Volume 1 The Golden Wind Untouched Cicada Consciousness Section 4 Bai Ling
PS: It's said that the protagonist's name is inappropriate, so let's change the name of Wei Guangzheng, Sha Zhengyang! As long as it's not Sha Ruijin, hehe.
"Hasn't the county magistrate only been here for less than a year, why would he suddenly be transferred?" Bai Ling's mind returned to the topic.
Aunt Su said on the phone that Zhengyang's leadership was transferred, and it didn't seem that there was anything wrong, but Zhengyang's work was put on hold, all in all, it was not satisfactory, and Zhengyang's mood was also greatly affected, so she repeatedly begged her to come and see him.
Aunt Su has always been very good to herself, and Bai Ling also knew that the other party had always wanted her to be his daughter-in-law, and she was a little tempted for a while.
But soon, as she participated in the work, her vision broadened, and she felt all this in her surroundings, Bai Ling knew that she was afraid that she was getting farther and farther away from Aunt Su's wishes, and she felt very guilty in her heart, but she couldn't deceive herself.
The boyfriend is obsessed with his greed, from the initial joy and pride, to the slow helplessness, and finally becomes tired, not tired of feelings, but tired of such a life.
Because she doesn't want to live a dull life like this, she longs for a more exciting life, but Zhengyang is willing to live the current situation and doesn't want to change it at all.
"It's hard to put into words. Sha Zhengyang naturally knew the reason, but it was indeed difficult to explain, at least he couldn't say a few words to Bai Ling, "It's good for the county magistrate to go back to the city, maybe he will have a better future next time." ”
"But what should you do?" Bai Ling glanced at her ex-boyfriend angrily, "I left you behind like this, why didn't I say that I would take you to the city?"
Bai Ling actually knew that her ex-boyfriend's leader was not very satisfied with her ex-boyfriend, but at this time, she couldn't help but complain.
No matter what, the ex-boyfriend has also served Cao Qingtai for half a year, and there is no credit and hard work, and according to the convention, there should be an explanation.
Even if you don't arrange any positions, at least you have to arrange Zhengyang's way well, but judging from Aunt Su and Zhengyang's expressions now, Cao Qingtai obviously didn't handle this matter well.
Thinking about it, Sha Zhengyang was dismounted halfway like this, the prospect can be imagined, and Bai Ling can also hear from Sha Zhengyang's words, the leader he serves will definitely not be promoted and reused when he returns to the city this time, otherwise Sha Zhengyang will not cover it up with a word.
"Why, you have so little confidence in me? If you leave Zhang Butcher, you can only eat hairy pigs?" Sha Zhengyang smiled quietly, "Don't worry, Bai Ling, I'm fine, it's really fine, the salary of two hundred yuan a month won't be less than one point for me, I will do what I have to do." ”
Bai Ling's gaze fell on Sha Zhengyang's face.
After years of love, she thinks that she still knows a lot about her ex-boyfriend.
He should not be a particularly resolute and tenacious boy, but his intelligence and cleverness, as well as his light-hearted humor, have brought her a lot of joy in the past few years.
The carefree life in school is like a falling flower flowing in a stream, bit by bit, with a lingering fragrance and a beautiful eye.
It's just that this originally very beautiful side is a little overshadowed and out of place after entering society.
He takes care of his family, is too immersed in his feelings, does not have too high a pursuit of work, and it is difficult to seize such a good opportunity as a secretary for the leader.
In Bai Ling's judgment, his secretarial career may not last long, and no leader will appreciate and like a secretary who seems a little mediocre because of his unmotivated personality, not to mention that this secretary is too homesick.
Bai Ling reminded him many times, and later he only used one sentence to make Bai Ling speechless, can't life be more simple and beautiful according to his own ideas?
This sentence is indeed very powerful, at least Sha Zhengyang felt so later, and when he said this, he also said it from the bottom of his heart, but it came from the bottom of his heart but may not be able to win the same feeling.
So much so that when Bai Ling left later, when Sha Zhengyang asked her why she wanted to leave, Bai Ling's answer was that the world is so big, I want to go and see it.
Well, of course, it's just something like that, and it was later written in the resignation report handed to the HR director by a woman who resigned from the Internet and shook the men and women who were struggling with their livelihoods on the Internet.
Bai Ling's original words were that she wanted her life to be more exciting and rich, so she wanted to go out and break through, which probably meant that she didn't want to be bound by feelings and family.
Bai Ling is gone.
We had a meal together, at Mao's small restaurant fifty meters outside the gate, and left.
The same dish made Sha Zhengyang feel very sad in his heart.
Each person has a favorite dish, Sha Zhengyang's back to the pot meat, Bailing's ants on the tree, in fact, it is rotten meat vermicelli, and then a tomato omelette, both of them like it.
Sha Zhengyang paid the account, and Bai Ling did not refuse anything.
When leaving, Bai Ling also said to Sha Zhengyang that he wanted to answer her phone, don't be bored if there is anything, Sha Zhengyang agreed.
This meal was unusually simple, there was no lingering, no reluctance, and no sentimentality, both Bai Ling and Sha Zhengyang themselves felt a little surprised.
Sha Zhengyang could feel Bai Ling's surprise at her calmness and silent expression, although she hid it well, but Sha Zhengyang, who was familiar with her, could feel that the other party had a little loss hidden behind the indescribable surprise.
Maybe it's an emotion that comes out of depression and confusion so quickly?
Or is it a little resentment that you can let go of this relationship so quickly?
Or both?
Sha Zhengyang is not sure, maybe she still has some feelings for herself, and she was just dissatisfied with her lack of progress?
If he doesn't have a trace of nostalgia for Bai Ling, of course it's a lie, Sha Zhengyang suddenly had a little expectation in his heart, and now that he has suddenly woken up, maybe he can win back this feeling?
Sha Zhengyang wasn't even sure if Bai Ling was willing to reconcile with him at this time, if he could harden his mind to refuse, even if he knew that Bai Ling's relationship with him was in the past, but he still couldn't give it all up.
This is perhaps his biggest weakness.
Fortunately, Bai Ling is not the kind of person who can't let go, and it is difficult to turn back easily on the things she has identified, especially if she believes that she has seen herself.
Well, if you don't go back in time, maybe you are, but what about now?
Everything has changed, but what about feelings?
Watching the little Feida disappear on the national highway in two or four circles, Sha Zhengyang's slender figure looked particularly lonely and cold in the scorching sun.
When you return to a strange world alone, you will definitely feel lonely, even if this loneliness is only temporary, but fortunately, this world is also familiar to you, and you will quickly become familiar with it and fight for it.
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