081: Cold heart

After a while, Lin Cheng replied to my text message, asking me to find a restaurant in Xinjiekou and wait for her, at that time I was hungry and panicked, afraid that my stomach would start to hurt again after being hungry for too long, so I quickly asked Uncle Chen to drive, drove me and Wu's mother to Xinjiekou together, found a place to drink porridge, and slowly swallowed a bowl of porridge, and the hunger subsided.

Mother Wu and Uncle Chen have been with me, taking advantage of my uncle's honest relationship, there is nothing to say, but it is Mother Wu, I always feel that she is a little afraid of me. No, it's not like you're afraid of me, it's like ........ It's like something, I'm afraid I know.

I looked at Mother Wu meaningfully, she avoided it a little unnaturally, and when she couldn't hide anymore, she asked me stupidly, "Is there anything wrong with you?"

"Mother Wu, how do I feel that you are weird, you have been watching me dodge these days, am I wrong to make you uncomfortable?" I said suspiciously. At first, I wondered if Zhao Suyun said something nonsense and called me a man-eating flood beast, so Wu's mother was so jealous of me.

Mother Wu shook her head and said embarrassedly, "It's nothing, hehe, you think too much, there's nothing wrong with you." ”

I asked Uncle Chen instead, "Uncle Chen, you say, isn't Mother Wu unnatural?"

Uncle Chen nodded and said in a deep voice, "She is an honest person, and it is estimated that it is the first time to come out with you, and I am afraid that I will not do a good job." ”

I don't think so, Mother Wu kept her hands together, her lips were dry, and she was obviously nervous. But it's hard to point it out directly, so I didn't say more. If something is wrong, sooner or later it will show its feet, and I'll watch.

Lin Cheng hurried to meet me at three o'clock in the afternoon, and when he came, I was eating a piece of cheesecake, and my stomach was full, thinking that I had enough energy to go shopping.

Lin Cheng called away Uncle Chen and Mother Wu, and asked Mother Wu to go back and help me make some soup, I have a bad stomach and want to raise it. After they left, Lin Cheng took my hand and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, Wanjing, I'm late, I just finished talking to Qin Zeyang, and I came over without stopping before I ate." ”

I laughed at him for being silly and dragged him to eat Ajisen ramen. While eating, he asked me about the prenatal checkup, and I answered truthfully, except that I didn't go for a blood test.

Lin Cheng's face was happy, it was the kind of joy that couldn't be hidden, just like a girl saw someone she liked, her eyebrows were crooked, and the joy was beyond words. It's like a cool breeze that suddenly blows in the summer, which is pleasing to the eye.

"Every time you have a prenatal check-up in the future, I promise, I will accompany you. Lin Cheng put down his chopsticks and said with an oath.

"It depends, if you can't be busy, it doesn't matter, the child is healthy. "I will smile, I still have some worries in my heart, the child is still too young, the doctor said to go for frequent examinations, the 12-week child is too young, and there is no complete guarantee that it is not a deformity, just a preliminary investigation.

Lin Cheng pursed his lips and said stubbornly, "No, I will do what I say." This is our first child, we must take good care of it, and when I have experience, I will have a second child in the future. He stared at my stomach and said happily.

I sat across from me and was stunned, and my smile was frozen. This is not our first child, and secondly, do I have a chance to have another one?

I feel sick when I think about it.

Lin Cheng, who was immersed in joy, didn't notice that something was wrong with me, just stared at my stomach faintly and smiled intently.

I restrained my expression and whispered, "Are you done eating?" ”

Lin Cheng got up to help me pull a chair and carry my bag, because he was afraid that others would bump into me, he kept putting his arms around my shoulders, and when there were a little more people, he pulled me into his arms, for fear that I would be touched by others.

When I got close to him, the feeling jumped in, and a warm current passed through my heart, warming every cell in my body.

I bought two dresses, and he said that it would look good when my belly was bigger, and I laughed and said, "My belly was so big back then," and I pouted while gesturing with my hand, "Where will it look good?"

"Beautiful, don't you know? The most beautiful thing in the world is my mother. "Lin Cheng's mouth seems to be smeared with honey, and I am very useful.

"Forget it, you couldn't hold me back then, what do you look good at. ”

"Who said I couldn't hold it? I'll hold two at once, but it's okay. He laughed like a fool.

After looking at the maternity clothes, let's move on to the children's things. Lin Cheng was stupid with the boys' and girls' clothes, and I knew that he was thinking about whether we were looking at boys or girls. I walked up to him, grabbed what he was holding, put it down, and said, "Don't worry about it, I'll decide after a while." People say sour and spicy girls, I don't feel it at all now, what should I do?"

"Is this accurate?" Lin Cheng looked at me, as if seriously thinking about whether this sentence was correct or not, and I smiled and said, "I don't know, probably maybe it may not be accurate." ”

We looked at each other and smiled, then Lin Cheng looked at me blankly for two seconds, and said with a smirk, "Wife, I think you are so beautiful now." ”

It was the first time he had called me that, at least the first time he had called me so tenderly, seriously, and from the heart. Instead of sarcasm and sarcasm.

I bowed my head in shame, clutching the child's clothes in my hands. Children's clothes are so soft that they can't be done, and the material is comfortable in the palm of your hand.

"Don't worry about it, let's buy it all, boys and girls want it, put it when you don't need it, use it next time!" Lin Cheng suddenly put his arm around my shoulders and said casually. He called the waiter, packed a few things I liked, pulled out his bank card in a chic manner, and told me to sit on the rest stool and wait, and he went to pay.

When he went to pay, the shopping guide looked at me enviously, her eyebrows were crooked, "Your husband is so good, seeing that you are so happy, it makes me want to get married too!"

"Thank you. I looked at Lin Cheng's back with satisfaction, and my heart warmed.

After a while, he paid back, picked up his things and was ready to continue shopping, and then my phone rang, and I saw that it was Jiajia calling.

Lin Cheng also saw it and said, "You can take it." She's the girl in the South County bar, right?"

I nodded, and then pressed the answer button, Jiajia's voice came into my ears, I stepped aside slightly, Lin Cheng just looked at me, and didn't follow.

"Jiajia, what's the matter?"

"Sister Lan, where are you?" Jiajia's voice sounded a little anxious, as if she was frightened, and asked me eagerly, "Where are you now?!"

"I'm shopping at the mall, what's wrong?"

"Have you received any strange phone calls in the past two days, or have any strangers asked you out?" asked Jiajia.

Although I had doubts, I still answered the question first, "No, I am all at home, I have not gone out, and I have no strange calls." When I came back, the phone number was only known to you, and I hadn't contacted anyone before, so no one knew. ”

"Sister Lan, I'm sorry........ Jiajia's voice suddenly lowered, and then she felt a little crying, "I shouldn't have left your phone number in the first place, it's all me, it's okay to eat and hold on!"

"What's wrong with you? Tell me clearly, I've been confused by you, say it well, don't worry. I said comfortingly, thinking, isn't something wrong?

"Do you remember the last time I called you?" asked Jiajia. I thought about it, but I didn't remember it, she called me a few times, and I don't know which one she was talking about. Jiajia was a little anxious and reminded me, "It's the time I called you to say that Zhou Wei had a miscarriage, do you remember it?"

"Well, I remember. ”

"When I called you that day, Zhao Wei was behind me, I didn't know, he heard the content of my phone call with you, and wrote down the time, when I went to the ward with Zhou Cheng to Zhou Wei to deliver something, Zhao Wei said that his phone was out of battery, and he lent me to Xiao Chen to make a call, I didn't care much at the time, so I borrowed it, and I didn't have your name on your phone, but Zhao Wei was not smart, and he took the phone number and checked it out that it was Nanjing, Jiangsu, and he was even more sure that it was you. What is speechless is that he stored your phone in the mobile phone, and then Zhou Wei quarreled with her every day, she seemed to be a little depressed after the miscarriage, she often spilled, and went to the bar to make a fuss when she had nothing to do, and Zhao Wei was very faceless. Suspected that Zhao Wei was lukewarm to her all day long because Zhao Wei had an affair, so Zhou Wei quietly flipped through Zhao Wei's mobile phone, and Xu saw your phone inside, and then ........." Jiajia said and stopped here. I don't know if I don't want to say it or if it's hard to say.

"And then what's wrong?" I asked.

Then she carried the money and disappeared with Zhao Wei's mobile phone. Jiajia said angrily, "Zhao Wei drank too much in the bar that night, and fell asleep on the sofa after going back, and found that the phone was missing the next day, he thought he was where he fell, but Zhou Wei was also gone, I thought she was going back to her hometown, but Zhao Wei went back to see, there was no one at all, she took a lot of money from the family and left, and then Zhao Wei couldn't find anyone anywhere, so he found me here." He estimated that Zhou Wei was looking for you, Sister Lan, what should I do? Zhou Wei is a crazy woman, you must be careful!"

"Why did she come to me? I don't have much to say to her, and besides, she can't find me. I said lightly. Zhou Wei has always felt that I have affected the relationship between her and Zhao Wei and hates me to the core, but I have already left Nanxian County, leaving the land of right and wrong, and I and Lin Cheng are very good now, there is no need for her to come to me. Besides, I'm quiet and frank, what if she comes to me? I don't have time to spend with her.

"No, Sister Lan, Zhao Wei said she could find you. Jiajia said a little gloomily.

I chuckled and snorted coldly, "Don't worry, Jiajia, Zhou Wei can't find me, no one knows my address in Nanjing, what if she comes to Nanjing, what if she has my phone, she can't find me." ”

"No, Sister Lan, she ........." Jiajia's voice became smaller and smaller.

My heart is getting colder and colder.

After hanging up the phone, I was stunned for a while, Lin Cheng came forward and grabbed my hand, I broke free a little, he grabbed it again, frowned, and asked me, "What's wrong with you?"

I smiled dryly, my heart was still warm just now, and it was cold all of a sudden. But I didn't get angry, and I comforted myself vigorously, Gu Wanjing, there must be a reason why he did that at that time, he must care too much about you, he wants to get you too much, yes, it must be so.

People are always good at deceiving themselves.

I'm even more so.

Who told me to covet the warmth of the moment? I don't even look at the real outpouring of emotion or the appearance of pretense.

When he grabbed my hand again, I didn't move, "It's okay, just say that she and Zhou Cheng quarreled, this time it's a bit big, crying on the phone, I was in a bad mood when she cried, saying that it was a good friend, but when she was sad, we were 108,000 miles apart, and a simple hug couldn't be given." ”

Lin Cheng breathed a sigh of relief and said, "It's okay, she must know that you care about her, otherwise she wouldn't have called you so far." You have to know that if there is affection, no matter how far away the other party is, it is clear and can feel it. Feelings are very delicate, and time and distance cannot stop them. ”

I looked at the floor in front of me and said coldly, "Yes, if there is no love, what if there is no love, what if it is close in front of you, it is not that you can't enter the other party's heart through the galaxy." ”

I think it was from that moment that my self-deception became more and more serious. I also began to notice that something was beginning to shake in the dark.

Then after a while, I was a little tired, and then we took the elevator to the parking lot to pick up the car and drove home. When I went back, Wu's mother had already stewed the soup, it was a black-bone chicken, as soon as I entered the door, the fresh smell came into my nose, and the gluttonous insects that had been buried in my heart for a long time suddenly all recovered, scratching in my heart, and all of them were dispatched.

Lin Cheng saw that I couldn't help it, and after dropping the things, he quickly asked Wu's mother to fill me a bowl and bring it out to me.

After the soup and some chicken and a few yams, I couldn't eat anything else, let alone dinner. After a tired day, I went upstairs to take a shower, Zhao Suyun rolled out of the room in a wheelchair, I thought she would treat me as air, but I didn't expect that she looked at me meaningfully.

I couldn't understand that look.

Lin Cheng didn't follow me upstairs, I took the opportunity to call Qin Zeyang, thank him for his emergency relief, and trouble him to help me transfer money to Qiao Chen by the way, thank her for her hard work to help me find the information I wanted. If I transfer it to Qiao Chen, it will not be very convenient, I am afraid that Lin Cheng will know, and it will be a bit dangerous to go to check it out.

"It's okay, I was also going to contact Lin Cheng to talk about things, but I just happened to meet you and pushed the boat. I'll help you deal with it over there, don't worry. Qin Zeyang said gently. When he speaks, he is always unhurried, and it is best for such an organized person to be a lawyer.

"Thank you, Qiao Chen, I won't contact you anymore. The money you advanced for me, I will withdraw the cash to you tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, not through bank transfer. By the way, you help me ask your mom to have a meal, I want to talk to her. "I'm worried about how long I can last if I don't treat this disease. For the sake of the child, I have to work harder, at least so that the child can be born safely.

I knew I was about to face a dark path, but so what, the little baby in my belly, gave me courage and strength.

Looking at the fading sky, I stood at the window and sighed. Child, mom is counting on you now, only you.

After taking a shower, I was ready to go to bed, Lin Cheng didn't come up downstairs, I went out to see before I got up, he wasn't in the living room, and Zhao Suyun was no one, so where did I go? I didn't bother to go downstairs, and then went back to the room to rest.

I don't know, at this time, Lin Cheng was in Zhao Suyun's room, and Lin Nan was also there.

Pregnant people are always tired easily and like to sleep, no, I took the book and leaned against the head of the bed, and I didn't turn a few pages and fell asleep, my eyelids were heavy and drooping.

Lin Cheng pushed the door in and came in with a very small sound, but I woke up all of a sudden, only to find that the book in my hand had fallen under the bed. Lin Cheng saw that I was about to bend over and pick up, so he quickly stopped me and said, "Don't move, I'll come." With that, he walked up to me, picked up the book and handed it to me.

"Why are you so sleepy, are you bored by yourself?" Lin Cheng said to himself, "I'll buy you some tapes or something tomorrow, it's counted as prenatal education." ”

"Aren't you going to the farm tomorrow to eat fish?" I said, glaring, "and not breaking my promise." ”

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Between the words, it is all coquettish.

Lin Cheng had a slightly tired look on his face, he sighed helplessly, and then held my hand and said, "It's really a good memory, you, go, of course go, I'll see how much you can eat." ”

"You said, then go to bed early tonight and get up early tomorrow morning to eat fish at the farm, I've been thinking about it for a long time!" I said excitedly.

Lin Cheng looked at me with a smile and blinked his eyes, "You are really ......"