068: Endure the pain
I deliberately leaned sideways, and Lin Cheng also took his hand off my shoulder in a playful manner. With my back to him, I couldn't see his expression, only his long sigh all night.
This night, both of them were sleepless.
All night, I wondered how Lin Cheng and I would live in the future. He had apparently thrown an olive branch at me to make peace, and it was evident that the mutual torment between us was meaningless, and that life was too short to be happy. But what about me, what should I do? I don't want to be nice with him, it's just that this is not what it used to be, I am not Gu Wanjing, who was innocent and wanted to marry Lin Cheng three years ago, I am burdened with the humiliation of my sister's vain death, and everything I have endured in the past three years.
I love Lin Cheng, and that's okay. I was entangled in my love and hatred, and I didn't know how to face Lin Cheng. No matter how hard-hearted I am, how can I not be tempted to face the man I love deeply? But can I accept Lin Cheng?
No. Long pain is better than short pain, I will die soon after all, why add a little regret to him.
The first morning breeze in the morning blew into my heart, and it completely made me determined. I pushed open the window, looked out at the blue sky, and decided to bury all my emotions in my heart, whether I loved it or hated it.
Lin Cheng then got up, he glanced at me slightly, how to describe the expression on his face?
I pretended to change my clothes as if nothing had happened, and then a sudden convulsion of my stomach prevented me from standing on my feet, and I suddenly sat down on the edge of the bed as I put on my short sleeves. Lin Cheng didn't see it, he just went to the bathroom to wash up.
When the pain hit, it was pitch black in front of me, and I sat on the bed with my stomach over and rested for a while before I could regain my sight. Lin Cheng came out after washing his face, with water beads on his face, and when he saw me sitting on the bed, his expression was not very good, and he asked me what was wrong.
I shook my head faintly, "It's okay." You go to work first, it seems like it's getting too late. "It's rare for me to speak to Lin Cheng so softly.
He hesitated for a while, still very worried about me, probably wanting to mention yesterday's question, but after being glared at by me, Lin Cheng pouted again, changed his clothes and hurried downstairs.
During that time, I was tormented by stomach pain, and my whole person was not good, so I didn't delve into the source of Lin Cheng's sudden 180-degree turn. I didn't know that behind him, there were so many secrets hidden and so much pain on his back.
However, I don't know all this, and when I condone the two of us-for-tat, I don't choose what to say.
Since that night, Lin Cheng's whole person has changed. Every good attitude towards me before was either indifferent or angry. But after that day, he was noticeably much gentler. When he spoke to me, although he was still cold and indifferent, there was some warmth in his tone.
Zhao Suyun was the first to notice the changes in Lin Cheng, so he targeted me more and more. The war between me and Zhao Suyun is still ongoing, but inexplicably, I learned to avoid Lin Cheng. At least when Lin Cheng is here, in the war between me and Zhao Suyun, I will retreat a lot. Maybe in my subconscious, I don't want to embarrass Lin Cheng.
The man who used to be entangled with Zhao Suyun in the alley, that is, Zhao Suyun was sent to a mental hospital, and when the man who was squatting and smoking under a big tree suddenly appeared in the living room of the Lin family, I found that everything became fun.
Because of my illness, I didn't have time to care about Zhao Suyun's secret in those days, and the appearance of this man suddenly stimulated my heart to find out.
It was a Wednesday and the sun was fine in the afternoon. After lunch, Zhao Suyun told Wu's mother that a driver would come to report in the afternoon. I didn't have any doubts at the time, because Uncle Chen followed Lin Cheng all those days, and Zhao Suyun told Lin Cheng that it was inconvenient for her to go out, so she would find a new driver. Lin Cheng naturally didn't say anything.
But when I saw that man, I found that Zhao Suyun's eyes were always on me. The man standing in the living room looked very different from before after cleaning up, and now he also wore a pair of glasses, which made him look more stable.
I swept Zhao Suyun's posture in my spare eyes, and I roughly understood why Zhao Suyun called people when Lin Cheng was not at home. She's testing me to see if I can recognize who the person in front of me is.
"Our wife has a bad temper and is not very easy to serve, so you have to be careful. If there is anything that is not taken care of, please take care of it more, after all, it is a disabled person, and it is common to have a bad temper, and it is generally very easy to talk. I've wronged you. I took a glass of water and looked at the man in front of me teasingly. The rimless glasses, after all, couldn't hide his sly gaze.
Zhao Suyun breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that I didn't recognize it, and it was still that kind of condescending tone. "When is your point here?"
"Hmph, don't get excited, I gave people a vaccination earlier, after all, not everyone can stand your stinky temper like Uncle Chen. I deliberately sarcastically said Zhao Suyun.
I slowly went upstairs with water, thinking, what is Zhao Suyun singing this song on? Can't you wait to recruit your old lover to your home?
After thinking about it, I called Qin Zeyang, and I asked him if he had any reliable private detective introduction, and I wanted to find someone to check the facts.
Qin Zeyang pondered for a while, and then asked me cautiously, "Wanjing, what do you want to do?
I chuckled, thinking that Qin Zeyang was really cute, "No, I have nothing to do to check on my husband, why don't you care, I have to do other things." You introduce me to a reliable person, the sooner the better. ”
Qin Zeyang sighed and said helplessly, "I really can't do anything about you, I'll call someone to contact you in a while." Wanjing, I hope I didn't do anything wrong. ”
"Qin Zeyang, thank you. I'm an adult, and I do things in measure. Believe me. ”
After hanging up the phone for a while, the person introduced by Qin Zeyang called me, it turned out to be a girl, her voice was very clear and beautiful, and she felt a little empty valley and spring, which made people feel very comfortable to listen to.
"Hello Miss Gu, I am a private detective introduced by Qin Zeyang, and my name is Qiao Chen. The tone of the speech was also clean and neat, which made me wonder, what kind of person is the girl on the other end of the phone?
I was slightly distracted, and she said, "Miss Gu, are you listening?"
"Yes. Excuse me. ”
"Do you think we're talking in person, or are we talking on the phone?"
I looked at the time, and when Lin Cheng went out in the morning, he told me that he would come back early after work today, saying that he had something to tell me, and told me to wait at home, and he would come back at five o'clock. It's already past three o'clock, and I think that if I go out to meet, there will definitely not be enough time, and if Lin Cheng comes back and sees that I am not there, he will definitely ask me where I went. I don't want to lie, and I don't want to be perfunctory.
"Just say it on the phone, Miss Qiao, thank you. I'll send you an email in a while, that email address is only known to me, I hope you can keep this matter secret, all the progress, you will notify me in the email, can you see it?"
"Absolutely. You can rest assured, we are professional, and we will not disclose half a point about the guests, you can rest assured. Qiao Chen said simply, "I'll give you the email address in a while, what do you want to do, what to check, what to ask, send it to my mailbox." ”
"Okay. "I thought to myself, I must want a photo, and I have to take a photo of Zhao Suyun when he is not paying attention. "Well, what about the price? You give me an account, and I'll call you the money. ”
"Qin Zeyang has already said hello, 20,000 yuan, 10,000 deposits, and then give the other half after the matter is completed, do you think it's okay?"
"Good. ”
After hanging up the phone, I felt a little excited, to be honest, these were all watched on TV before, and I didn't get to use them one day.
I took advantage of Lin Cheng's failure to come back, looking for photos of Zhao Suyun everywhere at home. I definitely can't get that man, they are not at home now, Mother Wu is downstairs, I can't go directly to Zhao Suyun's room. And in Lin Cheng's room, there was not a single photo of Zhao Suyun.
Am I mistaken? I remember that there used to be a photo of Zhao Suyun in Lin Cheng's room.
Forget it, I'd better go downstairs and have a look, maybe it's in the living room.
But as soon as I stepped out of the door, my eyes involuntarily fell to the study around the corner. On the first day I returned, Lin Cheng warned me not to step into the study.
Curiosity killed the cat. I haven't even thought about going in these days, but today I don't know why, I'm like going in. I kept thinking in my heart, why didn't Lin Cheng let me in? Is there any ulterior secret inside? Will there be a photo of Zhao Suyun in there?
Driven by curiosity, I mustered up the courage to go into the study. I stood at the railing and looked downstairs, and Wu's mother seemed to have gone to clean Zhao Suyun's room. So, I walked quickly to the door of the study, and when I twisted the doorknob, it turned out to be closed. What is the situation inside that you have to keep the door locked and don't go in?
I became more and more curious about the secrets. Is there anything you can't see?
I can't open it, how can I get in? The things inside really attracted me, and I tried to get in by all means.
After thinking about it for a while, I had an idea, went back and locked the bedroom door, and then went downstairs to find Wu's mother, saying that I accidentally locked the door and wanted to take the key to open it.
Wu's mother was cleaning Zhao Suyun, and when Zhao Suyun went out, she told Wu's mother that she must clean up the room before she came back, I took a look, Zhao Suyun put it in, I don't know why, it was a mess, Wu's mother was sweating profusely.
"Do you want me to go up and open the door for you?" Mama Wu looked up at me and asked with concern.
I smiled, "Forget it, you better get busy first, tell me where the key is, I'll go up and open it myself, and you have to clean our room in a while, so don't climb up and run down." ”
Mother Wu gave me a grateful look, took out the contents of the bag to me, and then told me which one it was and how to open it.
I took the key and went upstairs, afraid that Wu's mother would find out, so I first opened my door, and then called her upstairs, "Wu's mother, if I put it on first, you can take it when you come up to clean up the room later." ”
"Hey, okay!" Wu Ma replied.
I pinched the time, afraid that Lin Cheng would come back early. After two minutes, I quietly walked to the door of the study, took the key and tried slowly, tried three times, and finally found the right one! I gently pushed the door open, only to smell a not very good smell, the smell of dust, the smell of mold.
I closed the door lightly, and then turned on the light in the room, the curtains were two-tiered, a dark shroud was blocked from the light, and the light was not turned on in the room, and it looked dark. After turning on the lights, the light of the incandescent lamp looks a little yellowed and old because of the interior decoration of the house.
The floor was full of books, and the shelves were crooked, and in some places they were empty, and I guess the messy books lying on the floor were originally on the shelves. But why is it on the ground? Some of them are even torn and broken, and there are debris all over the ground.
There was originally a wedding photo of Lin Cheng's parents hanging on the wall of the study, I had seen it when I came to Lin Cheng's house, and I also remembered Lin Cheng's father's face from that wedding photo, and later saw a photo of her and Lin Cheng's father in my sister's sandalwood box. But the place where the wedding photo was hung was gone, leaving a vacancy and a nail standing alone on the wall. I remember when I first saw the photo of Lin Cheng's parents, the twenty-one-year-old me standing under the photo fantasized about what my father looked like.
I walked forward slowly, the desk was covered with a thick layer of dust, I didn't dare to touch anything on it at all, for fear of leaving traces, if Lin Cheng came in and found it, it would be bad. I stepped on the broken book scraps on the floor, and under the corner of the table, next to the stool, I saw the broken picture frame. I slowly moved to the side and saw that the mirror had been broken, and the photo inside had Lin Cheng's father torn off his head, which looked weird and scary.
Is this Zhao Suyun's business or Lin Cheng?
There is no need for Lin Cheng to hate his father, there is no need to pull his father's head. So, is it Zhao Suyun?
Ninety percent probably.
I looked around the room, and the smell of mold filled my entire nostrils, and I smelled only my nose.
Everything in the room was the original, just in shambles.
What is the reason why Lin Cheng didn't want me to come in? Is there any secret in this room? I was not reconciled, and continued to search, there was a drawer in the lower corner of the desk, and the lock was broken, and I was about to find out, when I suddenly heard the voice of Lin Cheng and Wu's mother talking downstairs. I hesitantly glanced at the drawer, and quickly pulled out of the room, if Lin Cheng found out, I would not have the opportunity to pick it up again in the future.
I left the study and went back to the room to undress, the musty smell on my body was too strong.
When Lin Cheng pushed the door open, I was changing my clothes, he was not embarrassed this time, he calmly turned his eyes away and said, "I'm back." ”
I hummed faintly, then turned around to find Lin Cheng looking at the set of keys on the dresser, and there was a secret in his eyes.
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"What's wrong?"
"It's fine. Lin Cheng wanted to cover up, "Why is the key here?"
I replied lightly, "Oh, the door of the wind bar was blown and locked just now, and Mother Wu gave me the one to open the door." With that, I threw my dirty laundry into the basket, "Why did you come back so early today?" ”
Lin Cheng shrugged his eyebrows and returned to the topic, "There is a party in the evening, you can accompany me." ”