Determined to deviate from empty grace and righteousness, and dissect the middle and middle ways

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Zhao Yun was almost unable to hold on to that gaze, but he was afraid that if he looked at him any more, the clogged heat in his chest would burst out, and the mask on his face would be shattered in an instant. He wanted to immediately retract what he had just said, take his arms around him, and pour out all his suffering.

The hand clenched at his side trembled slightly, and the palm of his hand was pinched by his fingertips. But the expression on his face did not crack any gaps, and he was unmoved by Qi Han's surprised gaze, still holding an indifference.

The corners of Qi Han's mouth twitched, as if he wanted to squeeze out a smile, but he couldn't force himself after all. He frowned and stared at Zhao Yun: "Why is this? ”

After coming here, he was completely at a loss, and he didn't know what he should do, what kind of person he became, and what kind of survival goal he set up in such a turbulent era and the rise of heroes. Lying in the thatched hut of Dong Feng in Wancheng for several months, he lived in a daze every day, and his whole person was as empty as a puppet.

The most common thing to do is to fantasize about the story of this heroic era in front of the thatched tent overhead.

I think of that benefactor.

I remembered the young general on a white horse.

The person's sharp and handsome eyebrows and eyes often appear in his mind, and he looks back with awe.

The eyes are as heavy as water, and the gods are handsome.

Qi Han fantasized about his benefactor more than once. At a glance, I vaguely remember that the white horse under him seems to be a very divine horse, and he has a dignified face and momentum, maybe he is also a famous person in history and a fox pen, right?

couldn't hold back the curiosity in his heart about that person, and the gratitude he deserved, so he set off to the north to find him. It's just that he didn't expect that the general to be Zhao Yun! This discovery greatly inspired him. The joy and excitement of working with idols completely captured Qi Han's confused heart, although he had not yet found his own direction, but since the moment he decided to repay Zhao Yun with a good life, perhaps in the dark, his future movements had already been decided.

Follow Zhao Yun and assist Zhao Yun, so that Zhao Yun can get his wish and let him get what he deserves.

Although these expectations have never been clearly figured out, they have been imperceptibly implemented in Qi Han's daily life and have never changed.

Unconsciously, his every qiē revolved around Zhao Yun, from the beginning of the repayment, to the later for his sake, whether it was the county horse Peng, the war and the people's livelihood, he never felt that doing these was doing anything for himself, but he just wanted to be by Zhao Yun's side, maybe one day he could help him......

If Zhao Yun had asked him to leave before, perhaps he would be ashamed of his frailty and worried that the march and battle would drag down the other party, so he left. But these days he did not dare to relax, and tempered with his heart, although he was still not strong and vigorous, strong and heavy, at least he practiced his muscles to be well-proportioned, flexible and powerful. Whether it is archery, horse, horse, cavalry, sword, sword, halberd have been practiced, and fighting with people and not to mention incomparable, it is also rare to lose, and now that he is working so hard, Zhao Yun actually wants to drive him away?

"Why did you drive me away?"

Seeing that Zhao Yun didn't answer, Qi Han gritted his teeth and asked again. He only felt that his heart was very blocked, and his fists were clenched tightly, and he couldn't wait to smash the person in front of him with a punch and vent. But seeing that the other party's eyebrows were heavy and his face was gloomy, it seemed that it was not his intention to drive him away, Qi Han observed his words, forcibly pressed the anger in his chest, and stared at Zhao Yun's eyes with a pair of big eyes.

The little tears in the corners of his eyes had long been dried by anger, and his eyes were painful.

The first time Zhao Yun saw Qi Han show such an expression, he chewed his teeth and cracked his eyes, and two clusters of flames seemed to be ignited in his black pupils, but the flames were just his own reflection.

That enraged look is a little beast. It reminded him of the little red fox he saw hunting in Taihang Mountain in the past. Lost the protection of the fox, in the hole of the snow tree, bared his teeth and claws at himself with a "squeak" roar.

At this moment, Zhao Yun's heart was slightly stalked, and the reason that had been arranged before was unspeakable.

Facing Qi Han's clear eyes, he couldn't tell a lie.

Moreover, he does not want the other party to be hit or uncomfortable.

He sat down next to Qi Han, felt the other party's cold and trembling breath, and smiled bitterly: "I said it was because of Liu Xuande, do you believe it?"

Qi Han struggled angrily, but he didn't break away, and shouted: "Don't believe it! Liu Bei has something good, you don't want a brother for him, hum!" After roaring this, he didn't know whether it was because of anger or too much force, and his cheeks turned crimson.

What's more, at that day and night banquet, he knew Zhao Yun's affection for him, and he never believed that Zhao Yun would be so determined to himself for Liu Bei! Even if he wanted to follow Liu Bei, he couldn't leave himself and let him go silently!

"It's not just because of that. But there is something to do with it," Zhao Yun smiled self-deprecatingly, staring at Qi Han's red cheeks, trying his best to soften his voice, as if he wanted to soothe the other party's anger, "Qi Han, you once told me about the life you loved. Or the green grass is knotted, the fragrant trees are green peaks, there are chaisang flying birds, and they are in peace and fun; or they are ploughing, fishing and hunting, they are cooking with flowers, and there are perch and muntjac game, and the taste is delicious. In those wishes of you, you should be born in the market side by side, the flow of cars and goods, the scholars holding umbrellas, the merchants carrying bags, the tourists should stand on the painting boat, the friends should chant poems and drink tea, and the ladies should fan under the willows, and the fat powder should fan the fragrant breeze delicately......"

Qi Han listened to Zhao Yun in a daze, with a sluggish expression.

He also thought that these daydream-like words were usually talking and playing with Zhao Yun, but he didn't expect that the speaker had no intention, and the listener had a heart, so he was put into his heart by Zhao Yunquan!

Obediently, no wonder he wants to drive him away, he must think that he is greedy for wealth and pleasure, and he has no ambition!

He was about to argue, but heard Zhao Yun continue: "All your visions are so beautiful. If I was born in a peaceful world, I would also like to. Unfortunately, in what I saw, natural disasters and wars caused the displaced people to suffer. Misfortune befell the people, and calamity plagued the dynasty. Pestilence, drought, earth movement, locust plague, levy...... The real sight is 'The armor gives birth to lice, and all surnames die.' The white bones are exposed in the wild, and there is no rooster crowing for thousands of miles. The people are left behind, and the thought breaks people's intestines'. You are brilliant and martial, but you don't have the ambition to save the people. I have always known that the strong are easy to bend, the strong are easy to break, and what you are not willing to do is detrimental and useless, both to others and to yourself, so I don't want you to stay on the battlefield in order to repay my kindness, and get involved in this boundless chaos and war. ”

Qi Han was dizzy by his speech, and his mouth opened a few times: "No...... It's not."

"I know that you are not here, and I dare not force you to stay, why do you want to help me wronged here?" Zhao Yun shook his head and did not give him a chance to speak, "You have been in danger many times, and if you continue like this, I am afraid that you will not be able to protect you." It was for this reason that Yun Yuan asked Qi Han to leave. ”

Zhao Yun's voice was inexplicably low and hoarse, but the last few sentences were word by word, extremely firm.

"But I'm ...... Not required...... You protect ......" Qi Han frowned and wanted to say something, but his voice was lowered. He remembered several times before, if it wasn't for Zhao Yun's rescue, he would probably have died a long time ago, and his confidence became more and more insufficient.

At this point, the previous bit of anger and resentment was completely gone, but he was unwilling in his heart, but he didn't know how to refute Zhao Yun, the other party's logic was very thorough, and it sounded very reasonable at first glance, making him speechless.

Seeing that Qi Han was silent, he who had always been good at arguing finally lost his words, and seemed to be moved. Zhao Yun's heart was relieved, but he inexplicably felt empty.

forcibly covered up that kind of feeling, and he hit the railroad while it was hot: "Now Cao Thief has the heavy army of the Son of Heaven and moves the capital westward, causing the loss of the emperor and frustrating the emperor." The temple of the Great Han Dynasty has become a ruin, and the common people are like mourning dogs. Crying hunger and cold, mourning all over the wilderness. There is a trend of rising together, and all parties want to compete in the Central Plains and have ambitions. The war is about to rise, there will be no peace, others only see the princes fighting, but I know that the world is already tired and in danger, and it is shaking in the wind and rain......"

Speaking of emotion, Zhao Yun sighed and got up, and walked slowly in the room with soap boots, "This situation will become more and more intense, and Qi Han's talent will eventually be jealous. In the past few days, I have been turning around in the middle of the night, and I always see you sleeping soundly on your pillow and book, which shows that the county affairs are busy and hardworking, and Yun really does not want to be because of me...... With my little favor, you will stay by my side, plan that ethereal future for Zilong, and do your best to ......"

Zhao Yun's thinking became clearer and clearer.

Only then did he think of the situation with Qi Han, and his heart was clear. Later, I poured out all the things I felt. He fully understood what Qi Han had done for himself, his painstaking solitude, and his concern that Liu Bei was not the master of the Ming Dynasty so he repeatedly obstructed him. The more he spoke, the more moved he became, and he stopped to look at the lonely man under the ghostly lamp, who listened to his words quietly, motionless, and looked a little stupid.

A warm and humid feeling suddenly rose in his heart, and he realized that Qi Han attached so much importance to himself and cared about himself! Almost everything he did was for his own considerations, promotion, defense of the enemy, and circumvention of Liu Envoyjun...... Why didn't you realize it before?

Zhao Yun "buzzed" in his head, and he almost couldn't control his reason.

He suddenly wanted to retract the words, suddenly wanted to rush up and grab the man who was sitting still, to do something for him, to soothe his lost eyes.

However, he couldn't.

Can't let Qi Han embark on a road of no return because of a momentary soft-heartedness, this road will be stormy, dangerous and dangerous, and he can't let this person be in danger anymore. He's been thinking about it these days, hasn't he?