Yuan Changwen felt very uncomfortable, as if something was pressing against his throat, causing the whole person to feel uncomfortable.

Speaking of going downstream, the distortion in my mind is trying to block the downstream. The analysis of the results is simply the first to do, as if to do so is to dig one's own grave.

There's no reason to be excited, and it's not the result of a trade-off. With the twist in my head, I am just hindering this from happening. No matter what the distortion in the mind is, even if it is simply not to get hurt, it is still an obstacle.

Why can't it be hurt? What nonsense, all artificially distorted, all drawn conclusions through distortions in the mind. What is there to believe, and what is there to recognize?

It's just shit, it's nothing more than a discourse based on a series of assumptions, where is the reason?

It seems to care about others, it seems to be kind, it seems to think about itself, but it is simply a distortion in the mind. It's all based on fear, because you want to avoid something, because you are afraid that something will happen, so you will forcibly control it.

The funny thing is, can you really control yourself? According to the distortion in your head, can you really effectively prevent bad things from happening?

It's all.

The world is not real, what else can dominate me?

Whatever it is, it's just an unfounded affirmation, it's all the product of emotion.

Thinking about my mother's worries about me, so I want to make my mother feel at ease? What kind of logic is this, and who is preaching this?

Mom wants to worry about me, it's not that I force my mom to worry about it, it's not that I force my mom to worry about me with a gun. Mom can't stop worrying about me, it's caused by the distortion in her head, and why should I pay for the shit in my mother's head?

No matter how beautiful the description is, no matter how great the mother's love is, how gorgeous the words to embellish it, none of this is true.

Mom has to worry about me, or not worry about me, it's her freedom. But there is no reason to force my choice because of my mother's words and deeds. My mother gave birth to me, my mother raised me, and my mother broke my heart for my work, life, and marriage, do I have to be filial because of this?

Why can the other party's behavior be forcibly distorted against me?

It's just the presentation of picture elements, why should I put myself in the role of Yuan Changwen, and why can picture elements force me?

Hell, Yuan Changwen suddenly found that he had to be filial in the first place, and how did he use emotions to protect filial piety? He seemed to remember a little clearly, and he didn't understand why he believed this.

Life is wild beyond imagination, and what prevents all this from happening is the distortion in the mind.

Distinguish things into good and bad things, then naturally as long as the good things are not bad. But no one asks, why are these good things and bad things? Maybe children will ask, but adults usually don't answer seriously, as if children will understand when they grow up.

The funny thing is that the child does not grow up at all, but is polluted by adults and firmly bound in a circle by fear. I can no longer enjoy the wildness of life arrangements, and those plots that happen beyond imagination are definitely comparable to the best movie of the year.

No one will be hurt, no one will be harmed, no one will waste their lives on this. These fears are just made up lies, and believing in the content of the fear will never turn over.

So, why not do it? It's not a dream or anything like that, you can put all sorts of things on top of that. Because there is no one at all, whether it is the other party or oneself, it is just a false existence, and it is just a character borrowed for life.

Whether it is doing so-called good or bad things, no matter what the result is, a person who is completely in the flow will not have any worries at all. Without the distortion in the mind, there is naturally no such nonsense as "blessings and misfortunes depend on each other".

I don't believe that "woe" at this time will bring "blessing", so I don't expect anything, and I don't worry that "blessing" will be accompanied by "woe". This kind of blessing and misfortune is just a humble prayer, and I can't be sure if it's true or not, and it's entirely possible that it will be a "curse" for the rest of my life.

There are no such distortions, there is no "blessing and misfortune", some are just going with the flow, just not afraid of life. That's the wild, and no one gets hurt. Even if I go to prison for the rest of my life, it's just a good thing for people who go downstream.

When I let go of this tension in my heart, discard the distortion in my mind, and don't worry or fear, there will be an inexplicable change. Just like "fearless", you can't try to be fearless, only when you don't care about whether you are "fearless" or not, you can achieve fearlessness.

It's okay to kill people, it's okay to do bad things, morality is just a distortion in the mind. Neither for the sake of social development nor for the progress of civilization can change that this is just a man-made distortion.

Just like filial piety, as if parents work hard to raise their children, and children grow up to be filial to their parents, this cycle will make people feel very warm and beautiful. The development of human civilization is inseparable from filial piety, and the construction of the imperial dream is still made up of small families.

It's useless, no matter how flowery the rhetoric is, it's just an artificial distortion.

Unreal is unreal, is there anything else to discuss?

Surrender and resignation always bring a burst of relief. Because you don't need to constantly inject energy into the distortions in your head, you can obviously feel a sense of relief.

I don't need to like the so-called bad things, the so-called negative emotions, because I can't do it. Perhaps, after going downstream, maybe after the killing is completed, even if you face no matter how painful things are, you won't feel anything.

But for now, all it takes is surrender, resignation, and allowing anything to happen. Because the elements of the picture have already been presented, how can I resist? Whether it is a bad thing or a fear, I can't resist at all, and I don't need to.

Fighting against the content of fear is simply killing yourself. Allow it to happen because it has already happened, and as for the content of the fear, it is nothing but a distortion in the mind.

The wildness of life is so hindered by the twist in my head, and I just hold on to the twist in my head and dare not let go. Even though I knew that the distortion in my head was shit, I never let go because of fear.

Is there anything wrong with allowing fear to happen? Those worries, those panics, there is nothing to hinder and there is no need to fight. It's just the presentation of picture elements, and it has been presented, how to contend with it?

Don't even fight against the confrontation itself.

Wrong.

Yuan Changwen felt that there was a problem with his thinking, and his brain was a little stiff, as if he was analyzing the problem at a very low level.