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Fu Ziya raised her hand to wipe the tears on her face, and also walked into the elevator and left here.
I stood there for a long time and took a few steps back, and at this time, the new aunt said behind me, "Miss Yi, are all the guests gone?"
I glanced back at her and subconsciously said, "Let's go." ā
Only then did I walk towards the room in a panic, and when I arrived in the study, my aunt happened to follow me with a first aid kit, and Yi Jin's was still bleeding.
I immediately walked over and grabbed his hand and asked, "Does it hurt?" I frowned and examined it and said, "Why is there so much blood." ā
I just wanted to get gauze to deal with the blood on his hand for him, Yi Jin had already put his hand back, and he said indifferently, "Just let Auntie come." ā
My hand was held in the air, and I didn't know what to do, the aunt glanced at me, and quickly took the medicine out of the first aid kit, and then treated the injury on Yi Jin's hand.
There was no room for me to help, so I could only stand there and watch, and after my aunt had almost disposed of the glutinous, I asked Yi Jin with some anxiety: "Do you want the hospital to deal with it, if the crumbs are in it, it will be bad." ā
The aunt who was holding the first aid kit immediately said, "Yes, sir, let's go to the hospital." ā
Yi Jin had already stood up from the chair, he slowly lowered his shirt from his wrist, and then buttoned the cufflinks and said two words, no, he said goodbye to me and walked out of the study.
My aunt looked at me, didn't dare to say anything, and left with the first aid kit.
I stood in the study for a moment, and when I turned and walked out the door. I happened to see Yi Jin holding his coat and going out, so I asked in the back, "Where are you going?"
Yi Jin, who had just walked to the door, stopped, and after a few seconds, he looked back at me and said, "There is something to deal with." ā
I said, "Didn't you say you wouldn't go out in the afternoon?"
He said, "You don't have to prepare mine for dinner. ā
He said this to the aunt behind me, who was stunned for a few years, and then hurriedly replied: "Yes." ā
Yi Jin didn't stay long, didn't even look at me, pushed the door open with a hand wrapped in gauze, and left from here.
When my aunt was about to enter the kitchen, I still said to her and asked her to prepare dinner for two.
The aunt had no choice but to nod. Don't dare to speak.
When it was time for dinner, my aunt brought the prepared meal out of the kitchen and placed it neatly on the table, I sat at the table for a few minutes, then took out my mobile phone and made a call to Yi Jin.
My aunt asked me if I was starting to be late, and I said to her, "Wait. ā
My aunt looked at me for a while, then took back the hand that she had just wanted to serve the soup, and after that, I sat in the living room and waited for Yi Jin, waiting for him to call me back, waiting for him to come back.
But from six o'clock in the afternoon to ten o'clock in the evening, he did not come back, let alone call me.
The aunt kept the food hot and hot until the color was so hot that it turned yellow, and there was no movement outside the door.
At twelve o'clock in the evening, my aunt tried to ask me, "Miss Yi, why don't I make another one?" The dishes on the table are all yellow. ā
The new aunt is always more responsible, but unfortunately, her responsibility has not had a chance to be displayed, and Yi Jin has not come back for so long, which proves that he will not come back.
I didn't ask my aunt to redo it, but let her go to sleep first.
Auntie hesitated a few times, but still did as I told her and went back to her room.
After my aunt left, I continued to sit in the living room and wait, at twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, it was windy and rainy outside, and the sky was still cloudy with lightning, and the wind rustled the numbers, and the storm was really terrible.
After I got up from the couch, I walked slowly towards the window, I stared at the weather outside and pondered for a long time, and made one last call to Yi Jin, but he still didn't answer, so I didn't continue, thinking that maybe he wouldn't come back.
I put my phone in the window, turned around and went back to the bedroom, after which I took a shower in the bathroom and went to bed.
When I lay in a daze until three o'clock in the morning, I seemed to hear the door open in the living room, and I wondered if it was my hallucination or some other sound.
After I sat up from the bed, I listened with bated breath, there was a sound of things falling to the ground outside, I immediately turned on the lamp on the side, uncovered the quilt and rushed off the bed, I quickly opened the door, it was dark outside the living room, and I couldn't see anything.
I raised my hand and tried to touch the wall, and when I touched the switch of the light, I directly pressed the switch, and when the light was turned on, the darkness in the living room was forced back in an instant.
There was a man sitting on the sofa in the living room, he was leaning there with his head down, I don't know if he was asleep or what, there was no sound in the living room.
I stood there and watched him for a moment, then walked towards him, and when I was only a few steps away from him, I stopped, bent down and picked up my coat from the ground.
When I just wanted to put my coat on the armrest of the sofa next to me, Yi Jin, who was sitting there with his head down, seemed to hear the noise, and he slowly looked up, but when he saw me, he lowered his head again, and didn't seem to be going to say anything.
I stood there for a while and didn't know what to say, and after a long time, I continued to take a step forward and squatted in front of Yi Jin and asked softly, "Why did you come back so late?
When he heard my words, he raised his head and looked at me, and after one glance, he raised his hand and rubbed his eyebrows and said, "Go to sleep, it's late." ā
He finished. Pulling the tie at the neckline indiscriminately, the whole person collapsed there and did not move again, as if he was still.
I don't know how to communicate with the current Yi Jin, I was at a loss for a while, after seeing his hand wrapped in blood-colored gauze, I turned around and hugged the first aid kit, after squatting beside him, I just wanted to touch his bloody hand, Yi Jin's hand trembled, my hand shrank, and hurriedly asked, "Did it hurt you?"
Yi Jin suddenly sat up straight. He looked at me with a blank face.
I subconsciously retracted my body and looked back at him.
He frowned and asked, "Didn't I let you go to rest?"
I said, "IāI want to help you with the wound on your hand." I pointed to his hand and said, "The yarn and gauze are all bloody, and I want to deal with it." ā
Yi Jin said with a little impatience in his eyes: "No. ā
He got up from the sofa and was about to leave, and I immediately got up from the ground and turned around and said, "Yi Jin!"
He stopped.
I said, "Yi Jin, what did I do wrong, you can tell me, but can you not do this?"
He stood there motionless, nor did he walk or speak.
I cried and asked, "Are you going to quarrel with me? Aren't we just fine during the day? Why, just because of those words?"
Yi Jin finally looked back at me.
I said, "I heard it all, and I heard everything Fu Ziya said to you." Are you suddenly so cold to me because of her words, who do I like and don't love, who I hate? Why do other people make you believe so much in just two words?" I shook my head and said, "You should be clear, I said that I don't understand what love is, what family affection is, and there are some things that we must distinguish so clearly? Is it so important what kind of liking is so important?"
He asked rhetorically, "Can you think it's not important?"
The corners of his mouth hooked up a sneer and said: "Yi Xiaofan, you still don't understand what kind of feelings you have for me, what does this mean, it shows that you are not only dependent on me or dependent, you just habitually need me when you are helpless." I know very well what you think of me, but you should understand that what I want has never been your specious, vaguely defined feelings, I don't have the habit of being your brother for the rest of your life, if you think it's a kind of reluctance to be with me, then now I'll give you time to think clearly, think about what you want to be between you and me. ā
I grabbed him and said, "Why didn't you say it before? Why did you only talk about it at this time? Now do you feel tired and want to leave? You are disgusted with me? That's why you found this reason to get rid of me? If so, just say it! Why bother going around and around again and again!"
Yi Jin frowned and asked, "It turns out that after so many years, this is how you view my feelings for you?"
I said, "Aren't you? Haven't you always been tired of me?"
I shook off his hand and walked in the direction of the bedroom. Yi Jin grabbed me from behind, and he asked in a deep voice, "What are you playing for?"
I said, "I'll go now, and you'll leave this place to your friends who can give love!"
I struggled out of his hand and rushed into the room to pack my things, but Yi Jin grabbed me again from behind and said, "Can you stop messing around!"
I said, "Is it me messing around now, or are you jerking off?"
The volume of my words was incomparably loud, and even alarmed the aunt who was resting in the room on the side, I don't know when she had gotten up, stood at the door and looked at us, and whispered: "Sir, Miss......"
Yi Jin glanced at her. The aunt took a small step back in fear.
Yi Jin said: "It's none of your business here, you can go down." ā
Auntie nodded, then left cautiously from the door, and after Auntie left, Yi Jin looked at me again and said, "It's midnight, what's the matter to be solved tomorrow, okay?"
I said, "What are you going to do tomorrow? Let me give you a result?"
Yi Jin said with tiredness between his eyebrows: "Let's not talk about these for now. He rubbed his eyebrows and sighed: "It was me who was wrong before, and I shouldn't have bothered with you about these things." ā
Yi Jin is giving in, but I don't think he's really wrong, he just wants to calm things down.
But I don't want to make any more trouble now. After all, it's tiring for both parties to make trouble.
I stood there and didn't move again, and when Yi Jin saw that I didn't move anymore, he said to me, "Go to the bathroom and take a shower first." ā
He also took his hand off me, I walked towards the end of the cabinet, I took the pajamas out of the cabinet, I still turned to look at Yi Jin, I said, " I don't dare to say what kind of feelings I have for you, after all, Yi Jin, we have to admit it, the two of us can't have pure love, both sides have more or less affection for each other, I haven't really loved someone so far, because I don't understand what love is, I can only say this to you, as for you, sometimes I also doubt that I think of you as mine, I can't figure it out, because this question is too profound, but I clearly understand that I want to live with you for a lifetime, before or thought about escaping, but after escaping, I found that I actually broke away from you, there is no sense of security, and now it is even moreI don't know if you accept these words, but this is what I want to say, and that's what I want to say. ā
After I said this, I turned my face away and walked towards the bathroom, and I didn't pay attention to what Yi Jin's expression was after that.
I didn't expect that the two of us had a quarrel yesterday, and it took less than two hours to reconcile, and then they quarreled like this again, and it was because of Fu Ziya, I knew that Yi Jin cared about this aspect very much, although he never said it, and I have always tried to pretend to be stupid, but this matter is like a time bomb, setting the time to explode, and the time of the explosion is exactly now.
I was in the bathroom, and I kept pouring my head with cold water, and for about twenty minutes, Yi Jin knocked on the door outside to urge me to come out, so I turned off the faucet, wiped my body casually, put on my pajamas and walked out of it, Yi Jin stood at the bathroom door and looked at me.
I didn't look at him and walked straight in the direction of the bed.
Now Yi Jin is close to three o'clock in the morning, it is half dark and half bright, in fact, I don't feel much sleepy at all, Yi Jin went to the bathroom, and the sound of water came from the bathroom. After about twenty minutes, he came out and lay down beside me, but we were separated by a long distance, like a gap, and in the gap there was a bunch of incomprehensible things.
Almost another ten minutes passed, the room was quiet, I heard Yi Jin's steady breathing coming, at that moment, I covered my lips and cried out muffled, I don't know if he heard it with his back to me, but whether he heard it or not, I covered my lips with all my strength to prevent him from hearing.
I lay there, I don't know how long I cried, and when I felt that the tears could no longer flow, and my eyes were swollen and painful, I opened my eyes, only to find that the darkness outside the window had been dispelled by the light.
It took me a few seconds to sort out my emotions, and I just wanted to get out of bed and go to the bathroom to wash my face, but as soon as I tried to prop up the bed, someone grabbed me, and I looked down at the hand that was holding my wrist.
Yi Jin pulled me into his arms with a slight pull, and then, he pulled the quilt on me, I heard him sigh very softly, he said: "Every time I hear you cry, the most uncomfortable person is always me, do you say I deserve it." ā
He pouted my crying red nose.
I wanted to knock his hand off, but he squeezed it so tightly that I couldn't breathe, so I wanted to push him away, Yi Jin chuckled, I don't know why, he laughed, I also laughed with him, and this laugh made all the snot and tears laugh.
The smile on the corner of Yi Jin's mouth became bigger and bigger, I felt a little embarrassed, and I dragged his clothes to rub it violently, Yi Jin also let it, and after I wiped it clean, I sorted out my emotions, raised my eyes to look at him and asked, "Why aren't you angry?"
Yi Jin stroked my face and said, "Because I forgave you." ā
I looked at him incomprehensibly.
He curled his lips slightly and said, "Because of what you said." ā
I pushed him away and wanted to turn my back to him, but Yi Jin hugged me tightly in his arms again, I wanted to move but couldn't.
He pressed my head and pressed his lips to my ear and said, "The whole life you are talking about, one year less, one day, not a moment." ā
Hearing his words, I didn't move again, nor did I answer him, just nestled quietly in his arms.
Yi Jin kissed my earlobe, my body trembled, and I simply turned around. The anti-guest grabbed him around his neck and kissed him, and I said, "Yi Jin, let's have a baby." ā
I didn't even allow him to react, and I was afraid that he would ask more, so after I grabbed him in a panic, I lay on him and kissed him hard.
Yi Jin said that my body is still a little too weak and needs to be raised, but I resolutely do not allow him to do any protective measures.
Xiao Qi is a scar on my heart, although I can't forget it, but I don't want him to be too lonely, if I leave one day, at least there is a child who can accompany him, and that is enough.
When I woke up the next morning, Yi Jin was still in bed, I was nestled in his arms, he was talking to someone on the phone, as for who was on the other end of the phone, I slept in a daze, and I couldn't hear it very clearly.
Just when I wanted to bury deeper in Yi Jin's arms, he suddenly patted my head gently, and he whispered: "Xiao Fan, Xiao Fan." ā
I slowly opened my eyes and looked at him. When Yi Jin's face became clearer and clearer in front of my eyes, I asked sleepily, "What's wrong?"
He said, "There's news over there." ā
I subconsciously wanted to ask for some news, but before I could say anything, all my sanity came back, and I immediately got out of his arms, and then looked at him.
Yi Jin said: "Go and get dressed first, and we'll go out in ten minutes." ā
I didn't even have time to ask anything, and he didn't say anything more to me, but when he had said that to me, he got up from the bed first, picked up the clothes and put them on.
I sat there stunned for a few seconds. I also immediately got up from the bed and walked towards the bathroom, I changed my clothes as fast as I could, and when I came out Yi Jin was ready, he led me out of the bedroom, the aunt who had been waiting at the door for a long time asked us if we had breakfast, Yi Jin didn't answer me, and took me directly from the living room to the door, Chen Su had been waiting there for a long time, he had a windbreaker in his hand, and Yi Jin took it and put the windbreaker on me.
After we got on the elevator. The elevator took us straight downstairs, Yi Jin didn't speak during the whole process, only Chen Su was the only one who said, he said to Yi Jin while driving: "The person we sent over according to the day, just as the housekeeper of the Wu family described, caught the person on the dock, that person is now on the way back, has arrived at Dongfeng Road, only a few kilometers away from us, I have set the meeting place at the Peace Hotel." ā
After Chen Su said this, Yi Jincai, who was sitting there all the time, asked, "Did you find anything from him?" ā
Chen Su said: "Things have not been found yet. But I believe that he should not take such an important thing with him. ā
Yi Jin glanced at the red light in front of him, and he said to Chen Su, "Drive over directly." ā
Chen Su was stunned for a few seconds, just a second, he stepped on the accelerator, and our car rushed quickly from the red light.
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Don't blame my brother, what is she referring to?
After Yi Jin came back from sending Wu Ni, I was burning money paper for my grandmother in the mourning hall, and when Yi Jin passed by me, he threw a sentence: "Come up with me." ā
I was going to pretend I didn't hear. Continuing to throw money paper into the brazier, he stood aside and sneered: "Yi Xiaofan, don't let me say it a second time." ā
After he said this, he stopped paying attention to me and went upstairs by himself.
I threw money paper into the brazier, I could only stand up and follow Yi Jin upstairs, he took me up to a guest room on the top floor of the third floor, after I followed him in, the first thing he did was to go to the bathroom.
Yi Jin has a very serious cleanliness habit, to what extent is the cleanliness habit? that is, he never touches things that others have touched, and he also hates physical contact with others. Just now, in order to play in front of my mother, he held Wu Ni for more than an hour, which is already a limit for him.
The funny thing is that no one knows that Yi Jin has this quirk until now, not even my mother knows, the tenderness and sweetness he showed to Wu Ni at that time was just to maintain a perfect image in the eyes of outsiders, in fact, the resistance to Wu Ni in his heart was enough for him to disinfect his hands for a whole week.
When he came out of the bathroom, he stretched out his hand and threw me on the couch, I didn't struggle, just lay there very obediently, and I don't know how long later, there was a knock at the door.
My body trembled, Yi Jin didn't move, it seemed that he had already known who was knocking on the door, and before he even waited for the person outside the door to speak, he lazily replied: "I know, just come." ā
After he said this, I was about to take the opportunity to get out from under him, but who knew that he had already planned for me, dragged me back underneath, and then came back again.
I whimpered, and when I felt like I was about to suffocate, he let go of me.
Yi Jin pressed on me and didn't move.
After a long time, he suddenly chuckled in my ear, and he said, "Today is so obedient and has changed sex?"
I didn't push him away, I didn't move, I just replied, "Isn't that what you want?"
He laughed and said nothing, and when he let go of me, he tore the silk scarf around my neck instead, and I didn't have the strength to care about him anymore, and lay there and let him take the medicine and apply HE to the pinch marks on my neck........