If I push him away at this time, or go to my room, will I be told that I don't know what to do, and I don't know how to do it?

But today he actually explained to me what happened in this short period of time for the first time, although I was not convinced in my heart, and even had a suspicion that he wanted to stabilize me, but I really didn't seem to have any reason to be angry?

So what should I do now? Do I still get divorced? Do I really want to lie in Lin Rongshen's bed all night? I seem to have fallen into a dead end.

Just when I was thinking nonsense, Lin Rongshen, who was holding me next to me, was breathing deeper and deeper, and it seemed that he was asleep, I looked at his face for a long time, and finally thought about it, so I could only close my eyes.

In addition, people are really a little uncomfortable, so I fell asleep so easily, and when I opened my eyes again the next morning, Lin Rongshen beside me was gone, and when I sat up from the bed, I found that Millie was sitting on the sofa, looking at me with an ambiguous face.

I still couldn't come back to my senses, but I got out of bed calmly, and searched the room for my shoes and luggage, but I couldn't find them anyway.

Instead, Millie, who was sitting on the couch, reminded me, "This is not your room, it's your old ...... Male room. ”

I couldn't find it, so I had to go to the bathroom, and when I got to the bathroom door, Millie smiled treacherously behind me and asked, "Sister Lailai, don't you think you need to explain something?"

I knew that Millie had misunderstood, so I took a deep breath and immediately turned to Millie and said, "First, yesterday was a special situation, so I was here, and second, things are not what you think, although I slept in his room, but in fact the two of us have a very healthy relationship, nothing happened, please stop your endless imagination." ”

With that, I pushed open the door and quickly entered the bathroom, completely shutting Millie's ambiguous eyes out.

After I finished washing, when I came out, Lin Rongshen's assistant stood in the living room waiting for me, and when he saw me, he smiled and handed me a women's bag in his hand and said, "This is your clothes today." ”

I took it slowly, opened the bag and took a look, a brand new set of clothes, Lin Rongshen's assistant said beside me: "Because there were some problems with the agreement with GM suddenly, so Mr. Lin went to GM for a meeting at six o'clock this morning, and now he is still in the meeting, and after you change your clothes and finish breakfast, I will send you to the airport to meet Mr. Lin." ”

Millie, who was sitting next to her, asked, "Then should I go back?"

Lin Rongshen looked at Millie, and said with a smile: "It's up to you, if you want to be together, then I'll book you a ticket now." ”

Millie's eyes widened and asked, "You didn't even book a plane ticket for me, obviously you don't want me to be with you." ”

Millie seemed to be disappointed, and after getting up from the sofa, she picked up her bag and said indignantly: "Lin Rongshen, this sinister villain, will tear down the bridge for me when he crosses the river, isn't this obviously not letting me go home with you? If you don't go back, you won't go back." ”

Millie went out in a rage, I called her in the back and she didn't answer, and after Millie left, I had to go to the bathroom to change clothes and have breakfast.

After everything was ready, Lin Rongshen's assistant took my luggage over and took me to the airport, and then I called Millie a few times, but she never answered, and in the end, it really became me and Lin Rongshen to go back together.

Actually, I refused because I hadn't recovered from his conversion, I hadn't decided whether to accept his explanation, and I was even skeptical of his motives.

Sometimes, I doubt myself in my heart, did I think too much about Lin Rongshen?

But after marrying him, my heart was always in a state of tension, as if there would be thunder above my head at any moment.

This feeling is like that of a worried person, in a state of uneasiness at any time when disaster will befall you.

When I arrived at the airport, Lin Rongshen was already waiting for me in the VIP room, and when he saw me coming, he checked my face and found that his blood had recovered, so he asked if he was still retching today.

I shook my head after taking the medicine he gave me yesterday and it hasn't been going to be since this morning.

Lin Rongshen took my hand and said with a smile, "Let's go." ”

It seemed a little unnatural for him to lead me, but he still followed his steps, his assistant followed us with our luggage, and walked with us, not only the two of us, but also Lin Rongshen's subordinates, they were all silent and cautious behind us, Lin Rongshen led me in front, so that I, who have always been used to being alone, was really a little unnatural, because it was too eye-catching.

But Lin Rongshen didn't feel anything at all, he seemed to be used to such a battle, and his pace was always calm, leading me forward, and the little secretary who had always followed him unexpectedly disappeared today, I was very curious, what happened that day.

But curiosity is curiosity, let me ask Lin Rongshen in person, I really can't do it, so I can only be silent.

Fortunately, after we got on the plane, Lin Rongshen's subordinates did not sit with us, there were only me and Lin Rongshen in the business class, he seemed to be really busy, and after talking with me for a while, he kept talking on the phone, saying all about business, I eavesdropped a few words, all of them were stocks and acquisitions, I didn't understand these, so after a cursory listen, I gave up.

He could only sit aside and peek at Lin Rongshen with a side face, and found that he was now a standard businessman, with a calm expression, but his tone carried a hint of unquestionable orders.

It seemed difficult to get close to, but suddenly it felt like he had become different from before, and I felt so strange for a moment.

This strangeness made me feel for the first time that the distance between us was really long.

Lin Rongshen quietly listened to the subordinate on the phone after reporting his work, and finally hung up the phone, when he looked at me sideways, he found that I was also looking at him, his calm and serious expression changed a little, and he asked with a smile: "What's wrong." ”

I immediately looked back and said, "No, it's nothing." ”

Lin Rongshen held my somewhat cold hand and asked, "I'm sorry, I'm a little busy, and I've been ignoring you." ”

With a hint of a smile on the corner of my mouth, I said, "It's okay, managing a company is not an easy thing to do, and it's normal to be busy." ”

Lin Rongshen pinched my side to his face and said, "I seem to smell a trace of loneliness." ”

He said it jokingly, and I don't know if he really saw my loneliness, or saw what I was thinking, and I just wanted to take his hand away from my face.

Lin Rongshen stopped my hand and didn't look like him, I didn't know what he was going to do, just stared at him quietly with his eyes open, Lin Rongshen brushed the hair on my forehead, his face was close to me, and I could see his own reflection in his black pupils.

Lin Rongshen said: "Lailai, doctors and business are different, these are two extreme people, as a doctor you must learn how to communicate with your patients to gain the trust of patients so that he can rest assured, he will give his life to you, but in charge of business, all are deceitful, so when the time comes, you must become half-truths, there are words in the words, and even completely restrain your emotions, I know that since I accepted my grandfather's company and career, people have become more and more busy, and the tone of voice may be more serious than before." ”

He gently stroked my face and said, "But I don't want you to feel distant, or even strange, you know?"

He really saw what I was thinking, I felt like a transparent existence in front of him, he was obviously very focused on the phone on the other side just now, but he could still notice the emotional changes on my face, what else could I say, no wonder no matter how I fought with him, I never won the fight, it was, and it still is.

At this point, I don't intend to hide it, so I can only whisper: "I liked you before." ”

When Lin Rongshen heard my words, he chuckled, and said, "In front of you, haven't I always been the same person I used to be? ”

He lifted my face again, so that I had nowhere to run, and he said, "You know what, I like you too, you used to tell me everything, even if something surprising happened outside, you could follow me and talk for a long time when you came back, you knew then?" Although sometimes I feel a little annoyed, but in fact I am still very happy to listen to every word that comes out of your mouth, you don't know, every word you say, it makes me have an urge to hold it in my arms and knead, because it is too much chatter, people love and hate, but now ......"

Lin Rongshen's words stopped, he said: "Maybe everyone will grow up, and we are separated when each other is immature and innocent, so living together again, I always feel that the other party is not the same as before, a little strange, and even a little difficult to adapt, and there is a sense of distance." ”

Lin Rongshen said: "But Lailai, no matter what we look like, no matter how long we have drawn a distance between us in the past five years, I will always be your favorite brother Rong Shen, right?"

I listened to his words for a long time and did not react, just stared at his unfathomable eyes, I could always see a little emotion in his eyes before, although not completely able to guess his thoughts, but at least a little bit of it.

But now, no matter how long I look at it, I always feel that his bottomless eyes are covered by a cloud, and I can't guess what he thinks, what he likes, and what he hates.

Because I found that in the past five years, I have become a person who does not know him at all.

Is he still my favorite brother Rong Shen, and why can't I treat him with my old personality at all?

Lin Rong kissed my lips deeply, and he pressed the corner of my lips and said, "Do you know? ”