045. Collapse with a bang

I don't know what he meant by this child, but the situation was quite special at the time, and it was a miracle that he was able to agree that I gave birth to this child, and as for the problems after the child, I would solve it myself.

So I didn't feel much sad about Lin Rongshen's words, but responded with a hint of anger: "You don't care, you don't need the child to give birth anyway, I can raise him myself, even if you don't let him call you dad." ”

Lin Rongshen looked at my unashamed appearance, just sneered, didn't refute anything with me, and flew back to the north the next day after he finished talking with me.

Since then, he really hasn't contacted me, and our relationship has returned to the freezing point, and I am also very stubborn, this time I didn't stalk him like before, I took the child to do an examination, and learned how to be a mother in advance, but fortunately it was college at that time, and my mother basically didn't notice anything when she lived in school occasionally.

In this way, unconsciously the child grew to three months, I came out of the hospital after the prenatal checkup, holding the first photo of the child in my hand, the indescribable ecstasy in my heart, the child has begun to form in three months, the child's small hands and feet have developed well, I inexplicably have a sense of achievement, this sense of achievement makes me the first person I want to share is only Lin Rongshen.

And at that time, I didn't realize how far this child was between me and Lin Rongshen, thinking that he was just angry that I didn't take birth control pills, and I didn't discuss this matter with him when I wanted a child.

Thinking about it for so long, he should also be angry, right?

I don't know what crazy I smoked that day, I actually pinched two photos and flew to the city where Lin Rongshen was on the plane again, but after arriving there, Lin Rongshen happened to have a symposium in the school that day, as for what it was about, I didn't know what it was about, but I just squatted at the door of their conference room and waited for a long time, until it reached two o'clock in the afternoon, the students and professors and associate professors of the Department of Medicine in the conference room walked out one after another, Song Li and Lin Rongshen are from the same department, and the two of them are both high-quality students, and they are the key training objects of the school, so she is also in this symposium。

When Lin Rongshen walked out, Song Li also followed behind him, she saw me standing at the door, she was stunned for a moment, and then glanced at Lin Rongshen, who was walking in front of me and didn't seem to notice me at all, and said, "Rongshen, your sister ......"

Lin Rongshen didn't look back and said, "I still have to go to the library." ”

Song Li said: "But ......"

Lin Rongshen stopped, looked at her and asked, "Do you want to be together?"

Although Song Li didn't know what was going on between me and Lin Rongshen, when she heard his invitation, she naturally smiled happily and said, "Okay." ”

Lin Rongshen didn't speak, pushed open the door and walked out, Song Li immediately trotted to follow, leaving me standing there alone.

I can't come here in vain, even if Lin Rongshen ignores me, but I still have the cheekiness to follow behind them, I thought to myself, I just need to hand over the child's photo to him personally, and after giving it to him, it doesn't matter if he looks at it or not, the purpose of my coming here is just to give him things.

But when I finally found Lin Rongshen and Song Li again in the library, the two of them were kissing in a small corner somewhere, at that time, there was no one in the library, only one staff member was sitting at the front desk sorting out the books, and Song Li and Lin Rongshen were hiding in a small corner and forgetting their affection.

As I stood outside the library and looked at the two people inside, I suddenly felt cold in my hands and feet, and it seemed that I had some difficulty breathing.

But I didn't dodge, I just stood there stubbornly, looking at the two of them kissing like a pervert, and finally I didn't know who let go of whom, Lin Rongshen lowered his face and didn't know what to say in Song Li's ear, which caused Song Li to bury him in his arms shyly, and Lin Rongshen hugged her and smiled brightly.

That kind of Lin Rongshen is the Lin Rongshen I have never seen before, and his smile is so bright.

It turned out that he looked like this in front of other girls, and his attitude towards children was completely different from that of me when I was together.

It turns out that whether he loves someone or not can be seen from his eyes.

The two of them stayed in the library for ten o'clock, and after Lin Rongshen sent Song Li back, he said to me who had been following him, "What are you doing here?" ”

The photo had been soaked in cold sweat in my palm, and although I was very uncomfortable now, I still walked up with a smile on my face, handed him the B-ultrasound photo in my hand and said, "This is ...... It's a picture of a child, and although I know you'll want to see it, I think I should give you one, so ...... So ......"

I didn't know what I should say at all, and after Lin Rongshen saw the crumpled photo in my hand, he stretched out his hand and took a look, just a glance, he was sandwiched in the textbook, and said without much emotion on his face: "Got it, you go back." ”

I knew he wouldn't keep me, so I didn't say anything to him, and I didn't have any surprises, just a frustrated oh and turned to leave.

But after walking a few steps, Lin Rongshen behind him said, "Wait." ”

A glimmer of hope rose in my heart, and I turned my head to look at him, Lin Rongshen said, "There are hotels nearby." ”

I didn't understand what he meant by this, I stood there for a long time and didn't move, Lin Rongshen didn't care about me anymore, and walked forward by himself.

I breathed a sigh of relief, I don't know why that dead heart came back to life a little more, looked at his back drowning in darkness, and asked myself in my heart, was he just caring about me?

Because it was too late, I didn't go back overnight, but stayed in a nearby hotel, and when I was about to leave the next morning, I remembered that I still had something to give Lin Rongshen, so I turned to his apartment halfway on the way to the airport, and after arriving there, the person who came to open the door for me was Song Li, he was wearing Lin Rongshen's shirt, and under it was a long bare leg, looking at me with a look of unawakeness.

When I saw this scene, I hugged the schoolbag in my arms tightly.

Song Li saw that I came early in the morning and didn't speak, so she lazily leaned against the door frame and asked me, "Are you looking for Rong Shen?"

I mumbled.

Song Li said: "He is still sleeping. ”

I said, "Oh, it's okay, I'm on the plane at nine o'clock today, I'll go first." ”

When I turned to leave, Song Li suddenly called out to me from behind, and I immediately stopped.

Song Li stood up straight and walked towards me, she arrived in front of me, because of her height, she stood in front of me and made me feel an inexplicable pressure, Song Li asked me: "Do you like Rong Shen?"

I looked at Song Li and didn't answer, nor did I deny it, Song Li looked at me with a sneer with her hands, and she said, "I heard that you are also pregnant with his child." ”

I said, "He told you?"

Before I asked this sentence, Song Li suddenly slapped me in the face, and the ponytail I tied up was scattered, Song Li sneered and said: "What are you? I am Rong Shen's girlfriend, if you don't want to pester him next time, I tell you, what is waiting for you is not a slap, but to make your slut notorious." ”

This slap made my cheeks have a sharp pain, Song Li was still warning me to stay away from Lin Rongshen's words, but I didn't listen to much at all, Song Li saw that I completely ignored her words, and suddenly pulled my hair and asked fiercely: "Don't you understand my words?

In addition to being humiliated by Lin Rongshen in my life, I Xia Lailai dared to hit me in the face like this Song Li is the first person, after she grabbed my hair, she also pointed at my face and asked me if I wanted to be embarrassed. ”

My patience finally reached the extreme, I was a little white sheep in front of Lin Rongshen, but it didn't mean that I was still in front of others, I couldn't move my head, I couldn't move my hands, in order to escape from Song Li's hands, I didn't know what I thought at the time, and regardless of my pregnancy, I raised my foot and kicked Song Li's lower abdomen, and Song Li was kicked directly to the ground by me.

After she let out a cry of pain, she lay on the ground and did not get up, nor did she move.

I didn't bother to care about her, and when I turned around and wanted to leave, I suddenly felt that something was wrong, what happened to Song Li? Why can't I get up?

When I turned to look at her, I found that she was holding her lower abdomen and huddled on the ground, trembling all over, and her forehead was covered in cold sweat.

I thought she was pretending, standing there and trying to shout a Song Li, but as soon as this sentence came out, I found that Song Li's legs were suddenly full of blood, I panicked, and just wanted to rush over, Song Li, who was lying on the ground, suddenly cried hoarsely in the direction of the door and called Lin Rongshen's name.

When he shouted for the third time, Lin Rongshen ran out, and when he saw Song Li lying on the ground with blood between his legs, his face suddenly sank, and before I could react, Lin Rongshen didn't ask what happened just now, but just ordered me with a blue face: "Call for an ambulance, now immediately!"

I took out my mobile phone from my schoolbag in a panic and immediately dialed the ambulance, and about twenty minutes later, the doctor rushed over and carried Song Li, who was covered in blood, into the ambulance.

Lin Rongshen, who was about to follow the car, suddenly remembered me on the side, he walked towards me, I saw the terrible emotion in his eyes, and was so frightened that he kept retreating, and when he had no way back, Lin Rongshen suddenly pinched my chin, and said with a cold face: "If the child has an accident, Charlais I want your life." ”

After he said this, he pushed me hard and turned to get into the ambulance.

I leaned against the cold wall and watched as the ambulance whizzed away in a stream of traffic, the shrill honking of the horn shattering some of the hopes in my heart.

Something in my heart was collapsing.

Did he ever wonder what would have happened to me if I hadn't stood still and fallen to the ground with his hard push just now?

Does he want me to take my child to make amends to Song Li's child?