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It's uncomfortable.

It's not the discomfort caused by the killing, but the discomfort and depression caused by the thought that his wife and children seem to have been far away from him.

Why is this still happening?

Yuan Changwen was a little incredulous, did this mean that he hadn't killed his wife and children yet? Does it mean that his wife and children still occupied the position in his mind?

However, this is just that the character of Yuan Changwen is uncomfortable, and it has nothing to do with me.

And, why do I think that "you shouldn't feel bad after you kill"?

This kind of thinking means that I think that after the killing, it will become a marble sculpture, without any emotions or fluctuations. This is just a guess, a guess without logic.

How do I know what happens after the killing? and the character can never touch the real thing, so it doesn't matter what the character actually does. The key is to stop believing in the truth of all this.

In other words, I still believe in my wife and children, I still believe in the so-called happy life of a family of three, and I still believe in the real existence of the role of Yuan Changwen.

Damn it!

Why are you deceiving me, and why are you willing to be deceived?

Talking about slashing, loudly proclaiming that the only truth is "I exist", but he is a humble worm and does not dare to kill himself at all. It's just a constant circle with words, what kind of bullshit is moving forward?!

That's right, it doesn't matter what Yuan Changwen's character does. But I can't think that it doesn't matter what I do.

I will want to grab something, I will not want to lose something, if it doesn't matter what Yuan Changwen's character does, then I should have an attitude of indifference to live. It's not, just when you're showing off to others, you just say like the role doesn't matter.

So, I'm going to kill what I care about, because that's what I think is real. If I take the whole world as a fake, then how can I feel so uncomfortable? Maybe it's regretful, maybe it's a pity, but after all, it's just a momentary thing.

Because, if things happen like this, it can only happen this way. Once the time is removed, then I have no way of knowing why these things are happening, let alone grabbing memories in my head.

The character is fake, so even after touching the real thing, the character will still retain his preferences. As for the degree of retention of this preference, I can't guess, maybe it's just a very shallow preference, maybe there will be a deep preference, who knows?

Well, it's natural for a character to have an emotional response. Even if adults play games with children, there will be certain emotional reactions.

Wrong!

What am I doing? Why should I defend the characters? Why should I say that something that should be killed is a reasonable existence?

That's right, maybe after touching the real thing, the character's behavior will become indifferent. But am I done? Am I touching the real? Since I don't, why not move on?

If this behavior is reasonable, then what is the basis of the role for making it uncomfortable?

Because of the departure of his wife and children, he was afraid that he would not be able to have a wife and children, and he was afraid that this relationship would disappear. However, I couldn't be sure if the relationship was real. I can only say that at this moment, I am aware that the character of Yuan Changwen has a memory entanglement of related emotions in his head.

Therefore, it is only when this memory is taken as real that then there will be an emotional interaction. In other words, it will continue to generate emotions. Perhaps, when this happens, the character of Yuan Changwen will have a reaction similar to the instinct of the body.

Once killed, at the moment of this instinctive reaction, it will feel inexplicable, and the so-called uncomfortable and other emotional interactions will disappear.

Yuan Changwen was a little sad, for a person who is on the road of killing, the character's behavior is not indifferent but must be valued. Each action has a corresponding distortion behind it, and you can't touch the real without killing them.

It's okay to keep an attitude of indifference, then you have to treat everything as if it didn't matter, but this kind of behavior itself is killing!

If there is no role of Yuan Changwen, then there will be no problem at all. Right, all problems are based on the real existence of Yuan Changwen's character, and this is true for any problem.

Husband and wife quarrels, co-workers fighting, striving upward, self-aggrandizement, showing off, frustration, sadness, sadness, fear, earning money to support the family, traveling the world, designer clothes, opinions......

keeps repeating various meanings to affirm that the character of Yuan Changwen is real. The first is to believe that the character is real, and the second is to recognize the distortion in the mind, and then to think "I'm right, you're wrong" and so on.

And then, they keep spinning around the right and wrong of things, but they never think about where the right and wrong of the things themselves come from, and they don't think about what the things themselves are.

It's really strange that I don't know the authenticity of my wife and children, but I always don't hesitate to treat them as real. Where does this habit come from, and why is it so hard to get rid of it?

I don't know who's talking, I don't know who's thinking, I don't know how this body moves, I don't know why the picture in my field of vision changes. It's all the content that is perceived at the moment, so why should we treat the content as real and ignore that awareness entirely?

Damn! I can't change my habits for so many years!

Wrong!

Why should I forcibly change the behavior of the character? I put in my head the self-definition of "I am a person who pursues reality, and the state after killing is my behavior", and then I start to imitate meaninglessly.

This is the same as the so-called "letting go of attachment", forcibly letting the character let go of attachment, but simply turning "letting go of attachment" into a show off point. I've let go of beauties, just put down money and stuff like that.

Then, as before, I want to see directly the falsehood behind the behavior, and directly see the absurdity distorted in my mind. In this way, you will not perceive what you perceive as real.

Instead, forcibly focus only on that awareness.

In fact, I was afraid that after losing my wife and children, I would not be able to find a better woman. In addition, I will be reluctant to give up all the sweetness before. But, weirdly, those sweetness are just memories in the head.

Let's not talk about the question of whether the memories in my head are real. Even if the memories in my head are real, then these so-called sweetness are just memories in my head, no matter what my relationship with my wife and children is, those memories are still memories.

So, why do you have to have a wife and children?

Security, I would think that the universe is hostile, so I will look for security. If the whole universe is mine, then what security is needed?

On the other hand, the existence of his wife and children is already a character attribute of Yuan Changwen's character, so losing this character attribute is equivalent to damaging Yuan Changwen's character.

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