I can't believe that these words came out of Lin Rongshen's mouth, but such words did come out of his mouth, ruthless, and people didn't know how to take them.

I was still smiling at the corners of my mouth and said, "Rong Shen, don't be ...... like this"

Before I could finish my sentence, he got up from his chair, took his coat and put it on, and said to me, who had not finished drinking water, "Let's go, it's late." ”

He was the first to go out, and I was left standing there alone.

In the deserted street, he no longer led me forward like before, just walked in front of himself, without even looking back, I looked at his indifferent back, and wanted to cry more and more, but as soon as the cry came to my mouth, I swallowed it again.

He's only been together for so long, and he's already tired of me, and if I cry again, it's only going to make him even more annoyed, but I like him so much, how can I save this relationship?

I followed behind him and waited for him to say, forget it, it's too late, let's go back, but when it came to the end, this sentence still didn't wait, he lit the doorbell of the Lin family, and sent me to him Lin Haixin with my own hands, and then left without any nostalgia.

I stood on the steps, looking at his back completely hidden by the dark night, until I couldn't see it anymore, and Lin Haixin on the side reminded me: "It's cold outside, let's go in." ”

I nodded and walked in with Lin Haixin.

After arriving at the house, Lin Haixin asked the nanny to make a pot of hot tea, and then called me to the living room to sit down, as if he had something to say to me.

I sat across from him a little apprehensive.

After the servant brought the hot tea, he went to his room to rest, there were only me and Lin Haixin in this hall, he was not as manic as my mother always treated me, he was a very gentle man, so gentle that I still feel guilty about him.

Lin Haixin looked at my dusty appearance and asked me, "Is it a long-distance bus?"

I nodded a little awkwardly.

Lin Haixin said with a smile: "That's quite far, it's very hard." ”

I don't speak.

Lin Haixin lifted the teapot and poured himself a cup of tea, the gurgling sound of tea was amplified in the silent and empty room, and when the water was full, he put down the pot of tea and said, "Rong Shen...... He's a very smart person, but sometimes he's too smart. ”

I didn't expect him to mention Lin Rongshen to me, and I was a little surprised to raise my face to look at him.

Lin Haixin said with a smile: "He, he has never let me worry about it, whether it is study or personal life, he has always been an independent child, and it is my pride to have a son like him." ”

Lin Haixin looked at me and said: "Actually, Uncle Lin is not an old-fashioned person, and I will not object to you and Rong Shen together, because I don't want to deprive you of your relationship because of my relationship with your mother, this is undoubtedly a selfish approach, but your mother can't get over this hurdle, and always thinks it's a very shameful thing." He smiled and said: "What's there to be ashamed of, it's not a brother and sister, it's just that we just happened to form a family, after all, if there is no relationship between me and your mother, isn't it natural for you to be together?"

I didn't expect Lin Haixin to not object to me and Lin Rongshen, which was undoubtedly a big surprise for me, I thought he would be as fiercely opposed as my mother.

Before I could recover from his words, Lin Haixin took a sip of tea, sighed and called Lailai.

I raised my eyes to look at him and whispered, "Uncle Lin, I'm here." ”

His slightly deformed eyes looked at me, and he said, "It's going to be a hard thing to like Rong Shen, are you sure you can hold on?"

I said, "How hard is it?"

Lin Haixin shook his head with a smile and said, "It's very hard, it's hard. ”

Lin Haixin didn't seem to understand very well when he saw me, he smiled a little bitterly and said: "Maybe he can't let go of my marriage in his life, because it was my mistake back then that led to his mother's death, and it is normal for him to hate your mother, but it is just bitter for you and even for you." ”

I said, "My mom is a third party?"

Lin Haixin didn't seem to expect me to ask this question so nakedly, he was a little embarrassed, but after the embarrassment, there was a hint of relief, he said: "Also...... No, because the fault lies with me, and it's me who didn't handle these issues well that caused things to become like this, and I don't blame your mother. ”

At this moment, I suddenly despised the man in front of me, although this third party was my mother, but the relationship between the two of them led to the death of the other person, no wonder Lin Rongshen would have such an attitude towards my mother and me.

I had only heard some gossip before, but I wasn't sure about it, but Lin Haixin's personal admit, I realized the change in Lin Rongshen's attitude.

I was honest and said, "Uncle Lin, your marriage to my mother is really cruel. ”

Lin Haixin didn't get angry but smiled, he said: "Uncle thinks the same way, but I don't regret it." He smiled and said, " Everyone is responsible for their own choices, I feel guilty about Rong Shen's mother, but guilt is another thing, after all, she and I have been married for more than ten years, and she has been sick in bed for more than ten years, Lailai, I believe that love is a very sacred existence in your minds, always think that marrying a person, no matter what kind of turmoil will be encountered in the future, both sides have to hold each other's hands and go down with difficulty, but this kind of marriage only exists in a few, most people want to live in the real world, I am a normal man, I naturally need a normal woman, and for Rong Shen's mother I have taken care of her for so many years, for her, I have been considered benevolent, It's just that at that time, I was too anxious to marry your mother, so I mishandled it and caused Rong Shen's mother's condition to worsen and hasten her death. ”

I said, "What disease does Auntie have?"

Lin Haixin said: "Uterine cancer. ”

I said, "So this is Rong Shen's original intention to study medicine, right?"

Lin Haixin said with a smile: "Yes, in fact, I would prefer him to take over my business, but I feel guilty about him in this, so he chose medicine, and I didn't interfere much." ”

I said, "Why can't you wait? If you wait, it wouldn't be like this?"

Lin Haixin said: "Who can wait for such a thing as feelings? If you like it, you can't wait to marry each other immediately and live together forever, and you can even ignore the feelings of others." ”

I said, "That's why Rong Shen hates me and my mother so much." ”

Lin Haixin said: "This is about retribution. ”

I said, "Do you love my mother?"

Lin Haixin didn't even think about it: "Definitely love, there is no doubt about it." ”

I said, "She's really shit lucky." ”

Lin Haixin smiled and said: "Although your mother is worldly, she also has cute times, you must not say that about your mother, uncle will be angry." ”

I said, "Maybe she's just in it for your money?"

I asked this topic very sharply, Lin Haixin was silent for a while, and he said, "If she wants it, she will take it." ”

The last sentence was Lin Haixin's deepest impression on me, but when I heard his answer, I still sneered in my heart and thought, how can this man be so stupid and fall in love with my mother, a mediocre woman, according to his status, if you want to find a woman, you should also find someone who is knowledgeable, but my mother has not graduated from elementary school, and she is still babbling when she speaks, and she is cautious.

How did he die at her hands, it was a blind cat that met a dead mouse.

But I didn't think that many years later, in a word, he really died at the hands of my mother, his property, his life.

To this day, when I think back to my conversation with Lin Haixin, I will think in my heart, if I ask him this question again now, will he still be so confident in telling me that she will take this sentence if she wants to?

But there is no reason to talk about love, and there is no turning back, just like Lin Haixin said, everyone is responsible for their own choices, and his mistakes in marriage were paid with his own life.

He would rather abandon the woman his sick wife would marry, for the sake of his money, a fact he knows better than anyone else, but he just doesn't say it.

I still say the same thing, when I met Lin Haixin, my mother really had shit luck.