Chapter 187: Be considerate of each other
Maybe because of self-blame, or maybe because of regret, Xiao Fangran didn't know how to recall this past at all.
She deliberately sealed the memory of Gu Lin, and she didn't even dare to mention it, this was the cinnabar mole in her heart, and it was also a painful thorn in the bone, and it was an absolute forbidden area.
But at this moment, looking at her daughter's eyebrows and eyes that were three points similar to her father's, and as Gu Nanqiao's clear and beautiful voice slowly said, Xiao Fangran actually remembered Gu Lin inexplicably, and there were many past events that had not been forgotten.
The love letter with the smell of acacia flowers, the pure white letter paper is up and through the back of the paper, his words of careful admiration, the lingering feelings at the strongest, the competition between each other that is falling apart day by day, and the mutual harm of using love as a bargaining chip.....
The entanglements and regrets over the years, and the final one is over.
Xiao Fangran once fell in love with Gu Lin to the point of sighing, heartbreakingly uncomfortable, saying that half of the words were left and half of them were tested, and they struggled if they wanted to stay or dare to stay, and they struggled with each other, and when they tortured each other the most, they were also inseparable from each other. But in the end, this relationship was liquidated by the letter of fate, and it was lost to the mistakes in time, so that it had to be let go and could only say goodbye completely.
Now that I think about it, it's really an unspeakable regret.
Affected by these old entangled emotions, when he spoke again, Xiao Fangran's voice was very low, and even his attitude softened.
"Okay, Qiaoqiao, I can support you what you want to do with the "Old Dream Project" this time, if you really want to help the little boy of the Su family, I can take what I know...... Everything you need to know about the Jingyao Grand Theatre. You have the right to tell the little son of the Su family about this, how much you can confess, and to what extent you can confess, it is up to you to weigh it yourself. It's just that Mom wants you to think about it carefully, whether he is really worthy of your trust, and I don't want to see you suffer. ”
Xiao Fangran gave a considerable concession to these words, which was somewhat unexpected by Gu Nanqiao, she really didn't expect that Ms. Xiao could retreat to such an extent, and she didn't even wait for her to ask about the things back then, so she took the initiative to show her hole cards.
But after thinking about it, Gu Nanqiao was quickly relieved.
With Xiao Fangran's cleverness, of course, he can guess what Gu Nanqiao's showdown tonight is for - fighting for the initiative in the selection of the "Old Dream Project" is certainly one thing, but more importantly, Gu Nanqiao wants to collect evidence for Su Yiyang, increasing the chips in his hand, and letting him win in the imminent final battle.
The grievances of the Su family, the Feng family and the Ji family are related to the deep feud in the sea of blood, and they are constantly intensified by the undercurrent waves on the business battlefield.
Although Su Yiyang never asked Gu Nanqiao to do anything, nor did she ever ask her to cooperate with anything, the two of them have been together for so long, even if they don't say a lot of things, they know each other's thoughts. Gu Nanqiao has already made up his mind to help Su Yiyang, and even hand over the position of the spring garden, even such a major event as the "Old Dream Plan" can be used as a bargaining chip to help, which is no less than standing on Su Yiyang's side at all costs.
So for the evidence of that year, even if there is any clue, it is extremely beneficial to Su Yiyang.
Xiao Fangran can see these things thoroughly, and she can also see what the child wants.
Since she said that she would trust Gu Nanqiao this time, not interfere too much, and let her toss herself, then Xiao Fangran should have given up the initiative. In addition, after all, she is a mother, no matter how strong her temperament is, she is not good at expressing herself, and the deepest part of her heart is also wholeheartedly hoping that Gu Nanqiao will be good, especially when it can be seen that Gu Nanqiao has true feelings for Su Yiyang, since this relationship is a good fate, she has no reason to beat the mandarin ducks, she just loves the house and Wu, and her impression of the young master of the Su family has changed.
What's more, the thing Xiao Fangran regrets the most in her life is that she doesn't have the opportunity to stay with her loved ones, many things are right and wrong just in a thought, she knows best what unforgettable regret is like, and knows how much it is tiring to not go back and reluctance, so naturally she doesn't want her children to taste it again.
Even for this reason, it was enough to make Xiao Fangran completely soften.
No one knows better than Xiao Fangran what happened to the Mei family back then, most of the inside story of the Jingyao Grand Theater was told by Mei Chizhi himself, which was the most fearful and worrying thing for Mei Hanqiu over the years.
Xiao Fangran once held these things firmly in his hands, planning to use them as the biggest bargaining chips to fight with Mei Hanqiu when Old Man Mei determined the position of the head of the Mei family in the future. But now, Xiao Fangran is willing to take the initiative to say this, completely ignoring the secret plots and competing with each other behind the scenes, and just wants to use these secrets that have been buried for many years as a boost to his daughter and become a bargaining chip to increase Su Dashao's chances of winning.
Xiao Fangran is willing to help Su Yiyang, hoping that he can win the battle with the Ji family, and it has nothing to do with the "Old Dream Project" or the Spring Garden.
can do this part, naturally it is all for Gu Nanqiao.
For the deeper reasons, Ms. Xiao didn't say deeply, but Gu Nanqiao Shuangshang was online throughout the whole process, of course, she wouldn't be unable to hear it.
Fang Cai's understatement seemed random, but Gu Nanqiao knew what her mother had delivered, and it was false to say that she was not moved, and her emotions were surging in her heart, so that she should clearly say something, at least a few words of emotion, but at this moment, she couldn't say anything.
Gu Nanqiao prides herself on being a free and easy person, and she never cares about small things, especially as she gets older, her youthful and frivolous childishness fades a little, and she is used to being alone, so she hides the weakness and hesitation in her heart more and more.
After digging deeper, the things that have not been relieved over the years are nothing more than Xiao Fangran.
When her mother left, Gu Nanqiao was still very young, but Ms. Xiao left a very deep impact, and the imprint she carved became part of Gu Nanqiao's character, the good and the bad were accepted, and then Gu Nanqiao would grow into what she is now. And those emotions that can't be relieved, as well as Xiao Fangran's excessive suppression and control for a long time, have become stumbling blocks on Gu Nanqiao's growth road, involving her emotions and dragging down her last weakness.
This kind of restraint is most obvious in the matter of the spring garden, Gu Nanqiao's ability and temperament are quite mature, she can be alone at any time, but she has not been able to confirm her true heart, and she has never been able to express her truest thoughts directly, because she is worried about Xiao Fangran's relationship and is pulled by private thoughts, and she is not even quick when she makes a decision.
So no matter how much you comfort yourself, you can't let it go at all.
I care too much about it, I can't help it.
Gu Nanqiao has studied Xiao Fangran's feelings for her countless times, and has always doubted whether Xiao Fangran loves her or not, those supervision and persecution, care and pressure, and even hatred of iron and steel, and even the scolding that is not made of iron and steel, completely beyond the restraint and discipline of young children, whether it is out of high standards and strict requirements, or just to vent his unwillingness, and it has become an unattainable demand.
But such suspicions have now been put down lightly.
Gu Nanqiao knew better than anyone how important it was in Xiao Fangran's heart to be recognized by Old Man Mei and get the identity of the heir of the Mei family in a dignified manner, but now that she was willing to take a step back, it was enough to explain a lot of problems. Xiao Fangran rarely mentioned these things before, and even rarely talked about coaxing soft words, not to mention that the so-called care and distress are empty words, no matter how sure they are, the two sides weigh which is more important, and only when they really encounter things can they be compared.
Like now—
Gu Nanqiao watched tonight's showdown progress according to the trend she didn't dare to anticipate before, things went so smoothly that it exceeded her expectations, Xiao Fangran gave enough tolerance and concessions, and even put the most important return to the Mei family in second place for so many years, which was really too surprising to Gu Nanqiao.
She saw that Ms. Xiao's heart softened, as if she had suddenly let go of her obsession for many years, from a big conspirator who had done everything she could to an ordinary mother, and tonight's late-night meeting was just like a heart-to-heart conversation between mother and daughter.
In the final analysis, Xiao Fangran no matter how wrong he is, no matter how arrogant and cold he is.
In the deepest part of her heart, it is also for Gu Nanqiao's good.
If Gu Nanqiao had been thinking about it before, she didn't dare to ask or bother to think about many things, she was just thinking about the better side of the situation almost by deception, but she couldn't restrain her pessimism because of the lack of a sense of security, and now she seemed to have figured out something in an instant, and suddenly felt that none of this was so important. It was as if a boulder pressed on his heart fell to the ground lightly, and it was quite natural to be relieved, Gu Nanqiao even suddenly felt that his thoughts were too narrow, and it was nothing more than a mediocre person disturbing himself.
Although Xiao Fangran has selfish thoughts, what can she do?
In the final analysis, life is unsatisfactory, no one is a saint, and it can be guaranteed who is greater than whom. A sense of security should not be found in others, the so-called ideal pursuit of life path should also be explored by herself, she pushed her left and right wandering erratically to Xiao Fangran's body, which is also a kind of shirk.
What's more, why bother to care so much between mother and daughter, for the lack of the past, since there is still a chance to remedy it, it is not considered to be a stranger, so why not cherish it.
Isn't love to the deepest extent mean to be considerate of each other and give in to each other?
Now Xiao Fangran doesn't mind telling the reason for knowing, everything is black and white, right and wrong are as you like, but once you decide how to do it, you just don't leave any leeway. Whether it's love or hate, she behaves quite neatly and crisply.
This is Xiao Fangran's consistent style, and it is also all the attitude she expresses.
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