Then Lin Rongshen said: "Also, don't wear red clothes in the future, it's really ugly." ”

The reason why I dressed so brightly to Zhan Dong's funeral yesterday was not that I really begged for a beating in the past, but that Zhan Dong said that he liked me to wear red clothes the most, because that color made me radiant, not lifeless when facing him.

But since he said such things, I rarely wear red clothes anymore, most of them are mainly black and white, in the rest of my life, Zhan Dong seems to understand something, his eyes are gradually full of disappointment, and finally he no longer has any expectations, and our married life has become dull as water.

I think I should let him not be disappointed on his last journey, and I should pay him back, although it was an untimely day, but there was no time, although I had already guessed that I would be beaten by the relatives of the Zhan family, and I would have to do it after the beating.

On Monday, I finally walked out of the room again from the bedroom where I was trapped, and I was in the kitchen early in the morning to prepare for breakfast, when the nanny came to work at home, she saw me busy in the kitchen early in the morning, and looked at me in a little stunned, as if I couldn't believe it was me, because since I married Lin Rongshen, I have rarely come to the kitchen, let alone recently.

When she saw that I was not huddled in my room, but was so unusually busy in the kitchen, she immediately came up to help me and said, "Madam, why are you awake? Let me do these things, and you can go and rest." ”

I ignored her, remained on my own, and said to the babysitter, "Go and rest." ”

It was about a hint of command in my tone that the nanny stopped and stood a little bewildered looking at me.

I ignored her and did what I was doing on my own, until Lin Rongshen walked out of the bedroom, and the nanny walked towards him from the kitchen, and whispered: "Sir." ”

Lin Rongshen heard an unusual sound from the nanny's mouth, so he looked sideways at the kitchen, and the nanny said to herself: "Mrs. has been busy in the kitchen since she woke up this morning, you ......"

Before the nanny finished speaking, I walked out of the kitchen with the prepared breakfast and said to Lin Rongshen in the living room: "Are you going to work in the company today?"

Lin Rongshen looked at me for a long time, and then said, "No. ”

I walked towards the table with my breakfast and smiled at him and said, "That's right, I've prepared breakfast, wash up and eat." ”

The nanny looked a little weird about my abnormality, but Lin Rongshen went into the bathroom to wash up as usual, and sat at the dining table when he came out, I brought breakfast to him, Lin Rongshen gently picked up the chopsticks on the table, and then used the meal calmly and slowly.

I sat opposite him, and ate one bite at a time, this breakfast was very peaceful, and after eating, I said to Lin Rongshen: "I want to go back today." ”

Lin Rongshen, who was looking through the newspaper, asked, "Well, I know." ”

I said, "Maybe eat at my mom's." ”

Lin Rongshen said: "I will ask the driver to send you over." ”

I said, "Okay." ”

After the two of us finished eating, I went to my mother with the driver arranged by Lin Rongshen for me, and after arriving at my mother's place, she was stewing something in the kitchen and seemed to hear the sound of the door opening, thinking it was the aunt at home, and shouted several aunts' names, I changed my shoes from the living room, and whispered back: "Mom, it's me." ”

My mother heard my voice, immediately walked out of the kitchen, saw me entering the door, her face raised a trace of surprise and surprise, she didn't seem to expect me to come back, full of surprise and asked: "Lailai, didn't you go on a business trip with Rong Shen recently? Why don't you call me when you come back?"

I said, "On a business trip?"

Then I remembered that it was also possible that Lin Rongshen or Zhang Xiaoya lied in order not to let my mother know what happened recently.

I reacted and smiled and said, "Now that I'm back, I didn't call because I wanted to surprise you." ”

When my mother heard this, she immediately walked up to me, and when she arrived in front of me, she took my hand and asked with a smile, "How is the child?"

As soon as I heard her ask the child, I subconsciously blocked my lower abdomen with a bag, but fortunately I was also prepared today, wearing a relatively fluffy dress, which just completely covered the lower abdomen.

My mom didn't seem to notice my abnormality at all, just frowned and asked me why I was getting thinner, and I smiled and replied that it might be the cause of morning sickness.

As soon as my mother heard about morning sickness, she asked me a little strangely why I was still having morning sickness for four months, and asked me if I had been hospitalized for a check-up.

I saw her worried look, so I smiled and said, "Lin Rongshen is a doctor, you can rest assured." I looked at the kitchen and said, "Hey, what did you stew? ”

Sure enough, when it came to eating, my mother remembered something, patted her thigh and said, "By the way, I also stewed something, you wait, just make up for you." ”

She quickly went into the kitchen to tended to her pot of soup, and as soon as she left, the smile that barely curled up at the corner of my mouth fell to me.

I felt a little tired so I went to sit on the sofa for a while, and my mother brought me a bowl of soup from the kitchen, but I didn't answer it, but asked my mother directly how she had been to the hospital for a follow-up recently.

When she was discharged from the hospital, the doctor told her that it was best to go for a follow-up examination within a month during the year.

My mom didn't know that I had her test results, and she smiled and said, "It's nothing, everything is normal, you can worry about yourself." ”

I said, "I heard you have an infection in your lungs?"

My mom said, "What's the matter?" ”

I said, "I've got your inspection report." ”

My mother felt that she couldn't hide it, and whispered: "It's just an infection, it's nothing, I've been drinking rock sugar stewed pears for the past few days, and I've been getting a lot better." ”

People like my mother are the most afraid of going to the hospital, once they face something, the first consciousness is to hold on, and they will only understand the seriousness of the matter until they have no choice.

Naturally, I wouldn't let her go on like this, so I told her to let her go to the hospital with me in the afternoon, but my mother refused, and kept emphasizing that it was okay, but I ignored her at all, and forcibly took her to the hospital in the afternoon.

On the way to the hospital, my mother asked how my life was after marrying Lin Rongshen, and I responded with a faint smile on my face: "It's good." ”

My mother was a lot more relieved to hear this answer, she said: "I'm still a little worried, I am also relieved to hear you say this, it may be that I did think too much before, Lin Rongshen is actually quite good, put aside the prejudices." ”

I didn't refute my mother's words, but was silent, and my mother didn't find out, because of the fear that she would go to the hospital first, and I should be okay if I kept going, whether it would relapse, or what if it relapsed.

I could only reassure her over and over again that she was fine.

After taking my mom to the hospital for a check-up and going through the admission procedures, I wanted to keep a vigil for her, but she insisted that I go home, saying that I was also lucky enough to be pregnant and couldn't stay up late.

For fear that she would know about my child's miscarriage, I had no choice but to agree, so I called a special nurse to take care of him here, and arrived at the house at about nine o'clock in the evening.

At that time, Lin Rongshen was dealing with work in the study, and I glanced at him at the door now, did not speak, and slowly retreated.

When I arrived to sleep, I had already taken a shower and lay on the bed, flipping through the books that Lin Rongshen habitually read before going to bed.

I found that most of them were quite esoteric, and some of them couldn't understand and I was about to throw them aside to sleep, when the door was suddenly pushed open.

I raised my face to look, Lin Rongshen stood at the door and looked at me on the bed.

I immediately got up from the bed and said to him, "The bath water has been put away, and the clothes have been put in the bathroom, so late, let's take a quick shower." ”

Lin Rongshen looked at me and didn't speak, I knew he would feel strange, after all, Lin Rongshen and I had always slept in separate rooms during this time.

Although it is a little embarrassing, I have to work hard to get my life back to normal, after all, there are still many burdens to bear in this world.

Just like Sister Tan said, I can't let Zhan Dong die for me in vain.

My self-deprecation doesn't change the fact that he's dead.

But Lin Rongshen never spoke, which made my movements more and more stiff, and after a long time, he said, "It's not early, go to sleep." ”

After that, he went to the bathroom.

As my body relaxed, I gasped heavily.

By the time Lin Rongshen came out of the bathroom, I was already lying quietly on the bed with my eyes closed and ready to fall asleep.

After he dried his hair, he uncovered the quilt and lay down beside me, I felt the bed collapse and my body felt some unnatural tension.

But Lin Rongshen didn't hug me, and after lying next to me, he stretched out his hand and turned off the light, and the room became extremely dark and silent.

I calmed down, and people gradually relaxed and fell asleep, but fortunately this night was peaceful and peaceful.

The next morning, I was woken up by the movement in the room, and when I opened my eyes in a daze, I found a face in front of me that I was quite familiar with, and that face was also staring at me quietly, I looked at him for a while, and I called out in surprise: "Zhan Dong." ”

The face stiffened for a second, then he sneered and said, "It's time to wake up from daydreaming." ”

A cloud of fog suddenly dispersed in front of him, and his head seemed to have been splashed with cold water, and he was awake in an instant.

I was so frightened that I immediately sat up from the bed, and Lin Rongshen was standing on the edge of the bed looking at me, his eyebrows cold.

But soon he looked away and turned his back to me to change his shirt.

I suddenly didn't know what to say, just sat there like a fool and watched him.

When he tied the bow tie, he didn't look at me, opened the door and went out of the bedroom.