Chapter 985: The First Step 385
Worry, endless worry.
I really don't understand, how can a person who doesn't even care about life worry about some trivial things? The character's fear is not as good as filling the gap, and the fear has nothing to do with the content, just trying to make me stop killing in this way.
Or rather, keep me busy running around with the fear of making up stories in my head.
This kind of tiredness, this kind of busy running, this kind of behavior that still summons up the courage to live in fear can be called a hero. Right, everyone who lives is a hero. Follow the fear in your head, but never give up, and continue to live a wonderful life in this false world.
Shouldn't it be encouraged?
I am the demon who destroys my life, and killing this kind of distortion that seems to destroy my mind is actually destroying my life at all. Falsehood can bring beauty, because truth is infinite, and without the existence of characters, there will be no limited elements of beauty and evil.
Let it go, and see if it's like the story of the fear in your head, it's all going to go up in smoke. It was as if as long as I let go, life would devour me, and the universe would destroy me.
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The limitations are infinitely deliberately distorted, that is to say, the character of Yuan Changwen is deliberately created. So, what is deliberately created to feel miserable? If so, then the distortion in the mind can be countered by this?
Or is it that you deliberately create a comfortable state, but the distortion in your own mind is opposed? No, in this case, doesn't it mean that the distortion in your brain can still be resisted?
There is no setting, no setting for happiness and beauty, or no setting for being miserable and desolate. No, there is no such statement at all.
It is true that what kind of life is set, the character of Yuan Changwen has free will, so he can enjoy it perfectly in this world. Say that the distortion in the mind will block this enjoyment, say that the fear is just a made-up story, and once you discard the fear, you will find that life is full of good intentions......
These words sound good and make people feel that the tension in their hearts is released. However, these are all just speculations, and they are all just wishful thinking. Although this belief can make life better, although this belief can lead to incredible life experiences.
However, unreal is unreal. All this is based on the assumption that time passes linearly, and it is simply nonsense.
It's as if going with the current is right, and going against the current is wrong. It's a pity that going with the current and going against the current itself is not real, just for a better life and more enjoyment of the world.
No one wants to discard themselves, let alone kill the characters. Even if you say that you don't exist, you still believe that you are this mindset and this character. Just look at me, the masters on the market are all.
Under the banner of truth, under the banner of awakening, it only teaches people kindness, just teaches people how to live better. I didn't say it was all wrong, or that it was really good. On the contrary, falsehood is beautiful, and I feel deeply about it.
Time doesn't exist, and I don't know if it's present. Unlike tables and chairs, these things also do not exist, but they are already present in the elements of the picture.
Time, on the other hand, is only an illusion created by the pictorial elements that are perceived at the moment. Time, by contrast, is more ethereal because there is no such thing as time at all. But the tables and chairs are in the elements of the picture that are perceived at this moment.
Why do I believe in time?
It's completely emotional, and if one doesn't have emotions, then it should be easy to get away with it all. Of course, this is just speculation, and no one knows exactly what the elements of the picture will present, and all this is completely unreasonable.
Is there anything wrong with the elements of the picture showing the falsehood of a person who has no emotions but still can't see the world?
Yuan Changwen suddenly remembered the research of those scientists in the empire, such as the study of animals, which showed that some animals behaved in order to avoid natural enemies. Or, some animals behave for the sake of reproduction, courtship, and so on.
But is this true? Do animals really think like this, "Well, I'm going to be able to avoid predators by doing this?"
Or is it just that, and all the stuff is just wishful thinking and self-righteous speculation on the part of humans?
The most ridiculous thing is, how can I believe it like that? Why am I so brainless? Excuse me, the thing around my neck is still there, why don't I use it in the first place?
Thinking is not for weighing, not for finding one's way out of the unpredictable future, but for killing. Destroying thinking with thinking, that's probably it.
Can I really kill those things that are protected by strong emotions, can I really penetrate emotions and slay them despite the pull of fear?
The elements of the picture that I perceive at this moment are all, there is nothing to say, they are all here. I don't need to categorize the picture elements, it's just to understand the picture elements better, but in fact I can't understand all of this at all.
As for the feeling that was real in the last moment, all I can say is that it was all magical. It's like I don't deny the pain of a broken arm just because it's a picture element.
That's right, realism is also a presentation of picture elements. It's a realism of time, what's the problem?
That awareness is everything, everything I can perceive is already presented, it is the presentation of the elements of the picture.
I think time passes linearly, and that sense of reality that is hard to take away comes from the presentation of the elements of the picture. I can't resist it, just like even if the table isn't real, I can't resist what the table is already present, what it's already aware of.
Even if I knew that the table didn't exist, I couldn't change the fact that the table and chairs were present.
But this realism is not a reason for me to believe in the existence of time, nor is it a reason for me to stop killing.
Since I can't resist the presentation of the elements of the picture, what am I still killing? Right, that's why I say that this is the words and deeds of a madman, and it is a character who destroys the stage, and it is not reasonable at all.
Unreal is unreal, so discard it all, that's all.
The process of discarding is very uncomfortable and very scary. If you are controlled by fear, then you will stop discarding the distortion in your head. It's like I'm afraid I won't have any money and I'm trying to earn it, just like I'm worried that the door at home isn't locked and go back and check it a few times.
If you follow fear, of course there will be no fear, because the Lamb who has become fear has been driven in the right path by fear, so why should it continue to fear?
Really, I should have thought a long time ago that the so-called realism of time, like pain, is just the presentation of picture elements. The Buddha could not reject pain, and could think that being cut was a reasonable and inevitable thing, but after all, he could not deny that he was in a state of pain.
Because this is the presentation of the elements of the picture, which is not real but has already been presented, is the Buddha and Jesus just machines?