On the way to growth, everyone will become unrecognizable, in fact, I am afraid of Lin Rongshen, so every day I am suspicious, wondering if he is starting to retaliate against me, is he ready to retaliate against me, is he taking revenge on me?

It's a scary feeling to worry about it every day and doubt yourself.

I can no longer believe in Lin Rongshen unreservedly as before, and explain everything to Lin Rongshen clearly, just like he said, I am no longer the former Charrailai, and he Lin Rongshen may not be the same as the previous Lin Rong.

How can two people who have changed go back to the way they were?

After the plane finally landed, I was going to go back to my apartment, and Lin Rongshen asked me if I didn't go home?

I knew which home he was talking about, but now I felt that I hadn't calmed down yet, so I said to Lin Rongshen: "I want to calm down for the time being." ”

Lin Rongshen, who was standing in the airport hall, his eyes fell on me peacefully, and he said, "How long will it take?" ”

I said, "When I think clearly, I'll come to you." ”

Lin Rongshen said: "Lailai, I don't want you to force you. He stopped talking, glanced at the assistant behind him, the assistant understood the meaning in his sight, and immediately dragged the luggage over, Lin Rongshen took it from his hand, then leaned over and held my hand, he handed the suitcase to me, he said: "Think clearly, just call me, I'll pick you up, okay?"

I nodded slightly, and he added, "But you have to promise me one thing." ”

I looked up at him, hesitated for a moment, and asked, "What's the matter?"

Lin Rongshen said: "Eat on time, no matter how lazy you are, you can't make do with instant noodles, and rest early every day." ”

I thought that what he wanted me to agree to would be something important, but my heart tensed for a moment, and when I heard that his request was so simple, I nodded and said, "Okay." ”

Lin Rongshen said: "I'll let the driver send you first." ”

I still nodded, didn't say anything, Lin Rongshen took my hand, and continued to lead me forward, I followed him silently, dragging my luggage in my hand and walking through the crowd with him.

After Lin Rongshen's driver sent me downstairs to the apartment, Lin Rongshen did not get out of the car with me, but sat on the side and looked at me, I also glanced at him, and only pushed open the door after a long time to get up, after getting out of the car, I turned back to Lin Rongshen and said, "Then I went upstairs." ”

Lin Rongshen nodded lightly.

After I took the luggage from his assistant's hand, I walked towards the corridor, Lin Rongshen had been sitting in the car and watching me, but I didn't look back at him.

When I arrived at my room, I was relieved to see everything I was familiar with, and I threw my suitcase aside, and I lay down on the couch.

After I came back from that city, I stayed at home until the third day, when the lawyer called me and asked me how the trip was going, whether I had gained anything, he knew that I had followed Lin Rongshen to arrest the adulterer, and I called him on the afternoon of the day I went.

I don't know how to answer his words, I am very conflicted, in fact, I was so determined to divorce before, half of the reason was because of Lin Rongshen's secretary, once a woman was stimulated, she agreed to do something cruel.

But as soon as the secretary's matter was resolved, I suddenly felt as if Lin Rongshen and I had no reason to divorce.

The lawyer heard that I had been silent on the phone and asked, "What happened?"

I said, "When we talk about lawyers, let's take a moment in prosecuting the lawsuit." ”

Lawyer Tan was puzzled and asked, "What's wrong?"

I said, "I might need to think about it a little more." ”

Lawyer Tan said, "Have you changed your mind?"

I said, "No, I just don't think divorce can be so hasty, I want to think about it more." ”

Lawyer Tan said: "Since this is the case, then you should think about it first, and call me after thinking about it." ”

I said, "Thanks, trouble." ”

He smiled and said, "Okay, contact again." ”

After we both hung up, I kept talking on the phone until I felt stiff, and then slowly lowered my arms and glanced at the phone screen.

I don't know why I hesitated, I don't know why I reached a critical moment, but I regretted it, I don't know if it was the right decision.

I can only comfort myself in my heart, I am not young anymore, this is already the second marriage, if the divorce again will become a third marriage, we have only been married for half a year, although there is a big conflict, but as long as you wait, wait for a long time, it should be resolved.

It's not because of anything else, it's that I can't afford it anymore, and I can't do it as hastily as before.

I used such excuses to comfort myself over and over again, but only I knew what caused me to make such a decision.

The day after the peace lawyer made the call, I went to Zhan Dong's hometown again to see that he seemed to have adapted to life in the countryside, and when I got there, he was having a good time with the children in the village, although his whole body was covered with mud and his face was dirty, but the innocent smile on the corner of his mouth was something I had never seen.

We have lived together for a while, so I still have a certain understanding of him, although he used to laugh often, but the smile has a trace of gloom that does not fit the child, but during this time of living in the countryside, he was obviously affected by the simple environment here, and the gloom in the smile seems to have been taken away, and it looks like those children are no different.

I didn't bother, just stood far away, thinking about looking at him and leaving, but who knew that the little guy's eyes were sharp, and when I wanted to turn around, he suddenly shouted loudly to me: "Aunt!"

I looked back, he suddenly threw away the sandbag in his hand, rushed towards me, and when he reached me, he hugged my waist with both hands, he raised his little red face, his eyes looked at me coldly, he gasped and said, "Auntie, I miss you so much!"

I was a little caught off guard by him, looking at his big eyes full of joy, and even a little speechless, I wanted to cry a little.

You've never been so close to me.

He didn't notice anything strange about me, but just said, "Auntie, when are you going to take me back to see my mother?" ”

I blinked, crouched down to look at him, stroked his face and asked, "Do you miss Mommy?"

He nodded vigorously and said, "yes, I haven't seen my mother for a long time." ”

If I'm not mistaken, Li Ting will be shot in a month, and the trial has already come down, and this matter was said unconsciously when chatting with Sister Tan.

Looking at Dede's face, I was a little speechless, and I was silent for a long time, and I said to Dede: "Mom has been busy looking for a job recently, and I don't have time to see you, saying that I want you to live well here, and when she settles everything, she will come to see you." ”

He was a little unhappy and asked, "How long will this take?"

I thought for a moment and said, "When you reach the age of ten." ”

He didn't seem to understand what a ten-year-old was, so he immediately stretched out his short little finger and counted there, and after counting for a long time, he suddenly opened his mouth and smiled at me and said, "Is there three days left for ten?"

I hesitated for a moment, then nodded and said, "Well, it's three days." ”

He may not be able to tell the difference now, three days and three years, after all, he is only seven years old, in order to change the topic, I immediately took out a candy from my pocket and handed it to him, his eyes lit up instantly, and he couldn't wait to take it from my hand, and said with a big smile: "Thank you, aunt." ”

I touched his head and smiled and said, "Go play." ”

I stood there and watched him for a long time, then I took the things in my hand and went to the neighbor's house next door, handed over the things in my hand to her, and asked her to hand them over to the person who took care of Lailai.

After that, I went to the county hospital here to see Zhan Dong's mother, I still stood at the door and looked at her on the hospital bed without saying a word as last time, she was even more haggard than before, her hair was completely white in a short period of time, there was still a lot of secretions around her eyes, and her mouth kept reading Zhan Dong's milk name.

People are already crazy, and they can't remember who is who.

In order not to disturb her, I left the door of the ward lightly and found a quiet place to ask Zhan Dong's mother about the recent situation.

The special nurse said that Zhan Dong's mother's condition is getting worse and worse, and there is not much difference from crazy, and she also said that she does not rest every night, and keeps shouting Zhan Dong's name in the ward, shouting that the patients in the next ward can't sleep well, and the hospital now has a big opinion, saying that it is recommended that I be sent to a psychiatric hospital.

I heard these words, but I didn't speak.

The special nurse said: "Miss Xia, it's not a way to stay in the hospital all the time, and now she has no chance of getting better, so it's better to send her to a psychiatric hospital." ”

Still a little incredulous, I asked, "Is it really crazy?"

The nurse said, "It's true, the doctor was going to call you today." ”

I could only nod and say, "Okay, I got it." ”

After talking to the nurse about the situation, I went to see the attending doctor of Zhan Dong's mother, and he did ask me to send Zhan Dong's mother to a psychiatric hospital for recuperation, which might be of some use, as the special nurse said, saying that living here could not do anything for her condition except to hang her life.

Now I can't call the shots at all to transfer Zhan Dong's mother to the hospital, I'm just an outsider, and I can even be regarded as Zhan Dong's enemy, I don't have such a right at all, I pondered for a while, and then said to the doctor, let him do me a favor, let him personally tell Zhan Dong's uncle and aunt what he said to me, if the other party agrees to transfer to the hospital, all the expenses will be paid by me.

When the doctor heard this, he said, "Okay, I'll try." ”

In fact, I didn't have any hope for Zhan Dong's mother's transfer to the hospital, so I didn't make any preparations after I went back.

But after two or three days, the doctor called me and told me that Zhan Dong and his uncle had agreed, but the cost of treatment was relatively high.

I asked how much.

The doctor said, "Maybe 400,000." ”

I said, "So expensive?"

The doctor said, "Yes, it is more expensive, because it is a very good hospital, and the doctor at the hospital has come to see the old lady's condition, and I heard that in addition to the eye disease that cannot be cured, the nerve may slowly recover." ”

This was some good news for me, and although the price was more expensive, I said thank you to the doctor and said that I would give him the money tomorrow.

After we hung up the phone, I took out all my cards and counted my family property, although I have not been short of money for so many years, but 400,000 yuan is already a lot of money for me, and the cost of this period of time is also large, my mother's frozen card has never been restored, I can only use the money I got when I divorced Zhan Dong to fill in this medical bill, but the next day when I went to the bank to transfer money, I found that the account was insufficient.

I was shocked, there are at least a few million in this card, I haven't used it at all, why is it suddenly insufficient, I noticed that something was wrong, so I quickly asked the bank staff to help me check it.

Finally, after the other party checked it, he told me that my card had been withdrawn two months ago.

I said it was impossible, I didn't touch the card at all two months ago.

The staff said that she did clearly show that it was the money that she came to withdraw, and the funds were quite large, and said that the savings card was less than 50,000 yuan, and she needed to bring her ID photo to the counter to withdraw it, otherwise there was no way to operate.

I frowned and emphatically said, "But I really haven't touched this card, could it be that there is something wrong with your system?"

The staff member said, "There is no problem, we can also find the slip you signed at that time." ”

After the staff finished speaking, they went to their manager, and after about half an hour, they brought up a photo of the list I had signed, and the list was indeed signed in my mother's name.

The staff asked, "This is the list signed by your main card at that time, please take a look." ”

The staff member said, "And you're holding a supplementary card now." ”

I suddenly remembered that when Zhan Dong transferred money to me, he transferred it to a card that I commonly used, and this card was handled by my mother, the supplementary card I held, and the main card held by my mother. I started using it when I was a student and have been using it until now, so whether it is spending or transferring money, they are used to transferring money to my card.

And I'm lazy myself, although there are a lot of cards, but only this one is really in use, and after so many years, I remembered that this card I hold is a secondary card.

After confirming that my mother had embezzled the money, I was not so nervous, so I said thank you to the staff and immediately called my mother.

After my mom answered, I asked my mom if she had transferred the six million in the card I had in my hand.

As soon as my mom heard me mention the money on this card, she asked, "What's the matter? Why are you suddenly withdrawing money from this card?"

I said, "Did you turn it away?"

My mom said, "It's me." ”

I said, "Why didn't you tell me?"

My mother said, "I'm afraid you'll use it indiscriminately, so I put it in my card and keep it, what's wrong?

I explained, "I didn't mean that, but you should at least tell me." ”

My mom said, "Don't you know now?"

I said, "Can this be the same? You scared me to death when you suddenly disappeared with such a large sum of money." ”

My mom said, "Okay, the money is not lost, it's with me." My mom suddenly remembered something, and she said, "No, why are you withdrawing money?"

When she asked this question, I immediately said, "I've been looking at a house recently, and I'm going to buy it to appreciate in value, and it will cost 400,000 yuan, so you can transfer it to me." ”

My mother said, "What appreciation doesn't appreciate? Charelle, haven't you read the news? Recently, the house has fallen so badly that everyone else has bought it, and you still sell the house, are you stupid?"

I knew that I wouldn't be able to get the money out of my mother's pocket for a while, but I had to get the 400,000 yuan, and I said, "But I've paid a deposit for this house, and I have to buy it if I don't buy it." ”

My mother said: "You don't have to talk nonsense to me, I don't care if you buy this house or not, in short, I can't give you 400,000 yuan, I have saved the death period, and I won't be able to take it out for a while." ”

I was a little unhappy, I said, "Mom, how can you do this? This is my money, you don't ask me, now I need this money urgently, you have to give me a preparation, now the deposit has been paid, you don't give me money, what should I do?"

My mother said, "I don't care about you, either you will return the house, or you will only pay the upfront payment, and then you will slowly pay the mortgage yourself." ”

When I was about to say something, my mom hung up the phone, and I looked at the phone for a long time, thinking to myself what my mom was doing, why did she suddenly take my money?

400,000 yuan shouldn't be a lot of money for her, even if she saves my money for the death period, it won't be a problem for her to advance it to me in advance.

But my mother didn't even think about refusing, which made me feel a little strange, I thought she knew that I planned to use my own money to subsidize the Zhan family.

So when I ran home, but when I arrived at the house, I walked to the door, and a strange middle-aged man came out of the room, the man was in a suit and leather shoes, and he looked quite temperamental, he glanced at me, and then left my door.

I don't know this man, and obviously he doesn't know me either.

I looked at his disappearing back for a long time, then raised my hand and knocked on the door, my mother probably thought I was the man, and when she came to open the door for me, she smiled and said, "Aren't you gone?

She paused for a long time before she reacted and asked, "Why are you back?"

I asked her suspiciously, "Who was the man who came out of our house just now?"

My mom pretended to be stupid and said, "What man?"

I said, "Someone in a suit." ”

My mom said, "Buy insurance." ”

After she finished speaking, she turned and went into the house, and I followed her in, and saw a table of pastries and snacks on the coffee table, and a pot of flower tea.