014. Showdown
Seeing Lin Rongshen's face and eyes, I was even more provocative, and my expression was as arrogant as I was, probably wanting to double my cowardice at this moment.
I used to like him so humbly, even if I knew that he slept with me, and dating me was originally a kind of revenge, but I still stupidly thought that I loved him, and I could forgive this kind of revenge, after all, my mother and I were the culprits who broke into his life, and my mother did destroy his relationship between Lin Haixin and his ex-wife, and we were at a loss.
At that time, I did not blame him for his bad revenge, but I also very humbly prayed that he could let go of his knot and be with me, and the result of my great efforts to please him was that his attitude towards me was even worse, ignorance, verbal aggression, and indifference, these three ways of revenge came towards me.
And he was gentle with me before, but I still shamelessly let him treat me like this, and still followed him with a hippie smile every day, even if he no longer had tenderness in his eyes when he looked at me, although he would always say: "Charlais, a faceless woman like you, makes me hate you even more, it was before, and it will be the same in the future, please don't appear in my sight again." ”
But I still didn't give up, and said humbly and forcefully, "It's okay, one day I'll make you like me." ”
I continued to follow him shamelessly as his little follower.
Later, he said, "Charlais, I have a girlfriend, I hope you can stop in moderation and stop bothering me in any way." ”
But I still didn't give up, and asked with a smile, "How come?"
He asked, "How not?"
I said, "How can you like someone?"
He sneered and said, "I don't like others, do I still like you?" The reason why I slept with you in the first place, the reason why I dated you, the reason why I dated you was so that you could go deep into hell now, and now I have done it, you are indeed suffering from me and are in hell, and Charlais who flatters me so much is really humble and worthy of sympathy. ”
After he said this, the senior sister standing beside him, who was a cut above me in terms of figure and face, slapped me in the face and scolded me with one word: "Get out." ”
That slap and that rolling word, it really makes people feel what life is worse than death, this humiliating rolling word, this shameful slap, really beat my heart as if it was about to shatter into glass slag.
I also want to thank that slap, if it weren't for that slap, it is estimated that Charile's self-esteem has not yet awakened, and it is estimated that Charlailai is still kneeling and licking Lin Rongshen like a slave.
Seriously, now that I think about it, I really have to thank that senior sister for a slap, without her, there would be no Charlais today.
Just when I was reminiscing about the past, I realized that the elevator had stopped for some time, and the elevator doors had naturally opened, and a bunch of nurses and doctors in white were standing outside, looking at us with strange faces.
Lin Rong took a deep breath, suppressed his emotions, and finally said, "I don't want to quarrel with you now." ”
After saying this, he walked out of the elevator first, and among the people standing outside the elevator, several doctors and nurses greeted Lin Rongshen, but he just smiled politely, and I was left standing there alone, accepting the baptism of the eyes of those nurses and doctors.
I suddenly remembered now that Lin Rongshen is also married, and he and a strange woman are standing in the elevator with such an "affectionate" look, others don't think it's strange.
But I didn't panic, but looked at them with a good smile and walked out of the ward slowly.
After leaving the hospital, I didn't really go to look for Zhan Dong, but walked around alone, I don't know where I went, and saw people from a TV station surrounding an abandoned building to conduct interviews, I suddenly stopped and looked at the reporter standing under the camera to describe what happened.
That kind of gaze is confident and compassionate, objective and rational.
The job of a journalist is really good and good, but I gave up her for the sake of my family, and now Charlais has no career, no children, and the family is crumbling, how miserable it has become.
How should I walk at such a fork in the road, and how should I face it?
Marriage is really not easy, if I continue to pretend to be stupid and don't know what to do, and accept that child with my heart, maybe this day will not be too bad.
If I get divorced, what do those classmates think of me at the class reunion, what do my relatives think of me, and what do Lin Rongshen think of me? I swear to him that I love Zhan Dong, and if I can't even stand this, then what I say today will be a slap in the face.
I became extremely irritable, grabbed my head with my hand, and stopped a car and went home, without looking for Zhan Dong again.
But he didn't come back that day and night, I called him and no one answered, I don't know where he was, how long he was going to escape, why didn't he come and ask me what was going on that day, how long did he want to be cold?
But this time I don't want to bow my head, I don't care about the loss, why should I bow my head.
He didn't come back, I naturally didn't call him, let alone go to the hospital to take care of him, he still took care of his own life, and this situation was maintained until Dede's body fully recovered, Zhan Dong and his mother-in-law took him home from the hospital, and I saw Zhan Dong.
But that day, we didn't speak, we were all doing our own things, my mother-in-law took Dede to sit on the sofa and play, I was preparing dinner in the kitchen, and Zhan Dong was loading a new type of toy.
After dinner, after we finished eating, my mother-in-law said that if she wanted to let her, she would have to stay with her for a month, saying that we had never brought any children, and I was afraid that we would not have the experience to make a bad recovery.
Zhan Dong didn't refuse, he agreed, of course, my mother-in-law didn't need to ask me at all, after getting Zhan Dong's promise, she packed up the things she got and went home, naturally Zhan Dong went to send his mother.
After they left, I naturally cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks on the table, and after about an hour, Zhan Dong came back after sending his mother, he changed his shoes at the door, went into the bathroom, and still ignored me.
Naturally, I didn't put my face on him, and after cleaning the room, I went to the bedroom in advance, and when he came to the room after taking a shower, he saw me on the bed, and his movements obviously stopped, probably thinking that I would be in the guest room.
But I wasn't there, but lay on the bed and said very coldly, "There is a quilt in the guest room." ”
Zhan Dong looked at me for three seconds, and after three seconds, he put down the handkerchief in his hand and said the first thing to me, he said, "I think we need to have a good talk." ”
I waited for him for a long time, got up from the bed, and said, "Very well, I think so too." ”
"I need to explain," Zhan Dong said. ”
I said, "I need to explain the same." ”
Zhan Dong said: "Who is that man?" ”
I said, "Who is the mother of the child?" ”
When I asked, Zhan Dong frowned and said, "What do you mean?"
I shrugged my shoulders and said: "My meaning is very simple, Zhan Dong, we have been married for so many years, in this marriage, not to mention that both parties have paid more, but in general, no one is sorry for anyone, five years, all the passion has been exhausted, and now all that is left is to live an obligatory life, what happened in it, I will not pursue it, because it doesn't make much sense to pursue too much, I will give you two choices, the first, divorce, the second, let's talk about everything, and then choose whether to live or not." ”
I looked at him with great calmness, "But only if I want both of us to be honest with each other." ”
Zhan Dong seemed to understand what I knew, but he was still holding on, and he said, "I don't understand what you're talking about." ”
It's a man's nature not to admit it, of course I know that he won't come to a showdown with me so easily, and I have been prepared for a long time, I threw a blood test report in front of him, and the results of his paternity test in the hospital were thrown directly in front of him.
I said: "Zhan Dong, I am a woman, even if your lies are perfect, but you and your mother-in-law's true love for me can't blind me at all, who would be so concerned, loved, and worried about a child who has no emotional foundation? Even if we have been married for so many years, I believe that if I had an accident that day, you would not be so anxious and afraid, let alone a child who has only lived with you for half a month?"
He bent down and picked up the information on the ground, and after reading it, the evidence was conclusive, of course he didn't have anything to refute and cover up, he just looked at me for a long time and said, "What do you want." ”
I said, "I guess I'm asking you what you want." ”
Zhan Dong said: "I didn't cheat. ”
I said, "How did that kid come from?"
Zhan Dong said: "The child was born before we got married, and I didn't know about the existence of this child. ”
I looked at him in surprise and said, "Before we got married?"
Zhan Dong said: "Yes, I had a girlfriend before I met you, but they broke up because of a quarrel for some reason, I didn't even know that she already had my child at that time, I only found out this year." ”
I said, "So what's going on? You didn't cheat? But you have children, so you deliberately took me to a welfare home to adopt a child on the grounds that I couldn't have a child, and then let me, a person who didn't know about it, treat you and your ex-girlfriend's children as if they were your own?"
Zhan Dong frowned and said: "Lailai, I know that you can't accept this child at all, so I have to use this trick, this is my child after all, I can't ignore him, right?"
I said, "But why should I help you raise your ex-girlfriend's child?"
Zhan Dong wanted to say something, but he couldn't find the words to refute it, he took a deep breath and said, "I always knew that you didn't have this measure, that's why I made this decision, I'm sorry." ”
I said, "What are you going to do now?" ”