I thought my mom was still pretending, because she had never done this kind of thing before, and whenever I had a fight with her, she would pretend to be sick and pretend to be about to die of anger with me.

And at that time, I was stupid, I thought how could I be so inhuman? Was it so easy for my mother to raise me? I couldn't repay her kindness, but I tried my best to do something to anger her, so as soon as she used this trick, I immediately admitted my mistake and surrendered.

But this time, I didn't plan to admit my mistake and admit defeat again, I had enough of her endless tricks, I stood aside and looked at me indifferently and said, "How long are you going to pretend? Do you think I'll still believe you like before?" Mom, for so many years, you have been selfish enough, I paid for your previous things until now, I thought that one day you would understand how much I endured for you, but until now, you are still not conscious, in the encounter with such a thing, you can still make decisions for me without hesitation regardless of my thoughts, whether it is my life or my marriage, now even the children you have to decide to go under the knife for me because of the previous things, why? Just because I'm your daughter, just because I was born to you, my life will always be manipulated and controlled by you?! If I don't obey, I'm not filial? Am I your daughter or your puppet?"

I became more and more emotional, and my words became more and more insignificant, and more and more sharp, my mother pretended to be really similar this time, and she didn't even refute me, but she kept lying there and gasping, as if there was really something wrong with her body, but I still didn't believe it, and continued to be excited and said, "Mom! You're enough! You've made enough trouble! Don't pretend to me anymore! Are you finished?"

As soon as I finished saying this, my mother's hand pressed her chest, and suddenly a mouthful of dirty blood spit out, and then she fainted.

After that, the situation was very chaotic, I only knew that I rushed out of the ward as soon as I panicked and shouted for the doctor, the whole corridor was my screaming for help, there were many people in white clothes quickly rushing out of the room, probably because my voice was too terrifying, they thought something big had happened, and the doctors who were alarmed by my voice rushed into my ward at the same time.

There was a mess inside, and my mother was carried out by two or three doctors, and when she was carried out, her face was pale, and she was already unconscious.

I ran and ran after her in the operating room and I was locked out of the door, and I stopped myself and stood there, staring at the closed door in a daze.

Jian Lihua poked his cane behind me and said, " As a daughter, even her mother's physical condition is not clear, but she also adds fuel to the fire This is the first major unfilial piety, don't forget, you are now pregnant with your own child in your belly, you are angry to the point of vomiting blood for the sake of the child's problem and a person who was once like you who carefully protected you in October pregnancy, who is the selfish person, young man, you have figured it out yourself, if you don't solve this child, I estimate that Ms. Tan's physical condition will deteriorate even more in the future, you think about it yourself, whether it is the elderly mother who is important, or the child in your belly is important。 ”

I didn't expect things to come to this point, Jian Lihua was still unforgiving about this matter, I finally couldn't bear it anymore, and roared at him: "You are enough! I don't care about this child! If you think you can't stay this kind of thing, please go and discuss with your grandson, don't haunt me anymore!"

A person like Jian Lihua has probably never been roared so loudly in her life, so her face became extremely heavy in my volume, but I don't plan to ease the atmosphere, I give him respect because he doesn't want it, don't blame me for not respecting the old and loving the young.

I said in a hoarse voice, "Now my mother is in the emergency room, Mr. Jane is not welcome here, please go back first." ”

Jian Lihua's face turned blue, and he snorted coldly: "Miss Xia, don't be lucky, I will never let you enter my door." ”

I said, "It's not the door of your Jane's house that I'm going to enter, it's the door of the Lin family that I'm going to enter, so whether I should enter this door or not, whether I want to enter or not, it really has nothing to do with you." ”

Jian Lihua sneered and said, "You will pay the price for your words and unreasonableness today." ”

After he finished speaking, he turned around and poked his crutches to leave, even if he was so old, he still walked with wind under his feet, I still admired his body, he was so old, and he had such good energy to take care of his grandson's feelings.

As soon as Jian Lihua left, I leaned against the wall weakly, praying in my heart that my mother would never be fine, and after waiting for more than an hour, a doctor finally came out of the operation, and I immediately greeted me and asked how my mother was doing.

After the doctor took off the mask, his expression was a little solemn, and the solemnity on his face made me have a bad premonition, and I was even a little afraid of the next second.

Sure enough, the next second the doctor said, "Your mother's condition may be a little bad." ”

I said, "What do you mean it's a little bad?"

The doctor said, "You have to be a little prepared. ”

My fists clenched unconsciously, and after a long time I said, "Please speak." ”

"We have now made a preliminary diagnosis that she may be lung cancer," the doctor said. ”

I said, "Lung cancer?"

The doctor said, "Yes, but it's not certain yet." ”

I smiled and said, "Doctor, I'm not sure what that means? Don't scare me, how can she get lung cancer without smoking or drinking?"

The doctor saw that my mood had changed a lot, and suddenly asked me as if he remembered something: "Are you a pregnant woman in room 506?"

I said, "Don't ask me that, I'll just ask you, what's going on with my mom now?"

The doctor seemed to be afraid that I would be emotional, and his answer was a little perfunctory, he said: "It's just possible, it's not completely certain, we need to do the next step of the examination, so this young lady, don't worry, you are pregnant, you should go to the hospital to lie down first, as long as your mother has any movement, we will tell you truthfully." ”

After he finished speaking, he seemed to be no longer willing to say anything, and immediately said to a nurse who passed by us: "Take this pregnant woman to the ward to rest, be careful." ”

The nurse nodded, walked over and helped me and said, "Miss, let's go, I'll take you to your room." ”

I looked back at the door of the operating room, and my voice trembled and said, "But my mom ......."

The nurse said, "The doctor is treating you, and you don't have much use here, so you might as well go with me to your room to rest." ”

I still refused, but the nurse was very adamant about taking me away.

When I arrived at the ward, I basically didn't have much strength, so I could only help the nurse to sit down on the bed, and the nurse was afraid that there would be something wrong with my body, so she immediately ran to my attending doctor, and when the doctor arrived, he saw my lifeless appearance, and immediately measured my blood pressure.

Finding that her blood pressure was a little high, she was a little anxious and asked, "What happened?"

When the doctor saw that I was just leaning there and not speaking, he felt that something was wrong, and looked at the nurse beside him, and the nurse naturally understood what was going on, so she came up and whispered in the doctor's ear, and I didn't hear what I said, because the volume was just right for the two of them to hear.

When the nurse broke away from her ear, her face changed slightly, and she immediately held my hand and said: "Lailai, Rong Shen entrusted you to me, so I have the right to be responsible for your current body, don't be too anxious about your mother, when I passed by there just now, the doctor who treated your mother said that she had woken up and was resting in the ward now, so you can rest assured, there is nothing serious." ”

She pulled the quilt off my body and asked, "Is there anything you want to eat?"

I said, "I want to see my mom." ”

The doctor said, "She's just come out of the operating room now, can you let her rest for a while?"

After the doctor said this, he instructed the nurse to prepare progesterone.

When the nurse heard this, she immediately nodded, turned around and went out to prepare, and when she came in again, the attending doctor injected me with two injections and gave me a bowl of black Chinese medicine.

When I was about to stabilize my body, a nurse ran in with a mobile phone outside the door and said to my attending doctor, "Dr. Jiang, you have a phone." ”

Seeing that I was in a much more stable mood, Dr. Jiang turned to look at the nurse who ran in, and she whispered, "Who is it?"

The nurse handed her the phone and said, "I don't know, it's been ringing for a long time." ”

After Dr. Jiang put down the syringe in his hand, he took it from the nurse's hand, and when he saw the call reminder, he immediately pressed the answer button, and she went out the door.

After about a few minutes, she walked in again with her mobile phone in her hand, and said to me lying on the bed, "Lailai, Dr. Lin is calling, let you answer the call." ”

My eyes twitched.

Seeing that I ignored her, Dr. Jiang took her mobile phone to my bedside and put it to my ear, and Lin Rongshen's voice came from inside.

He called, "Layley." ”

After hearing his voice, I didn't know how I felt in my heart, at this time, my mind was still stuck on my mother's condition.

Lin Rongshen on the other end of the phone saw that I still didn't respond, and he said again: "I'm still at the airport where I am transferring, and when the next plane arrives, it will take about five hours to reach the destination, which means that I have five hours to contact you, so, in these five hours, you must do what I say, do you understand? I don't want anything to happen to you now." ”

He said: "You now follow my words, lie quietly in bed and rest, don't think nonsense, I will be back in two days, I know a little bit about the situation on your mother's side, now it is only a preliminary result, that is to say, it needs to be further certified, 90% of patients, when they encounter a condition that they do not know, as a doctor, they will suspect cancer, but the final result of further examination, 80% of people are not cancer, this is a normal suspicion, you don't have any mental burden to understand?" ”

I tightened my throat and finally spoke, and I said, "Your grandfather came to me today." ”

Lin Rongshen said: "I already know. ”

I said, "He wants me to get rid of the baby." ”

Lin Rongshen said: "Well, I know it too. ”

I was a little broken, I said: "Lin Rongshen, this road is so difficult to persevere, I'm so afraid that my mother will have something to do, you don't know what a bad attitude I used to quarrel with her for the child's affairs just now, she was not feeling well, I thought she was pretending, it was all at that time, I also stimulated her with ugly words, she vomited a mouthful of blood, I don't know what to do now, I only have one relative, what should I do if she has three long and two short?"

Lin Rongshen could tell that I was very emotional on the phone, and he said, "Lailai, you calm down first." ”

I couldn't calm down at all, I said" I don't want children anymore, I don't want anything anymore, I only have one mother, and when she was pregnant with me, it was also a lot of hardship, but instead of giving her something in return, I also hurt her for my own child, I knew early on that there was no result between us, but I was greedy and didn't believe it, I thought I could be together as long as I worked hard, but now I found out that many things are not as easy as I thought, I don't have so much courage and luck to cross everything, and now I just beg my mother to be okay, you know? Nothing matters, I just want my mom to be okay. ”

Lin Rongshen on the phone suddenly fell silent, he didn't respond to my words, I cried and said, "Why don't you speak?"

Lin Rongshen said: "What do you want me to say?

I cried and said, "Do you still want to keep the child? Jian Lihua can't let us be together. ”

Lin Rongshen sneered and said, "Charlelai, let me ask you, if your mother is really diagnosed with cancer, will it help you to remove the child for her condition? Make her happy? Make her happy? You use a new life to make a person who is about to die happy, do you think it is worth it? Huh? You answer me honestly." ”

I said, "Then what do you want me to do? Watching my mother die? How could I be so selfish and make her feel bad, she is my only relative, I can't lose her at all." ”

Lin Rongshen said: "So you are now planning to take the child to atone for your recklessness? Okay, now I will let someone prepare for the operation for you, you don't have to wait at all, after two hours, you can make your mother happy." ”

Lin Rongshen hung up the phone directly, I sat there at a loss with my mobile phone, Dr. Jiang stood there for a long time, and found that something was wrong, so he cautiously asked me: "Lailai, how is it?"

I wiped the tears from my face, shook my head at her, handed her my phone and said, "It's okay, I'm going to see my mom." ”

Dr. Jiang wanted to stop me, but the next second her mobile phone rang, she had no choice but to let the nurse follow me, and then she took her mobile phone and found a quiet place to answer the call.

When I arrived at my mother's ward, there were several doctors who were putting oxygen tubes on the tip of her nose, she was lying on the bed unconscious, her face and lips were very pale, I had the impression that my mother had always been in good health, she had rarely been sick, she was always yelling at me, and her volume was always full of energy.

So I always felt that there was nothing in this world that could defeat her, she was always so energetic, how could she be sick.

But at this moment, when I saw her lying on the hospital bed, I realized that she is also a woman, she can also get sick, she is not as strong as she imagined.

Over the years, she raised me alone, and listened to too much gossip, but she still did not show any vulnerability in front of me, but worked very hard to create a good living environment for me, so that I don't have to worry about money, I don't have to run for life, she used everything she did to create a safe haven for me, but I never knew to understand her, conflicted with her concepts, just quarreled with her again and again, and used the most ugly language to hurt her.

Now that she's finally collapsed in front of herself, is that what I want?

I stood outside and kept covering my mouth and crying, trying not to let my crying disturb her in the room, and the doctor inside took care of everything for her before pushing open the door and walking out, and when they saw me, they asked if I was a family member.

I immediately wiped away my tears and said in a hoarse voice, "I am." ”

One of the doctors said, "You can't go in for a while now, at least tomorrow." ”

I said, "How is she now?"

The doctor was sure of it, "It's settled." ”

I grabbed the doctor's hand and asked, "What is my mother's condition now?" Can the doctor tell me the situation?"

The doctor said to me, "Your mother is in stable condition and will wake up tomorrow, so don't worry." ”

I saw that the doctor didn't answer what I wanted, and I said, "But didn't you say it was possible for her to have lung cancer?

The doctor said: "At the moment it is only a suspicion, not sure, and further tests are underway, so you don't have to worry too much, she doesn't look like her." ”

I said, "It's not like why you suspect it's cancer, can you tell me an accurate answer? I'll be okay with the outcome, just let me confirm her condition." ”

The doctor didn't expect me to be so difficult, and just when I didn't know what to do, Dr. Jiang and the others immediately rushed over, hugged me and said, "Lailai, don't you make any more noise here, let your mother have a good rest? ”

I shook my head with red eyes and said, "No, I'm going to be here with her, I'm not leaving." ”

Dr. Jiang probably saw that my mood was getting worse and worse, so she immediately sent the nurse to find the dean, the dean is Lin Rongshen's teacher, after hearing my current situation, naturally he also threw down all the work in his hand and rushed to me, after he arrived in front of me, he took my hand and said: "Lailai, listen to the dean, can you go back to the ward first?" Rong Shen will come back soon, and everything will be fine when he comes back, you still have a child in your belly." ”