At noon in this midsummer, the cicadas chirped loudly outside the window, the cool breeze in the house was gentle, and Sha Zhengyang slept beautifully.

For no other reason, he wanted to seriously judge the truth of what had happened to him.

Either he woke up and was still in the office of the municipal party committee, or he was sent to the hospital, where he always thought he might have fainted from overwork.

Either wake up and everything will be the same, but that was twenty-six years ago, and everything may have to start all over again, um, or not a new start, but completely different, Sha Zhengyang is not sure yet, but he is looking forward to it.

Countless false and real things seem to be tumbling in his mind, making Sha Zhengyang feel like he is riding a roller coaster, and the constantly changing patterns around the roller coaster are as real and clear as an imprint into his mind.

In 1992, Deng Gong toured the south, "The Story of Spring", broke the three railways, went to the sea tide, McDonald's entered BJ, SH Pudong development, and the Shenzhen stock market was in turmoil on 8.10,...... and, of course, the 14th National Congress of the Communist Party of China, which attracted worldwide attention;

In 93, the "Wang-Koo talks" broke the ice between the two sides of the strait, the supply of grain and oil was unimpeded, and the economy overheated ,......;

In 94, "The Love of the Slender Man" became popular for a while, the RMB exchange rate was merged, the tax sharing system was launched, and the Three Gorges Project started ,......;

In 95, the first year of China's Internet, "Great China" became popular, and the Oriental Pearl Tower stood proudly in Lujiazui,......

In 1998, the Asian financial crisis, "First Close Contact" became popular,......

2008, Great Earthquake, BJ Olympic Games,...... In 2017, the 19th National Congress of the Communist Party of China was held,......

If anyone stepped into this narrow room at this time, they could see Sha Zhengyang, who was lying on the bed, with extremely rich facial expressions at this time.

From one o'clock in the afternoon to half past three in the afternoon, for more than two hours, Sha Zhengyang slept more soundly than ever, but all this in the dream made him fascinated and dreamlike.

In the end, he froze in a certain scene, until he found that the ambulance was coming, Sha Zhengyang suddenly woke up and sat up.

Looking around, cold sweat was dripping, Sha Zhengyang shook his head vigorously, but his eyes scanned all around him.

He wanted to figure out if he had a very rich dream, or if he had really gone back to the way he had been, but he couldn't be sure.

Whether it is a dream or a return to the past, there is one thing Sha Zhengyang is still sure of, that is, he has to accept all this.

Facing reality and being down-to-earth, this is the fundamental, as for the dream scene or the future memory, is he qualified to touch it now?

No, so he has to be honest.

It's like the sentence that someone wrote, if I have 10 million, I can buy a house, do I have 10 million, no, so I don't have a house to this day.

If I pour out the water of the whole Pacific Ocean, I can't extinguish the flame of my love for you, can the water of the whole Pacific Ocean be poured out?

No, so, I don't love you.

This seems to be a passage in an online novel written by a Taiwanese writer named Ruffian Tsai, which seems to be a smash hit, and Sha Zhengyang feels that it fits his current situation.

Now there are 10 million, of course, it is not to buy a house, it is to buy a house on the street, and as for the water of the Pacific Ocean to pour out, it will annihilate the whole world.

He doesn't have this ability, or at least the primitive accumulation, he doesn't have it, so at least now he still has to be an honest man.

I really want to be a man, I feel that my underwear is a little wet, Sha Zhengyang is a little helpless, Bai Ling left in a hurry after a trip, and immediately restored his "youth", which is too unkind.

Wipe it clean, change your pants, this is no shower, either go home or go to a public bathhouse.

Sitting at the head of the bed in a daze, Sha Zhengyang knew that he needed to face reality.

He had to figure out what he should do next.

If it had been a few days earlier, maybe I could have prevented some things, such as my own boss being stupid.

No, it's not stupid, to be precise, it's that the boss is too bold, doesn't pay attention to the occasion, and speaks a little out of line.

It's still 1991, only two years after that turmoil, and the political atmosphere in China is still a bit solemn and confusing.

At this time, any statement or conversation by the first-level leader may bring unexpected consequences, and his boss doesn't seem to realize this.

More than two weeks ago, that is, on 7 June, his boss, Cao Yingtai, deputy secretary of the Yintai County Party Committee and county magistrate, mentioned at the county's economic work conference that we should not equate the market economy with capitalism, and that in order to develop the economy in Yintai, we must break some rigid concepts in our thinking, further emancipate our minds, and not always chatter about the nature of reform and opening up and stop in practical action.

Since a leader of the Municipal Economic Commission was invited to attend the meeting, the leader also jokingly said on a certain occasion that the county magistrate of Yintai County was very open-minded and had new ideas.

Soon Cao Yingtai's speech was spread in the city, and then it changed to Cao Yingtai openly saying at the conference that reform and opening up did not need to ask the surname of the society and the surname of the capital, so a week later, Cao Yingtai was transferred to the municipal party committee office as the deputy director, retaining the deputy department level.

Sha Zhengyang has the impression that the discussion on whether reform and opening up needs to ask the surname of the society and the surname of the capital seems to have been reported in the "Liberation Daily" before Deng Gong's southern tour, and the "Liberation Daily" is the organ newspaper of the Hujiang Municipal Party Committee, which is of extraordinary significance.

This is more than ten years later, when Sha Zhengyang commemorated the 30th anniversary of reform and opening up, he accidentally saw it in a special report in a magazine during various commemorative activities, but he didn't expect his boss to say such a point of view at the meeting, but the result turned out to be like this.

I have to say that Cao Qingtai's concept is still very able to keep up with the rhythm of the times, but it is precisely because he can keep up with the times so much that he is one step ahead of schedule that it has attracted such a turmoil.

Cao Qingtai is not too interested in himself, or he doesn't like it very much, Sha Zhengyang knows this very well, and he also knows that this is not Cao Qingtai's reason, but himself.

His own ignorance, his own lack of things, and his own childish impulsiveness are all very suitable for the job of a secretary, Sha Zhengyang naturally knows it decades later, so it is normal for Cao Qingtai not to be interested in his current self, if he likes or appreciates it, it is an accident.

All kinds of defects and deficiencies in his body had to be slowly made up for and worn out after working in Xishui Town for a few years, but at that time, Cao Qingtai had already become a passerby with himself.

The relationship between the secretary and the client for half a year did not leave much worth remembering between the two, even if Cao Qingtai was smooth sailing in the future, and Sha Zhengyang was also in his career step by step, Sha Zhengyang never went to find each other.

But this time, do you still let it go?

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