169. Just live for me

After he finished speaking, he said, "You are equivalent to a part of my body, and if this part dies, do you think I will still live?"

I still wanted something, he covered my lips and said, "Listen to me, don't say anything to me again, you know I won't agree, I promise you." She'll come out safely, and I'm more measured in that than you think. ”

He stroked my face inch by inch and said, "Just for me to live at that time, Fan Fan, just for me." ”

After a long time, he let go of me, took a small bowl of porridge from the tray on the side and handed it to my lips, I glanced at the spoonful of porridge with red eyes and did not move, Yi Jin coaxed me in a low voice: "Obedient, we will take a bite, just this bite." ”

People may be born with a contradictory creature, knowing that many things are wrong and knowing that they should not be done, but these rights and wrongs are not so important in front of the people closest to them.

I suddenly felt like a kite, the thread at the end of the kite was always controlled by Yi Jin, whenever I wanted to escape, I wanted to fly farther and farther away from him, but he always made two random movements, two casual sentences, and dragged me back.

I can't escape. I can't leave, and I'm even more afraid that after I escape from him, he will be left alone here, what will happen to him.

I don't know if I'm too stupid, or Yi Jin is too smart, I can always take my heart to death, even in this kind of thing, he can make me black and white, and compromise with him with peace of mind.

I committed suicide after arguing with him for so long, and I went on hunger strike for so many days, and finally swallowed the spoonful of porridge he fed me.

After that spoonful, I still said uneasily: "You promised me, you can't break your promise, and you must let her come out safe and sound, you must not lie to me." ”

When Yi Jin saw that I had finally eaten it, it was naturally for what I said. Baiyi agreed, and he said, "Okay, then you have to promise me to treat it well." Eat, and take medicine. ”

I held out my hand to him and said, "Pull the hook." ”

When he saw my action, he chuckled three times, as if he felt childish. Eventually, though, he hooked his hand on my crooked finger.

I shook his hand and said, "The hook will not change for a hundred years." ”

But after the infallibility, I also added a condition, I said that I wanted to see the woman again, and I wanted to talk to her.

Yi Jin hesitated for a moment. Obviously, he didn't want to agree, but he saw that I had a rare meal today, and after hesitating for a few seconds, he still agreed to my request.

Yi Jin and I are like three chapters of the law. I don't want to get into trouble with him, so I can only use a way to take a step back to ensure that both sides can get out of this matter.

It's just that I pity that woman, but think about it from another angle, although she may have to suffer a little, but in the end there is still a chance to come out alive, unlike now, even if I don't develop the medicine from that woman, if I die, Yi Jin may not let her go.

That's the only thing I can do at the moment, and it's the best way for her.

The next day I started to eat on my own initiative, and Anne was indescribably happy when she came back, I actually felt guilty about her, and every time it was because of me that she was guilty of following a disobedient patient like me. It's going to be a lot of work.

At noon, I couldn't help but say to Anne, "I'm sorry. ”

Anne, who was wiping my hands with a hot towel, stopped what she was doing, and she looked up at me. It seemed to be a sudden apology to me, and I couldn't come back to my senses, but soon, she shook her head and said, "It's my dereliction of duty." It was originally because I didn't take care of you, and Mr. Yi was very nervous about you, and it was also my problem that there would be such a move that day. ”

After she finished speaking, she immediately took the towel and turned around. Although she doesn't blame me verbally, it's not my fault, but I also know what she thinks in her heart. She's not really as uncomplaining as she seems.

And I'm stupid, I don't know what else I can say except I'm sorry.

In the days that followed, Anne's attitude towards me was the same as before. It didn't seem to have changed in the slightest, but I knew that she would never say anything to me again, maybe it was Yi Jin's anger that scared her that day. She won't talk to me anymore after she finishes her work, and after she does her job well, she can say less superfluous words. She said less.

In the face of such a change in her, I can't say anything, after all, it was indeed me who hurt her, although she is back safe and sound now.

But some things have been different for a long time.

Naturally, as for why I went to the casino, it is not so simple to play, Yi Jin is so suspicious, how can he let this matter pass unexplained, although it seems that the woman used a mobile phone to lure me away that day, but if you think about it carefully, there is a big problem in this, if Yi Jin takes control of this woman in the morning, it is necessary to naturally search her body, and it is absolutely impossible for that woman to hide her mobile phone, but in this case, she not only hid. I was even contacted.

It's hard to believe that there is no help in this.

But who will be behind all this, and what is the purpose of leading me to see all this to provoke the relationship between me and Yi Jin?

I can't guess some of the reasons behind this, plus the woman told me excitedly that day. She is my sister's sentence, I still doubt whether it is true or false, even if I doubt the truth of this sentence, but I did not ask Yi Jin to verify it.

What the hell has happened in the last decade. Obviously, Jiang Hua's casual words couldn't completely dispel my doubts at all, but made my mind more and more confused, and sometimes I was thinking. Do I really have a son? But why, I don't remember it at all.

Is Zhao Xiaowen really dead? But who is the person I contact by email every once in a while?

Did my parents really die in a car accident?

But I never dared to verify these with Yi Jin. The reason why I didn't dare was not because I was afraid that Yi Jin would know that I already knew this, but because I was afraid that these things would become an unlawless fact when there was still doubt.

Either way, I can't accept it.

As for how Yi Jin investigated this matter, I didn't ask him, and he didn't tell me.

In the past few days, the hunger strike has caused too much damage to the body, and I originally planned to rest for five days and go to see the woman again, but five days is obviously not enough.

I couldn't get out of bed at all for five days, my body was not energetic, and I was accompanied by a high fever and cough, and after five days of living and dragging on, my body barely recovered a little, and Yi Jin also fulfilled his promise and asked me to see her.

(Tianjin)