Uncomfortable, rotten, these two feelings ripple through the body.

I have no reason to be glad about this, to think that it is just a sentiment that arises after judging that rot represents a move forward. Rot just exists, and as for what it represents, I don't know, and I don't want to know.

On the other hand, do I need to refuel, do I need to cheer up, do I need to be pumped, I need someone to tell me that I can succeed if I hold on a little longer?

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Killing is not a trade-off, nor is it the result of thinking. If it is weighed up, then it should not have been killed at all, or it should have been stopped a long time ago.

Other people are still influencing me, and my family is also arrogant in my head. It's really, it's so casual, and the fear is to come and go as you want. Where is my self-esteem? Isn't it so strong? How can I not be silent in the face of fear?

There is no reason to speak, I have seen these falsehoods, I have discovered these falsehoods by reasoning. The rest is not something that can be done with reason.

I saw that the distortion in my mind was ridiculous, but I didn't dare to let go, what kind of reason did I have in this situation. Slash, slash with anger, destroy strong emotions with destruction.

No matter what fear you have or what you are cool, it's not real anyway, so you should abandon it. The things that are arrogant in my head, whether they stand on the thousand-year-old moral tradition, or at least the policy of softness, are not a reason to influence me.

I don't have to follow the distortion in my head, yes, maybe I don't act according to the fear in my head, maybe the fear really happens. For example, if you don't work, you may really not be able to afford to eat.

But I'm already unreasonable, you are afraid of me, you are arrogant in my head, then we will go to hell together. The character of Yuan Changwen is dead, what else can you fear?

I'm going to see what happens after those fears happen. Those rhetoric, those soft policies, and those tyrannical life necessities are all nonsense. The only use is for me to stop slashing and go for the twist in my head.

Untrue is untrue, what about my family? What is the future? Why should I be filial? Why can the word filial piety easily affect me?

Nothing can influence my choices, and nothing can't happen. It's not that I'm choosing my words and deeds, but I'm being dragged by the distortion in my head, what's the matter?

When someone accuses me, the character immediately jumps up and resists. So, when the times distort me, why don't I resist, and why should I obey when the distortion in my head drags me on?

The content distorted in my mind doesn't matter at all, whether it's the strong distortion of "my mother raised me as an adult, I must be filial", or the gentle policy of "it doesn't matter, it doesn't affect anything to see my mother, after all, it's also my own mother", it doesn't matter.

These are the means by which I am influenced, the tricks that manipulate me, and when I oppose the distortion in my head, it creates incredible discomfort. And when I discard these twists, fear arises.

Unreal is unreal, there's nothing to talk about at all. Since the distortion in the mind is not real, then it should be discarded, and no amount of talk is just a reassurance.

There is only abuse, and only abuse, so that it can be killed. The time for reasoning has passed, and all that remains is to break through the protective layer of emotions with name-calling. See if you lose to fear, or if hatred falsely gains the upper hand.

I don't understand, why are the people and things in my head still arrogant in my head, what can I not discard? The role of Yuan Changwen is not real, why do I still hold on to it?

It's a completely inexplicable state.,I really don't understand.。

My mother is not qualified to be arrogant, let alone influence me. The current situation is that my mother is in the middle of almost everything, and I will think about my mother first in everything I do. What's going on, and how long is it pulling me?

Don't talk about family affection, don't talk about regret after that, what nonsense about wanting to raise a child but not being there. It's a distortion in the mind, and this emotion itself is built on a series of random piles.

After my mother disappeared from my mind, how could I have any emotions like "child desire to raise"? The reason why it resonates is because the anchor is still there, and because the self-definition of emotional protection is still there.

Yuan Changwen couldn't figure out why his mother could influence himself so presumptuously. The hell is that even if I can't figure it out, my mother is still arrogant in her head.

It's really disgusting, once again feeling the so-called "reverse will become an immortal", it is completely emotional slaughter. Come to think of it, if there are still fetters, what kind of immortals are you talking about? It's just a mortal with a smooth life, and it will still be manipulated by the distortion in the mind.

Selfishness is selfishness, so why should I be under the banner of filial piety? I will choose the things that make me happy, and I will be happy if I have to do these things.

Why can my mother influence me to such an extent? It's all my mother, and she is there for everything. Even, as long as I didn't go home for a long time, I would feel a kind of guilt.

There is no need to be reasonable, the distortion in the mind is not real, that's all. No matter how good, no matter how human, no matter how many people around the world agree, it cannot change the false nature.

The approval of the majority is nothing more than a means of pulling. The fear of being blamed, the fear of being a monster, is also a pull trick.

What qualifications does my mother have to stand in my head? I want to kill, I want to abandon, I want to erase my mother from my mind. These things are just artificially distorted, how can they influence me to such exaggeration?

The distortion in the brain is shit, and no amount of flowery rhetoric can change the distortion is just a piece of shit. Useful to the empire, helpful to the people's good life, to build the imperial dream, to make the society more beautiful and harmonious?

When does the usefulness of a thing determine the essence of a thing? Filial piety, even if it is touted to the sky, cannot change it, it is just an artificial distortion, just a piece of shit.

How could I be bound by this kind of thing? You are so naïve to think that just fear is to hold on to me? You think that if you have the advantage in numbers, I can bow my head?

Isn't 100 million tons of shit shit? Yes, maybe I can't argue at all, I can't justify it, and then I will be directly abandoned by society and drowned in the sea of people.

So what?

Will anyone get hurt? Will anyone win?

It's useless, and even I don't need to carry any pressure to move forward, and I won't carry the burden of everyone's eyes silently. Without these things, there is no pressure, no public opinion, those are just other distortions in the mind.

I don't need to convince anyone at all, there is no one else at all. There is no need to argue, no need to prove, why should I prove against the elements of the picture?

The presentation of picture elements has nothing to do with thinking, and no matter how many people oppose it, this is only the presentation of picture elements. On its own, it's no different from a piece of shit.