It was about my mother and Lin Haixin's affair, which caused me to feel an inexplicable guilt for Lin Rongshen, after all, my mother was also a part of his mother's death, so no matter how he tortured me with his indifference and disgust in the future, I always stalked him shamelessly.

With Lin Haixin's connivance at my liking of Lin Rongshen, although my mother objected, the opposition was much weaker than at the beginning.

In order to avoid my stubborn beating, Lin Rongshen went through the transfer procedures by himself without consulting anyone in his family, and transferred from the top university in Chongzhou to a famous medical university in the far north.

On the day I learned that he transferred to another school, I also ran to have a big fight with him, asking him why he was so ruthless, and didn't even give me a chance to look at him, but Lin Rongshen only had a simple sentence for me to cry and fuss, he said: "Charlelai, the more painful you are, the happier I am, and torturing you is the greatest pleasure in my life." ”

Such a vicious sentence came from his mouth, such a vicious word, I didn't get angry, but thought in my heart, if you can feel a little better in your heart, then you can torture it, I am willing.

After Lin Rongshen left the city, I became a walking corpse, and at that time, it was the college entrance examination stage, and I was admitted to an ordinary university in the city with a very dangerous score.

But on the day I filled in the application, I only filled in the school where Lin Rongshen was located, but my score was not admitted.

I cried at home for a whole night, after crying, I sat on the bed with my mobile phone and dialed Lin Rongshen's phone repeatedly, I remember that when our relationship was still very good, he was also worried that my grades could not cope with the college entrance examination at all, so he kept holding me to make up for the key points, but now that the college entrance examination results are out, why did he become indifferent.

Lin Rongshen, I can't come to your city, I'm really sad, do you know?

But no matter how I called, no one answered, and in the end, the phone was called until it ran out of battery, and I was tired of crying, and I fell on the bed with a blank face.

But I didn't give up, and the next day, under the pretext of going out to travel with Zhang Xiaoya, I packed my luggage and took the train to the north alone to rush to the city where Lin Rongshen was.

For more than 20 hours, I lay on the train and vomited until I didn't know what to do, or whether a crew member on the train fed me a sip of water before I came to my senses.

After getting off the train, I was floating all over, and in the crowded train station, I was squeezed and staggered, dragging the line with one hand, and constantly texting Lin Rongshen with the other hand, telling him that I was coming to him.

But after only a few text messages, my head suddenly spun around, and I fell directly to the ground, with an exclamation in my ears.

I thought, it's nice to be in your city, even though it's hard to be physically.

When I woke up, the person was already lying in the hospital, Lin Rongshen was sitting next to me, when I suddenly saw someone I hadn't seen for a long time and wanted to see very much, not to mention how excited I was at that time, I didn't even have time to care about the needle in my hand, I rushed up and hugged Lin Rongshen on the side of the bed, I cried and laughed, and then I cried and cried: "Rongshen, what should I do if I am not admitted to your university, what should I do, what should I do." ”

Maybe I was too weak at that time, maybe my crying was too earth-shattering at that time, maybe it was because we hadn't seen each other for so long, Lin Rongshen didn't push me away, but let me hold him, his hand stroked his head like before, and let me cry and collapse.

I didn't know how long I cried until I came in at the door, a girl with a good figure and a beautiful face came in, she stood at the door and said, "Rong Shen, is this your sister?"

I heard the voice and raised my face with teary eyes to look at the source of the sound, and asked the girl who was smiling at us with teary eyes, "Who are you?" ”

She carried a fruit basket in her hand, smiled generously and said, "I'm Rong Shen's girlfriend." ”

Her words made me who was lying on Lin Rongshen's shoulder suddenly shocked, I withdrew from his arms, and I looked at Lin Rongshen's face in disbelief, trying to find a trace of negation from his expression.

But then in the next second, he took the initiative to give me the answer, and punched me in the heart again, he let go of me and introduced me: "Song Li, my girlfriend." ”

The girl named Song Li took the initiative to walk to my bedside, looked at me with a smile and said, "Rong Shen, your sister seems to be very sticky to you." ”

Lin Rongshen smiled and said, "Little child, are you jealous too?"

She naturally sat next to Lin Rongshen, and said with a coquettish look: "Who is jealous, I am too lazy to be jealous." ”

Lin Rongshen smiled and said nothing.

After such a long time, he was more mature than before, and there was no disgust with me in his eyes, but strangeness, strangeness, and I suddenly could not find his former shadow in his eyes.

In just one year, he has changed a lot.

Later, his girlfriend shushed me and asked me for warmth, trying to get Lin Rongshen's past from my mouth from time to time, but I refused to reveal a word to her, his past was mine, how could I give it to you, this is impossible.

Lin Rongshen's girlfriend Song Li seemed to know that I didn't like her, so she didn't look for herself anymore, said hello to Lin Rongshen, and left the hospital.

After finally only the two of us were left in the room, Lin Rongshen asked me when I planned to go back.

As soon as I arrived, he asked me when I was going back, and he was so eager for me to leave.

I didn't speak, the ecstasy was scattered from my heart, I just turned my back to him, my hand on my lower abdomen, my body shrunk into a ball, and I whispered, "I'm uncomfortable, don't talk to me yet." ”

As soon as these words came out, the tears seemed to burst the embankment, and they couldn't stop at all.

Lin Rongshen sat on the side and looked at me silently for a long time, he heard my sobbing, stretched out his hand for a long time and patted me gently on the back, he asked, "Are you okay?"

I didn't speak.

Lin Rongshen stared at the tears that flowed down his cheeks to the neck socket, and he said: "We have all grown up, many things should be forgotten, Lailai, you should try to mature." ”

I tried to restrain myself from crying and asked, "How is she?"

Lin Rongshen said: "Well, it's good. ”

I said, "Will you marry her?"

Lin Rongshen said: "Well, almost. ”

I said, "Oh, congratulations, I've almost forgotten about you." ”

Lin Rongshen didn't respond to me, and I couldn't see his expression when I was lying on his side.

I lay in the hospital for a long time, Lin Rongshen led me to his residence, the house is not big or small, the inside is still clean, only the desk is more messy, all kinds of medical books, at that time it was snowing heavily in the north, and the houses here are heated, so it is not warm when you walk in.

Lin Rongshen put all my heart in place for me, and when he saw the dirty clothes on my body, he gave me a set of his pajamas and asked me to go to the bathroom, and when I came out of the bathroom, he had already prepared dinner on the table.

I didn't expect him to be so calm, I thought he would hate me as much as he used to, which I didn't expect.

His calmness made me a little speechless.

The two of us sat like that, this year's time, it seems that we have both become a little strange, Lin Rongshen saw that I was sitting opposite and had not moved, so he said: "Your body is not suitable for the time being, so I only prepared green vegetable porridge, eat it." ”

I nodded, picked up my chopsticks, and picked up the bowl.

During the meal, the two of them still didn't say anything, Lin Rongshen saw that I was tired and asked me to rest, but his room only had one bed, not even a sofa, I slept, what about him?

But I didn't ask, I just went to bed and lay down according to his words, Lin Rongshen also went to the bathroom to take a shower, and when he came out, he sat in front of the computer and wrote a case analysis report.

I lay on my side on the bed staring at his serious back, looking at the dim lamp on his desk, and suddenly thought to myself, he will definitely become a great doctor in the future, he will save many people, and he will be liked by many female nurses, so charming that people can't take their eyes off it.

But what about me, what kind of person will I become?