Chapter 181: The Rabbit Dies, the Fox is Sad, and the Sorrow is Sad
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Everyone was stunned, Xu Shuo's voice was full of pain: "Just now it was the phone number of the cemetery sales, Shao Qi booked the cemetery two days before he left, and asked him to contact me in a week." [There are almost all the books I want to read.,It's much more stable and faster than the general station.,There's no ads in the whole text.] The first contact left my number. ”
turned to look at Shao Qi's eldest brother, and his voice was fierce: "Your sister will take the money to buy a cemetery for herself, okay?" Ruochen added bitterly: "Don't you know the password? Brother Shao Qi muttered: "Then it must be investigated." Saying that, he went out a little disappointed.
Xu Shuo squatted on the ground with his head in pain: "I misunderstood her." "Ruochen and I looked at each other, and we both burst into tears.
It's not that you can't learn well, it's not that you can't quit, it's just that you want to end your extremely bitter life in a blissful way.
A huge pain, like a wave of the sea, is not without guessing that she is desperate for this world, but when the truth is exposed in front of everyone, the earth-shaking pain is everyone's heartfelt feeling.
Brother Shao Qi came back late that day, and he didn't have anything to say, but he just wrote a face in annoyance.
Xu Shuo contacted the follow-up cremation and funeral matters. On the day of the cremation and funeral, Ziyue accompanied me. Ruochen and I went to the mall and bought a snow-white dress and a hat and gave them to the beautician at the crematorium. The essence is clean and clean, Shao Qi, who likes to wear skirts, should be innocent in that world, isn't it?
Xu Shuo informed some of Shao Qi's classmates and friends that in the rented farewell room for the remains, there were less than ten people in total, and they looked a little deserted. [There are almost all the books I want to read.,It's much more stable and faster than the general station.,There's no ads in the whole text.] One of them, a tall and thin man, about twenty-seven or eighteen years old, had an extremely painful expression. As he walked past me, I couldn't help but ask softly, "Are you Gao Jiajun?"
He was stunned, did not answer, and left in a hurry. Is it Shao Qi or himself that he can't face?
After everyone had gone out, I watched quietly at the girl lying under the glass cover, who, though she had been beautified, was still lifeless like a withered dried flower. She has a white skirt and a snow-white face, and is covered by a yellow sheet below her chest. I suddenly noticed that the lower half of her right body had collapsed a lot, and I looked at Xu Shuo in surprise: "What's going on?"
Xu Shuo's pain has become Mu Ran: "Melted, soft." ”
It turns out that people will become so powerless at the end of the day, I covered my mouth and cried and fell into Ziyue's arms, he held my hand very tightly, but let out a deep sigh.
At noon, the cremation ends. The group went to the cemetery to bury Shao Qi's ashes.
The weather was fine that day. Just like the autumn day when I met her, the blue sky was like a wash, and the occasional breeze swept away. The loess is sprinkled layer by layer, and Shao Qi is getting farther and farther away from us.
Ruochen and I couldn't cry, and Xu Shuo stared at Shao Qi's urn that was gradually covered by the loess, and his eyes did not leave an inch. Ziyue's expression was a little heavy, and he only held me tightly.
When bunches of white chrysanthemums were placed in front of the tomb that was completed, Zhou Chuan and Shao Qi's entangled life finally came to an end on this cool day. I always felt that despite Gao Jiajun, all he brought to Shao Qi was a sense of peace, a desire for home and a normal life. And not love. The lover who really haunts Shao Qi's dreams may be just Zhou Chuan. ( $>>> 'Xiao' said that he gave her the happiness of reaching the peak of the clouds, and also gave her the love that went deep into the bone marrow, all of which finally became a low grave for her, Shao Qi was inside, and Zhou Chuan was outside. All the love and hatred turned into a light breeze, and it dissipated faintly in the hustle and bustle of Beijing. Only the word "regret" remained, and an epitaph was made.
The pine-covered cemetery in the northwest corner of Beijing has a nice name, "Hot Springs", and there will be a little warmth there, right? That is Shao Qi's final destination. Fang Soul, Peace!
Shao Qi's death made me even more depressed. The death of the rabbit and the fox are sad and sad, and I can't be indifferent. The autumn wind swept the leaves, leaning on the window again and again, Shao Qi, Xu's mother, Ling Yi, Mrs. Ma, Guan Ruxin, Zhou Yi's mother, Lin Yucheng's second wife, all passed through my mind, and I finally sadly found that this kind of identity really can't go for a lifetime. Marriage is not a simple red book, it looks like a besieged city, and the people in the besieged city are not necessarily happy, but without the besieged city, no matter how beautiful the love is, no matter how deep the love, there is no place to bloom, and it has become nothing.
What should I do? If this muddies continue, will one day I become the second Shao Qi? Every day, when Ziyue is not around, I hesitate to leave this sad relationship as soon as possible, but when he comes back at night, looking at this man's eyebrows, my heart throbs and I can't speak. It seems that such a state can never be understood.
It's almost the Mid-Autumn Festival, and all kinds of lanterns are hanging in the community to meet the scene, with small bridges and flowing water, which has a special feeling.
Ziyue and I had dinner and walked in the courtyard, watching the lights dim, the white walls and gray tiles reflected the shadow of the flowing water lanterns, and the red antique lanterns dragged me and his shadow for a long time.
I raised my hand to touch a lantern, but I couldn't reach it, Ziyue reached out and took it and handed it to me, and said with a light smile: "I like this too?"
I picked up the left and right handles and played with them, handed them back to him and hung them up again, and couldn't help but joke with him: "It's very beautiful, and it looks good against you." ”
He flicked my head lightly, and smiled at me: "Are you so hurtful?" Time seemed to be frozen in the moonlight of that moment, I looked at him, and my heart hurt a little, if such a good person can't stay together for life, is it more painful the later the heart?
As soon as his brain twitched, he blurted out: "Ziyue, there is no love that fate forces you, isn't it as strong as we imagined?"
"What do you want to say?" he smiled, looking at me fixedly.
"There's been so much going on lately, and there are things I don't understand. Shall we be separated for a while, and I will think about it?" my tone lingered, like duckweed in the water.
"Don't even think about it. Ziyue's voice was cold without a trace of temperature, and the slender figure standing under the shadow of the lamp was close to me, but far away.
I raised my eyes and looked at him desolately: "Do you want me to end up with no place to be buried?"
He covered my mouth and said in a stern voice: "Don't talk nonsense." "But his eyes hurt, Shao Qi's death, if it is shocking to me, it is also a little shocking to him, who has always been calm and serious. After a while, his voice was a little difficult: "Xiaowei, you give me some time." ”
My heart sank, and I looked at him in surprise: "What are you going to do?"
Ziyue didn't say anything, just moved his gaze to the lantern not far away: "You don't have to care." "There is a hint of determination in his eyes.
My heart suddenly panicked, grabbed his hand, and said in an eager tone: "Don't think about it, I didn't mean that." ”
"Let's go back. It's cool. Ziyue smiled faintly, and the outline of his face was three-dimensional and resolute in the light shadow. My heart slammed and I held his hand tightly: "Okay." He snuggled up in his arms and walked in the direction of home.
"I won't say that anymore, don't do what you shouldn't do. I followed his steps, talking as I went. I began to regret what I just said. When I said that, it seemed like I was forcing him to make some kind of decision, but it really wasn't what I wanted.
"I know. His tone was a little heavy, and he took my hand and put some more force. I was a little more relieved.
The day before the Mid-Autumn Festival, I received a call from home, and it was my mother's worried voice: "Are you coming back from the National Day holiday?"
My heart was sudden, whether I had a holiday or not, it was the same for me, but I really didn't have the shame to go home and face my parents. I couldn't help but be a little flustered: "It's not good to say." Is there something wrong?"
"Your dad hasn't been doing well lately. If it's a holiday, you come back to see him. Mom sighed and hung up.
My heart suddenly jumped like a rabbit, my father has always had high blood pressure, could it be serious? My parents have always been afraid that I am worried, and they never report good news on the phone. This is the first time I remember asking me to go home. I'm afraid the situation is not good. The more I thought about it, the more scared I became, so I immediately called Ziyue, and my voice was a little trembling: "I'm going home." ”
Ziyue listened to me before and after, and said in a deep voice: "Don't worry. I'll ask Secretary Li to book a plane ticket, pack up, and call you later. ”
I panicked for a while, and I didn't know what to pack. After packing two pieces of clothes into my bag, Ziyue's phone came, telling me that Secretary Li would come to pick me up later, and hung up the phone.
After a short time, Secretary Li had already arrived, and the car was speeding to the airport. When waiting for the traffic light on the road, Secretary Li handed me a card: "Mr. Feng gave it, saying that you have something to deal with when you go back." He was at the venue, and he couldn't make it in time. ”
I took the card and stuffed it into my bag, and after a while, Secretary Li received a call from Ziyue again, saying to me: "Mr. Feng is not at ease, let me go back with you, in case something is good to help." ”
My heart was already flustered, and I completely listened to Ziyue's arrangement, and hurriedly got on the plane, and my heart was beating wildly. Recite the Buddha and pray all the way to avoid any big things.
I got off the plane and got into a car, and I arrived at my hometown in the afternoon, and I was about to go home, when I suddenly remembered something, and said to Secretary Li with some apologies: "Please find a hotel to live in, I'll go home first, and I'll look for you again if there's something." Secretary Li nodded knowingly.
I hurriedly ran home from the station, met two aunts I knew on the way, saw me were surprised, I didn't bother to say hello, ran for a few minutes and rushed into the house, my mother saw me stunned: "Come back so soon?"
"Where's my dad?" I asked anxiously.
"In the shop, I'll call him. Mom wiped her hands in a panic and picked up her phone. I breathed a sigh of relief and was able to explain in the shop that there was nothing wrong with it.
"Oh Mom, you scared the hell out of me. I thought something was wrong with my dad. "I sat down with my butt and my heart fell into my stomach.
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