, the mountains are long and the water is wide since then, and the moon is dark and the wind is high and robs the night

*

These days, he turned around to visit Qi Han at night, and always saw him sleeping soundly in front of the desk in his middle coat. There was a military book falling next to his hand, and I didn't know if I was bored to read it, or if I was really studying. Zhao Yun wanted to wake him up and blame him, and ordered him to take pity on his body, but thinking that he was deliberately separated from him, it was really inconvenient to see him immediately, so he only carried him back to the couch to sleep. It's just that every time he does this, his heart beats as fiercely as a drum.

Qi Han thought for a moment, shook his head and looked at him in a daze: "Don't." I don't want to go. I don't know where to go out of here. I just want to be there for you, there's always a place I can help!"

Listening to his astringent and slightly bitter voice, Zhao Yun's heart shook violently. At that moment, I really didn't know whether I was happy or sad, but it was mixed up between the five internal organs and six organs, and it couldn't be disassembled. The man was just a few words, but it almost wore away his persistence for days.

Fortunately, after not seeing him for a few days, Zhao Yun had already clarified his thoughts and made a decision. At this moment, he forcibly pressed down the pity and emotion in his heart, shook his head and said: "Xuande Gong borrowed me from General Yan to help in the war, and he agreed. I've been helping him with military affairs these days, and I'm here to say goodbye to you. When I'm gone, you should get out of here. The lord has not sent grain and grass to help, and it is rumored that he is stubbornly defending Yicheng, building trenches and stacking buildings on the walls of grain, and Beixincheng may not be able to stay......"

Qi Han looked at him, his brows furrowed.

He heard it right just now, Zhao Yun was talking about "Xuande Gong", and he used to be called Liu Yuanjun. However, after only a few days of hard work, Liu Bei has further captured people's hearts, right?

Qi Han had always hoped that Zhao Yun would change his mind, and at this point, he was already convinced that the things that the other party had in his heart would never change.

I'm afraid he really can't follow him all the way anymore. It's just that if he doesn't help Zhao Yun and doesn't repay his kindness, where should he go?

Thinking of this, his face gradually became gloomy. The originally bright and confused eyes seemed to be shrouded in a layer of haze, gray and dull, and without vitality.

The sentence just now was not perfunctory to Zhao Yun, or to redeem his mind. He really didn't know where to go......

The two of them stood and sat down, silent for a while, and the room was silent except for the slight flickering of an oil lamp, changing the only light and shadow, reminding people that they were not wood carvings, but living creatures.

Zhao Yun also quietly looked at the stunned person on the couch, his eyes were deep, as if he wanted to engrave his whole person into his eyes.

Silence, embarrassment, depression.

The atmosphere in the room froze like this, but neither of them wanted to break it. This kind of environment seems to be melancholy, but it has a dream-like unreal feeling.

I don't know how long it took.

"Smack-"

With the soft sound of the oil lamp bursting, Qi Han raised his head suddenly, his crystal eyes swept over Zhao Yun's face, and he said quickly: "Okay." Now that you've decided, then I'm no longer cheeky enough to follow you and cause you trouble. Gongsun Zhan is not the master, he is selfish and selfish, if you weren't here, I wouldn't have come to Youzhou at all. Within half a year, he would be defeated. You can go with confidence, you and my brother, I still have to persuade you in the end, Liu Bei is not the master. I really don't want Zilong to make your pearl secretly cast and be covered with dust. ”

Zhao Yun was speechless by his bean-like words. Seeing that Qi Han's eyes just quickly swept over him, he lowered his head and couldn't see his expression clearly. Zhao Yun felt that the shimmer of light in the room had cooled down, shining on himself, as if frost and snow were wrapping around his body, bringing a bone-destroying chill.

He wanted to step forward and touch the thin figure, but his feet seemed to be filled with lead, and he couldn't move.

There's something stuck in my throat, I can't spit it out, I can't swallow it. Across his chest, I am afraid that it will make him even more restless.

"Liu Xuande has the grace of knowing me. There was a strange love tumbling in his heart, Zhao Yun finally suppressed it, smiled and nodded, and said goodbye to Qi Han in a self-deceptive manner, and he didn't even have the courage to step forward and pat him on the shoulder.

The Grace of Knowing Encounters...... Yes, for these ancients, the grace of knowing is nothing less than recreation, and it is indeed a great grace. At this point, Qi Han couldn't say anything.

Zhao Yun's polite and unfamiliar attitude made him feel that the quilt on his body was sinking like a piece of ice.

There was a faint feeling in my heart, I don't know where something was wrong, there seemed to be something wrong between myself and Zhao Yun.

I could still feel his concern, but that detached and polite attitude, and the deliberate avoidance for several days in a row, all made Qi Han feel a lot of unhappiness in his heart. And after listening to those words to help the weak, Qi Han felt that Zhao Yun actually didn't say anything wrong. His ambition is not here, and it is too far from his bosom. Originally, people from two worlds were forced to come together, but now, because of these messy differences, he didn't even have to be a good brother, and it was still out of Zhao Yun's love for him...... How could Qi Han not be upset and uncomfortable, and there was no way to vent?

"Ah Yun, you are a hero. Destined to go down this path, I just regret not being able to walk with you. Your choice has your reasons, and my reminder is my heart. If you can remember it in the future, I have fulfilled my wish. After a while, Qi Han put down his unhappiness and finally nodded. With a strong smile, he threw down the quilt on his shoulder, got up and gave Zhao Yun a big hug, and slapped his shoulder and back.

Don't be silent anymore. The moonlight was dim on his face.

The familiar breath and touch were right in front of him, Zhao Yun's body stiffened, and he didn't know what it was like for a while. When he finally stabilized his mind and decided to wrap his arms and hug back, Qi Han was already like a flexible finch, and he broke out of the crook of his arm.

Zhao Yun secretly snorted at his absurdity, and said with a smile: "Qi Han, the water is wide and the mountain is long, since this farewell, I may not know when we will be able to meet." I also hope that you cherish yourself and not worry your brother. Tomorrow the army will be dispatched, and I will go. ”

When the words fell, without waiting for Qi Han to answer, he pursed his lips and got up, picked up the bags he had already packed and left.

When he was arranged, the night wind swept his white robe up, and the handsome figure flashed away at the door, Qi Han heard a soft "squeak" and came back to his senses, so he knew that Zhao Yun had closed the door and walked into the courtyard.

"The peaks and mountains are like gathering,

The waves are like fury.

Mountains and rivers surface Tongguan Road.

Wangxidu,

Hesitation.

Sad Qin and Han meridians.

The palace and all the rooms were made of soil.

Prosperity, the people suffer, death, the people suffer......"

Qi Han leaned on the couch and hummed the well-known hillside goat, and there was a touch of wetness in his eyes.

As a human being in two lifetimes, he experienced for the first time what it means to be involuntarily.

It was also the first time that he really experienced the misery of the troubled times from just under the shadow of a hero.

At this moment, he is truly lonely and empty.

In the huge world, there is no one to accompany him, and no one will care about where a person named Qi Han lives, how well he lives, and whether he can live tenaciously. Because the person who cared about him the most had already left.

The moonlight in the courtyard is like a wash.

Who is independent of Fengxiao?

The moonlight shone on Zhao Yun's robe, plating him with a layer of snow-colored cold glow. Long. His ears still seemed to echo with Qi Han's low chanting tone: "...... Sad Qin and Han meridians. The palace and all the rooms were made of soil. Prosperity, the people suffer, death, the people suffer......"

For a moment, I was stunned.

For the first time, I felt a sense of confusion about my determination to stick to it.

The sound of drums came from afar, and when the hour had passed, he finally took a step, took up his gun from under the courtyard wall, and set out on the journey silently, along the dirt road outside the gate to the assembly place of the soldiers.

*

This Qi Han was confused, and he sat in front of the couch for a long time. I felt that the night was as cold as water, and the chill around my body hit people.

Looking around, the bed on the opposite side was empty, and the desk was clean. Only one scroll of the bamboo slips he had flipped through last night, "Wei Yu Ji Luo", was left horizontally on the desk, as if it had not been touched.

Qi Han's heart suddenly rose with an indescribable and inexplicable sadness and desolation.

Only then did I suddenly realize that Zhao Yun's simple belongings had already been moved. It's just that as soon as he came back, he only saw that person in his eyes, and he didn't notice it. At this moment, he found that there was suddenly a lack of a person's belongings and breath in the room, which made him feel more lonely.

After being silent for a long time, the wick was unstable and the light swayed, Qi Han shook his head self-deprecatingly, and smiled bitterly. Pull the quilt, wrap yourself in the bed as if evasively, shrink up, cover your head and sleep. It's strange that Zhao Yun is gone, he shouldn't be able to sleep, so he fell asleep as soon as he touched the pillow.

A moment later, two black shadows tumbled in from the courtyard wall, and lightly pushed open the hidden door, and one person carried one end of the sack to the bed, and even the person was wrapped in!

………………

I don't know how long it took, Qi Han was in a daze, only to feel the cold wind into his bones, and his body was cold.

There was a faint sound of water flowing and waterfall in my ears, and there were also noisy voices and walks, as if there were many people running and talking nearby.

His head was dizzy, his forehead ached, and his limbs felt even more limp, as if they had been hollowed out.

Before his consciousness was restored, Qi Han only vaguely smelled a faint smoke residue in his nose, which was neither choking nor thick, but it made people dizzy and extremely useless. He tried to open his eyes several times, but felt that his eyelids were heavy and he couldn't do it.

After a long time, the dew became heavier, and the fresh air of the plants and trees poured into his nasal cavity, and he gradually woke up.

I tried to open my eyes, but I saw a bright moon hanging in the clouds and mist in the east, and under the moonlight, a white waterfall fell straight down from the cliff wall and fell into a deep black pool, with a loud noise. The cold vapor hit his cheeks, and his sleepy mind suddenly cleared up.

Looking at the things in front of him, the surprise in Qi Han's heart was extraordinary!

(Volume 1: Plugging the Blowing Flute and Swinging Hu Yue, End)

Volume 1: Soundtrack:

Forget the feelings in my heart - Ye Zhentang

Forget all about your heart

Leaving behind love and infatuation

Let the laughter send away the old sorrows

Let the wine wash away the past

The hometown of the four seas is

I don't know where

Conform to the inch

Let your feet go with your feet

It's hard to tell the difference, it's easy to wake up and be cynical

Only God knows how to win or lose

Walk alone with your hair scattered

Gains and losses are my business

Yesterday's dreams

It's hard to hope for another poem

and parted with him forever

I didn't think about what was wrong and what was

I don't remember my former name