Chapter 157: All Soft
Such thoughts were almost warm, and Zhong Ziyi's words became a little softer.
"Ah Yang, I'm really relieved to see you like this now, in fact, I've been worried that you won't be able to handle your feelings well, of course I'm not worried about you and Xiao Nanqiao, I mean...... For the spring garden, as well as those things about Aunt Sun, I am afraid that you will have a pimple in your heart, and I always want to explain you, but I don't know what to say. ”
"Is it so rare, can you still worry about me with your emotional intelligence? But Xiaoyi, since I was a child, I didn't help you with advice, and I have to wipe your ass when you encounter a thorny problem, it's a good thing to compare your heart to your heart, but there's no need to be too difficult for your own double business, I'll take you this love, good." ”
Su Yiyang chuckled, and glanced at Zhong Ziyi with the eyes of "The stupid son has finally grown up and knows how to feel sorry for people", and then continued to talk casually.
"My mother's matter is indeed a knot in my heart in the past, and when I couldn't solve it earlier, I did blame myself, but there is a debtor and a debtor, and now that I have found the mastermind behind the scenes, the next thing is much easier, no matter how big the Ji family is, those who owe me will have to be liquidated. As for the spring garden...... Xiao Nanqiao and I met and knew each other in this troupe, are you still afraid that I won't be able to put my mind on it?"
"If you think so, I really don't have anything to worry about. Zhong Ziyi casually picked up the wine glass, leaned back on the sofa with a big grin, and continued to follow Su Yiyang's words, "Earlier, you always told me that you didn't care, you didn't want to talk about it if you asked too much, and you thought I was annoying, it was impossible to talk about these things so relieved, I knew that in your heart, Aunt Sun's matter had not passed at all...... We have been friends for more than ten years, and I don't know you yet. ”
Maybe it's because the wine is bold, or maybe it's because the atmosphere of chatting is too good, many things that are impossible to say in normal times, Zhong Ziyi said it naturally at the moment, and even the sensationalism between words has almost become a natural thing.
"Ah Yang, you...... The face is warm, looking gentle and affectionate, and abiding by the scale and etiquette in your heart, but whenever you want to make others comfortable, you can always find the most suitable way to deal with all kinds of people. This is because you have outstanding emotional intelligence and are good at controlling people's hearts, anyway, I have never worried about you - to put it mildly, you just don't like to mess with flowers and grass, otherwise if you are put in the circle, there are not many little girls who can resist it.
Speaking of this, Zhong Ziyi's tone paused slightly, smacking his tongue and laughing, his slightly squinted eyes were a little drunk, and the old father looked at Su Yiyang for a long time, and then the conversation changed and continued.
"But, Ah Yang, your heart is cold, you hide your emotions too deeply, you don't want others to touch them at all, no matter how close you are...... I've known you for so many years, and I can be regarded as your only good friend, and it stands to reason that I should be the most intimate, but what you really think in your heart is still unwilling to tell me - whether it is about the little goddess when you were a child, your suspicion of Aunt Sun's suicide, or the grievances between you and the Ji family now, and those that you secretly planned with Feng Tan, you didn't think to share. ”
Su Yiyang could hear that Zhong Ziyi was not complaining about anything, nor was he doubting or questioning, but simply stating the facts, so he explained lightly.
"It's not necessary to say this, can't it be blocked by you?"
"Yes, you always say that you don't have to, you think everything through, you don't want others to solve your problems for you at all, and you didn't even consult me when you went abroad, because you don't need my opinion, right? ”
The corners of Su Yiyang's lips raised without a trace, and he really felt that it was very interesting and subtle to be analyzed by his own family in this way.
This feeling is like the stupid son in the family has finally grown up, and suddenly knows how to understand other people's good intentions, and can still say it with reason, no matter whether these analyses are right or wrong, Su Yiyang is willing to listen to it. What's more, Zhong Ziyi is silent on weekdays, but at this critical moment, he really said what Su Yiyang thought in his heart, which couldn't help but surprise Su Dashao, so that he was quite patient and silent, and let Zhong Ziyi speak more and more, filled with righteous indignation, and finally developed to the point that he couldn't stop at all.
"To put it bluntly, you are too strong, even for the people you care about, you are used to unilateral protection and giving, whether it is friendship or other things, you don't want to hand over the initiative, you don't want to reveal too many emotions, how to say it...... You may be more accustomed to relying on yourself in everything, you don't trust others as much as you imagined, you don't put each other in an equal position, it's heartwarming to be spoiled unilaterally, but after a long time, this kind of asymmetry can easily erase a lot of things - I've been worried about these, I don't care, I'm used to it, but Xiao Nanqiao is so proud of a girl, I'm afraid that you will make her angry....... But now, you've become different. ”
"Am I different?" Su Yiyang raised his eyebrows, as if he didn't expect Zhong Ziyi to comment like this, and asked with interest, "How do you say this, what's different about me, could it be that in addition to father-like care, I treat you as a person?"
"Look at what you're talking about, don't ask you to treat me as a person, I'll thank God if you are a person. Zhong Ziyi rolled his eyes, and couldn't help but complain about Su Yiyang, so he pulled the topic back again.
"Whether it's that falling in love has made you gentle, or whether you've felt too much love and sophistication in the spring garden, and you've been a little touched, I can't say for sure, but after meeting Gu Nanqiao, your changes are really obvious...... Ayan, maybe you don't feel it yourself, but as a friend who has been by your side for so many years, I have seen some things more thoroughly than you. You are really good to Gu Nanqiao, not only taking care of her in big and small affairs, taking her dreams as your own, but also not just meeting each other at a young age, being sure of each other, and these romantic episodes of a lifetime, you gave her something more profound. ”
When he said this, Zhong Ziyi turned his head sideways to look at Su Yiyang, he saw that Su Dashao's eyelashes drooped slightly, and the small beautiful shadow covered the emotions under his eyes, but he couldn't stop the smile from the tip of his eyebrows all the way to the corner of his lips, and he couldn't hide his tenderness and sweetness.
This is clearly a silent acquiescence to these words, and I love it to the core.
In normal times, Zhong Ziyi would definitely seize the opportunity to laugh at the sane and sober Su Dashao today, but he just smiled softly at the moment and sighed sincerely.
"Ah Yang, after so many years, even Uncle Su, or my little hair, has not melted the ice in your heart, you are too cautious about interpersonal relationships, even if you are close to people, you can't be honest enough, and Gu Nanqiao is the only one who has been completely put in your heart from beginning to end - you put her in a different position, handed over all the emotions that you didn't want to share with others, and gave her the trust and equality that you never entrusted ......."
Speaking of this, Zhong Ziyi's tone paused slightly, and there was a rare seriousness in his expression.
"So, I'm really happy to see you soften your heart and be willing to show your truest self. ”
More words choked in a low chuckle, Zhong Ziyi did not continue, obviously the conversation had progressed to this extent, Rao is his unconcealed character, and he also felt a little embarrassed.
For a long time, Su Yiyang's excellence is obvious.
For this matter, presumably no one in the entire performance circle will raise any questions, looking at the projects that Su Dashao has handled, there is no one who does not maximize the benefits with the minimum input cost, and achieve the unthinkable and unreachable of others in a way that the sword goes sideways. Otherwise, he would not have become a recognized business wizard, and compared to his father Su Guangnan, an authority in the performance industry, he would not be much surprised, and even out of the blue, he could afford to be a hero and a teenager.
But he is too high, and he seems impersonal.
Zhong Ziyi and Su Yiyang are too close, they know too much about their own small character, casual and gentle and affectionate are just the appearance of Su Yiyang, and the poisonous tongue and good speech are all in his thoughts, in fact, Su Yiyang thinks about what to do and what not to do, and it is difficult to change the good things because of any other factors, whether it is for things or people.
Except for a few tenderness on the surface, Su Yiyang is still indifferent and alienated in his bones, at least at the beginning, he really regarded the old artists in the spring garden as irrelevant people. Giving preferential treatment or being calm and polite on weekdays, just out of good family education and cultivation, and even the thousands of faces that businessmen are used to showing, does not represent something deeper.
In Su Yiyang's view, any concessions based on human feelings should be abandoned, and considerations that are swayed by personal emotions are completely unnecessary. He regards gentleness as weakness, feelings as excuses, and dreams as entirely idealistic self-talk, and only those who are incapable will use these illusory things to make up meaningless utopias, and do those nonsense that can only comfort themselves.
For those things that cannot be seen or touched, Su Yiyang is unwilling to believe them.
In the past, Su Yiyang was extreme and sharp, probably because Sun Jing's excessive dedication and the grievances of the Jingyao Grand Theater left a deep shadow on Su Dashao, making his attitude towards idealistic things particularly complicated. On the one hand, he wanted to realize what she wanted to see for his mother, assumed the identity of the head of the Sun family, and tried the path that Peking Opera could develop as a pioneer. But on the other hand, he saw through the fame and reputation of the literary circle, and he also knew that this was not a pool of clear water, there were many disgusting things in it, and the dark side made people evil, and these were also the things that forced Sun Jing to death back then.
Su Yiyang believes in the exchange of interests and driven by fame and fortune, but he does not believe in simple pursuits and dreams, and does not believe in the style and bones that several major Peking Opera families abide by...... To put it bluntly, Su Yiyang doesn't believe it.
In this regard, Su Yiyang was contradictory and extreme.
And this is exactly what Zhong Ziyi is worried about in his heart.