196. Infatuation

I didn't know if I should answer or not, but after thinking about it for a few seconds, I pressed the reject button, and I felt like we both needed to calm down now, at least for now, I didn't want to talk to him.

I found a random hotel to stay, and after staying there for the night, the next morning, there was a knock on my door, and when I got up from my bed and wrapped myself in my clothes, I found that the wind was really a little cold today, the curtains were blowing, and the street outside was full of fallen leaves.

When I walked to the door, I didn't look at who was standing outside the door, thinking it was the waiter who came in to clean, so I didn't even think about it, and just opened the door.

This time it opened, and Yi Jin happened to be standing outside the door.

I looked at him for a few seconds, he stood outside the door and looked at me silently for a few seconds, I just wanted to close the door, he pressed the door, I pushed twice again, but who knows, my strength is so vulnerable compared to his strength, I was a little annoyed, simply put my hand off the door, stood at the door and asked, "What do you want to do?"

Yi Jin's hand also dropped from the door, and he said, "Come and pick you up." ”

I didn't speak, I didn't move when I stood at the door, Yi Jin still stood outside the door and whispered, "Pack up your things and let's go." ”

For his words, I still didn't move, but took a deep breath and said, "Yi Jin, now I don't want to quarrel with you about anything, and I don't want to listen to any of your concerns, about Officer Qu's words." I hope you will consider it. ”

He said, "Why are you in such a hurry?"

I looked up at him.

Yi Jin said coldly: "In two days, there will be a reply over there, and I will naturally make a decision when the time comes." ”

I said, "What if there's no answer?"

He looked at me and said, "Then don't say anything, I won't act rashly, and you should know what I'm for, so don't mess around with me anymore and say those things that I can't afford to hurt her." ”

He stood outside and lit a cigarette for himself, then said to me, "Go and change your clothes, I'll wait for you outside." ”

With that, he turned and walked towards the end of the hallway.

I stood there for a moment without moving, and then a while. I just turned around and walked into the room, I didn't go to change clothes, but sat on the sofa, about the time when Yi Jin finished smoking a cigarette, he walked back, seeing that I was still sitting there and didn't move, he just wanted to say something, the waiter outside the door walked in, and the waiter pushed the breakfast I had ordered last night.

After she put all the breakfast on the table, I sat there eating as if no one was around, and I didn't pay attention to Yi Jin.

He stood there and watched me for a long time, but he didn't rush me, and sat down at the other end of the couch, waiting quietly for me to finish eating.

After I took two bites, I put down the spoon in my hand, looked at Yi Jin and said, "I don't want to live in Tan Yun's house." ”

He raised his eyes slightly to look at me, I didn't tell him why I didn't want to live, nor did I tell him the kind of ugly words that Tan Yun's mother said to me, this sentence was more like a report.

Yi Jin didn't say anything, nor did he say that he would let me change it, nor did he say that he would not let me change it.

After I finished breakfast, he took me out of the hotel and I followed him to the car. Yi Jin made a phone call to Chen Su and asked him to prepare a place, and he didn't say who would live, and after the order, he hung up the phone, and then looked at the red light in front of him.

I also watched with him, the sound insulation effect in the car is very good, the traffic outside is busy, but it is so quiet that you can hear the sound of the instrument turning in the car.

After the red light jumped, Yi Jin started the car and slowly drove towards the opposite road, I sat in the passenger seat, and I was silent all the time.

Until the car stopped downstairs at Tan Yun's house, he said to me, "Go and pack your things." ”

It seemed that he was also planning to make room for me, so I glanced at him and said, "Where am I going to move?" ”

Yi Jin said: "It won't be here. ”

I sat there and was silent for a few seconds, and after a hum, I pushed open the door and walked out, and went directly upstairs to pack up my things, in fact, I didn't have a lot of things in Tan Yun's house, this is their new house, I have lived here for a long time, and it is indeed not very good, although it has a little to do with her mother's words.

After I packed my things, Yi Jin came up and took my things downstairs for me, I followed him and walked slowly, and when I arrived downstairs, he carried my suitcase into the car, and then opened the door and pulled me into the car.

I don't know why, I'm not in a very good mood, but when I move out of here, I always feel like I'm relieved.

The car drove for about half an hour, Yi Jin parked the car in front of an apartment, he got out of the car with my things, I followed him silently, and when I arrived upstairs, I found that Yi Jin took me to a small suite, which had everything, and the decoration was quite to my taste.

At this time, Chen Su walked out of the kitchen, and after arriving in front of Yi Jin, he said, "Mr. Yi, the house here has been cleaned by the part-time workers. ”

After Yi Jin hummed, he put my luggage down, and he looked sideways at me and said, "Stay here for the time being." ”

I said one: "Okay." Word.

I took the luggage from his hand and went directly into the bedroom, the bedroom was white curtains, and there was a small balcony outside, and the balcony was full of flowers and plants.

Just as I was cleaning up and thinking nonsense, my body was suddenly hugged from behind, my body shook slightly, all movements stopped, and I glanced sideways at the person behind me.

I didn't move, I didn't speak, I just kept the movement of being held by him.

For a long time, he rested his chin on my shoulder, and breathed a sigh of relief in my ear. He said, "From now on, we will live here." ”

I didn't answer him, but stopped for a few seconds, and continued to fold my clothes there, and Yi Jin always held me quietly in the back.

I don't know how long the two of us stayed in this position, but when I folded everything on my hands almost enough, I turned my head to look at him.

He looked at me too.

I wrapped my hands around his neck, and the whole person leaned on his arms, at this moment, no words are enough to express my feelings, I just want to hold him quietly like this, okay. We didn't get lost, but fortunately after so many years, we are still by each other's side, and where there is him, there will be a home and me, and the rest of the places can only be regarded as stops.

I leaned against his chest and whispered, "Shall we live here for the rest of our lives?" ”

He hummed softly.

I said: "But every time you don't say hello, you leave, just like abroad, like in Tan Yun's house, I will always be alone, I'm scared, the kind of fear you can't understand." It's like you're in this world, you're alone, you're helpless, you're lonely, you're surrounded by your whole body, and sometimes I really hate you when I think about it, because I don't know why we've come to this point, and I don't know who to blame. ”

Speaking of which, in fact, even I don't know what I'm talking about, and I don't know if Yi Jin understands it, I just want to say these things to him.

Yi Jin listened quietly and didn't answer me anything.

I said, "Actually, I've been thinking about it for the past few days. It's good for us to have another child, our family has such a small population now, add a mouthful, it's always more lively, you see Tan Yun's family, pregnant with a child is so lively, unlike us, no matter where we live, it's cold, lonely and panicked, but ......"

I smiled and didn't speak. It's just buried deeper in his arms.

Yi Jin stroked my head and said, "There will be." ”

I didn't answer him, just as we didn't speak, there was a knock on the door, and Chen Su whispered outside: "Mr. Yi, you have a phone." ”

When Yi Jin heard this, he let go of me, he looked at me and said, "Wait for me for a few minutes." ”

I nodded and said, "Okay." ”

Yi Jin touched my face, his hand was taken back from my face, and he got up and left the room.

About five or six minutes after he left, there was a knock on the door, I don't know if it was my delusion, after all, we had just moved here. How could someone come to the door so quickly.

Just when I felt strange in my heart, there was a sound of talking outside the door, it seemed that I had heard the knock just now, I immediately got up from the sofa, and walked to the door, just opened the door a little, just in time to see a woman standing outside the door.

That woman is Fu Ziya, who I haven't seen for a long time, Yi Jin is standing opposite Fu Ziya, the two of them don't know what they are talking about, after saying a few words, Yi Jin gets out of the way, Fu Ziya seems to want to come in. But before she raised her feet, she saw me standing at the door of the bedroom, and all her movements immediately stopped, and she slowly raised her eyes to look at me

I also looked at her, and the two of us made eye contact for a second or two, and she changed her previous softness, smiled at me, and said generously, "Long time no see, Xiao Fan." ”

I didn't expect that we would meet in such a situation, this is something I didn't expect, I simply walked out of the door, the whole person was exposed in front of Fu Ziya, I smiled and said, "Long time no see, Ziya." ”

She looked a lot more mature, and after smiling politely, she said to Yi Jin: "I have already met that person according to your instructions, and I came here today to tell you about this." ”

Yi Jin said: "The study said. ”

Fu Ziya nodded, then turned around with Yi Jin with her briefcase, and Chen Su closed the door in the back.

After that, Fu Ziya followed Yi Jin to the study, and Chen Su also walked in, and I was a little bored standing in the living room alone.

I wanted to go back to my room, but I saw my aunt cutting fruit in the kitchen, so I walked over and helped.

After the fruits were almost ready, I asked my aunt to do something else, I brought the fruits into the study, but when I walked to the door, I just pushed the door open a little gap, and I just heard Fu Ziya say: " Now after Li Guoping came out, he has been suspended because he has been caught in a bribery turmoil, but I can't figure out how long it will take, and it is only a matter of time before I am resigned, so I followed your instructions a few days ago to meet Yao Yaoqing's boss, Jia Zheng, in the name of project development, but Jia Zheng is quite trusting of Yao Yaoqing, and it seems a little difficult to shake Yao Yaoqing's image in his mind. ”

Yi Jin, who was sitting at the desk, listened, pondered for a few seconds and said, "Don't worry, let's talk about it slowly." ”

Fu Ziya said: "I know, I don't dare to rush too much at the moment, and I have been trying to have a good relationship with him." ”

Yi Jin listened, mumbled, as if pondering something, he reached out and picked up the cup of tea on the table.

At this time, no one spoke in the room, and the atmosphere sank like this.

Fu Ziya sat there, just looking at Yi Jin like that, with indescribable sadness in her eyes, she moved her lips twice, as if she wanted to say something, but before the words could be spoken, Yi Jin had already put the teacup on the table gently, and then said to Fu Ziya: "Try not to come to me alone in the future, these words can be said clearly with a phone call, or you can also contact Chen Su directly, after all, our relationship is different from the past, and it is still necessary to avoid suspicion." ”

Yi Jin leaned back in his chair and looked at her and said, "Okay." I'll let Chen Su send you. ”

Yi Jin glanced at Chen Su, and after Chen Su understood, he walked over and said to Fu Ziya, "I'll send you back to the company." ”

Fu Ziya hadn't been here for ten minutes, she was only about to leave after a while, it was obvious that this was not what she wanted, she seemed to have something to say to Yi Jin, she simply stood up from the chair, didn't pass Chen Su, and when she arrived in front of Yi Jin, she raised her head and said, "Don't you want to see me so much?" Jean, we are friends, why don't you even give me the most basic relationship of friends? Are you afraid that I will entangle you? I've never thought about anything, I just want to help you now, but I also want you to understand that you gave up Baolian and gave up me for Xiaofan, and now you are still willing to be threatened, you are not the Jean I know at all, how long do you have to pay for her like this? Do you want to move Yao Yaoqing now? Do you know who Yao Yaoqing is? Uprooting him means that together with those people behind him, they have to be provoked together, and you don't want to die?! Don't you know that they are all protected by officials? Which of the people above Yao Yaoqing and below Yao Yaoqing are clean? If you do this now, it is equivalent to destroying their interests, and what awaits you at that time is only two results, either you die or I die, why are you in such a hurry to move Wu Yao? Can't we leave her alone?

Fu Ziya said these words with great excitement, but Yi Jin just sat there and watched expressionlessly, Fu Ziya almost cried, tears were red in her eyes, she stood in front of him with her neck bent, panting.

Those words just now used up almost all her strength.

But Yi Jin didn't react at all, but said to Chen Su again: "Send her back." ”

Chen Su wanted to pull Fu Ziya, but who knew that as soon as she pulled her half-amputated hand, she was thrown away by Fu Ziya, she looked at Chen Su with disgust and said, "Chen Su, you first find out who your master is." ”

After Chen Su heard Fu Ziya's hurtful words, he stood there silently and did not speak, and the moment he lowered his eyes, I saw a drop of broken liquid in his eyes.

Chen Su did not come forward.

Fu Ziya said to Yi Jin: "I know that in your eyes, your sister's life is the most important thing to you, and nothing can compare to it, but Jean, have you ever thought that she may not love you?" If she loves you, why is she always indifferent to your affairs, just like when I told him about the relationship between me and you, although I didn't know she was your sister at that time, but I can clearly feel that he has no disgust for the relationship between the two of us, and jealousy, and even mood swings, I can't even feel it from her. She has feelings for you, she just treats and relies on you like a brother, you are sober about everything, why are you more incomprehensible than me in this matter-"

Before Fu Ziya could say the last word, a broken sound came from the room: "Bang!"

Fu Ziya's voice was like a gramophone that had been pressed the pause button and stopped abruptly, and it was swirling around the room without going up or down.

The thing on the table was shattered, it was the corpse of the teacup that Yi Jin was holding in his hand, the teacup was as thin as the wings of a cicada, but it was crushed by Yi Jin in the palm of his hand, and the blood in his palm flowed down the gap between his fingers, drop by drop on the table, he pursed his lips tightly, and his face was pale.

Fu Ziya was frightened by such Yi Jin, she looked at him in astonishment, and subconsciously took a few steps back.

Yi Jin took out the fragments that were stuck in the palm of his hand one by one like a nobody, and then pushed the fragments mixed with blood on the table into the trash can with a tissue, he wrapped his still bleeding hand with a white tissue and said: "I don't want to hear anyone say this kind of thing a second time, you remember, I help you with love, it is your father's love, what you should do now is to learn to manage the company." Instead of taking care of my housework. ”

Fu Ziya wanted to say something, but Chen Su immediately stopped in front of her and said, "Let's go, I'll send you back." ”

Fu Ziya struggled twice, she couldn't let Chen Su go, but she didn't dare to speak anymore, and finally she could only let Chen Su pull her out of the study.

When they were about to reach the door of the study, I had already left early, and immediately dodged to the other side.

Chen Su pulled Fu Ziya out of the door, and as soon as she walked out of the hall door, Fu Ziya burst into tears, she cried and pushed Chen Su and said, "Why are you stopping me! You are my father's person, you should listen to me! I didn't say anything wrong at all, Yi Xiaofan didn't love her at all! She just relied on him as a relative, and there was no love between them at all, why did I understand such a simple truth, but he didn't understand it?!"

Fu Ziya pushed Chen Su to a shaky position, but Chen Su just stood there and didn't speak, he was pushed a few steps on his hind legs, and after finally stabilizing his body, Fu Ziya saw that Chen Su had been silent and silent, and she was even more angry. Beat him harder and harder and asked, "Why don't you speak?!Isn't what I just said wrong?!"

Chen Su, who had taken a few steps back again, spoke, and said, "I don't know if you're wrong, but I only know one thing, and that's that you're wrong." ”

Fu Ziya, who was originally aggressive, heard Chen Su's words, and when she stopped her tears, her eyes stared at him.

Chen Su, who had been keeping his head down, finally slowly raised his eyes to look at her at this time, the emotion in his eyes sank greatly, and even brought a sneer, he said: "Just like Mr. Yi said, he helps you with affection, do you really think that you are his wife? Do you think it really matters whether Yi Xiaofan loves Mr. Yi or not? Do you think Mr. Yi doesn't know this? Do you really think that only you have seen through all this?"

Chen Su sneered and said, "There are some things. Everyone sees through it and doesn't say it, and this kind of thing only needs to be paid unilaterally, Yi always loves her enough, you these hearts, just make yourself look vulgar and cynical. ”

Chen Su's words can be said to be a bit vicious, he should have never spoken to Fu Ziya in such a way, so Fu Ziya glared at him in disbelief and asked, "What were you talking about just now?"

She tugged at his sleeve and said, "If you have the ability, you can tell me again!"

Chen Su, who has always been obedient to Fu Ziya, did not dodge this time, he still looked directly at her and said: "What if you say it again, don't you think that you have been deceiving yourself all along? Do you think it is interesting for you to say this today? After saying this, you feel that Yi will always give up Yi Xiaofan." Do you like you and then stay with you, because you love him enough, you love him enough?"

Chen Su approached Fu Ziya step by step, and Fu Ziya slowly retreated, she didn't seem to know the vicious Chen Su in front of her, which made her feel a little frightened.

Chen Su kept forcing her into a corner where there was no way to retreat, and he whispered: "Let me tell you, you are now like a clown who jumps off the beam, and people are disgusted, you know? I have been with him for so long, and I know very well what he thinks of you, when he took over Baolian and took over you." It's just because of your father's affection, and a little pity for you, and now he has nothing but impatience and disgust for you, I advise you to be sober and sober, and stop making yourself feel disgusting like a fly, and I may not be able to save you when the time comes, and don't blame me for not reminding you. ”

After Chen Su said these words, he slowly stepped back from in front of Fu Ziya, he didn't say much, glanced at her pale face due to stimulation, sneered again, turned around and walked towards the elevator that happened to be opened.

Fu Ziya was left standing there with a pale face, and she didn't react for a long time.

After the elevator went down, Chen Su also disappeared, Fu Ziya moved her stiff body, she looked normal, but just when she was about to press the elevator button, a large string of tears slipped from the tail of her eyes.

She panicked and wanted to wipe it, but her movements were no faster than tears, and those tears were like beads of broken threads, falling to the ground one after another, like her broken heart, with nowhere to pick up.

Yes, how could she not understand, but she didn't want to believe it, she didn't want to believe that there were people in this world who could love someone so much, not caring about gains and losses, not caring whether the other party loved him or not.

She refused to admit that Jean, who was invincible and omnipotent in my mind, could love someone so madly, and why that person was not her.