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Pick up the fruit on the table and nibble on it. sent a text message to Ziyue to report his safety. Waiting for Dad to come back.

My mother was in the kitchen, looking at me a few times and then stopping, looking a little hesitant. I asked curiously, "Mom, what do you want to say?"

"Forget it, I can't say it either, wait for your dad to come back and talk about it. Mom hesitated and didn't open her mouth again. I looked at my mother's expression, and suddenly I was a little flustered, and my mind turned around at this moment, could it be that they heard some rumors?

The mood became apprehensive, and the fruit in my mouth was unpleasant. Not long after, Dad came back on his bike. It seems to be thinner than during the Spring Festival.

When he came into the house and saw me, he said with a solemn expression: "I'm back." ”

"Hmm. I replied with a little weakness. "Is Dad okay?"

Dad didn't pick up my stubble, turned his head and asked Mom, "Has she eaten?" Mom put the dishes and chopsticks out, "That's good." ”

Dad looked at me and said, "Let's eat first." ”

Dad's expression had already explained that something was wrong, I took a few mouthfuls absentmindedly, wiped my mouth, and looked at my dad timidly: "I'm done." Do you have something to tell me?"

Dad thought about it and asked me seriously, "What are you doing in Beijing?"

My heart started beating wildly, and sure enough, it was the problem. His face couldn't help but flush slightly, and he couldn't answer: "Go to work, what can I do." ”

"Which company, what do you do?" Dad asked.

I was speechless for a moment, and casually said the name of the company I worked at the last time.

"What about the young man who came back from the Spring Festival?" Zhou Yi?" Dad asked again.

"Broke up. I answered this calmly, and my face was not ashamed.

"Do you have a boyfriend now?" Dad asked directly. I was stunned for a moment, and rushed back all the way, not expecting my father to ask this. I don't know whether to say yes or no. (Good-looking.)

My mind was racing, since my father asked this, he must have heard gossip, and if I said no, I couldn't explain it at all, but wanted to cover it up. After thinking about it, he gritted his teeth and said, "There is one." ”

Dad was a little surprised by my answer: "Then why didn't you tell us?"

"That's it," I stammered, thinking desperately of a reason in my head, and for a long time I held back the sentence: "He's a little old." ”

"How much bigger?" said Dad, with a worried look.

"Teenagers. I looked at my dad's expression, and I couldn't see strong resistance, and I breathed a sigh of relief.

"What?"

"Do business. I replied.

"Be the boss?" Dad asked.

I nodded, "Sort of." ”

Dad asked him in detail about his age and company, and I had to answer truthfully.

"Aren't you married at such an age?" Dad wondered.

How should I answer, it is impossible for a successful person of this age not to get married, and I mustered up the courage: "He is divorced." After saying this, my face suddenly turned red. In front of my loved ones, the torment in my heart when I lie is even more like a refining.

Dad looked at me seriously, and I blushed more and lowered my head. Dad sighed slightly and told the old story: "Girl, do you remember that when you were in the second grade of primary school, you scored in the math test. The only point in the class, but you found the teacher, there was a wrong question, the teacher didn't pay attention, and didn't deduct points. Divided, the teacher came to me after school that day and praised you. Do you know how happy I am with your mother? The teacher asked me how I could have raised such an honest child, and I proudly told the teacher that she didn't need to teach, she was born to be honest and not do things that hurt her conscience. He turned to look me in the eye: "Girl, but what you just told me is the truth?"

My face instantly flushed, and in the face of my loved ones, I couldn't open my mouth even more because I had never been good at lying, but tears had already flowed out, and I bit my lip, not knowing what to say.

My mother was a little anxious and urged me: "You are talking." ”

Dad wiped his face, slammed the cup on the table hard, and yelled at Mom, "What are you talking about?

My mother was stunned and said in a daze: "So, those who chew the root of the tongue are all true?" grabbed my arm, "Are you really the second wife of someone in Beijing?"

"No, no—" I shook my head desperately, it wasn't like that. But I don't know how to explain it.

"What's that?" Dad looked at me, his eyes reddening.

I opened my mouth and couldn't say it, I couldn't say that I was humiliated for my cousin Wan at the beginning, I couldn't say how helpless I was to repair the house, I couldn't say that he risked his life for me, and I couldn't say that I lost two children, one by one, one by one, unforgettable, but in the end I couldn't talk about it.

After a long time, seeing that I was still silent, my father asked me, "Is the 10,000 yuan you borrowed his?"

I nodded, my father's head lowered, and he held his forehead weakly: "I blame me for not having the ability to let the child go this way." But Xiaowei, your mother and I never thought that you would lie to us about the money. "I saw my father's temples throbbing and he seemed to be a little dizzy and leaning in his chair.

I panicked, squatted in front of my father and cried: "Dad, I don't blame you, I don't blame you." Gritted his teeth and said, "Before borrowing money, I had something to do with him, I didn't wronged myself for money, I was willing." ”

Dad put his hand down, looked at me, and said with a heavy expression: "Not for money? willingly? A middle-aged man who is not a few years younger than me, not money, what makes you willing?"

Once again, I had nothing to say, not money, but his love, but that love, I couldn't speak. He only muttered, "He's very nice to me." ”

"You're confused. Dad was heartbroken, "Is Zhou Yi not good to you? Ziqing is not good to you? Which one has been to our house is not good to you? Why did you pick him? Not to mention that he is so old, he has a family, how much has he watched on TV, what can he give you? I can't even give you a home, can I say okay?"

I was silent, and I couldn't refute my father's words. Dad's voice was full of pain: "Since I was a child, you are more sensible than others, look at me and look at the hard work of the shop, so small," Dad gestured with his hand, "It's only half a year tall, so he carried a can of herbal tea and ran to send it to the shop." When I went to school, I never had to be urged by me and your mother, and I learned to be attentive to myself. When I was admitted to university, when I worshipped my ancestors, I thanked my ancestors for accumulating virtue and allowing me to have such a worry-free and sensible daughter. I have never envied those who have sons, how can a son be like him, how can he compare to my daughter who is so naughty and troublesome like your cousin? But how can you be so ignorant in this matter? How can my daughter, whom I have always been proud of, do such a shameful thing?"

I looked at my father ignorantly and whispered, "I'm not what you think, I'm not for his money, I'm really not." ”

"It's not for money, then you want people to divorce and marry you?" Dad's voice was more stern, "Our Zhao family, this kind of thing has never happened in a few lifetimes, you are young, what kind of good young man can't be found? Do you have to dig into the corners of other people's walls? Where do you put my old face and your mother?"

My mother couldn't help but interject: "Isn't that Zhou Yi very good, why do you have to be with this person? He is a big boss, how can he divorce and marry you? He just sees that you are young and playing for a few years, why don't you understand whether you live or die?"

I cried and fell to the ground, feeling bitter in my heart. My mother picked me up: "Don't be on the ground, it's cold on the ground." The circles under his eyes were also red: "It's spread throughout the county, and your father and I are probably the last to know." Your dad hasn't been able to sleep every night for a week, and he doesn't believe you can do such a thing. In the past two days, I was dizzy and dizzy, and I drank blood pressure medicine. I said this is also a holiday, just in time to call you back and ask what the hell is going on. If we spread rumors, we will just show our old faces and skins, and explain it to those people. Who knows—alas—"

Looking at my parents' painful expressions, I was so ashamed and guilty. People live not for themselves, the more Zi has his wife and daughter's family, I have my parents, we don't live for ourselves. and Ziyue's life and death, facing the old tears of his parents, suddenly became a little ethereal.

"Your job in Beijing is also a lie to us, right?" asked Dad.

I shook my head: "I used to work there, and then I quit." ”

"Since you don't go to class anymore, this time you come back, just stay at home," Dad said to me, "I see that your brain is hot now, and you are more unclear than those who practiced before." ”

I was shocked, "I have to go back." ”

"What are you going back to do? I don't have any work, I'm just fooling!" Dad was a little angry, his face flushed, "You have stiff wings now, and you are completely disobedient?"

I saw that my father was angry, and I was afraid that he would get sick, so I bowed my head and kept silent. Dad let out a long sigh and went back to the house, and I turned back to my room, my whole body trembling slightly, and my parents' words made my heart roll. I texted my son: "I'm going to stay home for a while. "Turn off your phone. Perhaps, I should really listen to my father and think about it.

Lying on the bed, I was in a trance, yesterday I was still in the big bed where Ziyue was, and tonight, I returned to the small wooden bed where I grew up. But this small wooden bed brought me unprecedented reality.

I asked myself, I was the sensible and obedient daughter who was held up by my father when I was an hour, I was the good boy who excelled in exams and was envied by the neighbors, and I was a virtuous and virtuous woman who led Zhou Yi home and was recognized by everyone. is not a junior who everyone can criticize, a second wife who makes her parents sigh and can't raise her head, and a queen of short topics behind her classmates. My family and I can't afford this hardship.

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