I had my back to Lin Cheng, and he couldn't see the tears on my face. The night was as dark as silk, and little by little it swallowed up the strength of the disguise, mine, Lin Cheng's.

Lin Cheng saw that I hadn't spoken for a long time, and continued, "Wanjing, I've been thinking about who is right and who is wrong between us these days. What is it that has brought us both to where we are today. Your sister is your sister, I shouldn't have imposed their affairs on you, and neither does my mother....... If it weren't for that, you wouldn't have dropped out of school and gone to Nanxian, and if you hadn't gone to Nanxian, you wouldn't have suffered so much for three years. ”

I was silent, Lin Cheng was talking to himself, and suddenly, he approached my back and put his head against my back, and then, I heard his low sobs.

The moonlight outside the window was just right, and I cried quietly, and the inner wall was dismantled little by little by this man's cry.

"When I was in Nanxian, I once went to Zhao Wei and talked to him about you. Although he doesn't want to say anything, I feel that you haven't had a good time in the past few years. It is very difficult for a single woman to live in a foreign land. To be honest, when I saw you selling shoes in the store, I didn't imagine the thrill of seeing you down. Instead, I felt uncomfortable. All the while, I want you to have a bad time, and it's better to be down. Because at that time, I felt that your sister hurt my family, and you couldn't get better. Like my mom, I mistakenly blame everything on you. I didn't even ask myself, you are also a victim. ”

"No matter what happened before, I just want to tell you now that I planned to marry you, because I love you, but I don't want to admit it. I've also thought about letting you marry me, torturing you every day, and letting you see what kind of life I'm living now. But compared to your pain, I find myself too mean. Wanjing, so much has passed in my life, and I want to be nice to you for half of my life. Maybe you don't believe it, when you're tired, the only one I want to hug is you. Perhaps it was the night, and Lin Cheng became extremely sensational. Such words surprised me too much, did they really come out of Lin Cheng's mouth?

I felt myself shivering.

He's right, we've been torturing each other, forgetting that each other is also a victim. People are always like this, infinitely magnifying their own pain and forgetting the pain of the other person. I always feel that I am in pain, and the whole world will follow suit.

Lin Cheng is like this, why shouldn't I?

At the beginning, my sister and Lin Cheng's father were hit and killed by Zhao Suyun at the same time, and Zhao Suyun transferred all his resentment to me, pointing at my nose and scolding me for being a little slut, scolding my sister for seducing her husband and me for seducing her son. Lin Cheng couldn't accept the fact that my sister was his father's lover, so he avoided me, and even stood aside and didn't say a word when her mother bullied me.

I also hate it in my heart, I hate Zhao Suyun for being vicious, and I hate Lin Cheng's father for provoking my sister. She is good in Suqian, why did Lin Cheng's father go all the way to provoke her? I am also in pain, so I forgot that Lin Cheng is also a victim, and I want Zhao Suyun to pay the price. So he called the police and found a lawyer, bent on letting Zhao Suyun pay for his life.

In order to help Zhao Suyun escape legal responsibility, Lin Cheng found someone to spend money to forge Zhao Suyun's medical certificate of schizophrenia and depression. I know very well that Zhao Suyun has no illness, the noble and cold Zhao Suyun looks down on anyone, in her eyes, my sister and I are sluts, and it is not a pity to die. So at that time, I didn't show mercy, when Lin Cheng took the medical certificate to the lawyer, I only said one sentence, "People with mental illness should stay in a mental hospital, what is the matter of coming out to harm Li Min? Lin Cheng, don't think I'm a fool." ”

thought that with that medical certificate, Zhao Suyun escaped the punishment of the law. On the day of the court's verdict, I stood at the door of the courthouse, waiting for Lin Cheng to come out. It was very windy that day, and my short hair was blown out of sight.

Lin Cheng appeared in front of me with a cold face, and his lawyer took the first step. I looked at him coldly for more than three minutes, and I said, "Lin Cheng, if I didn't see Zhao Suyun enter the Suijia warehouse, then you just wait to collect her body." I have nothing to love, and I'm not afraid to let her die. ”

Lin Cheng stood in the wind, under the black windbreaker, he lost a lot of weight.

"Gu Wanjing, don't let me see you again. ”

That was the harshest thing he ever said to me.

I sneered and said, "Where's the matter? You still have to see me, Lin Cheng, I want to see you personally send your ruthless femme fatale into the world of a bunch of crazy people to be with them." Remember to call me, I thought, that picture must be very happy. When my sister saw it, she must have been dumbfounded. ”

During that time, Lin Cheng and I did not go to school. Among the classmates, many people know that Lin Cheng's father died in a car accident, along with his lover. And no one knows that the so-called lover is my sister Gu Yunyi.

At first, I stayed in the dormitory, and my classmates chattered and called my sister a slut in unison. I couldn't stand it, endured it, and moved out of the dormitory. I rented a small room over there in Gangneung and waited for Lin Cheng to call me.

When Lin Cheng called me, it was evening, and he said coldly, "Gu Wanjing, as you wish, they will come to pick up my mother tomorrow." At this point, it's time for you to stop, right?"

"I'll see for myself. Lin Cheng looks like he hates me to the bone. Do you think your mother is a good woman? Hmph, Lin Cheng, kill people to pay for their lives. However, for Zhao Suyun, I really want to wait and see the torture of being with a group of crazy people in a mental hospital in the next few days. ”

That night, I went to Lin Cheng's house again. When he opened the door, he saw me standing outside the door, like a chicken in soup, still slightly touched. Lin Nan was sent to a relative's house by him, and Zhao Suyun was locked up in the house. After entering the house, he called me upstairs and brought me a bath towel to wipe my hair.

Lin Cheng asked me, "Gu Wanjing, I said I would pick you up tomorrow, why are you coming in the middle of the night?"

I threw the towel in his face, then jumped up and slapped him. I yelled at him, "Yes! I just can't wait! I just can't wait to see her surrounded by a bunch of crazy people, hahahahaha, Lin Cheng, do you know? As long as I think about this picture, I feel happy! Why is she not the one who died? Since she is not dead, then I have to watch her live rather than die!"

I threw my head up and laughed like a madman.

Seeing that I was smiling so happily, Lin Cheng was so angry that he aimed at my face and kept slapping me. But no matter how angry he was, I couldn't stop laughing, and finally he got tired and stood in front of me, hanging his hands, and tears were falling down his eyes.

"Gu Wanjing, you're enough, you're really enough!" Lin Cheng said with an almost roar.

Actually, that night, I didn't think about sleeping with Lin Cheng. It's just that I just saw Zhao Suyun's bright and cunning eyes in the crack of the door.

Didn't she say that my sister seduced her husband and I seduced her son?

I meet her.

I want her to know that no matter how much his son hates me, he loves me in his heart.

"Gu Wanjing, you go, don't let me see you again in this life. From now on........"

At the moment when Lin Cheng looked up at me, their eyes met, and I bravely kissed it, blocking the second half of Lin Cheng's sentence with my mouth.

I gently licked Lin Cheng's soft lips and said with tears in my eyes, "Lin Cheng, I love you." What to do? I love you. ”

After speaking, I stood on tiptoe and took the initiative to kiss Lin Cheng. When the kiss became more intense, I reached out to touch Lin Cheng's lower body.

Everything happens naturally.

Zhao Suyun watched me and Lin Cheng kiss and hug outside the door, and I looked at her sarcastically in the crack of the door, and my heart was very happy.

At that moment, I felt that it was me who was really sick.

My virginity ended on that unpleasant rainy night. It may be that the pain is terrible, and the initial pain is not as bad as I thought. After doing it, I pushed Lin Cheng away and said with a sneer, "Lin Cheng, between us, I won after all." ”

Lin Cheng, who was still calm in passion, reacted instantly, and he kicked on me, with a cold word, "Get out." ”

We had just done the most intimate thing, and the temperature was still after the bang, and he was still wearing only his underwear.

I slowly picked up the clothes on the floor and put them on one by one. When I left the room, I couldn't hold back, turned around and glanced at Lin Cheng for the last time, I couldn't tell what his expression was, or what kind of eyes he looked, two seconds of epiphysis, he threw a pillow over.

"Get out of Gu Wanjing, don't let me see you again. ”

I walked downstairs with heavy steps, Lin Cheng put on his shorts and came out, ran to Zhao Suyun's room to find the contraceptive pill, dragged my hand to the living room, and then spread out his palm, stuffed the medicine into my mouth, and swallowed a mouthful of water than me.

Out of Lin Cheng's house, I stood under the big tree, and the rain dripped down on me little by little, soaking my shirt.

I was stunned for a long time before I suddenly understood what Lin Cheng gave me to eat. As if I had just woken up from a dream, I clasped my tongue hard to get the pill to spit out. But after working hard, it was useless.

It's like the past, and my heart is sour.

"Wanjing, will you give me a chance.......? Let's start over. Lin Cheng's voice was full of exhaustion, with a hint of unpredictable anticipation.

Tears flowed down my cheeks, why don't I want to live a good life with Lin Cheng just yet? I know in my heart that there are not many days left.

But I couldn't convince myself, and immediately agreed to Lin Cheng's request. I don't know if I still love him, I don't know how he and Zhao Suyun deal with me after Qin Se and Minghou. I don't know if I can forget the pain he gave me, I don't know if I can forget the humiliation of my sister.

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There are some things that cannot be said.

Also, how long will my weak body last? two months, half a year? I don't even know. It's just that lately, it's getting easier and easier to vomit, and I often sweat in pain and need three heavy painkillers to calm down, and I eat less and less........

How long can I last?

"Lin Cheng, go to sleep, I'm tired. I sniffed, trying to hide my cry.