Chapter 156: Many Growths
And Zhong Ziyi didn't know that he was inextricably emotional, he shook the wine glass gently, and a glass of amber reflected the color in the depths of his eyes, which also mixed the unhurried words with a little deepness.
"So, Ah Yang, I really thank you for pulling me to toss the spring garden together, at first I didn't think that this troupe could make it, it was nothing more than thinking, since you want to do it, then I will accompany you to explore. Who knew that by mistake, it really allowed me to find my direction, and it also brought me a sense of existence that I had already died....... I hadn't thought to say that, but now that I've said that, it's nothing for me to tell you - some time ago, my dad called me and asked me to take the time to go home. ”
Hearing this, Su Yiyang was a little surprised, he raised his eyebrows and looked at Zhong Ziyi, and it took a few seconds to make sure that this sentence was not Zhong Ziyi's casual joke, and he couldn't help but be happy.
"Uncle Zhong can still take the initiative to contact you, this is really new. I thought about my dad's kind of person with a better temper, it's rare to take the initiative to give me a step, your old man is so stubborn, I saw him frowning and cowardly, and in the end, he took the initiative to break the ice, what's the matter, why don't you tell me about this good thing?"
"I haven't found a chance, and besides, it's not too late to tell. Zhong Ziyi grinned loudly, and unexpectedly put his arm on Su Yiyang's shoulder and patted it, recalling the previous events with a little drunkenness.
When he received a call from his old man, Zhong Ziyi was obviously more surprised than Su Yiyang at the moment, he really didn't expect his father to call him personally, after all, Zhong Yan has ignored him in the past few years, as if there is no Zhong Ziyi as a son, let him toss by himself, and it will be over for his own fun.
So Zhong Ziyi held back for a long time, and only held back one sentence: "Dad, why did you call me?"
Zhong Yan seemed to have guessed what kind of virtue his unsuccessful stinky boy was, and he didn't have too high illusions about his psychological quality, so he just broke the silence with a well-deserved sneer.
"Are you still tossing that propaganda company? People are developing so fast, can you keep up with the pace of others?"
"The geometric development is also very smooth, and the spring garden is full of spring from the beginning of the reorganization, which of the big and small things is not I personally in Zhang Luo, what can't keep up....... Dad, you can't have colored glasses on me. ”
"Okay, don't be stubborn, you have the kung fu to say these witty words, it's better to do a few practical things, how did I educate you before - no matter how much you talk about it, it's better to do it in person, just take out the results, you young people, and you should remember what it means to be down-to-earth, there is still a long way to go." ”
Zhong Ziyi listened to his old man's official tone, and didn't quite understand why he suddenly came interested in saying this, but in front of Zhong Yan, Zhong Dashao usually didn't dare to take an extra mouthful, which would make him dare not interrupt or interject, only to accept criticism on the side, and the good mobile phone was stunned by him as a hot potato.
Who knows, Zhong Yan changed his words, but he didn't continue to preach, but even his tone was a little softer.
"Also, has there been a selection recently, and you will also participate, right? Xiaoyi, your ability and level are still okay, and I am also paying attention to the performance in the spring garden, don't be too nervous about these, don't be too stressed, make things happen in the sky, do your best to do it." ”
Hearing these words, Zhong Ziyi was stunned there.
He really couldn't believe that these words came from his father's mouth, so he couldn't help but carefully smack between the lines of Zhong Yan's words, and captured the emotions from his subtle tone, only to be sure that the emotions Zhong Yan revealed at this moment were indeed concerning, and he couldn't help but feel a surge in his heart.
"Dad...... I know what, don't worry. ”
Regarding Zhong Ziyi's incoherent reaction to this, Zhong Yan mercilessly replied with a half-sneer.
He didn't say anything more, and he didn't bother to pay attention to Zhong Ziyi's dumb words, he just hastily left a sentence of "I have time to go home", and hung up the phone very simply. But such a few words warmed Zhong Ziyi's heart like a hot spring, and he still didn't come back to his senses for a long time after hanging up the phone.
Since childhood, Zhong Ziyi has longed for understanding and respect.
What he wants is not the flattery brought by the identity of the young master of the Zhong family, not the mutual boasting between the cups and lamps in the circle, nor the false words when there are requests for others or the exchange of interests, those are too cheap and false. What Zhong Ziyi wants is real respect, an acknowledgment of his own ability, especially the recognition from his father Zhong Yan, which is something he can't hope for.
Zhong Ziyi has always lived under Zhong Yan's high standards and militarization, oppressed by high standards, and strives to live as Zhong Yan wants. In this process, he put his preferences and character very behind, like a machine that has been tightened and does not dare to relax in the slightest, and cannot even say his true needs, and for a long time he cannot find the so-called self.
Because of these, Zhong Ziyi resented his father's strictness, and even more resented his own unsatisfactory climate. Later, such resentment turned into the seed of rebellion, and Zhong Ziyi began to desperately want to escape from the Zhong family and embark on a completely different path from the life planned by Zhong Yan, even if he suffered and suffered many grievances, he wanted to go alone.
Even later, he gradually realized that he was overkill, and unconsciously went to the other extreme, Zhong Ziyi never thought about reconciling anything.
And at the moment when he put down the phone, many things that were close to obsession in Zhong Ziyi's heart disappeared so quietly.
What was left in his mind in the end was only the last sentence of Zhong Yan's instructions, to go home when he was free.
.......
These emotions lingered in Zhong Ziyi's heart, and it took a while for him to retract his thoughts.
"Ah Yang, I've been foiled by you a lot over the years, but you don't know that I'm thin-skinned, how can I be embarrassed to open my mouth without drinking a few glasses of wine?" Zhong Ziyi chuckled lightly and opened his mouth in a summary manner, "Besides, I haven't officially gone home yet, and I will definitely call you when the time comes..... Okay, actually, Ayan, I really want to thank you. ”
"I'm embarrassed to open your mouth, still come with me to this hypocrisy?" Su Yiyang's eyes were horizontal, but he responded casually, "Spring can be done in the garden, this is the right time and place, everyone in the troupe is a hero, thank you if you want to thank the big guy, life has its own opportunities, it just so happens that this paragraph coincides, and I can't thank me." ”
Su Yiyang and Zhong Ziyi clinked glasses, hooked the corners of their lips and chuckled, and the smile seemed to be pure wine.
"At the beginning, my purpose for doing this troupe was not simple, you know my mother's business, in fact, I came to do a small theater performance, and it was all out of selfish thoughts. If I hadn't met Xiao Nanqiao, I would have been similar to Feng Tan, and I might only use these as tools or means of revenge, and I wouldn't have invested too much personal emotion anyway. Presumably, whether the spring garden can continue to develop has no impact on me, and it is irrelevant to make trade-offs when necessary. ”
Seeing Su Yiyang so open and honest, Zhong Ziyi was stunned for a moment, and then quickly laughed loudly: "I said Ah Yang, you really dare to say it...... It's okay to stop talking to me, don't talk about this with your little goddess, you know? Even the girl with a good temper can't stand it, not to mention that Xiao Nanqiao cares about the spring garden like something, if you two don't quarrel because of this, I will have your surname. ”
"You treat me as emotionally intelligent as yours, do you still need to tell me this?"
Su Yiyang raised his eyebrows carelessly, and a half-sneer rolled out of his throat, but he added another sentence from what he had just said.
"What's more, what I said is that I haven't met Xiao Nanqiao's situation, people's hearts will change. I didn't think it was so important to be full of spring before, and I could be considered objective when I was planning step by step, but after getting along with those old artists a lot, I really felt that my mentality had changed, and some things were indeed more important than interests - feelings, pursuits, long-cherished wishes, and even dreams, which were ethereal and invisible, were things that could not be seen or touched, but all this did have its meaning of existence, and even made people feel ....... It is not right to be too utilitarian, and sometimes the entanglement of interests should be put aside, but to follow the most instinctive throbbing to defend those more important things. ”
Hearing these words that can be called pretending to be deep, Zhong Ziyi's sarcastic words have reached his throat, and he opened his mouth and wanted to say Ah Yang, don't you pretend to be a wolf with a big tail with me, okay, you don't know what virtue you have? In the past half a year, I have competed with Liyuantang, and I have been facing Mai Mang everywhere, from the development of the performance plan and repertoire, to the maintenance of the audience with the actors, there is no place that does not suppress others, for the competition in the performance market, not to mention that every inch of land must be contested, and even a small grain of sand is not willing to be cheap.
But seeing Su Yiyang's expression at the moment, Zhong Ziyi swallowed these words alive.
He suddenly felt that it was very inappropriate to ridicule at this moment, after all, these words were not a small joke from his own family, nor were they a pomp and circumstance that was forced, Su Yiyang clearly had seriousness in his eyes and eyebrows.
Under the dim light, Su Yiyang's beautiful smiling eyes hung slightly, and his slender eyelashes projected a small beautiful shadow, which also made his eyes smile with a little hazy. His lips were casually hooked, handsome and graceful in just the right proportions, and his expression was casually frivolous with youthful spirit, which was the kind of beauty that people would never forget.
But when Zhong Ziyi carefully distinguished, he suddenly felt that Su Yiyang's expression was more than before.
Zhong Ziyi and Su Yiyang have grown up together since childhood, and they have been together for more than ten years, and they already have a very deep established impression, and when they look at each other, they are like looking in a mirror, and all kinds of subtle changes will be subconsciously ignored, and it is difficult to have a sense of surprise that they have not seen each other for a day. At this moment, Zhong Ziyi suddenly realized that with the step-by-step operation of the Spring Garden, he was not the only one who had experienced a completely different way of life from the past, and he was not the only one who had undergone many changes.
Su Yiyang has also undergone extremely profound changes.
This kind of change is moisturizing and silent, at first glance, there is no soft and soft Su Yiyang's appearance, but it invisibly fills in a few strokes into his bones, so that his originally sharp and indifferent character has become peaceful, and therefore a little more popular.
In the past six months, with the continuous development of the Spring Garden, the repertoire and operation of the troupe are growing, the integration of old artists and the current market is growing, and the relationship between Su Yiyang and Gu Nanqiao, Zhong Ziyi and Chu Youyou is growing.
In fact, they are all growing and getting better.