He covered me with a quilt, and then took his clothes and went to the bathroom to take a shower, I was still shallow sleepy just now, and I didn't want to sleep after he made such a fuss, lying on the bed, pulling the quilt, I didn't know what I was thinking.

With the sound of water in the bathroom, my thoughts flew into the distance. I think of my sister, Gu Yunyi. She is full of charm in every gesture, elegant and chic in every word and deed, and she has been my idol for 20 years. My mother often says, your sister is good at everything, but she is too stubborn, gentle, my mother gave you this name to make you quiet, beautiful and gentle, don't learn your sister's stubbornness, the stubborn ghost who can't pull back the nine cows.

I still remember when my mother said this, it was in the summer when I was sixteen years old, we sat under the mulberry tree in the yard picking beans, my mother said while sighing, I always felt that there was something in her words, but at that time, I couldn't listen to a word, I completely felt that my sister was chic, and there was a faint sorrow between her eyebrows, and her stubbornness.

My sister's stubbornness is not visible to ordinary people, and even I can't see it, until I am older and more sensible, I understand that my mother's so-called stubbornness is that my sister has remained single for so many years, studying alone, wandering around, chic, and free.

At that time, the idols of my classmates were not movie stars, but singers, and my idol was always my sister.

She rarely goes home, is always outside, goes to a lot of places, takes a lot of pictures and comes back. Every time I came back, she would stamp me a postcard with a postmark, but she didn't talk to me very much, she was always shallow to me, sometimes touching my face and smiling, saying, "Wanjing, you have beautiful eyes." ”

We didn't communicate much, maybe because of the age difference, my sister never played with me and rarely took me out. When I was a child, I didn't know anything, so I asked my mother if my sister didn't like me. Whenever this happens, my mom would pat me on the shoulder and say, "No, that's what she is." But Wanjing, you should feel that my sister loves you. ”

I used to ask when I was a child, and I didn't ask anymore when I grew up because I could feel it.

When I was a child, I thought my sister was so mysterious, she looked like a mysterious woman in Jin Yong's martial arts, and she had a feeling of being like a fairy and hiding outside, faint and unpredictable. When I grew up, I still felt the same way, and I tried to talk to her, wanting to get a glimpse of her inner world. When I was a little older, I began to guess that my sister must have fallen in love with someone when she was young, and then fell in love and couldn't extricate herself, and then the man went away or died, and then my sister became the infatuated heroine in Grandma Qiong Yao's romance, and she never married for her lover. Because her heart has long gone with her lover.

Look at how imaginative I was at that time. But now it seems that Grandma Qiong Yao has really seen too much.

Later, I felt like I was thinking too simply. But I am even more convinced that my sister Gu Yunyi, she must be a woman with a story.

My mom kept telling me not to follow my sister's stubborn temper, but the more I did, the more I liked to follow her example, she was my idol. When my mom left, she took my sister and me by the hand, and she stopped talking, her eyes full of tears. A moment before closing her eyes, my mother said weakly, Yunyi, what shouldn't be said, my mother took it away.

Then I lived with my sister.

My sister is very good to me, but I can't tell how she is good to me, anyway, she is good to me.

It wasn't until I met Lin Cheng and went to his house, until I found a photo of her and Lin Cheng's father in her drawer, until she and Lin Cheng's father rekindled their old relationship, until Zhao Suyun drove her and Lin Cheng's father to death on the elevated highway, I didn't know that I had fantasized countless times about my sister's love story hero, the man I thought was dead or went away, he was my boyfriend's father. Like all TV series, it is bloody and embarrassing, he abandoned my sister and chose Zhao Suyun back then, which was indeed a last resort.

Thinking about it, Lin Cheng took a bath, pushed open the bathroom door, the bedroom turned off the light, and suddenly there was light, I suddenly came back from a distant thought, felt itchy on my face, reached out to touch it, only to find that it was tears.

I hurriedly pulled the quilt to wipe away my tears, Lin Cheng walked up to me while wiping his hair, sat on the edge of the bed, lowered his head and kissed my forehead, and said, "Am I too loud and making you sleep?"

"No, I'm wondering what fish to eat tomorrow, there are so many, it's really hard to choose. "Fortunately, it's backlit, otherwise Lin Cheng would have seen me crying.

"You're stupid, you can choose whatever you want tomorrow, or you can eat them all. ”

I laughed, "What's the matter, there are so many, we can't finish it." ”

Lin Cheng's body exuded a faint fragrance of bath liquid, which seeped into the air little by little, and it was a very fresh smell.

"Yes, but as long as you want to eat, we can go at any time, and there is still a long time to come, and there is still half a lifetime to eat, and you have no problem eating every day. ”

The coming day is long, what a hurtful four words.

I twitched at the tip of my heart, and then pushed Lin Cheng away, "You hurry up and dry your hair, beware of catching a cold." ”

"Well, I'll go now," Lin Cheng helped me cover the quilt as he got up.

It's not a taste.

In fact, women really listen to fierce things, and some things are obviously turbulent in their hearts, and they can pretend to be nothing. I grabbed my hand and said comfortingly, "Gu Wanjing, bear with it, it's okay, it's not a long life, it's okay if Lin Cheng can lie to you for a lifetime." ”

There are not many days left in my life, and I am looking forward to a beautiful love, a beautiful and fragile dream.

When a woman says she doesn't desire love, it's all a lie. Unless she didn't meet the person she fell in love with. Once encountered, it is a catastrophe.

Like me.

Lin Cheng went to bed after drying his hair, he gently hugged my waist from behind, put his hand on my lower abdomen, and gently stroked it. Maybe it's my delusion, I always feel that the child is also interacting with him, and I can feel the temperature of Lin Cheng's palm.

"Graceful. "In the darkness of the night, Lin Cheng called my name softly.

I replied softly, if there was nothing.

"Do you still have dealings with the people you used to have?" asked me with some hesitation.

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing. He sighed slightly, and then said, "I just think that there are too many bad memories of you in that place in Nanxian, you don't interact with those people less, and you don't think about uncomfortable things less, you are pregnant now, don't think too much, understand?"

At first glance, it seems that Lin Cheng is thinking about me, but when I think about it, what is he afraid of? Why did Jiajia just call me, and he was all the soldiers, I am afraid that he thought about it for a long time before he opened his mouth to tell me.

"I didn't interact with them, and the people in the past were only Ruan Jiajia alone. My number in Nanjing, only Jiajia knows, don't worry, I won't think about unhappy things. I slowly turned around and looked for Lin Cheng's eyes in the night, only a faint light could be seen, but it was deep and unpredictable, "Since I have a new life, the past is gone." ”

Lin Cheng nodded, then reached out and gently stroked my hair, and said gently, "Well, that's the best." Wanjing, what is in the past, is in the past. ”

That night, I didn't fall asleep for a long time, Lin Cheng's gentle and shallow breathing sounded in my ears, and in the quiet night, the faint breathing sound was so abrupt.

I looked at the ceiling with my eyes open, tears silently sliding down the corners of my eyes, and a wave of sadness burned in my heart.

I touched my stomach with my hand, and kept repeating in my heart, if it wasn't for this child, if it wasn't for the child, Lin Cheng, where could I be like this........

Because I went to bed very late at night, I inevitably got up late the next day, and my lower abdomen hurt for a while when I got up, and I was very worried about the child's problem at first, but I thought about it, my disease, and my lower abdomen hurt in the late stage, and it used to be like this, so I endured it with fear, covered the quilt and closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep, in fact, it hurt very much.

No matter how much it hurts, I can't even take medicine.

When the pain dissipated, I slowly got up and went to the bathroom to get cold water to wash my face, Lin Cheng was no longer in the room, I rested on the sink for a while, looked at myself with a pale face, and sincerely prayed to God not to torture me for the sake of being a pregnant woman, and not to torture me.

When I have a baby, I can do whatever I want.

As soon as he finished washing, Lin Cheng came upstairs, and before he came up, in order to make himself look better, I slapped my cheeks a few times with my palm, and it looked a lot more rosy. Lin Cheng saw that I had a good complexion, and said with a smile, "Wanjing, you have a good complexion, you are so beautiful." So saying, he came up and kissed me on the forehead.

After breakfast, we drove to a farmstead on the outskirts. Because I was afraid that I would vomit, Lin Cheng drove very slowly, it was almost twelve o'clock at the farm, it was lunch time, and it was too late to go fishing by himself, Lin Cheng was afraid that I would be hungry, so he had to let the boss directly kill the ready-made one, and make sauerkraut boiled fish and serve it. It's been a long time since I've eaten such an appetizing dish, and I'm hungry and eat a lot. The fish is easy to digest, so I don't care.

After eating, Lin Cheng took my hand, and we walked along the man-made lake for a long time, the wind was blowing gently, which was very comfortable. Nanjing in October has been slightly cool, but today the weather is very good, the clouds are light and the wind is light, and it is very comfortable.

It may be that I have been thinking that my life is short, and every time I get along with Lin Cheng, I cherish it very much. I grabbed Lin Cheng's hand like flying a kite, and I pulled the string in my hand tightly, for fear that he would fly too far.

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Sometimes, I would quietly turn my face to look at Lin Cheng's side face, and I wanted to engrave him in my mind while everything was okay now

I'm afraid it's too late, I'm afraid it's too late......

I'm afraid it's too late to say I love you.......

Looking at his side face, I said like a drum in my heart, Lin Cheng, Lin Cheng, why is it you.