21 That is the kind of person I am
"I'm sorry, I'm such a person, but I can't control it either"
Su Susu raised her head as she spoke, only to see the crying pear blossoms bringing rain on her petite and cute face.
She looked at Bai Xiaosheng face to face, looking at the other party's shocked expression, and couldn't help but feel a pain in her heart, but then she shook her head and took a few steps back.
"But even so... I just like you, really... It's true... Really like you..."
Su Susu was smiling and confessing to Bai Xiaosheng, but tears kept flowing.
There was an indescribable desolation in her smile.
Su Susu didn't regret the amazing move just now, because she knew that this kind of emotion held in her heart would only become distorted with the passage of time. If she hadn't done so, she might have lived in a twisted panic for the rest of her life.
Regardless of the outcome, the fifteen-year-old has already done what she wants to do, and she feels relieved.
For a long time, she had been burdened with this kind of emotion that made her frightened, and at this time today, such emotions suddenly exploded.
Although she knew that she couldn't get the results she deserved, her luck was shattered. But the boulder that had been pressing on my heart for a long time suddenly fell to the ground.
Deal... High school is no longer a school, it's a big deal to stay away from the city...
Deal... I don't see her anymore...
But why am I so unwilling!
Is it because I was born a girl, not a boy?
Why should the first love she had longed for for many years be bound by such a meaningless gender reason!
Even the normal pursuit of the rights of the other party is a luxury to look up to.
Not reconciled...
I'm so unwilling...
She smiled a little sadly, but staggered away, ready to flee the place.
Huh, huh, huh?!
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What the hell is your pitiful posture, why do I become like a villain when I was a victim of a forced kiss?
And it's completely unfolded, the whole process is self-directed and self-acted, one person plays two roles, and doesn't leave himself a trace of room to speak, bastard!
I'm so scared that my language function is almost out of order!
And don't you like Yue Xiaowu? Why did you become like me? Could it be that after dyeing a yellow hair, the attribute also comes with an NTR?
My former rival was my ex-boyfriend, and my best friend liked my rival who was my ex-boyfriend, but my friend didn't like my ex-boyfriend now, but liked me as my rival's ex-girlfriend.
That is, she robbed her ex-boyfriend's admirer.
Made's Retarded!Relationships around me can't be so messy!
Bai Xiaosheng only felt that his head was a piece of paste in this sudden situation. But no matter how dull she is, she knows that if she really lets the other party run away like this, then the other party will completely disappear from her life, and it is estimated that she will not appear in this life.
Bai Xiaosheng knows what era this is, the year 2000! He also knows what kind of country this is, a traditional and conservative Chinese country!
The word same-sex love has just been mentioned in China in recent years, unlike Europe and the United States that have been accustomed to it, and most Chinese people treat this deformed emotion with a taboo mentality.
Even after more than ten years in later generations, this taboo emotional orientation has slowly been placed under the sun, although a small number of people agree, but more are still abusive and discriminatory.
And Su Susu actually kissed herself in the corner of the school, and cried and repeated that she liked herself!
She knew what Su Susu's words meant, and she also knew what it meant for Su Susu, who had a simple and introverted personality, to act like this.
Although she didn't know why Su Susu liked herself, who was also a girl on the surface, the focus was not on this.
After all, what shocked her was that a simple girl who was only fifteen years old could do such a forbidden thing to this extent.
This is simply breaking the ethics of normal Chinese students.
"I'm going to go, this guy looks like this and ran away, I'm afraid he might really do something stupid..."
These thoughts only stayed in Bai Xiaosheng's mind for a few seconds, but her movements did not stop, she trotted forward a few steps, caught up with Su Susu's pace, grabbed the other party's arm, and dragged the other party's petite body over with force.
The strength of Bai Xiaosheng's body is very strange, I don't know if it is the sequelae of being reborn into the past, anyway, it is a little weird that he has a lot of strength.
She dragged hard in such a hurry, and she didn't control her strength at all, and suddenly turned Su Susu's petite body from turning her back to facing her to facing her, instantly making the other party rotate one hundred and eighty degrees.
Thump.
Su Susu, who was still sadly fleeing the scene, only felt that her eyes were spinning for a while, and then she crashed into the arms with a fragrant fragrance, and her little head was still a little uncomfortable with a bulging soft thing.
The petite and delicate Su Susu is a small doll compared to Bai Xiaosheng, who is tall and tall, and the whole person is pulled into the other party's arms with such a pull.
"Hmm... Hmm..."
Su Susu let out a muffled snort, subconsciously grabbed the soft thing in front of him, and pinched it tentatively.
Hey, where do you touch Su Tong's shoes!
Just before she came back to her senses, she was gently pushed out of her arms by Bai Xiaosheng.
Bai Xiaosheng's face was a little embarrassed, and there was a little more seductive flush on her cheeks, and she coughed lightly, waking Su Susu up from her daze.
She then said to Su Susu, with a helpless expression: "What do you mean that after you forcibly kiss me, you will leave immediately?
"I... It's not..."Su Susu was slightly stunned, and was a little embarrassed to be stared at by Bai Xiaosheng's eyes, and then his head was about to be buried in his neck, and he defended weakly: "It's not a trick... Hooligans..."
At this time, she also reflected what the weakness she had just touched was.
It's really big...
Believe in you and you have ghosts!
Bai Xiaosheng rolled his eyes helplessly, and then said angrily: "I heard that you like me... Oh no, you just confessed to me, didn't you? Do you really like me? What do you like about me? Are you mistaken about friendship and love, little girls in this era play more closely with each other, so you maybe..."
In Bai Xiaosheng's opinion, Su Susu's move was without warning, and he said to her like it inexplicably.
This kind of god-like unfolding made Bai not feel that the other party really liked her, perhaps confusing the intimate friendship between girls.
The other party is not like herself, who is only a woman under the appearance, with a male psychology, Su Susu is a girl through and through, and she is also very young. If you like yourself who is also a girl, then the other party is a homosexual love in the real sense, and it is natural.
Same-sex love is also divided into congenital and acquired, and there are many reasons for the occurrence or cause of nurture, and the reasons for some reasons are extremely strange.
If it is innate, it is speculated that it may be related to genes, such as FucM gene, Xq28, Wnt-4 gene, and Sphinx gene, which may lead to a biological bias towards bisexual or homosexual homosexuality.
Before Bai Xiaosheng's words were finished, he was immediately interrupted by Su Susu very rudely, "It's not like this, my heart is true, no matter how I deceive myself, I can't hide that throbbing emotion." β
When Su Susu said this, her petite body was trembling violently, as if she felt anxious and angry because the other party didn't take her intentions seriously at all.
Anyway, I have already said such shameful words, and now even if I repeat them a few more times, it doesn't matter.
Yo, it's quite bold to speak at this time...
Typical broken jar break, right?
It was originally the appearance of a poisonous tongue and a tsundere, but now it has been replaced by a seed of infatuation, and this seat is really a little unaccustomed!
"Uh... This..."
Bai Xiaosheng's words carried a hint of hesitation, looking the other party's expression up and down.
I saw that Su Susu, who had completely broken the jar and shattered, looked at him with an unusually eager look, this kind of aggressive gaze, Bai had only seen it in the eyes of those little boys.
Still, she wasn't sure that her friends would be born homosexual.
After all, the number of same-sex romances in 2000 is still relatively small, and judging from Su Susu's age, the other party has not experienced such a thing as love. Therefore, unless Su Susu is born to like girls, it is impossible for him to like him in the true sense.
And I've known each other for so many years, and I didn't notice that the other party had same-sex tendencies...
Hey, that's not right!
According to the normal development, the other party is close to thirty before getting married, or a flash marriage. And Su Susu has not been false to all men for so many years, and has a slightly closer relationship with herself, but it only stops at good friends.
I don't like men, I have few male friends, I have many female friends, I have been single, I always complain about marriage...
If you think about it this way, it's really possible that the other party was born gay...
Mad's retarded, he won't be a big deal again, right?
ββ¦ You gave me the tulips that day? You even came to my ward?"
At this moment, Bai Xiaosheng calmed down, her brain recalled a lot of things, and she also remembered all the details of her interactions with each other since the beginning of this month.
What she remembers most is the tulips that were given to her by strangers last month, and not just once. Especially on the hospital bed, she still vaguely heard the call of a strange woman, and at that time she was in a daze, and she thought it was just an illusion.
Even if Lin Youluo and Xiao Ming visit themselves, or send a flower or something, there is no need to hide it at all, unless this person deliberately doesn't want to let him know his identity.
Originally, Bai Xiaosheng was only a momentary puzzle about this, and he didn't delve into it.
But at this time, it was obvious that Su Susu's behavior this time, several seemingly unrelated things, made Bai Xiaosheng completely understand.
Since becoming a girl, her thinking logic has begun to become sensitive, but this guess is not too far from the truth.
"You... How do you know?"
Su Susu looked at Bai Xiaosheng with some surprise, she didn't expect that she was so obscure, and she was discovered by the other party.
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Bai Xiaosheng sighed helplessly, looking at the petite girl in front of her, she didn't know what to say.