168. You are my hero

The two men in black immediately stopped what they were doing, but I still couldn't leave here as I wished, Yi Jin dragged my wheelchair from behind, and I was dragged back by him like that, I still wanted to resist, but it was too late to move, so I was held down by Yi Jin.

I glared at him and said, "You let me go!"

But who knew that this time I was fierce, he was even more fierce than me, and he clamped my face with great strength, and he didn't have a smile on his face and said: "Listen, while I can still control my emotions, you'd better come up with a perfect explanation for me, to explain to me why you're here, and if your explanation can't convince me, I'll tell you, I will definitely make you clear about the consequences of this matter." ”

After he said this, he immediately pushed me out of the passage and went directly to the reception room, after arriving at the reception room, he instructed Chen Su to prepare the car with a blank face, and then took me out of the casino, and after arriving at home, he also seemed calm enough, and after taking me to the ward, Anne, who was already waiting for me in the hospital, immediately greeted me, and her face was obviously relieved when she saw me appear here intact. But before she could catch her breath, she became more and more panicked when she saw that I was sent back by Yi Jin, and Yi Jin's face was not good or bad now.

Yi Jin didn't even look at her, after pushing me to the side of the bed, he directly picked me up from the wheelchair, I pushed him, pushed him hard, but I don't know if my movements were too intense, or Yi Jin didn't hug me well, I fell out of his arms directly and fell on the bed, before I could react, Yi Jin slapped Anne who was standing behind me with his backhand.

This slap was extremely crisp, and the movements I just wanted to get up from the bed immediately stopped, and Anne couldn't come back to her senses, covering her face, looking at Yi Jin with tears and fear on her face.

I didn't know what I was thinking, I was so angry, so angry, I grabbed something from the bed, threw it at him, and screamed, "What are you hitting her for!"

Yi Jin ignored me, but looked at Anne standing in front of him with a cold face and said: "I'm a very talkative person, I think you know this, but if you are derelict in your duties, or even repeat it again and again, then don't blame me for not saving face for you." ”

Yi Jin said to Chen Su on the side: "Take her to settle her salary and never hire her again." ”

Anne was anxious when she heard this, and immediately knelt in front of Yi Jin, crying and said: "Mr. Yi, please read for my sake of taking care of Miss Yi, give me a chance! If Baolian never admits me again, then my career will be over from now on!" She cried anxiously and said: "I am still young, my family needs money, Mr. Yi, I beg you, please give me another chance, I will never do it again next time, just take it as if I begged you." ”

Yi Jin didn't look at him, Chen Su on the side immediately ordered two security guards to directly pull the crying Anne out of my room, and after only me and Yi Jin were left in the room, I said to him: "I'm the one who is going somewhere! Why do you blame her? Yi Jin, one person does things and one person does things, you can't be so despicable!"

Yi Jin just sneered at my words and said, "You don't have to rush to make mistakes, you are here to think about your explanation these days." ”

After he finished speaking, he didn't look at me again, then turned around and left the ward, and then the bodyguard outside closed the door directly.

I rushed out of bed, fell hard before I could stand up, and I shouted, "Yi Jin, Yi Jin, you let Annie come back!"

But there was no movement outside, and when I finally crawled to the door and tried to chase it out, I found that the door was locked, and I pulled the door tightly, crying and shouting, "Let me out!"

But no one outside the door paid any attention to me.

In the end, I was locked in the room by Yi Jin for three days, except for the nurse and the doctor who came in, I didn't sleep and came in again, and no one took care of me, only my aunt came to deliver three meals every day, and when I sent them here, she didn't even dare to say a word, so she left, and didn't care whether I ate or not, and how much I ate.

Anne was fired because I was dismissed by Yi Jin.

I once said that this matter is done by one person and one person, and she will never be fine. So I must meet Yi Jin, I can't let him treat Anne like this.

But Yi Jin seemed to be very angry this time, because this time, whether I smashed the dishes and chopsticks, or didn't eat, or lost my temper, or didn't take medicine, he didn't show up.

I used all the tricks I used to deal with him in the past, and he just asked Chen Su to come over and bring me a sentence, he said, my life is my own, I want to live or die, it's all up to me, and he won't stop it.

When Chen Su told me this sentence, I swept the untouched food in front of me again, and I said: " Chen Su, don't think I don't know what you're doing, it's my decision to die or live, what he said is indeed right, so I will never let myself live on someone else's corpse, who is the woman locked up in the basement, I also know very well what you did to her, you also tell him a word for me, I am not curious at all about what he did, and I don't want to ask at all, but I hope he can put Anne in my face, because in such a thing, she has no choice, and she is still under my persecution。

Also, from today I will not receive any more treatment, in short, whether it is life or death, I have never been afraid, what I am more afraid of than death is that I am uneasy, if he keeps me alive in this way, it will not make me happy, it will only allow myself to live under torture.

If a person doesn't even have the most basic bottom line, then he can't be called a person, although his starting point is for my good, but I won't accept it, I won't be grateful to him, I will even hate him, he is so cruel now that I am no longer sure whether this person is Yi Jin or not, you persuade him for me, it is best to stop. ”

After Chen Su heard my words, he didn't speak for a long time, and after a while, he said: "The matter between you and Mr. Yi, those of us who are subordinates can't interfere or care, I will bring your words to Mr. Yi word for word, but I also hope that you take care of your body." ”

Chen Su glanced at the food that I pushed on the ground, and he said, "Auntie, I'll send it later." You should eat somewhat, or you will be tormented by yourself. ”

After he finished speaking, he stopped and slowly withdrew from my room with his head down.

Not long after he left, the nurse came in with medicine and was going to give me nutritional injections, because I hadn't eaten in more than a day.

But as soon as the nurse hung the medicine on my boat, and she was adjusting it with the infusion set, I dragged the nutrition medicine over it, smashed it to the ground, and then said to the frightened nurse, "From today onwards, don't give me another injection, if you give me an injection, I will pull an injection." Don't ask for yourself here. ”

After I finished speaking, I just lay down on the bed, not caring about the nurse's reaction.

The nurse was also tortured by me for the past few days, and she didn't dare to say anything, probably after watching me at my bedside for a long time, and was embarrassed for a long time, she swept away the debris in the room and walked out.

Not long after, my aunt came in with food, and when she saw that I was asleep in bed, she put the food on the table for me very carefully, and came over to me again, "Miss, the meal is ready for you, just get up and eat." ”

I lay there and didn't move, and the aunt said, "You still have to eat some." Otherwise, if you are hungry like this, what should you do, your body will not be able to stand it, and Mr. Yi will definitely worry about you. ”

I thought that the aunt would leave after saying a few words, so I let her go, ignored her, and lay there and pretended to sleep, but who knew that she was talking endlessly, as if if if I didn't eat, she wouldn't leave.

I finally sat up straight from the bed, looked at her and said, "I want to rest, and now I don't want to eat, so you can go." ”

When the aunt saw me, she didn't say she wouldn't eat it, she just said she didn't want to eat it. A glimmer of hope finally rose on her face, and she said, "I'll wait for you to eat before leaving?"

I looked impatient and said, "Are you finished?"

The aunt saw that my face had changed, and she didn't dare to say anything more, so she could only obey me and say, "Okay, okay, I'll leave now, leave now, don't be angry, I'll send it to you in the evening." ”

Now everyone is afraid of me, including this aunt who delivered the meal, she is very knowledgeable, she didn't bother me anymore, and quickly left from here.

After she left, I didn't touch the food that was prepared on the table, and let it freeze alive. Almost a few hours passed, and when it was time for dinner, my aunt came over, and when she saw the food on the table that had not been touched at all, she sighed, and this time she didn't dare to say anything, and after putting the food on the table for me as usual, she left again.

At this time, I was so hungry that I didn't have much strength, but I still didn't want to eat a bite, so I closed my eyes and fell asleep in a daze.

But who knew that the next morning, when I woke up, my hands were tied to the hospital bed, and I don't know when the needle was hung on my arm, I struggled twice, I couldn't do it manually, I glared at the nurse who was changing my dressing and said, "What are you doing?!"

The nurse didn't speak, and after changing the medicine for me, she quickly left the place with the tray, as if I were some kind of flood beast.

I didn't expect them to be so despicable, they actually used this trick, I couldn't move my hands, I couldn't pull the needle at all, and finally I simply raised my head, bit the tape on my arm, tore it all off, and used my teeth to directly pull the needle out of the blood vessel.

At the moment of extraction, the blood in the blood vessels, like a small splash of water, sprayed out directly, sprayed everywhere, I didn't care about it, after doing this, I just lay there and slept peacefully, I didn't have much strength in my body, so I didn't bother to do any struggle, except for sleeping, I only wanted to sleep.

But not long after, the nurse who had just changed the medicine rushed in, and saw that the pillow under my arm was full of blood, and she was so frightened that she immediately called out, and it didn't take long for many doctors and nurses to rush in my ward, and I didn't have much strength left, so I only had one breath left there, and let those nurses and doctors take me and toss there.

But I think that no matter how good a doctor is, he can't save a person who wants to die, so I don't rush at all, let them save me, as long as I am alive in the end, even if they win.

But my body is already full of holes, unless Hua Tuo is alive.

After that, this incident still alarmed Yi Jin, his expression was indescribably cold, I think at that moment he wanted to strangle me with his own hands, but I don't have the strength to care about his emotions towards me now. I lay there groggily.

The ward was very quiet, there were only me and Yi Jin, he stood there and looked at me for a long time with a look that wanted to strangle me, after a long time, he said: "Yi I spoil you too much, but I never feel it, but I feel that I am not good enough for you, so whether it is food, clothing or something else, I will give you the best, your temper, you are sick, many times you are unreasonable." I'm all tolerant of it, but I didn't expect that now I would turn you into such a person. ”

He sneered and said, "You really want to die, don't you? Well, from today onwards, you die once, I will save you once, and see if you win or I win in the end, and you continue to make trouble for me here." ”

Yi Jin was so angry that he almost shook his hand and left here.

When he left, I lay there in tears, and I didn't react again.

After this incident, there were twice as many doctors and nurses in my room, and those doctors stayed in the hospital all night for fear that something was wrong with me.

The doctor Yi Jin found in this regard was really powerful, and it was almost three days after I had a massive blood vessel hemorrhage. The dying breath was relieved again, still without eating.

I really think it's really condescending for them to stay here, they have such a great ability to help those who really need help, instead of going around around around someone who doesn't need help.

But this world is like this, money is the last word, and Yi Jin is the last thing he lacks is money, so now I am hanging my life with money.

As for skipping meals, those doctors were really not in a hurry, they had already treated me as a vegetative person and gave me nutritional injections all day long. Ensure the nutrients in my body, even if I don't eat anything for a month or two, I can't die, and my body doesn't know if it hasn't recovered, or if they have given me some medicine, it is soft, and I am getting weaker and weaker.

But I know very well that if I were a normal person, there would be no problem in living like this for a year or two, but my current physical fitness may last a month or two, but I will definitely not survive for two years.

If you don't eat for a long time, you won't do it after all.

So after more than a week, Yi Jin, who disappeared for a week, came to my room again. He seemed to be angry, and his speech was much softer than before, he sat on the edge of my bed and said, "Eat it, don't make such a pointless fuss, you are torturing me." ”

I didn't speak, at this time my aunt came in with food, Yi Jin picked me up from the bed, and after I leaned on the head of the bed, he took the food from my aunt's hand, and then took a bowl of soup, he scooped a spoonful and handed it to my lips and said, "Drink." ”

I didn't open my mouth, I just looked at him with a blank face.

He looked at me too, and seeing my expression, he put the spoonful of soup back in the bowl. Then he looked at me and said, "Tell me what you want and how you want to eat." ”

I don't speak.

He added, "At three o'clock in the afternoon, Anne will come back to take care of you." ”

He fed a spoonful to my mouth again, but I still didn't move, although Yi Jin gave in, but this was far from what I wanted, Anne's return was not the main thing, the main thing, I believe he knew it.

Yi Jin saw that I still didn't move, he simply clamped my chin directly and stuffed the spoonful of soup directly into my mouth, but I didn't swallow, and the soup flowed out of the corner of my mouth again.

Yi Jin's patience with me finally reached a certain point. He took the bowl of soup in his hand and put it heavily on the table, the bowl was directly shattered on the table by his strength, his hand was pressed on those fragments, his hand was bleeding, he looked at me coldly like that, there was an eerie chill in his pupils, and he said with a sneer on the corner of his mouth: "Yi Xiaofan, don't be embarrassed, I'll give you another chance, eat or not." ”

I said, "You let me die." ”

Finally, I spoke, after so many days. Said my first words.

The voice was so hoarse, so ugly, yet so clear.

Yi Jin's cold gaze still didn't take his eyes off my face, and he said, "This is the result you want?"

I said, "I've always wanted what I wanted, and I just wanted to die." ”

He was so angry that he swept the things on the table to the ground, and his blood flowed even more fiercely, but he didn't care about it at all, but asked me with an almost irrepressible anger on his face: "What else do you want from me? Yi Xiaofan, I have done everything I should do to you with my best efforts, why are you always so ignorant? Can you tell me how you can let me go and stop torturing me!"

The words after him were almost what he thought in his heart, and I sneered and said: " You can choose not to let me torture, I am not who you are, so you don't have any obligation to take care of me now, or let me live, the last sentence is your true words, I know that you have endured me for a long time, and you are tired of me, so you don't have to pity me because of what you did to me before, you should pay it back, all of it was returned, and everything that should be done has been done, and now you should enjoy your life with peace of mind, and I don't want to be your burden, let alone a reason for you to do those things that hurt nature, I can't afford it, and I can't bear it, if I live like this, I'd rather die。 ”

After I said these words, I turned my back to him, and after a long time, I said: "Maybe these things I do are unreasonable in your eyes, but brother, you shouldn't be like this, you make me very disappointed like this, you think I'm pitiful, you want me to live, but stepping on someone else's corpse to live, this is not what I want, although I am now, let you feel a kind of trouble, make you feel bored, but I clearly know what I think, you have been a hero since you were a child in my mind, and heroes never harm people." ”

I wiped the tears from my face, choked up and said, "This is my insistence, what if I die, I am not afraid of death, but I am afraid that you will never recover for me." ”

I finally couldn't hold back my emotions at this moment. But I didn't want to shed tears in front of him anymore, so I directly covered my head with the quilt.

I said, "Go away, don't persuade me again, no one can change his mind unless you promise me." ”

I don't know what these words are like in Yi Jin's ears, the ward suddenly seemed to be silenced, Yi Jin didn't speak, but I felt that his eyes stayed on me, and this silence passed for about a minute.

Yi Jin's hand suddenly fell on the head that was half exposed outside the quilt, he stroked me twice, the anger in his voice disappeared, and he said to me very calmly: "I have never regarded you as my trouble, my burden." I want you to live, that's all, I'm not a god, Xiao Fan, while saving you, I must sacrifice some things and people, but so what, I've never been afraid of hell, I want you to be with me, carefree by my side every day, I want you to be healthy, can you understand me?"

I bit my hand, I choked my own, and it took me a long time before I said, "I understand." Of course I understand, but does it have to be in this way? It's not what I want, why can't you understand me, I think you become a very good person, you should be a good person, not because I became like this, what if someone knows about it, what if something happens to you, you save me, it won't be of any use. ”

When I said this, I stuck my head out of the quilt again, and I looked at him, and hugged his hand on my head, and I cried and said, "Brother." You let her go, let her go, just take it as if I begged you, I will take medicine well, I will eat well, live well, I will not lose my temper with you at every turn, we will each make a step Okay, you promise, you promise to do it. ”

I begged him, tears on my face.

But Yi Jin didn't speak, just looked at me, his eyes were a little tired.

His wounded hands were covered in blood. And my hands were all sticky, and the temperature of the liquid was amazingly hot.

My crying became louder and louder, even with helplessness and fear, and I was still begging him not to speak, I said, "You promise me, you speak." ”

I shook his hand.

Yi Jin, who was sitting there and had been watching me, saw that my hands were stained by his blood, he took out a handkerchief from his chest, and then wiped the blood on his hands for me and said: "The medicine to save you has been partially developed, I promise you, when it comes out completely, I will let her go, but what I want is for you to listen to me." ”

After he wiped my left hand clean for me, he wiped my right hand for me intently, and he said, "When all the medicine is ready, she will come out safe and sound." ”

After he wiped my hands clean, a satisfied smile finally appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he said, "I'm always afraid that my blood will stain your hands." ”

(Tianjin)