Chapter 133: Drifting Away and Becoming Endless
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Winter is getting deeper. ( $>>> 'Little' said, "I have experienced that the days without heating are indeed sad. After New Year's Day, it entered the wax moon of the lunar calendar, and it was counted nine cold days, and the breath turned into ice. My room on the dark side is even colder. Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night, and the tip of my nose is cold and I want to sneeze.
Zhou also came once and immediately ordered an electric heater for me. After opening it, there was a warm feeling in the house. My heart seems to be gradually melting with the warmth. However, the electric heater is very power-intensive, and I only turn it on occasionally when it is too cold to bear.
Despite this, Sister Zheng saw the door open one day, and she was a little unhappy: "Xiaowei, your electric heater is very electricity-intensive, and it would be unfair if the electricity bill was paid back to everyone." ”
"I don't drive it very often. "I was slightly displeased. When I didn't live here, I was asked to share the utility bills and said that the electricity could not be calculated separately. Now that I've just bought an appliance, I'm in a hurry to draw a line with me.
"Then who knows. Sister Zheng smiled cutely, but her words were very harsh, "You also know that we live in a rented house, and we are not rich in the first place, if I also have friends who drive luxury cars, I don't care about these water and electricity bills." But those of us who live with steel hammers don't care. ”
I couldn't speak, Li Yan came out of the door and smiled: "Sister Zheng, isn't it just an electric heater, you don't have an electric kettle or electric pressure cooker there." ”
Sister Zheng looked at Li Yan and didn't say anything, but her face sank: "You don't know if you don't have a family." "I suddenly remembered the sentence in the dream of Red Mansions, such a woman has really become a fish's eyeball.
Li Yan wanted to say something, but I blocked her: "Okay, every month in the future, I will have an extra 50 yuan in electricity bills, is it okay?"
Sister Zheng immediately turned cloudy and sunny: "Xiao Wei is reasonable." Distant relatives are not as good as close neighbors. Get along well, it's much more cost-effective than calculating. ”
Li Yan's face was not good-looking. I dragged her into my room and whispered, "Forget it, it's not much." ”
"It's crazy to lack money. It's not about making men think about how to make money, just picking out what others can pick out. Li Yan deliberately raised her voice and said loudly. He sighed at me instead: "I really can't stand it, last time I bought a small Xiaoice box and also asked me to pay for electricity, but her own refrigerator broke, and she didn't blush at all with me." ”
The so-called worldliness is probably like this, not that it is not really firewood, rice, oil and salt that hurt the gods, but in that little drop of firewood, rice, oil and salt, more and more drilled into it, but lost its heart. Becoming bitter and mean is the reason why women become vulgar in the world.
I shook my head: "Forget it, it won't last long, more is better than less." ”
Li Yan hung her head, shook her legs a little sullenly, and rolled her eyes: "When will I be able to get out of this ghost place." ”
I was a little dumbfounded, a few happy and a few sad, the ghost place that Li Yan wanted to get out of in every possible way was a treasure of feng shui where I could sleep peacefully. I don't know the gorgeous cage that almost made me depressed, and the greenhouse of youth that many young girls yearn for?
Li Yan looked at me and said in a sullen voice, "You're fine, I guess you won't be living for long." The handsome guy who drives a Land Rover is courteous every once in a while. I'm miserable, it's the New Year soon, and I don't know how to go home and explain to my parents. He lay down on my bed and stared at the ceiling.
Recently, I am also a little familiar with Li Yan, I am of the same age, and when I come back from work at night, I often make an appointment to have a meal together or walk around the neighborhood and chat. Li Yan's family is in the field, her work is not bad, she is a high-spirited girl, with a delicate figure and delicate facial features. There are also many boys chasing him, but in her words, they are not up to standard.
I smiled, "That's not my boyfriend either." ( $>>> 'Small' Say'"
Li Yan came to the momentum: "It's really not your boyfriend? ”
My heart suddenly sudden, although I didn't have much feeling for Zhou Yi, but Li Yan suddenly mentioned this, and I was a little uncomfortable. It's a bit like a child guarding the beauty, and he doesn't necessarily eat it every day, but once someone comes to grab it, he feels like he has lost his own treasure and destroys his heart.
Seeing that my face was not good, Li Yan laughed: "I'm joking with you." By the way, do you know that there is a blind date in Zhongshan Park?" Li Yan suddenly remembered something and bounced up from the bed.
"Blind date? I only know that the blind date is fast, looking for cherishment. I teased her.
"Take you as a serious person, but I am poor. Li Yan glanced at me and leaned over, "Come with me on the weekend." ”
I shook my head like a rattle, I had never seen a blind date meeting, and I was a little ashamed to think about that battle. However, Li Yan kept chattering, and finally agreed to accompany her to have a look.
The things that Lin Yucheng handed over to me were very tightly packaged. I don't know what's in there either. At the beginning, I didn't know how my brain was hot, but now I am embarrassed to contact the child, and I want to express the past and I am afraid that it will be difficult to explain if I lose it. The keys to his original residence were also returned to him, otherwise they could be secretly put in his house, but now it's good, there is no trick. Looking at that box of things, it's like a hot potato, and I don't know how to throw it out for him.
After three days of stagnation, I picked up my mobile phone and hesitated, but I still couldn't dial the familiar number. I admit that I am really cowardly, I said that if I want to separate, I will divide it completely, but now I go to him again, what is it? Even if I have a thousand layers of thick skin, I can't stand such a practice.
I thought about it for days, but there was nothing I could do. had to be cheeky and dialed Ziyue's mobile phone. When I connected it, I felt my heart pounding. "Hey. "My voice trembled.
"Hey. His voice was still deep and powerful. In an instant, he and I were silent. After a pause, he asked, "Is there something wrong with me?" The tone seemed to be expectant.
"Yes. "I didn't mention Lin Yucheng's sending things, I think the more I avoid Lin Yucheng, the more I don't want to accept his gifts. Instead, he asked, "Do you have time today?"
There was silence on the other end of the line. I plucked up the courage and said, "I have something to do and want to see you." ”
His voice was a little hesitant: "Today?"
His hesitation made my heart sink to the bottom of the ice suddenly, and I was really self-inflicted, thinking that who I was? We'll talk about it when you have time. Hung up the phone in a hurry.
I suddenly felt ridiculous. At the beginning, he resolutely said that he was the one who broke up, but now he is still the one who wants to see others. Did I subconsciously think that he was attentive to me? So as long as I turned around a little, he would always wait behind me? Unfortunately, it was just my own wishful thinking. Drifting away was the footsteps of me and him in a hurry.
I was a little depressed, and I didn't have the courage to make an appointment with him again. I suddenly remembered Secretary Li and handed it to him to convey that it should be no problem for me to send a text message to Zi Yue. Why bother to practice yourself?
Busy looking at the time of getting off work at noon, he called Secretary Li and said his intention.
Secretary Li did not hesitate and responded. Tell me that Mr. Feng will go to the company at four o'clock in the afternoon, and if I give it to him now, it will be handed over to Ziyue today.
If it was before, it would be no problem to let Secretary Li come to pick it up in person. It's just that now, Ziyue and I have become like this, and I'm a little embarrassed to trouble him again. In order to quickly throw this potato out of my hand, I hurriedly took a half-day off work. I took the subway to Shunyi. I went back and forth a few times, and when I arrived at the company, it was almost 4 o'clock. I was afraid of running into an acquaintance, so I hurriedly called Secretary Li at the door and asked him to go downstairs to pick it up.
He soon appeared, and I handed him the things, and I was a little embarrassed to explain: "My friend also entrusted me to transfer it, so I'm sorry to trouble you." ”
Secretary Li smiled faintly and quietly: "Okay, I will help you transfer it." After a few pleasantries, he went back. I really admire his professionalism.
I breathed a sigh of relief and was about to leave, when suddenly a car came from afar, I couldn't read the license plate clearly, only saw that it was a black car, I was afraid that it was Ziyue's car, so I hid in a booth of an ATM at the door. Fortunately, the car quickly drove into the company. I poked my head out and saw the car number, and sure enough, it was Ziyue's car.
I wanted to walk away immediately, but I couldn't take a step as if something was stuck under my feet. What am I waiting for? Waiting for that car to come out again?
The sky was overcast, and the northwest wind blew from time to time, rolling a few small snow particles, but I was still reluctant to go. Standing in that small cubicle in a daze, the wind and snow around him seemed to turn a deaf ear. Only the heart is pounding.
After about an hour, his car slowly drove out again, his window open, and he reached out and flicked the cigarette ash in his hand. I stood on his side and watched his angular face glide past me so clearly. Sitting in the co-pilot was the dignified and generous Ling Yi. That charming demeanor, even if it is a dream, I can recognize it. I can't wait to pump myself, why don't you just get out of here, just to wait and see this scene?
My mind suddenly flashed, today? Today is Feng Ziyue's birthday. No wonder he hesitated to see me.
It seems that the tears have not flowed anymore. Numbness, heartache, can't say what it feels like. just moved his steps dejectedly and returned to the city.
Lying on the bed blankly at night, the mobile phone rang, and you were lonely to find my voice, and it was wonderfully ironic. I pressed the phone. I don't have to pick it up anymore, if I still can't get out to this day, I will look down on myself.
I turned on the electric heater, and I felt a little warm in my heart: how can the heart-rending entanglement be worth the warmth of every inch? Thinking about Xu Shuo's words, I was finally relieved. What should be cherished, cherished.
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