Character, what exactly do you want!

There are so many chapters, and those who should think about them also think, those theories, those lies, and those distortions, all of which are in front of you. However, you still pull me, how can I get rid of you?

Yuan Changwen roared in his heart, is it true that only death can get rid of the character? If so, then all the transcendents in history have become jokes.

No way, if they can do it, there's no reason why I can't do it.

If negative emotions such as fear can be instinctively avoided, perhaps this is why the character can be maintained on a large scale. No one wants to stay in fear for a long time, without grace and heart, and the whole person becomes irritable, erasing emotions and slaughtering human nature.

But maybe it's the presence of this negativity that makes me kill the lies and the twists in my mind. Perhaps, to reach heaven you must pass through hell. However, this character attribute can't be shaken off. Not only could I not get rid of it, but I was also used by fear several times.

Obviously, I have nothing to do with the character, so it stands to reason that this should be over. That's right, anything about the character, preferences, values, bonds, etc., should be something that doesn't matter. So, how does fear arise in this situation?

There is no reason at all, the only explanation is that I still take those things as real, as part of the role. Okay, that's part of the role, but what does it have to do with me? Is the character dead or alive, and what does it have to do with me?

I always think that I am the best in the world, as if everything must be thought about by myself and implemented according to my own ideas in order to get the best results.

This kind of thinking is ingrained in my mind, after all, I have lived for so many years, and I have completely relied on what is in my head to get to where I am now. Even though the stuff in my head was like shit, it was the only thing I knew. Now to get rid of the shit in your head, you will be reluctant and crazy unwilling.

Can I really influence things in the slightest?

If this I mean "I exist", then needless to say, "I exist" is just aware of what is happening, and does not have the slightest influence.

If this I am referring to the character of Yuan Changwen, then in the same way, there is no influence that can be exerted. The role of Yuan Changwen has no choice at all, thinking is a fixed number, and it is completely based on the cognition in his head. Behavior, on the other hand, is based on thinking, unless it is a muscular instinct.

And instinct, that is, it is unavoidable. The instincts that can be avoided are deliberately done after thinking, and they are still based on thinking. Therefore, what Yuan Changwen's character does is also a certainty.

These discussions are based on the assumption that time exists. Regardless of whether time exists at the same time or passes in a linear pattern, it can be determined that the thoughts, words and deeds of Yuan Changwen's character are completely certain. It's just that no one knows what this fixed number is.

Whether it's going with the current or against the current, whether the character feels the inner throbbing and chooses to listen to the inner throbbing, or chooses to listen to the cognition in his head, everything that happens after that is a certainty.

Not to mention, after removing time, there is only this moment. Well, I don't know if what happened was caused by the characters' active choice to interfere as I remembered.

In that case, why don't I let it go and let things unfold?

If the above thinking is also a fixed number, then my anxiety is also a fixed number, my fear is also a fixed number, and my killing is still a fixed number. Strangely, when I look at all of this as a certainty, the fear doesn't seem to be so frightening, and the anxiety seems much lighter.

Fear is my guide, and although the character can survive through fear, it also exposes the fatal point to me. It's just that it's not what I thought at the beginning, this is the character's own grave. At this moment, that character attribute is right in front of my eyes, so what?

I don't know where to start.

Do you really want to abolish your practice?

It's easy to say and it's easy to sound. This is not the "breaking" of a certain field of knowledge, nor the "breaking" of a certain technology, but the "breaking" of the entire character. Who's breaking the character? The only one who can break the character is the character himself, and at that time, how to deal with the part of the character that breaks the character?

All the cool points are to affirm the character, and all the fears are also to affirm the character.

Damn it!

I know all the truth, killing characters is the only way forward. But I just didn't kill it, I just didn't do it. It's really strange, what's wrong with me, is it already cowardly to the bone?

Fear of losing the character's attributes doesn't mean that something will happen in reality. I was nervous as if I was holding a broken crystal ball, for fear that the crystal ball would shatter to the ground. This tension is the fear of losing the character's attributes.

In fact, it has nothing to do with the outside world. Just like the incredible fear of not locking the door, when you release the tension and fear in your head, it doesn't mean that you really don't lock the door. It doesn't mean that there will be thefts in the house.

However, I am not afraid of thefts in my home, because I have nothing to do with the character of Yuan Changwen. What is good or bad for the character becomes meaningless to me.

Depend on!

As I thought about it, I had the scene of begging on the streets. It seems that I just have to go on and say that I have nothing to do with the good or bad of the character, and then I will really go begging. It's a subtle feeling, and perhaps that's what keeps me from discarding any important character attributes.

I've always clung to a certain character attribute and don't have any inclination to let go at all. What does all this have to do with it? It's obviously about my, why can't it be dissipated like a fart?

It's the attributes of the characters, "How can I be a person who has been reduced to the streets", or "How can my home be allowed to be stolen, especially those precious materials", etc., which seem to make the character seem very lo.

I shouldn't think about these things, going around and around, it's not the image of the character, or the character has set in advance which situation is "good" and which situation is "bad", and the self-definition is entangled with each other, and it is difficult and unnecessary to distinguish which self-definition comes first.

Anyway, it's all hell stuff to be burned, what's the difference between who comes first and who comes after? I'm not here to sort out my self-definition, I'm not publishing any psychological works, it's my business to kill the characters. Everything about the characters is about to be burned down, and there is no need to sort it out at all.

I have nothing to do with the role of Yuan Changwen, this is a line, a line that cannot be crossed. This side is me, "I exist", and there is the characters and the mess that makes up the characters. That's right, I'm afraid of the practice, and I'm afraid of something else.

But it's not that I'm afraid, it's the characters who are afraid. I saw that the character was scared, ouch, and accidentally entered the theater watching mode again.

It seems that I have to keep reminding myself that it's my business.