013. Provocation
I looked at myself in the mirror and sneered, thinking to myself, what is this?
I used warm water to remove all the makeup on my face, and changed out of the bad clothes on my body, before pushing open the bathroom door and walking out, the waiting in the bedroom has been extinguished, only the living room is still on, I sat on the sofa for about twenty minutes, thinking that Zhan Dong would come out to ask for an understanding, but there was no movement in the room.
It seemed that a lot of things could not be done tonight, so I did not linger any longer, and went to the guest room to rest.
When I woke up the next morning, Zhan Dong had already left the room, and he didn't answer my phone call from him, so I had to go to the hospital to find him, but when I got there, only my mother-in-law was with me.
I asked my mother-in-law where Zhan Dong had gone, and my mother-in-law glanced back at me standing at the door, then turned her head and fed a mouthful of porridge and said, "Go to work, he's been very busy lately." β
After she finished speaking, she didn't pay attention to me anymore, just concentrated on blowing the bowl of porridge in the bowl and counted it as hot, and when she fed it to the hospital bed, she asked with concern on her face: "Baby grandson, is it hot?"
I always have a well-behaved and milky voice and say, "It's not hot, it's delicious." β
I was about to leave, but my mother-in-law suddenly asked me, "Do you hate this child?"
My mother-in-law put down the spoon and looked at me very seriously, without a kind smile on her face, she said, "Lailai, you have been married to my Zhan Dong for five years, right?
I replied very well, in the past five years, except for our differences over children, to be honest, Zhan Dong and his mother have treated me very well, objectively speaking, I have to admit this.
When my mother-in-law heard my answer, she was quite satisfied, and she said: " I also know that you are a good boy, I have always hoped that you and Zhan Dong would have a son and a half daughter, but alas, God does not take care of our Zhan family, and also treats you badly as a good child, Lailai tells the truth, my mother is in her heart when you are my daughter-in-law, but you can't be too selfish, Zhan Dong is a man, you can't have children, he doesn't say a word and comforts you, and he never has the idea of going down with you, so for you, he adopted a child, don't feel uncomfortable in your heart, if you can give birth, then I'd rather let you give birth, Kelailai, in fact, can you still have children in the futureοΌβ
Seeing that I didn't speak, her mother continued: "Lailai, children are the bond that holds the family together, if there is no bond to tie up, some things are easy to fall apart when they are hit by external forces, my mother is a person who has come over, do you understand what my mother said?"
This is the first time that my mother-in-law has spoken to me so hard, but in my heart, I always feel like I have swallowed a stone, and the child is the bond, she means that I should please this child?
What the hell is my Charles, a hen that his Zhan family has raised that can't lay eggs?
One breath reached my heart, and for a moment, I wanted to tear my own skin and say to her, "Well, chickens can't lay eggs, so slaughter them." β
But I know that it is very unwise to quarrel with Zhan Dong's mother about these things or to vent her anger, and I can't get anything at all except for the pleasure of her, so I put up with it.
Zhan Dong's mother saw that I was so rude, so she got up from her chair angrily and asked, "Hey, what's the matter with you kid! I was kind enough to tell you this, why did you turn around and throw me in the face!"
After learning that this child was Zhan Dong's illegitimate child, I have been trying to suppress myself for many days, and until now, my mother-in-law's call is like adding fuel to the fire, making me unable to calm down at all.
I have to go to Zhan Dong and ask why he is so unfaithful to our marriage, refuses to give me even the most basic respect, and takes advantage of my guilt for him so disregardlessly, and brings his illegitimate son into the house with his legitimate, what does he think of me as a charlaite?
I walked towards the elevator door with great momentum, but as soon as I reached the corner, my whole arrogance instantly withered, because I met Lin Rongshen again.
He just stepped out of the elevator, and both of us stopped at the same time, wearing a white doctor's gown, always clean.
He looked at my face, then at my fist-clenched hands at my side, put the pen in his jacket pocket, and asked, "Where are you going?" β
I don't want to pay attention to him, I just want him to roll out of my world as far away as possible, since he came along, my life has been a mess beyond words.
I said goodbye to him and walked towards the elevator, but who knows, when the elevator was about to close, Lin Rongshen followed in, lowered his eyes and said to me: "I have a fever, and I am so angry, it seems that something unpleasant must have happened yesterday." β
Thinking of yesterday's events made me feel angry, and I said with anger in my tone, "You dare to mention yesterday?"
Lin Rongshen saw the suppressed anger on my face, and he said with a smile: "I reminded you twice, but you didn't listen." β
I said, "Don't think I don't know! You don't have the mood to listen to it at that time, and you don't have the mood to think about anything! You deliberately let your wife run to tell me that the child is Zhan Dong's illegitimate child, and deliberately made me a slut in front of my husband yesterday!"
Hearing my angry words, the smile on the corner of Lin Rongshen's mouth also disappeared, and he looked at me and said, "So what?"
I couldn't hold it back, and my voice instantly raised and said, "So what do you want to do? Let my marriage break up, make me become a worthless divorced woman?"
My outburst was like thunder, which made Lin Rongshen still calm and calm, and he also smiled lightly and said: "If you don't want to fall for me, your only way is to continue with your current husband that nothing has happened, tolerate his illegitimate child, and continue to be your good wife, just ......"
Lin Rongshen looked me up and down a few times, pretending to be worried and said: "Can you bear it?" In the past, you, but even when I glanced at other women, I would cry, make trouble, and hang myself, and I was stingy and didn't have the slightest tolerance, I doubt that you can't last even half a year. β
I clenched my fists and said, "Why should I be patient? Don't I really want you to be my Charlele?" Let me tell you Lin Rongshen, I don't need to endure this marriage at all! The current Charrais is no longer the stupid girl you used to be!"
Lin Rongshen sneered and said: "A divorced woman is equivalent to second-hand vegetables, not to mention that you are almost thirty now, are you really sure that after the divorce, there will still be people who want you?"
He said: "If you have a cold, stop it, after all, marriage is not easy, and your reckless character should be changed." β
I was so angry by Lin Rongshen's words that my whole body trembled, no woman would not be angry when she heard this, but she was so angry that I laughed instead, because I found out that I had fallen for Lin Rongshen's trick.
I tilted my head to look at the man next to me and said, "Are you irritating me?"
He looked down at me.
I said, "You really still know me very well, how much do you expect me to get divorced?" If you want to change to the former Charile, maybe it is really because of your words, you gambled on this tone and ran to make a big fuss, but I'm sorry, you know Charile five years ago, and now Charlailai's tolerance for marriage has long been unexpected even for me, I not only tolerate this child, I can also accept this child, there is no other reason, because I love Zhan Dong. β
When Lin Rongshen heard my last words, a trace of sharpness flashed in his eyes, and he said, "You say it again." β
Seeing his expression, I knew that I had guessed correctly, so I didn't have any scruples, and said in a provocative tone: "I can give up everything for Zhan Dong, including my self-esteem, my ideals, everything in my life, if it weren't for loving him, after knowing that the child was his illegitimate child, do you think I would be silent now?"
I sneered and said: "Lin Rongshen, I'm really good for nothing, the only advantage is that if I like someone, I will abandon the world for him, and even myself, I think you should have experienced it before, right?"
He said, "Are you provoking me?"
I said, "Of course." β
Lin Rongshen's expression was a little dangerous.