The tall blonde woman had made a stroke with me, but I couldn't understand it, and just as I was looking at him blankly, someone walked in through the door, and it turned out to be Anne.

I immediately looked at her in amazement, and then I realized that she had walked with me that night.

She walked towards me with a new set of clothes in her hand, and said with a smile, "Miss Yi, you're awake." ”

I smiled and said, "What about Yi Jin?"

After Anne put the clothes in front of me, she said, "Mr. Yi has something to do outside, I'll take you to meet him." ”

I breathed a sigh of relief, it turned out that we were really abroad, so I honestly asked Anne to help me get dressed, and when I was dressed, Anne helped me into a wheelchair and took me outside, the corridor here is very long, look at the style of decoration and it is clear that this is an ancient castle, I look at this novelty everything.

When Anne pushed me to the door of a living room, I saw Yi Jin sitting in the center of the living room at a glance, but the people in the living room, not only him, but also some other people, I didn't know much, Anne pushed me over and called: "Mr. Yi." "Times.

Yi Jin, who was chatting with someone, looked back at me, and when his smiling gaze fell on me, he didn't know why I was a little unnatural. I thought I would throw myself into his arms and cry, but that kind of behavior was too embarrassing for me, so I simply snorted wittily and turned my face to the side.

Yi Jin laughed twice, and after taking me from Annie's hand, he pulled me in front of several foreign men and introduced, "This is Carson, and Houston, two doctors, who treated your leg." ”

The two foreign doctors took the initiative to greet me, said to me in broken Chinese, "Miss Yi, you howl" and took the initiative to extend their hands to shake my hand. ”

I was still in a daze, looking at the two foreigners.

Yi Jin gently pushed his head and motioned for me to say hello.

I then reacted, and mechanically reached out to them and said, "Hello." ”

The Chinese of those two people was obviously not good, only about one or two words of greeting Chinese, and then Yi Jin was talking to them, talking for a while, I sat on the side like listening to the book of heaven, and even a little sleepy, the two foreigners came up and actually checked my legs and body for me.

I sat there and didn't dare to move, let them fiddle with it, and I don't know how long it was, Yi Jin seemed to ask the two doctors about my situation.

The expressions of the two doctors were not particularly good, but they didn't seem to take the situation too seriously, because Yi Jin's expressions were not too ugly.

After he had spoken to the two doctors, the two doctors suddenly got up from the couch and were escorted away by two foreign servants in the hall.

After Yi Jin and I were left, he held my hand and asked, "Do you want to walk normally?"

I subconsciously replied, "Of course, is it still like a cripple in a wheelchair forever?"

When he listened, he didn't speak for a while, but said after a while: "From tomorrow, these two doctors will be in charge of treating you, and the treatment period will be about two months, after two months you will be able to walk in a wheelchair, including your memory will also be restored." ”

I said, "Is it all going to be okay?"

Yi Jin said: "Yes. ”

Hearing this, I am naturally happy, who does not want to return to normal.

But Yi Jin didn't seem to be happy, and there seemed to be a trace of sadness hidden in his eyes.

At first, I thought it was my own delusion, but after looking at him carefully, I cautiously asked, "Are you unhappy?"

He immediately denied it with a smile and said, "No." ”

I said, "Really?"

He said, "Really." ”

After I sighed, the atmosphere suddenly quieted down, although there were servants walking around the hall, but Yi Jin and I suddenly seemed to have nothing to say, he was still looking at me, still with that kind of sad look, but not the same look.

For a moment, I was a little at a loss.

I hurriedly found the topic and said: "Yi Jin, when I'm well, you can take me on a trip, okay?" At that time, I can go, no longer need to be pushed, I won't be a trouble anymore, I will follow you, you take me, and we will go to live in a place with mountains and rivers." ”

He didn't even think about it, so he replied to me with a good word.

But I was a little unhappy, I felt that he was perfunctory to me, and when I was about to say something, Yi Jin suddenly stretched out his hand and hugged me.

My body stiffened instantly, he hugged me very hard, the force actually hurt me a little, my bones hurt, he didn't speak, just hugged me, even the servants in the hall rarely moved around at this time.

I was held in his arms, and I didn't even know how to respond to him, and I wanted to hold him back, but after holding it in the air, I fell down again. After going back and forth several times, I hadn't decided whether to hold him a little sad, but he had already let me go.

Then he stroked my face with his hand, and his eyes fell on my face calmly, he seemed to have made up some kind of determination, he said: "Actually, I prefer you to stay in the present, because now you are happier than before, Xiaofan, how I hope you can be happy, but compared with your life, I want you to live, even if the previous things make you sad and sad, but I believe that you have enough psychological preparation." ”

I didn't understand something, Yi Jin stroked my face twice and said, "From beginning to end, I hope you clearly understand one thing, my feelings for you." ”

I was a little flustered, I pretended to be impatient and said, "Oh, why are you saying this to me all of a sudden, I'm so hungry, I want to eat, I don't want to talk to you." ”

I took his hand off my face and shouted in a panic Anne, Anne, I want to eat.

I pushed my wheelchair and turned away, I was so scared of the topic that I didn't want to talk to him about at all.

Regarding my escape, Yi Jin, who was sitting on the sofa and looking at me, only smiled slightly in frustration and didn't speak again.

This topic is like a taboo between us, as soon as we step on it, then the warning light on the top will definitely turn on the red light, not that I don't want to understand, but I don't dare.

I'm naturally cowardly and timid, and I'm not fit to do anything too earth-shattering.

In the face of this kind of thing, I am destined to be like a coward, forever shrunk in my shell, never able to poke my head out.

In the evening, I was also a little evasive, afraid that he would bring up this topic again, but fortunately, he talked to me as usual as if nothing had happened, and I was a little relieved.

When Anne helped me to my room to sleep, I suddenly remembered a question, and I said, "Anne, what was I like before?"

Anne said she hadn't been with me long, so she wasn't too clear.

I listened, and I sighed.

At this time, Anne had already pushed me to the bathroom, she combed my hair for me, I looked at myself in the mirror, and suddenly found that in fact, such a self is not so unacceptable, thirty years old really can't be compared with eighteen years old, aging can't be talked about, it can only be said that I am more mature than eighteen-year-old self. He also looks many years younger than his actual age.

I subconsciously put my fingers between my eyebrows, thinking to myself, why is she still very young, but there is always a cloud of sadness between her eyebrows.

Wasn't she happy before?

Thinking of this, I suddenly remembered one more thing, and I asked Annie: "By the way, Yi Jin said that he will take me to treatment tomorrow, right?"

After Anne combed my hair, she changed into my pajamas and said, "Yes, tomorrow will be the official treatment." ”

I don't know why I'm a little nervous, but I asked worriedly, "Will it be cured?" Will it be like the woman who spit out a mouthful of blood. "I asked one of my biggest fears, and I said, "Will I die?"

Anne crouched down in front of me and said, "No, don't be cranky. Mr. Yi will bring you here this time, which means that he is 100% sure, as long as you cooperate. ”

I was a little relieved and said, "Yes, what you said makes sense, it should be fine." ”

After Anne helped me wash up and pushed me out, I was still a little uneasy, I wanted to go to Yi Jin, but I was a little embarrassed to speak.

Just when I was so awkward that I couldn't do it, there was a sudden loud explosion outside, I was so frightened that I covered my head and screamed, Anne quickly hugged me, I looked up, only to find that it was thunder, and Anne and I were scared.

Anne immediately patted me on the back and comforted me and said, "It's okay." It's okay, don't be afraid. ”

My body was still tense.

After the thunder outside, it began to rain.

I was a little upset under the rain, especially the sky outside the window, which was gloomy and bright by the lightning, and it was very contradictory and indescribably gloomy.

I said to Anne, "What about Yi Jin?"

Anne let go of me and said, "Sir is still in the study." ”

I said, "Take me to him." ”

Anne said, "But it's so late."

I said, "It's okay, I'm used to going to bed late." ”

Seeing that I was so persistent, Anne could only say, "Okay." ”

Then he pushed me to find Yi Jin.

When he arrived at Yi Jin's study, Chen Su was talking about something in front of him, he was holding something in his hand, which seemed to be a hairpin of a woman, but he saw me coming. Then he handed it to Chen Su, and then said to him: "Go ahead." ”

After Chen Su said yes, he took his things and left.

After he left, Yi Jin stood up from his chair, walked over to me and asked, "Why don't you sleep yet?"

Before I could withdraw my gaze from Chen Su, I turned my head to look at Yi Jin and said, "What was that thing just now." ”

Yi Jin smiled and said, "It's nothing. Then he changed the subject and asked, "Can't you sleep?"

I don't know why, I have an intuition that the thing should be given to a woman, but who is he going to give it to, to that Miss Fu, upside down?

I suddenly felt a little unhappy, and I was a little embarrassed by Yi Jin's words and said, "It's nothing, just come and take a look." Anne said silently to Yi Jin behind me: "Afraid of lightning." ”

Yi Jin smiled when he saw it, then led me to his desk, then took a book from the desk and handed it to me and said, "I'm going to be treated tomorrow." So it's necessary to rest well tonight, and if you really can't sleep, you can read a book first. ”

I said disgustedly, "Ahh ”

I wanted to stuff it back, but I thought it would be okay to do it later, so I took it back.

Yi Jin's study design is very good, no matter how loud the thunder and lightning are outside, the diaphragm here is also good, as soon as the scroll curtains at the window are lowered, the study is quiet.

The light inside is also very good, it looks bright, but it is not dazzling, but it has an indescribable dimness.

Yi Jin still had something to deal with, so he didn't continue to talk to me, and after he sat down next to him, he took care of the matter at hand.

I was flipping through a book beside him, and it wasn't long before the maid came in with some fruit.

I read a page or two, I felt that I really couldn't support it, and sat next to him again, and ate all the fruits on that plate, after eating, I was a little bored again, and glanced at Yi Jin for a while, and then glanced at the documents in his hand, I felt a little bored, so I lay on the table and played with some pens and papers on his desk.

After playing around for a long time, I suddenly thought of something and asked Yi Jin: "By the way, those reports outside say that you donated all your property and threw away all your shares, is this true?"

Yi Jin looked away from the document and looked at me, he didn't speak, but pondered for a while before replying, "Well, it's true." ”

I was so frightened that I straightened my waist and asked, "Are we going to be poor now?"

Yi Jin still hummed and nodded, he seemed to be waiting for my reaction.

I didn't react at all, but continued to boredly flip through the book in my hand and said: "It's okay to be poor, anyway, if I'm good, I will be able to make money, and if you don't have a job at that time, it doesn't matter if I raise you." ”

Yi Jin was slightly surprised by my attitude, he raised his eyebrows and said: "You must know that if we become poor, there will be no servants to take care of, there will be no such comfortable and spacious house, and all the food and clothing may not be like now, the things you have given you since childhood are the best, can you accept it?"

I also looked at him and asked, "Why can't you accept it?" I think it's less troublesome if you don't have money, if you don't have money, our every move won't be noticed, what do they care about us, if you don't have money, we will live in a small house." It doesn't have to be expensive to wear clothes, as long as it covers your body, doesn't it? And why do you need a servant? I'm fine, I can take care of myself. ”

Yi Jin smiled when he heard my words, and he said, "If I never have a job, I won't be able to make money." ”

I slapped the desk and said with great pride: "I'll raise you!"

The smile on Yi Jin's face became more and more tangled, he held the hand I had just slapped on the table, glanced at my palm that was red from overexertion, and he scolded with a smile: "Fool." ”

I didn't think it just now, but now that I look back on it, it really hurts, I grinned a little, and sure enough, people can't be too excited.

Yi Jin rubbed it for me for a long time. I said, "Blow it again." ”

He raised his eyelids and looked at me, and I looked at him with tears in my eyes and said, "It still hurts." ”

Yi Jin didn't blow it, but dropped a kiss on the palm of my hand.

I was a little unexpected, I just wanted to shrink back, but I don't know why, I didn't want to move, I just sat there and watched him.

His lips were cold, as if with some kind of magic, and the heat of pain in my palms was easily dispelled.

Yi Jin stayed for two or three seconds, then he slowly raised his face to look at me and asked, "Does it still hurt?"

At that moment, my face turned red, I withdrew my hand from his palm, and in order to relieve the embarrassment, I slapped his hand again and again and said, "Hate hate, hate, hate!"

Yi Jin smiled and let me fight. He knew I was shy.

After a long time, he grabbed my hand again and said to me, "Come here, let me hug me." ”

My first reaction was, "I don't want to." ”

I turned around and was about to leave, but it was so easy to be in a wheelchair under me, and I was hugged by Yi Jin, he took me in his arms, directly on his lap, I was flustered, in a hurry, like a grasshopper roasted on the fire, pushed him and said, "You let go of me!"

But where he let go, he didn't let go at all, but put my two hands behind my back to control me. He kissed me directly on the lips.

All of a sudden, I stopped all my movements, just stared at him with wide eyes in disbelief, and he looked at me, and I could see my reflection in his dark eyes.

Yi Jin didn't move, just put his lips on my lips, and after a long time, he saw that I didn't move, and suddenly kissed me lightly on the lips twice, and after two times, he took my lower lip and sucked it twice.

I resisted his movements, and at that moment, they all collapsed. It's like the iceberg melting, like something crashing down in my heart, like the wall that was erected between us, shrinking for a while, like, I seem to like a little like him kissing me like this.

Yi Jin saw that I didn't hate it, his kiss gradually deepened from the edge of my lips little by little, my whole body was trembling, I was a little at a loss, I didn't know what posture to greet him now.

I'm still a little jerky.

Yi Jin was gentle, little by little, and led me for a long time.

I was paralyzed in his arms, and I could only lean my head back against him weakly.

I didn't know how long this kiss had been, and I felt like I was going to suffocate and faint. When his head was dizzy, Yi Jin gasped slightly and stopped, but he didn't leave me quickly, but pressed his forehead against mine.

At this time, I heard Yi Jin whisper in my ear: "Open your eyes." ”

That's when I realized that I had my eyes closed the whole time, but I didn't dare, because we were so close now.

I was a little scared.

Yi Jin's fingers touched his eyelids, and I felt her fingertips caress around my eyes, and after a circle, he said with a hint of temptation in his voice: "Fan Fan, open your eyes and look at me." ”

I shook my head and I said, "I don't want you!

He laughed and said, "Obedient." Open your eyes and look at me. ”

My whole body was shaking, my eyes were still closed, but I don't know how long it took, I still slowly opened my eyes.

Sure enough, Yi Jin's face was so close to me, and his eyelashes were distinct in front of my eyes.

He looked at me, and I looked at him, and the tips of our noses were against each other, and I didn't even dare to breathe too hard.

He said, "I love you. ”

I closed my eyes again and shrank into Yi Jin's arms, like a snail retracted into its own shell, and I shrunk into a ball in his arms.

I said, "Yi Jin, don't you want me to recover my memory, or I won't treat it, as long as you don't dislike me." I could never walk for the rest of my life. ”

He hugged me, hugged me hard, and said in a suppressed voice: "No, I want you to be healthy." ”

That night, I slept in Yi Jin's arms, and when I woke up the next morning, Yi Jin was next to my bed, he seemed to have no one all night, and his eyes were red.

I looked at him with my eyes open, and he smiled and said, "Awake?"

I stroked his face with my hand and asked, "Didn't you sleep?" ”

Instead of speaking, he took my hand on his face, put it on his lips and kissed it, and he said, "We're going out today." ”

I said, "I know." But after glancing at the weather outside, it was still raining, and the quilt was warm inside, and I said, "Can we go again tomorrow, I want to sleep." ”

He said, "You can't stay in bed." ”

I cried with a sad face, and pleaded, "Sleep again, just a little more." ”

Yi Jin directly took me out of the bed and took me to the bathroom, I had no choice but to let him hold it, but my body was still soft, I had no strength at all, and I almost fell asleep in a daze during the whole process, until I was carried by Yi Jin to the edge of the dining table and sat down, I was a little sober.

After Yi Jin urged me to finish eating a bowl of rice, the weather here was still too cold, and Anne wrapped something similar to a cotton jacket for me, I still didn't have the strength, even if I sat in the car, my whole body was soft next to Yi Jin.

And Yi Jin held my hand very quietly during the whole process.

I asked Yi Jin if I was sick again, and he just kissed me lightly on the forehead and said, "It's okay, I'll get better soon." ”

I nodded, and I was happy to be able to walk in the future.

After that, the car didn't know how long it was walking in the rain, and when it stopped, Yi Jin didn't put me in a wheelchair this time, but directly hugged me in his arms, and Anne followed behind me, crying and crying all the time, I don't know what she was crying about, as if I was going to die.

Yi Jin held me and walked forward, and Chen Su followed behind with an umbrella.

I didn't know exactly what kind of room we entered, and my consciousness was always vague.

It wasn't until I was lying on a bed that I opened my eyes, and the two foreigners I had seen yesterday appeared in front of me, both wearing medical plastic gloves on their hands, discussing something.

And Yi Jin was beside my bedside, and he held my hand all the time.

He soothed me and said, "Don't be afraid. ”

In fact, at this time, I don't know what it means to be afraid, but I am a little reluctant, and I don't know what I can't give up. I just felt like I was going to fall asleep again soon.

I squeezed Yi Jin's hand hard and asked, "Will it hurt?" ”

"It doesn't hurt," he said. ”

I said, "Then don't leave me, but keep me." ”

He said, "Well, keep you." ”

When I saw that he had promised me everything, I found it very boring, so I asked him if the rain had stopped outside.

Yi Jin said: "Stop. ”

Soon, two nurses in white clothes came over, she was holding a large syringe in her hand, it seemed that she was going to inject it into my hand, as soon as I saw the big guy, I panicked, and began to struggle and cry, I said, "Yi Jin, I'm cured, I'm going home." Take me home. ”

But this time he ignored me, and pressed me to the bed, without saying a word.

I struggled for a while, but who knew that the big syringe was not hitting my arm at all, but injecting it into my leg, my leg so far, there is no feeling at all, so when the needle is pierced in my leg, I don't feel it at all, I relaxed at once, and even said to Yi Jin with a smile: "It doesn't seem to hurt, it turns out that there is such a benefit in the lame leg." ”

When I said this, Yi Jin didn't laugh at all, he didn't seem to think it was funny. The face is a little serious.

After the nurse injected me in the leg, my body became more and more weak, and then she stuck a needle in my arm, and at this time I didn't even have the strength to struggle, only clearly felt the liquid entering my body one by one.

I don't know why, I was a little tired, and I seemed to want to sleep, but I didn't want to sleep, I just held Yi Jin's hand very persistently, trying to keep my eyes open and staring at him.

Yi Jin knew that I was very tired, but I was still holding on, and he also knew what I was worried about, so he whispered in my ear: "Don't be afraid, my brother will always be here to guard you." If you're tired, go to sleep."

I whispered, I wanted to ask him when I would wake up, but I couldn't even say that.

I only know that after Yi Jin finished saying that, his hand lightly covered my eyes, and darkness shrouded my whole eyes, and I felt Yi Jin gently pat me on the chest, and he said, "Sleep, Fan Fan." ”

I was still struggling, struggling not to fall asleep, but my consciousness was getting more and more blurry, and soon I felt like I had fallen into a silent darkness, with no sound around me. Standing alone on a stage.

It's like playing the piano when I was a child, it's all dark all around, only a beam of light is on me, alone, no one, and I just stand there at a loss.

Finally, there was no light shining on me, and the darkness squeezed towards me, and I shrank there in fear and cried out in fear.

(Tianjin)