The ease was sudden, and people couldn't catch it off guard.

It's not joy, it's not laughter, it's not ecstasy, it's just a faint satisfaction. And this feeling is like going back to childhood, and what I want to do most is roll on the ground.

The ease of feeling in my heart spreads, and I want to dance for some reason, I want to roll on the ground, and I want to dance to let the world know that I exist.

I want to talk to the flowers, I want to talk to the trunk, I want to be silent, I want to swim in a chair.

This feeling has occurred before, and I don't know how it happened. There was nothing different around, as if the thing that blocked this relaxation was gone, so this relaxation naturally permeated the body.

The table was great, knocking, wooden. If you want to talk to the table, you don't complain alone, but communicate with the table. I knew that the table would understand my words, and I knew how the table would answer, and even though it all seemed like my imagination, the ease of mind could not be stopped.

There is nothing to worry about, and any worries become a joke. Even though I'm falling into the depths of the lake, I still feel like it's a great moment. The distortion in my mind seems to have never existed at all, every minute is relaxed, and there is no time to think about the future.

Fear can't invade, and when this ease comes, fear can't interfere at all. I'm so busy, not only the flowers and trees, but even the air has become my companion. If you don't have time to think, you can't feel fear.

It's like a two- or three-year-old child who can play with a spot on the ground for an afternoon. In the eyes of adults, if an adult is in this state, he may be a fool.

If I was in this state when I was a child, what was it that made me lose it? What is the future? Who instilled it in me? Who is using fear to make me learn?

The whole society is in fear, so it doesn't think that this fear and anxiety is a problem. It's as if the question "what will you do in the future if you don't work hard" is not fear at all, but a normal question.

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My parents didn't think there was anything wrong with this state, so they instilled in me the same fears, what the future was. Society doesn't think there's anything wrong with that, and being the top in a certain field is much more important than that sense of ease. Even, there are not many adults who have this sense of ease.

That's why I think that success in my career, success in chasing my dreams, and the kind of effort that is twisted in my head are worthy of praise. No one celebrates this sense of ease, and few people even know about it.

Even the so-called spiritual cultivators, the so-called spiritual figures, only know a lot of philosophical ideas and know a lot of ancient classics. Funnily enough, this knowledge does not make the spiritual person spiritual, but rather takes credit for strengthening the character's attributes.

You need to restrain yourself, you need to practice, what the hell is this? What are you restraining and what are you practicing?

Seniority, seniority, knowledge as the measuring point, how many ancient classics read as the glory, and debate as the standard to measure the level of spirituality. That's really ...... to the limit.

How can a person who is in such a relaxed state have time to argue with others? The more he integrates with this kind of relaxation for a longer time, the less likely he is to argue. Who's going to argue about the timing of pooping? Who's going to talk about plans for?

In this way, natural things permeate the body, and oneself and the world are no longer two separate individuals. Even, in that relaxed state, I don't think about keeping it easy.

Yuan Changwen took this ease as a reward for his own killing, after all, he had not completed the killing, even if it was easy to permeate the whole body, he would continue to kill.

If you have experienced ease, you will understand how ridiculous you used to be, and that kind of success that is believed by the whole world is not worth mentioning in the face of this ease. Whether it is enthusiastic and inspirational, or dreaming of youth, it is not as easy as this.

I don't have any reason to go back to the way I was, it's. No matter how much you have achieved in the past, compared to this ease, it is as unreasonable as a child showing off a toy.

Those successes, those passions, those inspirational, those dreams, those pursuits, those years, those efforts, those sweats, those cognitions, and those ideas seem to have become incomprehensible.

I'm not saying that others are wrong or anything, or that there is something wrong with pursuing success, and I'm not saying that this ease is the true way to live life. No, I don't know what other people do, and the presentation of the picture elements already makes me not need to meddle.

I don't know how the human being, called someone else, lives in the picture element. I only know what kind of other person is represented by the visual elements that I perceive at the moment, and I can't be sure if the other person exists when I can't see them.

All the discussion is just myself, and it is the killing of the role of Yuan Changwen. For me, that ease is perfect, and it's still the most perfect experience more than any achievement.

Yuan Changwen slowly felt that this ease gradually disappeared. I didn't think about grabbing it, and I didn't think about why I experienced this ease. There is no need to find the key points, there is no need to repeat the experiment, the only goal is to kill.

I don't know, and I don't want to know. Killing is not for the sake of this ease, killing is just killing. As for what will happen, I don't know, and I can't know.

The teacher can tell me a lot about this because the teacher has already done the killing. But at this moment, any words of the teacher are just an obstacle, because if the teacher's words become true, then they must also be the object of beheading.

I take things I don't know as knowing, as real, and that they need to be killed. And it just so happens that the teacher's words also belong to this ranks, so there is no reason to continue to believe the teacher's words.

What can be done is to kill, to move forward, to go further.

Although Yuan Changwen didn't know if that ease would come again, he always felt that he would experience that ease again. This inexplicable premonition made Yuan Changwen can't help but upturn the corners of his mouth.

It seems that he is still affected by the remnants of that lightness, and there is nothing to hinder him. Even if there is, it is an obstacle caused by one's unwillingness to throw it away. So what kind of obstacle is this kind of obstacle?

I see a twist in my mind, and it is inevitable that I will kill you. I've experienced this lightness, and even fear can't bring me back to the I used to live again.

Unless there is an accident that makes me amnesiac, then naturally I will forget to kill.