Chapter 642: The First Step 42
If it's not true, it must be false?
First of all, "real" here refers to a kind of infinity. It is not the limited and opposing element of "true" and "false".
Second, falsehood refers to a limitation, a duality.
Just like the Tai Chi pattern, black and white are both limited, and beyond the circle, there is infinity. Then, what is outside the circle is true, and both black and white are false.
Not only is right and wrong artificially distorted, but even objective things are artificially distorted.
"There's no right or wrong in the first place, it's just thinking about it that makes it right or wrong. ”
And the same is true of objective things, things that are obviously uncertain, but they have to become very certain.
"There's a human here, it's me. Then I have a house and a lot of money, and it all belongs to me. A table is a table, and a human being is a human being. ”
Since it is artificially distorted, then it is false. Because it's all based on so many years of memory, cognition, and information reserves.
Ha!
It's not that objective things are false, virtual, and empty, but that the self-definition of "I think there are objective things" is false.
That's right, that's it. Because I don't know if an objective thing really exists, but when I think it exists, it's already false.
In the end, it is still on the road of killing self-definition.
"I think there is the role of Yuan Changwen", false.
"I think there's a table for this", false.
"I don't think the character of Yuan Changwen is the same thing as the table", false.
I don't know what's going on, why there is the character of Yuan Changwen, why there is a table, etc., why you can see the table touching the table, and knocking on the table can make a banging sound.
I don't know, I don't know all this.
The character's favorite set of words, "If you say I'm wrong, then it's better to prove you right" is a black-and-white binary.
To paraphrase here, "If you say, 'I think there's a table,' it's false, then you have to explain how it all came about." ”
Sorry, I can't.
Any explanation is just a guess, and no matter how it is interpreted, as long as there is a binary opposition, that is, as long as there are characters, then it is false.
Even if our world is created by people, as long as that created existence has a character, such as a certain angel created, a demon created, or a certain god and monster, as long as there is a character, then the world he lives in is not real.
"I exist" is both the beginning and the end, and anyone who claims to know more than "I exist" is false.
I think it's true, and that's true. It's these self-definitions that make me think I'm part of some kind of reality. In fact, I don't know, the only sure truth is that "I exist."
I'll still go down the stairs, I'll still, I'll still sleep in bed. But I don't take it as real anymore, like Mario will go to save the princess, he'll go pick mushrooms, just do it.
I will watch the character of Yuan Changwen survive in this world like watching a play. Really, I actually went back to the theater viewer mode and "super VIP" again.
The role of Yuan Changwen has nothing to do with me.
Of course, life can be very inconvenient when you lose your self-definition, especially when it comes to communicating with people.
I'm not done yet, and I already have a vague feeling that I don't want to communicate with people anymore. Those distorted perceptions, those massive shit constructed from humble knowledge. Can you imagine that if I was done, I would still be able to bear to communicate with people?
I feel like I'm swaying from side to side. When a person is alone, there is hatred and disgust towards self-definition. But when you communicate with people, you will unconsciously start to show off, prove your superiority, express your opinions, persuade others, and so on.
Fortunately, I am now alone in this green aura, and I will not be disturbed by others. If you are still in the empire and there are things that affect you every day, where do you have time to think about these issues?
"Forget it, there are still families waiting for me, thinking about what to do with these useless things", this is definitely a character misleading, and I will obey this misdirection.
It's funny, think about those words in the past, "to believe, not to think", what hell did I believe these words. The teacher never stopped me, nor did he directly refute my gains, maybe in the teacher's opinion, only when I dig myself will I understand how nonsense all this is.
"Everything you think is wrong. ”
Yuan Changwen once again remembered the teacher's dying words, how reasonable they seemed at the moment, for me at that time, this sentence was exactly what I needed. Even after all this time, I really understood the meaning of this sentence.
It's not that objective things are false, but that the self-definition of "I think objective things are true" is false, and of course the self-definition of "I think objective things are false" is also false.
All of all, I don't know.
Really, who would want to talk to such a person? chatting, "I can't confirm if what you're talking about is real", it's funny to think about, and the atmosphere freezes down instantly. There's no way to talk about it, and there's no way to put up with other people's talk about it.
Oh, the role of Yuan Changwen has been reduced to a passerby since then.
Yuan Changwen couldn't laugh a little, it wasn't as relaxed as before, and even if he figured it out, he was just a little relieved. Immediately afterward, another wave of discomfort struck.
What the?
Completely confused, could it be that what I was thinking just now was just some fur?
Chances are, I'm not done yet, then any idea is just scratching the surface. Even if I knew that "I exist" was the beginning and end of all knowledge, so what?
That thing was quietly hiding in a corner somewhere, so I couldn't find it. Moreover, I thought I had solved the problem, but in fact I didn't have it at all, I just killed a pawn.
There is a misconception here, the phrase "I perceive it" is misleading. There is no "me", and then this "me" can still be "aware", it is not like that. "I perceive" is a whole, strictly speaking, "'I exist' awareness", but "I exist" has no other use than awareness.
It's just a movie screen.
Therefore, the character of Yuan Changwen must die, not because of the physical death, but because the self-definition in the mind must be killed.
Alas, how many chapters have passed, have you made progress? I feel that I am sometimes relaxed and sometimes uncomfortable, this is a kind of progress? Who prescribes it? Can I be sure of it myself? Is there a standard or a map?
I don't know, I'm not done anyway, just move on.
Perhaps, there is no chance to complete it in life. However, whether it is completed or not is no longer a criterion for measuring whether it is worth it, nor is it a weight to weigh whether or not to embark on this road of no return.
Whether it is done or not is only a criterion for deciding whether I want to move forward or not.
Perhaps, the flesh will die on this path.