Chapter 134: The door of the heart is closed and finally opened
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After a while, I received a text message from him: "I received something, is it Lin Yucheng?"
I simply replied with a "yes". [There are almost all the books I want to read.,It's much more stable and faster than the general station.,There's no ads in the whole text.]
"Nothing else?" he replied quickly.
I wanted to say happy birthday, but thinking about Ling Yi and his warm and peaceful attitude in the car, I still deleted those four words and replaced them with: "No." Good bye. ”
Some anxiously stared at the phone, expecting and fearing the familiar ringtone. Suddenly, there was an auditory hallucination that it sounded, but until the second half of the night, the phone did not ring again.
I silently saved the words "Happy Birthday" and put them in the draft box. Lying on the bed, my mind is gradually calming. At that time, it was only said that the relationship between me and Ziyue was over. Ziyue, I hope you are happy, you can sleep peacefully at night, you don't have to frown between your eyebrows, and your mind doesn't have to be heavy. It's just that I can't be by your side anymore.
I asked Shao Qi to go shopping on the weekend, but the moment I saw her, my heart hurt fiercely. She was thin and emaciated. The skin, which was as white and delicate as a porcelain doll, became yellow and withered, and was as lifeless as a dried green seedling.
"Sister, let's go in. Shao Qi's eyes were gloomy and he walked numbly.
I followed her into the mall, and she looked at everything like a ghost, and I was even more absent-minded as I followed her steps. After less than half an hour of shopping, I grabbed her: "Don't wander around, let's find a place to talk." ”
There is a café near the mall, and there are not many people looking out of the window. I dragged her in. She just sat free, like a dream doll. I was almost reluctant to disturb her distraction.
"Shao Qi," I was anxious and worried, "if you have anything on your mind, you can tell me about it, you are holding back like this, you will get sick sooner or later." "I don't want her to repeat my mistakes.
"Sister, I'm fine. It's okay. Shao Qi smiled sadly. Pulling the cup aimlessly with a spoon.
I grabbed her bony hand: "If it's really painful, leave." Why are you in trouble?"
Shao Qi seemed to be frightened by my words, he was stunned for a while, and for a while, tears fell one by one: "Sister, I can't do without him, I really can't do without him." ”
"What's not to live without, there's no one who can't live without it, can it?" I laughed at myself, myself being the best example. At one time, he was reluctant to leave as if he was addicted to drugs, but when he was cornered, didn't he also survive first, and escaped in three steps and two steps.
At that time, I thought that Shao Qi was only in a desperate situation because of the pain, so he didn't leave. If I had known what was going on, it would have been devastating, and I would have dragged her away from Zhou Chuan's side.
"Sister, do you know, when I met Zhou Chuan, I was only a sophomore. Shao Qi looked at the cup and said leisurely, "That time Xu Shuo took me and a few roommates to participate in a pary, and the first time I saw Zhou Chuan, I was hooked." His eyes, through so many people, only looked at me. It seems to have taken away all my soul. When Shao Qi said this, his eyes were full of happiness. ( 'Small' Says'
"For him, I've done everything, skipped class for a few months, was warned by the school, pregnant, had an abortion-" Shao Qi sobbed, holding his forehead in pain, "He said he couldn't marry me, and I also knew that my identity was not worthy of him, I didn't care, as long as I could stay by his side." I watched him marry another woman, and my heart was cut like a knife, and I fell seriously ill. But I was reluctant to leave, and I didn't want a name.
But he has changed, in the past few years, he has changed women one by one, I comfort myself, at least he is willing to raise for a long time, only me, but why in the end, he still wants to break up with me?" Shao Qi burst into tears.
I didn't know what to say, I sat next to her, holding her shoulder, she cried and lay on top of me, my heart hurt, but I didn't know how to persuade me, and said for a while: "Since this is the case, it's not bad to divide it, find a down-to-earth person, and live a down-to-earth life." ”
Shao Qi shook his head desperately: "I can't do it, as long as I close my eyes, it's all his appearance." I can't do it. "Shao Qi cried like a wheezing kitten, and I could hardly bear to look at her.
"Is he going to keep the draft woman?" I gritted my teeth, but still told the truth.
Shao Qi was stunned: "Did Zhou Yi tell you?"
"Xu Shuo. I stared at her, trying to see from her expression whether she understood Xu Shuo's feelings or not.
Shao Qi didn't answer, and instead said, "He brought that woman back once, she was so arrogant." Zhou Chuan said that she had to come, and he couldn't restrain her. What a slut. ”
I smiled bitterly, Zhou Chuan couldn't help it? Isn't it a naked excuse. Without Zhou Chuan's support, how dare that woman do that. Women who have always only intervened are hateful, but they are not negative men, how can women have gaps to insert?"
"Zhou Chuan almost never comes back, and it is more difficult for me to meet him than to ascend to the sky. When I called, I often didn't answer. Sister, I really can't stand it. Shao Qi cried. I put my arms around her, and I didn't feel good in my heart. I am also glad that I escaped in time. The party in the relationship is always a passive weakling, waiting to be hurt and waiting to turn his back.
I don't know how to persuade Shao Qi, her infatuation has long been revealed. I don't know what kind of force it will take to pull her away. could only say weakly: "You should also have your own life, find a job, even if you break up with Zhou Chuan, you can have a spiritual sustenance." ”
"It's too late," Shao Qi shook his head desperately, "For the sake of this relationship, I haven't even finished the book, what kind of job can I find?"
I'm dumbfounded, Shao Qi has blocked all his way out for this relationship.
I stayed with Shao Qi for a day, but I just stayed, and I couldn't alleviate her wandering. I can only do it in a hurry. At around 4 o'clock in the afternoon, she habitually wanted to go back again. Even if Zhou Chuan didn't come back, she still fantasized about waiting. It's just that after the spring flowers and autumn moon, the winter snow and ice, what can you wait for?
I took out her birthday present from my bag and handed it to her: "Your gift is too expensive. It's better to keep it for yourself. I don't need to. ”
Shao Qi looked at the gift, was stunned, and hesitated to speak: "Sister, in fact, this gift was given by Zhou Yi." He said that you always use your mobile phone as a watch, which is inconvenient. ”
I was stunned. Shao Qi continued: "He was afraid that his sister would not accept it, so he exchanged gifts with me. You know, I can't afford something so expensive. Zhou Chuan will only buy me things, and will not give me so much money. ”
I suddenly realized that Shao Qi was a little distracted: "Sister, I don't believe you can't see Zhou Yi's heart for you." In fact, he ordered the flowers for your birthday a long time in advance, and I accompanied him twice. Look at the flower pattern and color. If Zhou Chuan can do this to me, it is death, and I am willing. ”
My heart warmed, and I couldn't describe it. It seems to be starting to melt from the soles of the feet. Unconsciously, I actually owe Zhou Yi so much warmth. After Shao Qi left, I took the initiative to call Zhou Yi for the first time: "What are you busy with?"
Zhou Yi's voice had an unexpected surprise: "Just finished exercising, have you eaten?" Zhou Yi usually goes to outdoor sports on weekends, climbing mountains and rocks with friends.
"Nope. After a moment's hesitation, I said, "Let's eat together." Zhou Yi's unanimous sentence came from the other end of the phone.
He and I laughed at the same time, and his laughter was clear.
Zhou Yi's state is very good, although the new company is small, but no one is hindered, Zhou Yi has a lot of new ideas, and the implementation is smooth. On the contrary, it is much more energetic than in Zhou Chuan.
"Xiaowei, can you ask me to dinner. I'm very happy. Zhou Yi stared at me, his eyes were a little hot.
I hurriedly lowered my head by his gaze, and secretly persuaded myself: such an excellent person is dedicated to himself, and it may not be difficult to try to accept him.
was pushed by Li Yan to get up early on Sunday morning and accompanied her to Zhongshan Park to watch the blind date meeting. I don't know if I don't go, I thought it was a garden activity, but I didn't know that there were hundreds of parents there on a regular basis, with their children's materials, like a talent market, each setting up a stall. Pity the hearts of parents all over the world, and the hearts that can't be finished.
Li Yan and I walked while looking at "XX, female, years old, master's degree in a certain major, member of the Communist Party of China, working in a certain unit, and having a house." I was so stunned that I couldn't help but mutter: "Why haven't you got married with such good conditions?"
Li Yan pouted: "Party member, does it have anything to do with finding a partner?"
When I think about it, too. smiled and continued to read, but after a while, I realized that something was wrong, all the uncles and aunts who came were parents, and there were very few people like us who came for ourselves. As we looked at their resumes in front of them, they were looking us up and down. Some aunts asked directly: "Girl, where do you work, where are you?" I was already embarrassed and blushed, and Li Yan couldn't hold it anymore, so she pulled me away.
After two turns back and forth, Li Yan's momentum was much stronger than mine, and she also exchanged phone calls with an uncle and aunt. Suddenly, I noticed a boy standing calmly in a corner, a little out of contention. Unconsciously noticed it, called Chen Qiao. The conditions are good: working in a foreign company, master's degree. It's just a bit short and doesn't have a house. These two points are the reasons why many school-age boys in Beijing have difficulty finding friends.
Li Yan dragged me past me and muttered, "Let's go, what are you looking at." I was a little moved by the boy's independent temperament, not panicked, not shy, and stood calmly. A very calm person, even if he doesn't have a house for the time being, but his education is there, it won't be too bad. Temporary difficulties cannot be a shackle to happiness in the future. I turned back and tore up a copy of his contact information, Li Yan If other boys don't make it, this is actually quite good, and I will tell her at the right time.
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