Chapter 678: The First Step 78

No, there are still problems.

Yuan Changwen clearly felt that his fear was like a crazy flood, and he bombarded his heart vigorously. The content of fear is not worth mentioning at all, but the feelings brought by this fear are no less than the fear of death.

If it's just money, then I should be even more scared when I leave the empire and discard the title of the first person in the empire. In fact, any fear is not what is called "fear content" on the surface, but rather the loss of the character's attributes.

"Actually, I don't have much attachment as a person, as long as I don't do anything", I have heard this kind of saying countless times, and I have said it countless times. The specific content of "as long as it doesn't work" can be added at will, as long as you don't die, as long as you don't get sick, as long as you don't lose your job, everything is easy to say.

It looks generous and chic, but it is actually a kind of fear. First of all, whether or not I actually do what I say I do, everything but something is negotiable. Even if you really do it, you still hold on to the character attributes and don't let go.

Is this my last character attribute?

But it seems that this attribute has been bothering me for a long time, and yes, now I have nothing, and I have nothing but the cultivation of spiritual power. Well, maybe I still have this life.

Strangely, I didn't worry about death at all, but rather scared by something very small. Of course, this kind of small thing belongs to the definition of the role itself, and the thing is the thing, but it is artificially distorted to divide it into important or unimportant. It is precisely because of this distinction that I always want to do important things.

And to kill the characters is to erase these artificial distortions, just to move forward with the flow. When the earth gives some kind of instruction, it is not denied because of the importance of judgment in the mind, which I have denied for so many years, and have lived in the prison of the mind for so many years.

Sorrowful.

Yuan Changwen found that he was diverting his attention, and that fear appeared more than once. What does it mean that you can still fear me because of the same content?

Damn it!

I still imagined that I was afraid that this bewitching woman had begged for mercy, but now it seemed that the plan to delay the army, to capture the enemy, to show the enemy to be weak? Anyway, I was attacked by the same content, and the whole person was like walking in the wind and waves, swaying from side to side, unable to stand firm at all.

First of all, I define this kind of thing as "bad", and that's the basis of fear. If I knew that my home had been stolen and that I would have a new life, would I still be afraid of unlocking the door or something?

Secondly, in the final analysis, it is about character attributes, and I recognize that certain things are real, that these things can express my role, and that these things are inseparable from myself. When you lose, of course, you will be afraid, even if you just imagine that you have lost.

Again, the content of fear is not important at all, and convincing yourself that "what you fear is not actually fear" is meaningless and not killing. Because fear itself is the character, and the only way to get rid of fear is to let the character die.

Fear of "selflessness", because the character is not "I exist", and a series of things such as the character's thinking, body, career, morality, etc., are all false. It's hard to describe the fear of imagining that without a character, without this thinking, and that you can no longer think about or enjoy everything in the world.

I used to be myself, and I would tremble at the thought of death. Later, he dismisses death because the character is already huge, so large that it makes background noise all the time. And in the face of this noise, any thought seems pale and powerless.

This has nothing to do with gains and losses, but the destruction of character attributes. If a character loses a certain attribute and can immediately establish a new one, then the fear will naturally dissipate. When a character can't build new attributes and can only watch them be killed, the fear is so strong that people can't move.

For example, "I am a loving person", then I will be uncomfortable and struggle when I can't behave in line with this self-definition. But soon, I was able to add a new self-definition to alleviate the discomfort, "My kindness has to be a little sharp." ”

For another example, "I am a person who writes", when everything about it happens, being blocked, the plot being cut, and the scarcity of officials will make this character attribute seem meaningless. Extraneous money is involved, and the already small attendance bonus is deducted, which is even more frightening.

I treat these as a part of me, and when I lose them, it naturally hurts like cutting flesh. But in fact, I have nothing to do with the role of Yuan Changwen at all, and what he has is my business.

Because this thinking belongs to the character, even if it is simulated as a "I exist" mode, it is still just a simulation. Cinematic light can be simulated as a cinema screen, but its essence is still light. So, I'm still afraid.

Yuan Changwen found that it was difficult for him to kill the only cultivator, and that was indeed his own character attribute. If you are deprived of your spiritual practice, you will be at a loss for what to do. However, a role is just a role after all,

That's a part of what I've always recognized, and it's also a part that I've always mentioned in my self-introduction, how can this kind of character attribute be killed?

Yuan Changwen felt a deep powerlessness for the first time, and he didn't seem to know where to start. It's just that it's not that it's uncomfortable before, and I don't know that I can't find the direction before, but the enemy is standing in front of me, very clearly, this is my enemy, but unfortunately I seem to be powerless to resist.

Even if I don't have anything, at least I'm a cultivator, and at least I'm working hard for my spiritual cultivation. That's where the hope lies, and that's what prevents me from slashing. The enemy is none other than the character himself.

I can say that I don't care about the practice, but in fact, when anything happens to the practice, I am very worried and panicked. Come to think of it, when I need to introduce myself, I find that there is nothing to say except my name and gender. This kind of dazed and uninformed is something that the characters try to avoid.

In other words, the existence of the characters themselves is for the sake of lies, for the sake of saying, and for the sake of staging a life in the dualistic world. Fear can easily condense these character attributes together, preventing the character from being easily killed.

Is it only the only way to destroy the foundation of self-cultivation?

Yuan Changwen began to tremble, imagining that he would no longer be able to use his spiritual power, imagining that he would no longer be able to cultivate, and after losing his only support, he would really have nothing. Even the communication starship can't do it, and it's impossible to leave the planet.

If you don't have mental power, you're just an ordinary person.

However, if I don't abolish my practice, then fear can always use this to intimidate me. No matter how much I deceived myself and didn't care about the practice, in fact, the character knew my heart better than anyone else.

Damn it.