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Dr. Jiang also persuaded on the side: "Yes, Lailai, your mother's body has not yet determined the result, if something happens to the child, isn't this an unnecessary sacrifice? Even if you don't think about yourself, you should think about us doctors who work hard to protect your fetus, I have spent all my energy on you during this time, do you want my hard work to be in vain?"
The dean said: "Lailai, don't be so pessimistic yourself, it's just a guess stage, and you're scared half to death, why bother?"
The temperature in the dean's palm was very dry and warm, and he held his hand and said, "Let's go to the ward to rest first, your mother's physical examination results will come out in a few days, and you won't be too late to hurry, right?"
The dean said to me, "Obedient, let's go, go to bed and rest for a while." ”
I gradually calmed down, I nodded, and when the dean saw that I agreed, he smiled warmly and said, "Let's go, it's never too late to watch TV and listen to music before resting." ”
The dean led me in the direction of the ward, and I turned my head to look at my mother's ward, and finally I could only withdraw my gaze and leave with the dean.
After arriving in the ward, Dr. Jiang played some soothing music, and after the nurses helped me to the bed, checked my body, and found that the situation was not too bad, they covered me with a quilt and gave me a glass of warm water to relax.
After that, the dean and Dr. Jiang stayed by my side, talking about some happy things they had encountered in their lives, and listening to them, they were not as nervous as they were, at least they were able to calm down and think quietly.
Occasionally, I can reply to them two sentences, and the dean and Dr. Jiang are very happy to see that I have such a change, and they also told me about Lin Rongshen's previous things at school, and these topics temporarily made me forget about my mother's condition.
It may be the reason for pregnancy, or it may be that there is a problem with the Chinese medicine drunk during this time, and after calming down, people are a little dazed and want to sleep.
Seeing that I was a little drowsy, the dean whispered if I wanted to rest.
I said, "A little. ”
The dean said, "Let's rest first, and we'll talk about it tomorrow." ”
I nodded, and the nurse helped me to lie down, and then the dean and Dr. Jiang confirmed that I was almost asleep, and then went out lightly.
When I woke up the next day, I saw Lin Rongshen in the room, I thought I was dreaming, and sat up from the bed, about yesterday I had too many tears, and my eyes were a little sore, and I closed my eyes to adapt to this sour feeling for a long time, and then I opened my eyes again to look ahead, and found that it was indeed Lin Rongshen.
I said, "Aren't you abroad?"
Lin Rongshen was sitting on the sofa and was holding two CT films in his hand to study, and he didn't look at me, but said in a cold tone: "I transferred back to China halfway." ”
I didn't speak.
Lin Rongshen put down the CT film in his hand and looked at me and said, "Do you still want to lose the child?"
I don't know how to answer, I'm not as flustered as I was yesterday, and I've calmed down.
Lin Rongshen said: "If you still want to flow out, I can ask you to prepare for surgery now." ”
I said, "Lin Rongshen, you don't understand how I feel now. ”
Lin Rongshen was wearing a shirt, the shirt was a little wrinkled, and the coat was thrown by him at the other end of the sofa, he looked a little tired, he said: "Yes, how can I understand your feelings, I don't really understand your feelings with the child's life at every turn, I really don't understand your feelings like this." ”
I said, "I can't handle this at all." ”
Lin Rongshen sneered and said: "It's not that you can't bear it, it's that you don't want to bear it, don't make excuses for yourself." ”
What else did I want to say, Lin Rongshen sorted out the materials on the table, got up from the sofa and said, "I'll go to a meeting, and I'll talk about the questions later." ”
I said, "What are you going to do?"
Lin Rongshen picked up the coat on the sofa and put it on, saying, "Analyze your mother's condition." ”
I immediately climbed out of bed and said, "I'll go with you." ”
He glanced at me coldly and said, "What are you doing with me?" ”
I said, "I want to know what the situation is." ”
Lin Rongshen said: "You may not understand. ”
I said, "It's okay, I just need to know the outcome." ”
Lin Rongshen didn't bother to look at me, and said to me with the information in his hand: "Don't come with me, lie down." With that, he left the room.
I could only stand in the ward and wait, but Lin Rongshen's meeting lasted for a very long time, it was noon, and others never came out, but I waited for the nurse to deliver the food, but I didn't eat a bite of the food that the nurse put in the room, and I kept walking anxiously in the room.
At about two o'clock in the afternoon, there was finally a sound of footsteps outside the door, and the person who appeared at the door was indeed Lin Rongshen.
I greeted him and asked, "How's it going?" ”
Lin Rongshen sat on the sofa a little tiredly, rubbed his forehead with his hand, and asked for a long time: "Do you want to hear good news or bad news." ”
I said, "Listen to both good and bad." ”
Lin Rongshen felt that his temples were a little better, and then he took his hand from his forehead and raised his face to look at me and said, "The bad news is that your mother is indeed preliminarily confirmed to have lung cancer." ”
My body shook a little.
Immediately afterwards, Lin Rongshen said: "The good news is that in the early days, there is still salvation." ”
My whole body was trembling, and I walked towards Lin Rongshen and asked in a low voice, "Is there any chance of being saved?"
Lin Rongshen said: "Fifty percent." “
I said, "In other words, 50% of them will die." ”
I, Lin Rongshen, said, "Well, you can say that. ”
I sat on the couch with my whole body weak, covering my face with my hands, and didn't move for a long time.
Lin Rongshen sat on the side and looked at me, but he didn't speak.
After a long time, I finally raised my face from between my hands, looked at Lin Rongshen and said, "What should I do now?"
Lin Rongshen said: "Prepare for surgery immediately. ”
I said, "Who's in charge?"
Lin Rongshen said: "Me." ”
I frowned and said, "You?"
Lin Rongshen said: "Well, let's make a deal." ”
I said, "What deal?"
Lin Rong sighed deeply, he took my hand and pulled my body closer to him, he stroked the long hair that was a little messy on his shoulder and said, "Give birth to this child well, and I will let your mother survive this difficult time safe and sound." ”
I said, "You didn't lie to me?"
"Doctors don't take risks when they don't know what they're not sure about," he said. ”
I said, "Okay, I promise, as long as you save my mother, I will promise you anything." ”
He said, "Really?"
I nodded.
He said, "What if you lie?"
I said, "I'm not going to lie. ”
Lin Rongshen said with some disbelief: "Really?"
I nodded vigorously.
Lin Rongshen smiled and asked, "Then have you eaten lunch today?"