144: This can be recalled

All I need is one answer from him and that's it!

But Lin Jingshen didn't respond to my words, but raised his eyes to look at me, his gaze had a hint of indifference, which made people feel faintly distant, and his silence made me feel like a cat scratching my heart.

I'm waiting for his answer, I don't need him to explain it to me from the beginning, I just need two words.

But Lin Jingshen was so stingy, so stingy that he didn't want to say these two words to me.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, I could no longer restrain the calmness and anger in my heart, I shouted coldly: "Lin Jingshen, why don't you speak? Didn't you hear what I asked you? What are you hesitating about?"

Lin Jingshen frowned, as if he was embarrassed, as if he had something hidden.

He lowered his head, and was incredibly quiet.

I was out of control, and I raised my hand and grabbed his arm hard, and I asked loudly, "Why don't you speak?"

"Lin Jingshen, you answer me. ”

"You just have to say no, just two words are enough, you tell me!"

I was met with silence over and over again, and I felt like a madman, yes, I was on the verge of being driven insane.

I've had enough.

I was already angry to the extreme, and I hated Lin Jingshen for such a lukewarm attitude, how could he be like this, how could he be so selfish?

"Lin Jingshen, you answer me, why don't you answer me?" When the words landed, my tears overflowed from my eyes, I rarely cried, but once I cried, I couldn't stop flowing down.

I kept repeating in my mouth: "Lin Jingshen, why don't you speak?"

"Don't cry. His heavy voice sounded, he raised his hand to wipe my tears for me, but I didn't need him to do this, I just wanted an accurate answer, I reached out and opened his hand, I stared at him, I said, "Answer me, what is your relationship with Xerox? Lin Lin is not your child with Xerox, right?"

"Xiaoyan, I ....." Lin Jing's deep eyes had a hint of scarlet, his eyebrows were tightly wrinkled, and he said, "I have said everything that should be said." ”

His words brought me to an abrupt end.

I forgot to breathe.

What is he talking about? What does he mean by that?

He said that everything that should be said has been said, so does he admit that Lin Lin is his child with Xerox?

The words just now were repeated back and forth in my head over and over again.

I was stunned, my eyes never blinked, I grabbed his arm and grabbed his clothes tightly, I gritted my teeth hard, raised my eyes to meet his gaze, I said, "Since you have Xerox and Lin Lin, why do you provoke me?"

"Lin Jingshen, why do you want to marry me? We got married because you proposed it, not because I took the initiative to pester you, why did you marry me? What are you doing like this?"

"You said you don't plan to have a child for the time being, you already have a child, how can you still plan to have it?"

"I'm really stupid, I thought you just didn't want it for a while, if I didn't know the truth in advance, did you plan not to tell me for the rest of my life?

"You're so chilling to me. ”

My mind was in a mess and I don't know why this is happening?

It was as if everything was like a dream, and what I was praying for was really a dream, and when I woke up, everything was back to square one.

But reality slapped me hard and forced me to face it all.

Can we go on?

I don't know what the answer is?

I pursed my lips, took away the hand that grabbed him, and said, "Lin Jingshen, what should we do now?"

"Xiaoyan, you have me, I won't let you be lonely for the rest of your life, and I haven't thought about not letting you have children, I ....."

"Enough, I don't want to hear it. I shouted to stop him from continuing.

"Lin Jingshen, let's get a divorce!" I said with great ease.

Lin Jingshen frowned, his dark black eyes stared at me without blinking, and he said, "Tang Yan, do you know what you're talking about?"

"Of course I do. I sneered, "Did you not hear clearly enough?" ”

Lin Jingshen shouted: "Before I got married, I said that I, Lin Jingshen, have only one wife in my life, and I am only widowed and not divorced, Tang Yan, have you not figured out the situation yet?"

"Okay, then you can kill me, right? Anyway, in Yucheng, it is not difficult for you to make a person disappear, and I have no family, even if I disappear, no one will trouble you. "I'm kind of self-defeating.

I've always thought about divorce, but I've found that as soon as the idea pops into the air, I've already made up my mind.

At the same time, I feel that making a decision doesn't seem to be that difficult.

I raised my hand to wipe the tears from my cheeks, and I continued: "Lin Jingshen, in fact, as early as after Xerox appeared, I thought about a question, I don't know what will happen in the future, but I know that you will not stop women from appearing because of me, but I feel that I have enough confidence to stay by your side all the time because I feel that your heart is towards me." ”

"But such thoughts, after Xerox appeared, I no longer have such confidence, and I have been shattered again and again under your attitude. ”

I pursed my lips, I couldn't help but feel a little funny and ridiculous, I said: "I remember you once said that I am the most suitable for you, and you want to marry the woman the most, at that time I naively thought that you were because you liked me and were interested in me, so I said this, but it turned out that I was wrong, there is never a shortage of women around you, the reason why you chose me is just because I don't have a noisy temperament, think I won't care about your past, and I won't even pay attention to who appears next to you?"

"But Lin Jingshen, have you ever thought about what a marriage means to a woman? I don't have a home, after I get married, my husband is my family, if my family is spied on by others, I naturally don't want to, I also think about being the same as before, no matter what you do, who is around? I have to do it and ignore it, but I overestimate myself, I can't do it at all. ”

I looked at him quietly, spit out all the words that I had thought in my heart during this time, and I said, "Lin Jingshen, I'm not a wood, I said it a long time ago, if you want me to do it completely indifferent, then I'm sorry, I can't do it." ”

"I can also tell you very seriously, I can't accept Lin Lin and Xerox, I don't know what you think in your heart, but I won't accept it. ”

"Never!"

"No, no, I won't force you to accept it. Lin Jingshen's words were extremely indifferent, he looked at me, and he said: "I never thought so, marrying you is the truest thought in my heart, and it is the first time I have such an idea, I didn't choose you because of the character you said, the wife I need is a person, not a puppet who doesn't have any feelings no matter what happens, I don't need it." ”

"Do you think I'll believe it? You didn't even tell me about Xerox's relationship with you until now, do you think I'll still believe you?"

"Lin Jingshen, you keep shouting to believe, how can I believe what you do?"

"If I had known that there was Xerox and Lin Lin, I would never have married you, absolutely not!" I was confused and confused, I didn't know what I was going to do? I really felt like I was out of here, I really didn't want to see this man.

I was afraid I was going to get out of control.

I really didn't want to embarrass myself in this way, but the more I tried to run away from him, the more his people and breath kept coming to me.

Took up my whole mind.

"Tang Yan, you tell me clearly, if you want a divorce, don't even think about it, since you have agreed to marry me, then there will never be a possibility of divorce. ”

Lin Jingshen looked at me with unprecedented firmness in his eyes, and his words were more like a holy decree that could not be resisted.

"You calm down first, but immediately dispel the idea of divorce for me, I don't want to hear it a second time. Seeing that I didn't speak, Lin Jingshen said again, was his words reminding him or was he reminding himself?

"Do you think I'm going to listen to you?" I stood up and sneered, and with that, I turned and walked upstairs.

Back in the bedroom, Lin Jingshen didn't come up, but I had already started to pack my clothes, and I found that I didn't have anything else that belonged to me except for the clothes accident.

Perhaps the outcome was doomed from the beginning.

I came in a hurry, and now I am in a hurry, what is the difference between me and the guests?

This room is full of our memories, but who knew that there are so many heart-rending things underneath these memories?

I don't speak.,I'm silent.,Although you don't like Jing Shen anymore.,But I still like him.,It's quite distressing.,I'm his little fan sister.。。。 There are no absolute bad guys in this book, and there are no absolute good guys, I promise that there are no juniors.

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