178. People must learn to let go so that they will not embarrass themselves

When I woke up, Anne kept crying, asking her what she was crying about, and she didn't speak, she just kept crying, but it made me cry a little bit and I didn't know what to do.

After about ten minutes, I handed Anne a tissue, and after she took it, she was still smoking, and after pumping, I asked, "How long have I been asleep?"

I'm not sure how long I've been asleep, though. But my gut told me that the time should be constant, because my whole body was aching at this time.

Sure enough, the next second Anne said, "More than two months." ”

I didn't expect it to take so long, and I was slightly surprised.

Anne said, "I thought you wouldn't wake up, you scared me to death, you know?"

I said, "Isn't that all right?"

I wiped her with a tissue and said, "Okay, don't cry." ”

After wiping the tears from her face, I suddenly remembered something, and I asked Anne, "What about Yi Jin?"

At this time, Anne's crying stopped at once, and I felt that there seemed to be a problem, so I fixed my eyes on her, and Anne's eyes were a little evasive, and I said, "What's wrong?"

Anne didn't speak.

I felt more and more that there was a problem, I looked at her for a long time, but I didn't ask her again, because I knew that she didn't want to say, it meant that Yi Jin had ordered it, but it was only she who suffered, in order not to add trouble to her, I said calmly: "Go and pour me a glass of water, I'm very thirsty." ”

Anne wiped tears from her face, nodded immediately, got up and went to pour me a glass of water. But I didn't expect to be so thirsty, so I drank three glasses in a row, which relieved the hoarseness in my throat.

After the discomfort in her body was relieved, Anne suddenly said, "Come down and take a walk, see if your legs are better." ”

Anne didn't mention this matter, I forgot, I have been in a wheelchair for so long, I have forgotten the feeling of walking, I uncovered the quilt, looked at my own retreat, there were bandages wrapped on it, I took off the bandages one by one, the legs were all large and small blue spots, at first I thought it was something long, but a closer look did not look like it, but the eye of the needle, I was a little scared.

"The doctor said you couldn't walk because the poison got into your legs, and you couldn't move or feel all the time, and you were asleep for a few months," Anne said. The doctor kept using acupuncture to bleed you. ”

I don't know why, but I'm slightly glad that I've been asleep for two months, not awake, if I'm awake. What a sin it must be.

I pinched my hand on it, and when I hissed, I realized that I was really conscious.

Anne was so excited when she saw that I could feel the pain that she was even happier than I was. He couldn't wait to help me and said, "Hurry down and take a walk, see if you can move." ”

At first, I was a little scared, but after being helped by Anne, I moved cautiously twice, but I don't know why my foot hit the ground. It was so numb that I asked Anne to quickly put me back on the bed, and after going back and forth many times, I don't know if my legs were adapting, and I could try to move a step or two. After one or two steps, then two or three steps, three or four steps.

I tried to get Anne to let go of me and let me take two steps alone.

It seemed to be fine, but I was a little tired, and I asked Anne to help me back, and my head still hurt slightly.

I lay down in bed for a while to get used to it, then I looked overhead and saw that I was still in the castle, and it seemed that I had not gone back.

And that's still abroad.

I woke up for about two hours, probably because I hadn't eaten, and I was still a little tired, and I fell asleep again.

It wasn't until two or three days later that I officially started to eat, and my body gradually gained a little strength this time, but I didn't see Yi Jin in the past three days, I thought that Anne would take the initiative to say, after all, I haven't seen anyone for so long, and I have to give an explanation, but Anne seems to have made up her mind. I don't mention it, and she doesn't mention it.

This struck me as strange, so on the fourth day, I was able to walk two steps out of the room and find that the room was huge. Anne was taken by me to get her clothes, so I walked there slowly and alone.

It wasn't until I came to the top of a staircase that a foreign woman came up to me, and when she came up, I stopped her. When I asked her if she knew English, the woman quickly gave me two yes, yes

I wasn't very proficient in English, but I could barely say a little, so I thought about it for a long time before I asked her. Do you know where Yi Jin is?

The foreign servant told me that he had returned to China a month ago.

I asked the servant if she knew what he had done back home, and the servant said she didn't know.

Just asked about this. Anne walked out with her clothes, and I didn't want to ask anything, but let the servant go.

Anne didn't seem to notice anything, and after draping my clothes over my shoulders, she asked if I wanted to go on.

I said, "Of course." ”

Anne helped me downstairs. After leaving the living room, I realized that we were in the countryside, and there are many such castles in the countryside, the scenery is very beautiful, and the climate is also very pleasant. There are many elderly people who are here to retire on the path, carrying each other around.

I stood there and breathed in the air for a long time.

In the next few days, I was very calm, and even I was surprised that I didn't expect to wake up again, and my heart would not be turbulent at all.

I rested in the countryside for almost ten days. After 10 days, my body gradually became normal, I had no problem eating and walking, and if it wasn't for Anne's constant obstruction, I guess I would have walked a long way every day to exercise.

People who have lost their legs have picked them up again, so now there is nothing better for me than walking.

By the eleventh day, I took advantage of Anne's absence, using the landline in the castle to make a phone call to Jiang Hua, in the process of pressing this call, in fact, I had hesitated, but this hesitation was very short, soon I pressed out the complete number, and I have been quietly waiting for the phone to be answered.

The phone rang for a long time, and when I thought that no one would answer, there was a familiar voice from the end of the phone that I had not heard for a long time.

It's Jiang Hua's wife, Hermione.

When she heard my voice, she didn't tell it was me. I just asked suspiciously: "Who is it?"

I just said, "Hermione, it's me, Fan." ”

As soon as she heard that it was me, she screamed out, and she said, "Xiao Fan! Why did you contact me? Do you know since I got married to Jiang Hua?" I haven't met you again, and I don't have your care, how are you doing now? Are you doing well? I asked Jiang Hua many times about your situation, and he said that you went abroad!"

For Hermione's surprise, I smiled and chatted with her for a few minutes. After reminiscing about the old days, she answered the questions that should have been answered to her.

I asked her, "This is Jiang Hua's phone, right?" ”

Hermione immediately said, "Yes, yes, I just made a call with his phone, and I didn't expect your call to come in." ”

I asked her, "Can you get him to answer the phone?"

Hermione said, "He's taking a shower." ”

But the words just fell. There seemed to be a sound of the door opening on the other end of the phone, and Hermione immediately said again: "Hey, he's out, I'll let him answer your call." ”

After she handed the phone to Jiang Hua, Jiang Hua asked her who it was.

Hermione replied. It's Xiao Fan.

There was a long silence on the other end of the phone, and after the silence passed, Jiang Hua finally answered the call, he fed in the phone, and then he called: "Xiao Fan." ”

When I heard the word Xiaofan, I wanted to laugh inexplicably, so I really laughed, I said: "It seems that if you can call out the word Xiaofan, you should still treat me as a friend." ”

Jiang Hua didn't react much to my words, and pretended not to understand and asked, "How is your health lately?"

I said, "It's good, my memory is back, and I can walk on my legs." ”

Jiang Hua said: "It's okay now, it's good, people are okay is the most important thing." ”

I said, "yes, I've been sick for so long, and now I can see everything." ”

Jiang Hua said: "People must learn to let go, so that they will not embarrass themselves." ”

I snorted.

After a while, I asked, "You should have known early on that there is something wrong with the medicine you gave me, right?" I paused and said, "I lied to me that it was to relieve the medicinal properties, but in fact, it was specially designed to cooperate with the medicine given to me by Yu Zhenghe, and it directly served the purpose of making me crazy and stupid." ”

I sneered and said, "You've calculated correctly, I'll never doubt you." ”

(Tianjin)