Since the beginning of this year, the spring garden has developed rapidly, and many things are like dreams, too beautiful to be real. When he first started, it was indeed difficult, but no matter what kind of difficulties and obstacles he encountered, Gu Nanqiao was never afraid. There is no other reason, she knows that she has a strong enough backing, even if she encounters a big thing, there is someone behind her who follows her unconditionally.

Once when Gu Nanqiao was alone, she did feel flustered.

Even if a strong and decisive person is, there are moments of vulnerability, Gu Nanqiao is used to being alone, used to being relied on, she is always strong and rational, just like a machine that calculates everything quite accurately, looking for a balance in the inextricable trade-offs, and must be sober enough to control the future direction of the entire troupe.

The business process of an independent theater troupe is too risky, and it is not easy to go all the way in the spring and color garden, behind which are the expectations and hard work of countless people, and this step by step is like walking on thin ice, and there is no cost of making mistakes at all. So even if Gu Nanqiao didn't say it explicitly, those pressures were put on the table.

But now, she is finally not alone.

Countless difficulties were brought by Su Yiyang, in front of Su Yiyang, she can rest assured that she can hand over all her weaknesses, and the trust between them is the best armor, enough to withstand all the problems of the outside world. Because of this, Gu Nanqiao became more and more clear about his firmness, and finally grew up completely.

Su Yiyang has brought not only business opportunities in the spring garden, but also new possibilities in her life.

Therefore, Gu Nanqiao has never been worried about whether he can win the best results in the "Old Dream Project", and even how far Yu Chun Manyuan can go in the future. She believes that even if she really encounters a rather dangerous crisis, Su Yiyang will not leave her alone, and the two will definitely work together to solve the problem.

No matter how big the wind and waves, in the end, you will definitely be invincible in the wind and waves.

In fact, all the certainty is just out of love.

Because that person is Su Yiyang, Gu Nanqiao will deliver all his trust, and he will choose to believe unconditionally.

I don't know how long it took, Gu Nanqiao finally chuckled.

Her clear, bright eyes were filled with smiles, warming from the corners of her lips to the bottom of her heart.

"Su Yiyang once said that I am his light, and because he met me, he found the meaning of certain things. In fact, there were some things I didn't tell him, and it was because I met him that I knew what I wanted, and I was able to find the direction to go on again...... Actually, Su Yiyang is what I mean for him. ”

Gu Nanqiao's voice was very soft, as if he was saying something that was normal, and even these words that sounded affectionate didn't sound like love words, but a few words of truth that could not be taken for granted. So much so that Xiao Fangran originally wanted to interrogate something again, but found the flaws in Gu Nanqiao's words and broke them one by one, persuading her to follow her own advice. At this time, she was just sitting on the sofa, her eyes slightly lowered with a dark expression, and she chewed her words carefully, and she didn't say anything for a long time.

The truth revealed in words cannot deceive people, and it is sure that it cannot be hidden.

is probably indulged in love, and everyone looks the same.

Perhaps it was distracted by Gu Nanqiao's emotions, and at that moment, many pictures flashed in Xiao Fangran's mind, and the past events that had not been recalled over the years also came uncontrollably.

Time and space seem to have been reversed, back to the old troupe of decades ago.

In June, the acacia flowers are fragrant, the air is viscous with a fragrant fragrance, and the petals are scattered all over the ground, and even the stone path is a little more poetic.

It was seven o'clock when the show began, but the young man, who was usually dressed in a light blue shirt and overalls, was always waiting in the waiting area in the courtyard at six o'clock. Before the audience began to check in and enter the venue, he sat on a bench and read quietly, and the locust flowers sprinkled their petals with the breeze, like snow flying in the sky. Under the sunset on the ground, the falling flowers floated on his shoulders very lightly, and were inadvertently brushed down by the slender palms with distinct bones, and the picture seemed to be engraved in Xiao Fangran's memory, and he never forgot it until many years later.

Xiao Fangran heard about it later, that person's name was Gu Lin, and he was a teacher in the middle school next to him.

He is obviously half an engineering man, and the subject he teaches is rigorous and meticulous mathematics, but he has a bit of the unique charm of a literati, and his eyebrows and eyes are also full of bookish atmosphere, which looks handsome and handsome. Probably because of a good skin, Gu Lin doesn't look like a nerd, but like a son of a family sung in the play.

In response to that sentence, the Mo Shangren is like jade, and the son is unparalleled.

When it came to the beginning of the performance, Gu Lin always sat in the best position in the ticket area, facing the center of the stage, which was where Xiao Fangran could see it as soon as he looked up. And his habit of choosing a seat is the same as his daily habit of coming over an hour in advance, rain or shine, no matter how nervous Boss Xiao is, he finally begins to be familiar with him.

At first, Xiao Fangran didn't think deeply, just thought that he was an ordinary audience, or a fan of Peking Opera, and he was familiar with it, and he just knew that there was such a number one person, and he didn't mention much interest at all.

But gradually, Xiao Fangran found that Gu Lin had watched every performance almost every time, one day or two days was not unusual, and a week or two weeks might just be a sudden interest, but it was a little unusual to be able to come on time and on time for several months, even to the point that even the actors on stage were familiar.

It was also because of this that Xiao Fangran couldn't help but care a little more about Gu Lin.

In fact, there are thousands of audiences in the audience, and Boss Xiao is an authentic pillar of the old troupe, and it is strange that there are few hardcore fans. What's more, when Xiao Fangran was still in Mei's house, a bigger stage was also on stage, and it was also a smash hit and it was hard to get a ticket, and there were countless fans who were obsessed with her, and she boasted that she could afford any liking.

For Gu Lin, who is not a show of goodwill, it is also a rare thing to be able to enter Xiao Fangran's eyes.

Since then, I guess there has been a preference.

is such a gentle and restrained literati, and in the end, he is cautious when he likes it.

One day, before the opening of Xiao Fangran's performance, Gu Lin had been waiting in front of the gate of the old troupe, the sunset pulled his long figure long, and the thick glow that did not fade reflected the tenderness of his eyebrows under his eyes, and the gold-rimmed glasses were on the bridge of his nose, covering the look between his eyes, but making the smile on his lips more distinct.

"Miss Xiao, this is for you, I hope you will cherish it. ”

.......

At that time, why was you tempted?

Later, Xiao Fangran couldn't figure it out, and gradually didn't bother to think about it anymore. It stands to reason that Gu Lin is not her ideal type, Xiao Fangran hopes that the other half is strong and excellent, and can occupy an overwhelming advantage from all aspects, and she must be convinced and complement each other in order to completely subdue her, no matter what, she should not be a gentle and weak person like Gu Lin.

But Gu Lin is like a warm spring breeze in early March, blowing green grass and warblers flying all season, and like a season of locust flowers at the end of June, quietly fragrant all summer. The tenderness that flowed out of the details gradually warmed Xiao Fangran's heart, and by the time she realized that she had begun to fall, she had already been completely trapped in it, and there was no way to get out.

After all, liking someone is an unreasonable thing.

Since leaving the old troupe and leaving Gu Lin, Xiao Fangran has not thought about these things for a long time. No matter how much you think about things that have already passed and cannot be remedied, it is just a mediocrity that disturbs you and only adds to your troubles.

What's more, no one knows better than Xiao Fangran that from the deepest part of her heart, she really feels indebted to Gu Lin.

The story begins with the fragrance of acacia flowers in June, and the city is full of flying flowers falling with a glimpse of the slanting sun, all the details are destined to be romantic, but the story ends at the bits and pieces of life that affect people, trivial matters and worldliness drag down emotions. Fengyue is charming but only a short-term indulgence, and ambiguity and affection are consumed in the appearance of firewood, rice, oil and salt.

At that time, Xiao Fangran wanted too much, she not only wanted the scenery on the stage, but also wanted to take care of her when she returned home.

It's clear that my heart is still uncertain, and I'm not sure what I want, but I'm greedy and I'm not willing to give up anything.

When she left, Xiao Fangran thought that there would naturally be a return period in the future, and those words that were difficult to explain and difficult to say, even if you don't say it now, there will be reasonable explanations in the future, so many words stopped between her lips and teeth, and even said goodbye lightly, and she didn't take it to heart.

She didn't say a few more words to Gu Nanqiao, nor did she give Gu Lin a suitable reason.

But things in the world are changing rapidly, no one knows what will happen tomorrow, and many planned things will change with changes, not to mention the so-called planning and best expectations?

In the end, it's just a time to stay and hurt others and yourself.

The day Xiao Fangran left was a rare sunny day on a rainy day, and she didn't tell Gu Lin what she was going to do, let alone explain the complicated relationship between her and the Mei family. At that time, Xiao Fangran didn't know that she would be separated forever, she only casually said that this time it was a short trip, and she didn't even bring a few pieces of luggage, and she was bent on going early and returning early.

Gu Lin went to the station to see her off, and told her to remember to bring an umbrella, if she went for too long, it would be considered a memory.

Xiao Fangran didn't hear anything in Gu Lin's words, she just changed the topic at random, and half teased with a smile.

"It's just a short errand, what to think about, just wait for me to come back. ”

Later, Xiao Fangran recalled that maybe Gu Lin understood everything at that time, but he was too lazy to explain it thoroughly and didn't want to ask deeply, giving his sweetheart enough space. Xiao Fangran always felt that Gu Lin's love was too deep and too heavy, just like water that could not be squeezed out of a sponge, and he could always squeeze out something new. In fact, he gave the most free and clean, and he delivered all his sincerity from the very beginning, but he also gave enough space, and there was nothing reluctant at all.

Love to the deepest part is not discipline, but freedom.

Just like in the end, Gu Lin also thought that love was not a bondage, and many things would be forgotten after the past. For those who can't be retained, it's better to give her freedom, let her do what she wants to do, and live a life that really belongs to her, which can be regarded as a good beginning and a good end.

Gu Lin has always been accustomed to paying silently, and he didn't tell anyone when he was seriously ill, he just worked hard, and he didn't even inform Xiao Fangran when he was dying. He is most afraid of dragging people down in his life, how can he treat love as a kind of moral kidnapping to drag down the person he loves the most.

If I knew that it would be the last time we met, I wouldn't have been so hasty.

No...... If he knew that he would never see him again in the future, maybe Xiao Fangran would be reluctant to leave at all.

But in this world, there are so many ifs.