What happened after that, everyone must know about it.

At that time, I was too young and conceited, and it was very hasty to decide to conceive a child, and it was also very hasty to let the child stay, and it was all decided in one breath, one sentence, and one thought.

After I went back from Lin Rongshen's city, I hid in a dilapidated hotel and slept for a day and a night, and when I woke up, the mobile phone was more than 30 calls from Lin Rongshen, and the phone he called didn't need to guess to know that he was coming to Xingshi to ask for guilt, I couldn't give him a chance to ask me about my guilt, I called Zhang Xiaoya and asked her to come over, and when she arrived, I went to the nearest hospital in the afternoon, hung up the department, and waited outside the door of the operating room after paying the money.

Zhang Xiaoya couldn't understand why I, who was so determined to give birth to a child a few days ago, would decide to kill the child after coming back from looking for Lin Rongshen, and while waiting, she kept saying that I should think twice, this is not a joke.

I sat there without talking or crying, but the answer became clearer and clearer in my mind.

Why should I be so sad to like someone, why should I trample myself into the dust to like him, I am not the only one who can conceive a child for him.

If this is a threesome game, then I quit, how did the child come, how to go back.

It just so happens that to make amends to Song Li's child, the two of us will be cleared from today.

Zhang Xiaoya's saliva was dry, and at the last moment I still entered the operating room with great determination, and after almost two hours, I walked out of the operating room, suddenly relaxed.

It's really easy, and what our family owes Lin Rongshen has also paid back at this moment.

At that time, I only had Lin Haixin's words in my mind, he said, liking Lin Rongshen will be a very hard thing, sure enough, hard work is like this, so that I like him so much that I can die like this.

I could only smile helplessly.

On the day I finished the operation, I packed all my information lists in the hospital and mailed them to Lin Rongshen, after which I changed my mobile phone card and began to take classes seriously at school, no longer thinking about anything.

Zhang Xiaoya now recalls what I looked like at that time, and she said that at that time, she was really worried that I would die if I didn't lift my breath.

Because I was too weak, in that short period of time, I lost weight from ninety pounds to seventy, which is described as skin and bones in Zhao Xiaoya's words.

As for those aborted lists, I don't know if Lin Rongshen received them, anyway, he didn't call me after sending them, and I don't know what happened to Song Li.

In that year, we lived so sloppily in the two cities, Lin Rongshen returned to Lin's house during the Chinese New Year in his junior year, I bought a ticket to Yunnan to travel in order to avoid him, my mother still doesn't understand, why I was still dead to Lin Rongshen before, I would take the initiative to die to him.

If it weren't for me once when I got drunk and accidentally slipped out, she might not have known that there was a child between us.

The year we officially met again was the year Lin Rongshen graduated, and he finally returned home from the far north, and at that time he was already preparing to go abroad for further study.

But because Lin Haixin's health deteriorated that year, his further study was naturally postponed for the time being, and he went to Lin Haixin's company to help.

Facts have proved that excellent people, no matter what they do, Lin Rongshen's specialty is medicine, but he can still keep Lin Haixin's company in order.

When I went to the hospital to accompany Lin Haixin, he always sighed that if Rong Shen could take over his company, all his wishes in this life would be completed.

After Lin Rongshen returned home, we naturally inevitably met, but the two sides did not have the excitement they had when they met, they greeted each other calmly, and never mentioned the previous things, and he did not ask about my child.

Lin Haixin's company is already very busy, he has a lot of meetings every day, and I am naturally busy with various things in the school.

As for Song Li, after Lin Rongshen graduated, Song Li seemed to have never appeared by his side, and even Lin Haixin didn't know that Song Li existed.

I had speculated that maybe they broke up, maybe the child was kicked by me after that time, but these conjectures never had a chance to be confirmed.

And Lin Rongshen never even mentioned this person's name in the days to come.

Later, I also graduated, and not long after graduation, I met Zhan Dong, and it didn't take long for us to decide to get married.

Lin Haixin's body has also been going back and forth, and Lin Rongshen's going abroad for further study has also been pushed again and again.

The story has come to this point, and the story of me and Lin Rongshen has also come to an end, I thought that I would love him passionately forever, but it turned out that I didn't, but I married in front of him in order not to admit defeat.

I have always thought that getting married so early is the wisest thing in my life, at least in this emotional game, I am ahead of the curve as a winner.

And Lin Rongshen, who has always had the upper hand in this relationship, has never had a girlfriend since graduation, I don't know why he didn't make friends, whether he didn't meet the right one, or he has never been able to forget Song Li. I always thought that Lin Rongshen and Song Li must have had something happen after I left.

As for why they weren't together, I don't know.

Anyway, after marrying Zhan Dong, I have climbed up from that chaotic relationship.

Not long after I got married, Lin Haixin's sudden death completely shattered the already discordant home.

My mother took everything that belonged to Lin Rongshen, and Lin Rongshen disappeared abroad without a trace since then.

When I recall this, I don't want to think about the details of Lin Haixin's death, because these pictures are a taboo for me that no one has set foot in.

In the war where Lin Haixin died, I returned all the damage that Lin Rongshen had caused me to him at a price of ten times and a thousand times.

So after five years, he suddenly appeared in front of us, and my mother and I would subconsciously panic, afraid that he would come back to take revenge on our mother and daughter.

But now that I think about it, maybe it's our weak heart that is doing it, and if Lin Rongshen wants to take revenge on me, he doesn't have to wait until now.

I sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling window with the rusty key in hand, looking at everything downstairs, not knowing whether to laugh or cry.

It's been five years, and after a long absence, we will have the opportunity to meet.