After Lin Rongshen said these words, he saw that I didn't move for a long time, just looked at the light and shadow in the corner of the room with a pale face, his cold and hard expression on the tip of his eyebrows softened slightly, my hand was held by him in the palm of his hand, his voice was low and soft, he said: "Lailai, when people die, there is nothing, but you are different, you still have me, you still have children, you still have this family, if you come to torture yourself, torture children, torture me for a person who has long ceased to exist, do you think this is fair?"

When he saw that I didn't speak, and knew that I didn't have much to think about now, he just patted me on the shoulder, got up and left the bedroom, leaving a quiet room for myself, so that I could be alone for a while.

I admit it...... Sometimes, I love to drill too much, such as liking a person, such as facing Zhan Dong's affairs, such as facing Lin Haixin's affairs.

In my mother's words, people like me like to cocoon themselves, as if this way I can look as affectionate and high-minded as I am, but in reality, I just use this kind of horn tip to make myself comfortable, at least a little more comfortable.

I turned off the lights in the room, and then shrunk into the quilt, before closing my eyes, Zhan Dong's dead face, and his mother's face played in my mind one by one, I thought, in this life, I owe them, since I already owe so much, then it doesn't matter if I owe a little more.

Anyway, if you owe more or less, you can't afford to pay it back in this life, and I can do whatever they want to me in the next life.

So, forgive my selfishness, I still have my mother, I still have children, I have to live my life first.

In the next few days, I was in a better mood, and I no longer thought about it messily, Lin Rongshen didn't say anything when he saw my change, and all the trivial matters after the Zhan family were handled by him, and he didn't let me contact them again.

I quietly nourished my body at home every day, preparing for the future birth, and my mother came to give me stew and eat at two ends in the last three days, so I didn't have anything to think about.

But I didn't expect that after almost two weeks, Lin Rongshen sent Dede from the countryside, which was something I never expected, I was standing at the door, busy with Lin Rongshen's de, and I felt like I was dreaming for a long time, but Lin Rongshen smiled and asked, "Why don't you speak." ”

Then, Lin Rongshen was in his arms and shouted happily at me: "Aunt!"

I stretched out my hand to hug me, I didn't know whether I should laugh or cry, so I could only pretend to be calm and ask Lin Rongshen: "Why did you bring him here?"

I had a bold guess about this matter in my heart, but I thought in my heart that this is impossible, how could Lin Rongshen accept this child, this is Zhan Dong's child, the person he hates the most is Zhan Dong, let alone me mentioning his name, how could he agree to let me see this child.

But in the next second, he subverted what I thought I knew about him, and he said, "There is no doubt that this child will live with us from now on." ”

After he said this, he put Dede from his arms, and after Dede's body was liberated, his small body suddenly rushed towards me, he directly hugged my legs with both hands, and shouted happily to me with his little face: "Auntie!"

Really, I still feel like I'm dreaming, how could Lin Rongshen agree to this matter, we almost divorced for this matter, why would he suddenly agree now?

To be honest, this is something I never expected.

Lin Rongshen knew that I was puzzled at this time, and he only explained superficially: "Since we are husband and wife, if you don't compromise on some things, naturally someone has to compromise, no way, who called me a man, I can't make trouble with you unreasonably, so I can only look at this matter very rationally, so that you can feel a little more comfortable, after all, if you are comfortable, I will be comfortable and worry-free, isn't it?"

I said, "You mean you're going to adopt?"

It was only now that I cleared my mind and asked one of the most crucial questions.

Lin Rongshen didn't deny it, just raised his eyebrows and admitted it.

I had mixed feelings in my heart, and I wanted to say something, but I found that I was dumb, and I couldn't say anything, so I could only squat down and hug me tightly in my arms, and then stared at Lin Rongshen with my eyes, afraid that the next second would be a dream that would be shattered at any time.

But no, Lin Rongshen's face became clearer and clearer in front of me, and after a long time, my voice was a little choked and I said thank you.

Lin Rongshen smiled faintly and said, "It should be regarded as a reward for you to break through yourself." ”

The arrival of Dede made me so happy, so happy that after a few days, I remembered one thing, that is, how did he get the custody of Dede, after all, I didn't settle this matter with money at the beginning, so I also asked Lin Rongshen this question, and he gave me the answer that I didn't give enough money.

Hearing his answer, I was speechless, so I thought about it and asked him again how much money he gave.

Lin Rongshen said that he allocated a hilltop villa to Zhan Dong's cousin, and Zhan Dong's cousin was about to marry his daughter-in-law in the near future and was worried about buying a house.

I don't know how much that villa is, but I think it should be higher than the price I originally opened to Zhan Dong's cousin.

A hilltop villa is worth 10 million at least, and Zhan Dong's uncle's family has really spent a lot of money in just one year.

But fortunately, the matter of the Zhan family has finally come to an end in this year, and the name Zhan Dong is also in my life, and there has been a big farewell since then, if nothing else, he will disappear forever.

It is about Lin Rongshen's trick that is very useful, and after he will be adopted, my spirit will also improve, and my complexion will become more and more ruddy.

In this emotional transformation, the child and the body become better and more stable.

And I was most worried about getting along with Lin Rongshen, but who knows, my problem is completely redundant, it is about because of no father, there is always an inexplicable dependence and attachment to Lin Rongshen, every day Lin Rongshen comes back from work, he must be the first person to entangle him, Lin Rongshen is not bad for Dede, although he is very busy, he will always spend some time with Dede.

The relationship between the two is also getting deeper and deeper.

When the child was seven months old, there was a little accident, after all, the body was still too weak, and there were some signs of bleeding in the lower body.

After Lin Rongshen got the news, others were still out on a business trip, at that time, it was the time when Jane's Group was in turmoil, because of the death of Mr. Jian, many shareholders of the company were in turmoil, and there were still many places that needed to be reformed, and Jian Ting couldn't handle it alone, so many things still need Lin Rongshen to deal with in person, I am six months pregnant, and it is when I am unable to move, Lin Rongshen can't stay at home with me.

At such a critical time, I naturally understand his difficulties, so I don't blame him, and he will call on time every day, and the two of us can talk for a long time, but most of the time I am chattering in fragments, and he always listens quietly while dealing with the work at hand.

He is single-minded, and after the work is completed, he can always remember every sentence I was muttered before, so that the day can always make people think of the phrase that the years are quiet.

When I was six months pregnant, Millie was pregnant, but she was in the same situation as me, both poor women who had been abandoned by their husbands at home and conceived in their wombs.

Millie has no experience with pregnancy, and her mother is abroad, and she calls from the ocean and shouts that she is coming to take care of her.

Millie disliked her mother for being too verbose and nagging, so she ruthlessly refused the old man's hospitality and concern, and simply brought her luggage to my house, and took care of each other with this poor pregnant woman, who was also not accompanied by her husband.

After Millie came to my house, my phone almost never stopped, and every hour that passed, Jian Ting's phone would come on time, and the two of them could talk for three hours with a phone call.

Lin Rongshen, who was on a business trip in other places, found that the phone at home had been unable to get through, thinking that something had happened to my side, and rushed back from the field that night.

When I opened the door, I saw that Millie was lying on my sofa, occupying the phone at home, and whispering to Jian Ting with a sweet face.

I sat on the ground playing with blocks, and it was raining heavily, rustling the flowers and trees outside the window, and thunder and lightning made the room very warm.

Lin Rongshen stood there looking at me, and when I raised my face and subconsciously looked at the gate, I saw Lin Rongshen at a glance, and I was so shocked that I immediately stood up from the ground, walked towards Lin Rongshen and asked, a little surprised, "Why did you come back?"

Lin Rongshen's black trench coat showed signs of rain wetting, and he asked, "Why hasn't the phone at home been working?" ”

I just remembered something and explained to Lin Rongshen: "The mobile phone was broken, so it has been useless, and the landline at home ......"

I subconsciously glanced at Millie and said secretly, "Oh, you saw it too." ”

Millie, who was chatting with Jian Ting very energetically, didn't notice Lin Rongshen's arrival at all, Lin Rongshen didn't seem to bother her, made a shushing gesture to me, and hugged me in his arms when he walked up, the heat of my body was in obvious contrast with his coldness, and I shivered a little unconsciously in his arms.

Lin Rongshen took a deep breath in my ear and whispered, "I'm really worried about it, but it's good that you're fine." ”

I hugged him back and guessed that he was in a hurry, as can be seen from the fact that he didn't even bring an assistant.

Dede, who we had forgotten on the couch, suddenly pointed to us hugging each other and shouted, "Shame!"

Millie, who was on the phone, was finally alarmed, and when she saw Lin Rongshen who suddenly appeared, she was also at a loss, and Lin Rongshen shook off: "I'll clean you up later." ”

After saying this, he took me by the hand and went into the bedroom.

Lin Rongshen didn't go to the company to deal with things when he came back from this business trip, until Jian Ting came back from a business trip abroad, he went to the company, and when he came back, he took my hand with a relaxed face and asked me what I wanted to eat at noon.

At that time, I obviously felt the change in his mood, but I didn't think much about it, I just felt that he seemed to be in a good mood today.

I smiled and replied, "I want to eat instant noodles, spicy." ”

Lin Rong didn't think about it, raised his hand and knocked on my forehead, and said directly: "No." ”

I refused very ruthlessly, and I don't know why, other people will especially want to eat fruits and other things when they are pregnant, and before I was pregnant, I have never been cold to instant noodles, but since I was four months pregnant, my appetite has a soft spot for instant noodles.

I really don't know what the little guy in the stomach thinks, and Lin Rongshen, who is a doctor, naturally didn't include instant noodles in my recipe.

But in order to satisfy me, he still made a meal of pasta for me, which tasted better than instant noodles, and after a while, when he was about to cut some fruit and go to the study to treat Lin Rongshen, Jian Ting came to the house.

I really don't know what he came to the house for, I just think his face is a little serious, but when he saw my belly, he still smiled and said, "Yo, the belly is so big, it looks like the little doll in the belly is about to be born." ”

I said to Jian Ting, "It's not almost two months since you're in the house, is it?"

According to normal times, Jian Ting must have joked with me, but today he didn't, but asked me: "Is he in the study?"

I said, "yes." ”

Jian Ting didn't say anything, pushed open the door, drove straight in, and after entering, he closed the door again, I saw his action, and didn't follow up, thinking that the two of them must have important things to discuss.

Just as I was about to leave with the fruit, I heard Jian Ting say from the room: "I will not agree to your resignation! This company also has half of you!"

The sound was loud enough for me to hear clearly outside, but this was the only sentence that I could hear clearly outside, and at the back, I couldn't hear a single sentence of the conversation inside.

For about half an hour, Jian Ting walked out of Lin Rongshen's study angrily, I called him, and he ignored me.

I noticed that the situation was wrong, and after sending him away, I immediately went to the room to find Lin Rongshen, and found that he was drinking tea leisurely, and I tentatively asked what was going on.

Lin Rongshen looked at me and said to me lightly that he had resigned.

I was a little surprised: "Huh?"

I didn't expect this decision to come so suddenly, Lin Rongshen said: "When the company has gradually entered stability, he will always have a time to deal with it alone, I can't help him forever, and ......" He rubbed the corners of his eyebrows a little tiredly and said: "I'm also tired of this job, my grandfather has passed away, and my task will naturally be completed." ”

In fact, I have never interfered with Lin Rongshen's decisions at work, although I was surprised, but I could only say something.

Lin Rongshen saw my reaction, sat on the chair and smiled at me, and asked, "In this way, I will have more time to spend with you and the child, aren't you happy?"

I asked slowly, "You...... Is it for me?"

Lin Rongshen raised his eyebrows, waiting for my words later.

I said, "Rong Shen, I can take care of this child by myself, I hope your career will not be affected by me, I hope you can do what you like, and you don't need to deliberately change anything for me." ”

Lin Rongshen saw my appearance, stood up from the chair and walked in front of me, looked at me with low eyes, and said: "Although I quit this job, you and children account for the vast majority, but how to say, you know, business has never been my goal in life, I am lazy, and I don't have any grand ideals, I just feel that in life, with you and children, being a doctor is already very good, I don't want to waste my time on those money games." ”

I was a little incredulous and asked, "Is it true?"

He rubbed my long hair and said, "Well, isn't it good?"

I hugged him suddenly, caught him off guard, and didn't speak, I just felt that at this moment, I undoubtedly loved him very much, and I wanted him to do everything he wanted to do, and not change his interests because of anyone.

By the time I was eight months old, our first child was born, a daughter, with big eyes and long black eyelashes, Lin Rongshen said that she looked very much like me, but I always thought that it was more like Lin Rongshen.

The happiest person is Millie, who screams and laughs in the ward with the child in her arms, which makes the nurses scared, afraid that her voice will scare the newborn child.

De also jumped up and down in front of Millie excitedly, stretched out his hand and shouted that he wanted to hug his little sister.

The room was so lively that when everyone's eyes fell on the child, only Lin Rongshen stared at me with a smile in his eyes.

Like a great hero, I glanced at him proudly, and said proudly, "Quick, praise me." ”

Lin Rongshen pulled the quilt on his body for me and said, "Who was the child halfway through the birth before, crying and shouting for me to stuff the child back and not give birth?"

Such a humiliating thing was taken out by him to say, I was flushed and stretched out my hand to hit him, he took it and laughed out and said, "My wife, I am proud and proud of you. ”

When he said this, I felt a little embarrassed, really, this man is telling the truth.

Just when the room was enjoying itself, an unexpected person came to the door, this person was Zhang Xiaoya, she was holding a half-year-old child in her arms, she was smiling at me like that, and I also looked at her.

The two of us looked at each other for a long time, I reacted, and immediately beckoned her in, after Zhang Xiaoya carried the child into the room, she glanced at the child in Millie's arms, and then at me, as in the past, and said in a grinning tone: "Okay, Charrai, even the child born is two taels heavier than my son." ”

I said, "Okay, if you don't tell me when you have a child, I'll tell you this red envelope when you're old, don't be delusional." ”

The two of us looked at each other and laughed at the same time.