaosheng doesn't have many friends who play very well, just a few people, it's obvious that who else will that girl have besides Lin Youluo?
[It's about to be 515, I hope to continue to hit the 515 red envelope list, and the red envelope rain will be able to give back to readers and promotional works on May 15. A piece is also love, it must be better!]