145: This can be recalled
After packing my clothes, I went downstairs with my suitcase.
Lin Jingshen had been sitting on the sofa in the hall, and when he saw me coming down with my suitcase, he immediately stood up and strode forward, and he asked, "What are you doing here?"
"Can't you see that?" I sneered.
Lin Jingshen stretched out his hand and stepped forward to snatch the suitcase from my hand, I immediately took a step back, and I said, "Lin Jingshen, do you think I will continue to stay here and live as if nothing happened to you? Even if I am reduced to homelessness, I will not continue to stay." ”
"I have my self-esteem, I can't tolerate being deceived, even sharing a man with others, you want to be the emperor, but I don't want to be your queen. ”
"Tang Yan, no matter what you think, but let me tell you, since you have married me and entered my door, then you are my person, and it is absolutely impossible for you to leave. Lin Jingshen raised his hand to hold my arm, and his strength was very heavy, as if he was going to crush me.
I struggled hard, and I wanted to push him away angrily, but his strength was too great, and I was not his opponent at all, and I said, "I said, we can get a divorce, as long as I get divorced, I will no longer be your person, and I don't need you to care where I want to go." ”
Tang Yan. Lin Jingshen shouted loudly: "I told you not to mention these two words, don't you still understand my words? Do you need me to repeat them to you?"
"Lin Jingshen, then I will tell you the same, even if I marry you, but you can't control where I want to go, you can't control my freedom, if you want me to do everything according to what you want, then I tell you that I can't do it and can't do it, if you can't accept me like this, then you can go to Xerox, she can, maybe she will be happy, while we don't have anything to do with you now, you still have a chance!"
I shouted coldly, but these words on my lips were like a knife stabbing in my heart, and I felt that all the blood vessels in my body were about to burst in the next second.
My words made Lin Jingshen's eyes cold, and the next second he narrowed, with a chill in his eyes, as if he was going to strangle me to death, he raised his hand to grab my chin, forcing me to look at him, I was pinched by him, and the box in his hand also fell to the ground, he pressed me against the wall, and said coldly: "Opportunity? Heh! Tang Yan, what do you know? Who told you that I want this opportunity? I only want you." ”
"Enough, I don't want to listen to you anymore, Lin Jingshen, I beg you, let me go! I don't want to see you, I can't forgive you for everything you did, you already have a child, why do you want to pull me in?"
I shouted to stop him from continuing, I was afraid that I would relent, whether he said it was true or not, but it would all come back to the fact that he had children.
I can't take it.
I can't accept it either.
I don't know where I got the strength, so I suddenly pushed Lin Jingshen away, and then ran out of the villa without even taking the suitcase.
I drove away in my car, but I didn't know where to go?
As the sky grew dark, so did my heart.
Ever since we got married, I have become extremely dependent on him, and every time I leave the villa and leave him, I feel like I have no home to rely on.
But what could I do? The hole he dug was so deep that I would bury myself completely in it if I jumped down.
I tried to get up, but it was so difficult.
.....
I didn't go to the apartment, but went to Cen Xi.
When I arrived at Cen Xi's apartment, she and Fu Yuandong were eating, and when they saw me coming, they knew that I must have run out of trouble with Lin Jingshen, Cen Xi hurriedly beckoned me to eat, but I didn't have a little appetite, I asked: "I want to live here from today on, Cen Xi, you take me in!"
"Okay, stay, stay as long as you want. Cen Xi hurriedly responded.
Fu Yuandong was not happy, he said: "Tang Yan, you will have no friends like this, you can't make me homeless.....!
"Mr. Fu, don't speak, you've been hiding me for so long, it's already polite that I didn't let Cen Xi break off his friendship with you, so you can do it yourself, leave after dinner! "I interrupted Fu Yuandong's words, in fact, I didn't think about it, but I don't know where to go, if I go to live in an apartment in the city, then Lin Jingshen will definitely follow, so I think here in Cen Xi, he won't live even if he knows.
Fu Yuandong listened to what I said, he nodded, looked at me like I didn't know what to do, and he said helplessly: "Auntie, my fault, okay, you stay, I'll go! ”
"Mr. Fu, thank you. I looked at him and smiled.
Fu Yuandong shook his head, he put down the dishes and chopsticks, and said: "Tang Yan, although Jing Shen is hiding from you, I have to say something for him, I don't know much about him and Xerox, but what he did to you, he didn't do it to the second woman, when he said that he wanted to marry you, I was shocked, I thought he was joking, but I didn't expect him to be serious, so do you want to give him another chance?"
"Fu Yuandong, not everything can be given a chance, there is only one chance in a lifetime, and if you miss it, you won't have it. ”
"Xiao Yan, don't listen to him, according to what I mean, this time you abused him hard, Lin Jingshen also went too far, and arranged his old love to live at home, I wanted to settle accounts with him last time, this time you must not let him go, otherwise I will look down on you." Cen Xi is still the temper of that anxious son, and if he doesn't agree, he will do it.
Fu Yuandong looked at Cen Xi again and again, estimating that he wanted to speak for Lin Jingshen, but because of Cen Xi, he didn't dare to do so, so he could only shut his mouth and stop talking.
At night, I slept in the guest room with Cen Xi, and you know the reason why I didn't sleep in the master bedroom.
Lying on the bed, she held my hand, she said: "Xiao Yan, what I said during the meal is just to hope that you will be angry, in fact, I am very optimistic about you and Lin Jingshen, although I also know that this matter is his fault, but he and Xerox are not together? I still support you very much, he is very suitable for you." ”
Suitable?
Hehe! Only the body is the most suitable between us, right?
I didn't speak, but closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep, I don't know how to answer this question?
......
The next day, after Cen Xi and I had breakfast, I went to the construction site.
Although I have a quarrel with Lin Jingshen like this, the work has to continue, and maybe it won't be long before I will be back to myself.
Xu Rongyan didn't come today, only Xiang Zicheng and Lu Feng were there, but Xiao Yang came, needless to say, I wanted to know, it must have been Lin Jingshen who arranged for her to come.
I have a deep estrangement with Lin Jing, but I can't vent it on Xiao Yang, it's not right to do so.
We stared at the construction site for a long time, lunch was a takeout, and in the afternoon, Xiang Zicheng's company left first, and Lu Feng and I sat in the office in a daze.
During this period, I was called by a strange phone, but no one spoke after I answered it, thinking that maybe it was a spam advertisement, so I didn't pay attention to it.
Because the weather is getting warmer, and the sun is very strong today, I didn't sleep well last night, so I just lay down in my chair and fell asleep.
When I woke up, I saw Lu Feng's clothes covered with Lu Feng, and he had been sitting next to him, and when he saw that I was awake, he asked softly, "Are you too tired?"
"Sort of. I sat up and handed him back his clothes.
Lu Feng looked at me and said, "Xiao Yan, if you are really too tired, quit this job and go to the Lu family to do what you like!"
"Lu Feng, I'm not a child anymore, a job is not just a resignation. And the current job suits me well, so I'm not quitting. ”
"You're still so stubborn. Lu Feng looked at me helplessly.
I smiled and said, "Aren't you the same?"
Lu Feng smiled, and he said, "Let's eat together in the evening!"
"Okay!"
"Grandpa wants to invite you to eat at home, is it convenient?"
"Of course, I haven't seen him for a long time. "Lu Feng's grandfather is very kind, and he treats me very well, but since Lu Feng went abroad, I rarely see him anymore, and I rarely go to eat at home.
In the evening, after finishing work, I asked Xiao Yang to go first, and Lu Feng asked me to take his car, but I didn't agree, because I came by car.
Lu Feng didn't force me anymore, and we drove a car to the Lu family's villa.
Because Lu Feng and his grandfather depend on each other, he has always lived with his grandfather, and although he has an apartment outside, he rarely lives there.
When I arrived at the Lu family villa, I walked in with Lu Feng one after the other, my grandfather was sitting in the living room reading glasses and reading the newspaper, Lu Feng and I looked at each other and smiled, he said softly: "Grandpa, who do you think I brought back?"
Grandpa, who heard the voice, raised his head and looked over, because of his age, his reaction was not so fast, and after a few seconds, he showed a smile: "Xiao Yan?"
"Grandpa is me. I hurriedly walked over and sat next to him, and I asked, "Grandpa, are you okay?"
"Okay, good, how long has it been since you have come to see me?" Grandpa put down the newspaper in his hand, puffed out his face with a hint of seriousness, but he was a paper tiger, Lu Feng was such a big grandfather who had never said a word to him, and it was even more impossible to beat and scold.
I looked at Lu Feng, Lu Feng still sat on the side with his grandfather and didn't speak, pushing the problem to me, I glared at him and simply said: "Grandpa, you don't know, in fact, I really want to come to see you, but Lu Feng didn't allow me to come, he said grandpa, you don't want to see me." ”
"Huh?" Grandpa raised his eyebrows, and he took it seriously, and he said, "Did he really say that? This kid, you wait for me to clean him up." ”
"Okay grandpa. ”
"Grandpa, can't you listen to Xiao Yan, she is eccentric, don't you know, how dare I not allow her to come!" Lu Feng hurriedly raised his hand and shook his head.
Just as we were chatting happily, a crisp voice rang out.
"Ah Feng, are you back?"
Hearing the voice, Lu Feng and I looked over at the same time, only to see Qin Kexin walking out of the restaurant with an apron in her hand, and she was still holding a plate of fruit in her hand, her actions had already shown everything.
When Lu Feng saw this scene, he frowned and said, "Why are you here?"
"Kexin came over in the morning, I thought you would come back for lunch, but you didn't come back, this girl played chess with me, an old man, all morning, and now I'm preparing your favorite dishes for you. Grandpa responded to Lu Feng's words.
Lu Feng was silent all of a sudden, he subconsciously looked at me, but I smiled and said, "Lu Feng, why are you like this? I'm here as a cousin, and that's how you treat my cousin? Let her cook by herself but you don't help?"
Xiao Yan is right. Grandpa chimed in.
The stiff expression on Qin Kexin's face eased a little, this meal was naturally a little uncomfortable, I was about to leave after a simple meal, Lu Feng sent me out, he explained: "Xiao Yan, I didn't know she was back. ”
"Lu Feng, you don't have to tell me this, but you can see how Xin treats you, she still has you in her heart, why can't you give it a chance?"
"Then why can't you give me a chance?"
"I'm married. ”
"But I already have someone in my heart. ”
"Then you shouldn't have provoked her in the first place. Lu Feng's words made me a little excited, but no matter what happened to me, I couldn't decide what people decided in their hearts, so I took a deep breath and said, "I'll go first." ”
I opened the car door and sat on it, and drove away from the Lu family villa.
Coming out of the Lu family villa, I went directly back to the apartment in Cen Xi.
The car was parked under the apartment building, and as soon as I got out of the car, I saw Lin Jingshen's condensed Junyan standing two meters behind me in the apartment.
He was staring at me with a slightly angry look.
I glanced at him, quickly looked away from him, closed the car door, and reminded myself that I didn't have to care and just went upstairs.
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