"Zhejiang?" Zhang Lin's voice fell, and I looked at her very unexpectedly: "Min Yan has no relatives in Zhejiang, and she is not familiar with the place, what did she do in Zhejiang?"

"Han Fei, I found out that when you mentioned Min Yan's matter, you were so concerned, what's the matter, is it that Min Yan is not around now, you regret it very much!"

"No, where did you think of it. Seeing Zhang Lin's angry look, I was a little depressed: "We all lived together at the beginning, and you know Xiaoyan's character, I'm really worried that she won't be able to think about it." ”

"Forget it, don't explain, explanation is equal to cover-up, cover-up is equal to lying!" Zhang Lin gave me a roll of his eyes after listening to my explanation: "But now even if you want to save Min Yan, I'm afraid there is no chance." ”

I sat up straight: "What's wrong with Xiaoyan?"

Seeing my curious expression, Zhang Lin pursed her lips slightly, turned around and took out a note in her handbag, and handed it to me: "This is her address." ”

"Putuo Mountain, Lingmei Temple!?" Seeing the line of words written on the note, my brain thundered, and I looked at Zhang Lin in a daze: "What do you mean......"

"What's the point, see through the red dust. When it comes to Xiaoyan, Zhang Lin's expression is not very good-looking: "I can't figure it out, such a beautiful little girl, I don't know which tendon is wrong, why is she still a monk, although I have been hit hard, but there is no need to torture myself so much." ”

"When did she become a monk?!!"

"A month ago. Zhang Lin stretched out her hand and picked up the lady next to her cigarette and lit one, and continued: "Lingmei Temple, where Min Yan is a monk, is a very large and formal temple, Min Yan is not called Min Yan now, her legal name is Shi Minghui, when I investigated her, her degree or something had been done, her household registration had also been signed in the local area, and her identity information had been submitted for revision. ”

"How can this be ......" Before this, I had countless conjectures about Xiaoyan's whereabouts, but I never thought that she would choose such an extreme way.

"At the beginning, I didn't understand Min Yan's choice, but now that I think about it, she has nothing to worry about in this world, after experiencing the Dale incident, the money that Brother Dong gave her is estimated to be enough for Min Ke to live a stable life, Min may settle down, but also forget her only wish, and after that, the Green Lantern Ancient Buddha is always with her, for Min Yan, it is not a relief. After Zhang Lin finished speaking, she looked at me with comfort: "Min Yan's choice, although it is a little incomprehensible, but I have to admit that for her, this is a good ending, everyone's life has a different way of living, since she has decided, let's not bother her, what do you say?"

"Fucking light! How fucking old is Min Yan, and she became a nun! She didn't see through the red dust at all, but a naked escapist reality! After she became a monk, she was pure, but what about Min Ke? What about these people who cared about him? She really thought that she could let go of the world by curling up in that small temple? When the words fell, I got up and began to get dressed: "No, I have to go to her and ask her face to face!"

Zhang Lin saw my angry look, pursed her lips and shook her head: "Have you ever thought about it, now Min Yan has finally let go of the previous things and is ready to start a new life, but now you suddenly went to find her, aren't you forcing her to remember the unpleasant things in the past?"

"There are some things that can't be solved by escaping, I know that the matter of Dale is a bloody scar in Xiaoyan's heart, but even if I don't touch this scar, can you say that this scar doesn't exist?"

"Han Fei, I said a long time ago, you don't understand women, I believe that maybe before deciding to become a monk, Min Yan may have some thoughts of self-pity, but now that she has become a monk, even if you go, what can you change? In other words, why do you believe that you can save Min Yan?"

Zhang Lin's voice fell, and I stood in place and was silent for a while: "On the day of Xiaoyan's accident, I promised her that when that incident passed, I would marry her, and if she could change her mind this time, I would be willing to take care of her for the rest of her life." ”

'Brush!'

When Zhang Lin heard my words, she froze in her chair like a sculpture: "Han Fei, do you know how much risk I took to help you investigate Min Yan's whereabouts, in the end, what you gave me was such an answer, right? You only saw how much others have paid for you, have you never cared about my feelings? Everything I have paid is so worthless?"

Seeing Zhang Lin's appearance, the corners of my mouth twitched twice, I thought about it, and I didn't know what to say, Zhang Lin was right, I was sorry for Xiaoyan, and I was also sorry for her, and even compared to Xiaoyan, I may owe Zhang Lin more, at this moment Seeing Zhang Lin angry, I could only stop the movements in my hand and sit quietly on the edge of the bed, and the room suddenly fell into silence.

After a while, Zhang Lin sighed helplessly and waved his hand at me: "Forget it, you can go!"

"Where are you going?" I didn't react for a moment.

"Go to Zhejiang, save your little nun!" Zhang Lin glanced at me, a little irritable: "Get out!"

"I'll go find Min Yan, aren't you angry?"

"What can you do if you are angry, I don't want to see you become a ruthless and unrighteous bastard compared to you going to Min Yan, and if you think about it carefully, Xiaoyan is really a poor girl, if no one even comforts her after escaping into the empty door, maybe she will only be more sad." ”

Hearing Zhang Lin's words, a feeling of guilt suddenly rose in my heart: "Actually, it's nothing to me if you make a noise or make a fuss, but the more reasonable you are, the more sorry I feel for you." ”

"Get out, you're sorry for my lack of business, don't please me here, get out!" Zhang Lin's voice fell, and he waved his hand at me irritably: "Hurry up, get out! Get out of the taxi! Get out of here! I'm too lazy to see you!"

"Huh. Seeing Zhang Lin's appearance, I picked up the handbag on the table and looked at her: "When I'm not at home, you take care of yourself." ”

"You don't have to care, maybe when you come back from Zhejiang, the old lady will also go to which nunnery to knock on wooden fish!" Zhang Lin turned around and continued to play the dance troupe, tapping the keyboard angrily, not even looking at me.

……

After leaving the hotel, I took a taxi directly to the train station, bought a train ticket to Ningbo, Zhejiang, after arriving in Ningbo, I took a bus to Shenjiamen, and then took a boat to Putuo Mountain, this trip down, I tossed for more than 50 hours, and when I arrived at Putuo Mountain, it was already three days later.

I was full of exhaustion, I found a homestay at the foot of Putuo Mountain, after a short night of repair, the next morning, I walked along the path up the mountain to the Lingmei Temple where Xiaoyan is located, Putuo Mountain is a long mountain range, and it is also one of the famous tourist attractions in the country, so when I enter the mountain in the morning, I can always see pedestrians around.

The Lingmei Temple, where Xiaoyan is located, is not in the scenic area, so the closer I get to the Lingmei Temple, the fewer tourists there are, and in the end, there are almost no pedestrians in sight, only the occasional pilgrim on the mountain road.

I walked along the mountain road for about four hours, and finally saw the front hall of Lingmei Temple on a gentle hillside, looking from afar, the buildings of Lingmei Temple are hidden between the green trees of Cangshan Mountain, with a strange sense of grandeur to declare the majesty of the treasure elephant, the buildings of Lingmei Temple climb up from the hillside to the top of the mountain, the antique Daxiong Treasure Hall is on the top of the mountain, with a light mist, it looks magnificent.

After walking along the bluestone paved mountain road in front of the temple gate to the main gate, I stopped and watched for a while, this Lingmei Temple covers a particularly large area, and there are many busy nuns in it, but after watching for a long time, I didn't find Xiaoyan's shadow, so I stretched out my hand to stop a nun, I subconsciously wanted to call the eldest sister, but after thinking about it, it may not be appropriate, and it is not respectful to call the nun, and I don't know how to call it after thinking about it, so I learned the name in the TV series: "Shitai, hello!"

"Hello, donor!" After the middle-aged nun was stopped by me, she raised her hand and returned the Buddhist salute: "Is there something wrong with you?"

"Ah, that's right, I want to ask you personally, is there a girl named Min Yan in your temple, who is in her twenties this year, very beautiful, about this tall. I said and compared Xiaoyan's height on myself.

The middle-aged nun heard my words and smiled: "Oh, you were separated from your friends, were you?"

"No, the girl I just talked about is my friend, but she seems to have become a monk in your temple!" Halfway through my words, I suddenly remembered again: "By the way, her Dharma name is Shi Minghui, and she has just been a monk for a month. ”

After listening to my words, the middle-aged nun nodded clearly: "Donor, there are hundreds of monks in our temple, and they are usually in their respective Zen monasteries, so although everyone is in the same temple, they are not all so familiar with each other. ”

"Yes!" I nodded to the nun, and then hurried over to the monk's room.

Before going to the monk's room, I thought they would let me wait there, and then ask Xiao Yan if she would like to see me, but I didn't expect that they directly told me where Xiao Yan was.

Lingmei Temple is a very famous temple in Putuo Mountain, a large number of pilgrims come to worship every day, and the number of monks in it is also among the best, so in every hall I pass by, there will be the sound of chanting.

At the edge of the temple, there is a large hall next to the lake, and it is also the only building that has not heard the sound of chanting Buddha and chanting along the way, and here is the meditation pavilion where Xiaoyan is located.

Due to the remote location of the meditation pavilion, there are almost no traces of pilgrims around, only nuns dressed in gray monk's robes, occasionally entering and exiting in front of the temple gate.

After walking to the front of the temple of the meditation pavilion, before I could ask anyone, I saw at a glance under the Buddha statue, with red lips slightly open, and Min Yan who was tapping on the wooden fish and reciting Buddhist scriptures.