I don't know if it's the child in the belly, or my stomach, anyway, I haven't vomited again in the past two days, and the original yellow complexion is much better, I estimate that I have eaten relatively light in the past two days, basically some soft food, and the speed of eating is also slow, and the soft food is easy to digest, so the stomach is much better.

In the evening, I sat on the windowsill reading a book, and I watched and watched, and I was in a daze, watching the afterglow of the setting sun envelop the whole city, that little bit of gold, slowly becoming thicker, and then darkening the sky, and finally the sun went down and night fell. In the evening, there was no wind, and in October, it was a little cold.

After a while, almost November, winter in Nanjing came.

When Lin Cheng came back, he bought me Uncle Chesi's cheesecake, and asked Wu's mother to cut it and then he brought it to me, and when he saw me sitting on the balcony with a book, he was stunned, put the cake on the small table on the windowsill, and went back to the house to find a soft cushion to come out, "It's cold on the balcony, you hurry up and take this pad?" He frowned slightly, a little helpless, "How long have you been sitting like this?"

His concerned look fell into my eyes, and then a warm current slowly slipped through my heart, long and gentle.

He made me feel gentle, and I replied softly, "Not long, just a while." "I've actually been sitting for hours.

"That's fine, hurry up. Don't do this in the future, even if you want to sit, you have to find something to cushion first. He pulled me by the arm, I sat up slightly, he put the cushion on it, told me to sit down, and muttered, "What is the difference between sitting like this and your butt hurting, and you used to like to sit on the concrete platform in the playground?"

You see, he remembers.

When I was in college, every time he went to play football, I liked to hug him and wait for him, and when I was tired, I would sit on the cement platform next to the playground and drink his water at the same time. By the time he finished the game and wanted to drink water, I had already drunk all of his water. Every time he looked at me helplessly and dotingly, "You must have been a fish in your last life, why do you love to drink water so much?"

"Why don't you try this cake? When I came back from Xinjiekou and saw a lot of people queuing up to buy it, I thought it might be delicious. As you said before, if you don't know what to eat, you can see which one is the most crowded, and I see a few shops selling cakes, and they are the most crowded, and they must be delicious. Don't you love cakes, can you see how delicious it is?" Lin Cheng asked softly, and the voice was really good. I've said before that he has a good voice and can be a radio host.

I was pulled back by his voice, smiled a little embarrassedly, reached for the plate, took a small spoonful and tasted it, it was really good, it melted in the mouth, that kind of soft feeling, ordinary cakes can't be made. It's not sweet or greasy, it's just right.

He just sat on the side and watched me eat, his eyes kept staring at me, he didn't feel embarrassed, but I was embarrassed. So he asked, "Why are you watching me? Go and do your own thing, and you can watch the food?"

Then Lin Cheng smiled, revealing two rows of white teeth. Seriously, I rarely see him smile like this.

It's not like it used to be.

"Look at you eating happily. ”

I was embarrassed, and quickly lowered my head to concentrate on eating, thinking, how can this be? Can't you see that I'm embarrassed?

After eating the cake, I couldn't eat dinner, Lin Cheng asked me to eat, I shirked it several times, if I really ate it, I didn't want to sleep tonight. Thinking I was trying to lose weight, he leaned against the door frame and looked at me and shook his head, "Women are really ....... I'm so thin, and I'm still thinking about losing weight. ”

"Go quickly, bring me a cup of warm water in a moment, I'm thirsty." I said.

"Okay, anyway, you ate the cake, remember to take the medicine. He instructed.

After a while, Wu's mother came up to me with warm water and a glass of milk. At that moment, I was sitting on the bed, watching "The Funeral of a Muslim", Wu's mother put down the water and looked at me cautiously, and I found that she was looking at me, she quickly avoided her gaze, hurriedly put the cup on the bedside table, and left.

I stopped her, and she turned to me in some panic and asked, "Is there anything else?"

"Mother Wu, am I a man-eating beast? Every time you see me, you hide so fast, what do you mean? I have always respected you, and you make me sad like this. I looked at her with great interest, and I was in a good mood today, and I joked with her.

Wu's mother looked embarrassed and said embarrassedly, "No, that........ I'm going to make soup. Lin Cheng said to bring you water first, that ........"

"Forget it, I'm kidding you. I said with a smile. "But I don't want milk, so you can take it. ”

"That........ You still drink it, you don't eat at night, it's better to drink some milk, and you can sleep for a while. ”

"Alright, you go down. ”

After Wu's mother left, I looked at the cup on the bedside table in a daze. I thought that the milk was sent by Lin Cheng to Wu's mother, and his heart warmed, and he still missed me.

The milk was warm, and when I reached the bottom of the glass, I noticed a puddle of tiny, tiny white stuff inside, which I thought was sediment in the milk, so I didn't pay much attention to it.

If I had a little more heart, even a little bit, I would have realized what a mystery there was in that glass of milk.

After drinking the milk, I drank the water again. Then I got out of bed and found the medicine that Lin Cheng bought for me, took out the noon and evening measurements, took it to the bathroom, threw it into the toilet and flushed it with water. Even if it hurts the child a little bit, I don't want to eat it.

After eating, Lin Cheng came upstairs, at that time I had just finished taking a shower, and my hair was still dripping, he took a dry towel, sat on the edge of the bed, patted the position next to him and called me, "Come here, I'll help you wipe your hair." ”

I was a little embarrassed and refused, "Forget it, I'll wipe it myself." You give me the towel. ”

"Come here, quick. Although it is a gentle tone, it has a meaning that cannot be refused.

Then I sat down.

The way he wiped my hair was just right, not too light, not too heavy, just right. Talk to me while wiping. But I didn't talk about what he asked me before he went out in the morning, and I pretended to be stupid. But anyone with a discerning eye can see that my attitude towards him is much better.

Finally, he asked me, "Did my mother trouble you today?"

"Nope. "I deny. The first reaction is not to tell him, save upset, we are incompatible, and with one him, it will be even more chaotic.

"That's good. Lin Cheng said lightly. He sank and said, "It won't be long, and after a while, we'll move out." You don't have to face her every day, you have to be patient and patient, and we will move out. ”

"Move out?" I turned around, looked at Lin Cheng in a daze, and asked, "Aren't you inseparable from your mother?" and she needs someone to take care of her like this, you ........ "I want to ask, what's wrong with you?"

Although I am very sure that there is a problem between Lin Cheng and Zhao Suyun, at first I was not sure that Lin Cheng's sentence "I am not your own child" was angry with Zhao Suyun, but seeing Zhao Suyun's reaction today, I think it is true. I looked at Lin Cheng's well-defined handsome face and wondered, is Lin Cheng going to break with Zhao Suyun?

Lin Cheng stopped his movements and left the towel on my head, he hung his head and said a little desolately, "You don't need to know so much, you just need to follow me." He was silent for a moment, then looked up with a wry smile and asked me, "However, life may not be easy, you have to hold on." ”

In Lin Cheng's words, I could hear the slow helplessness and loss.

What happened to Lin Cheng and Zhao Suyun? Why did Lin Cheng clearly know that Zhao Suyun and I were incompatible, and still insisted on bringing me back to fight against her every day? Why did Lin Cheng say that he was not born to Zhao Suyun?

What's the secret?

Lin Cheng smiled bitterly, and the curvature of the corners of his mouth was also helpless.

I sighed, wiped my hair, and thought to myself, if I want to know the answer, I can only wait for Qiao Chen's email. Her email may reveal the truth.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Lin Cheng asked again, "Wanjing, you'll come with me, right?"

He grabbed my hand, his gaze locked deep into my eyes, with anticipation and longing.

I nodded and mumbled quietly.

Then he smiled and took the towel from my hand and continued to dry my hair.

I went with him willingly.

The moment he asked me, I had the answer in my heart. I don't have to struggle, I don't have to think, I don't have to choose. When a person has a heart, we don't need to choose.

When I went to bed at night, Lin Cheng put his arm around me. At first, it was just a simple hug around me, with the head on my back. There are few times when such intimacy is few. He probably felt that I had let go of my guard and defensiveness against him, so he became bold and began to slide his hand down, resting on my back, and then slowly moving forward, touching my breasts. I immediately shuddered, then grabbed his hand and didn't let him continue.

But he thought that my resistance was shy, and began to be more bold, broke free of my hand, pulled me with my back to him, and lay flat on the bed, and in just a second, he turned over and pressed against me, although it was closed and waited, but by the slightest glimmer of light outside the window, I could see the burning lust in his eyes.

I couldn't help but say anything, he kissed me down, gagged my mouth, and clamped my hand to my ear with both hands, and couldn't move at all. I just felt a reaction in a certain part of his body, and he kept pushing against me. I'm not an untrained girl, and of course I know what it is.

Lin Cheng's kiss was long, with his peculiar aura, which made me fall little by little.

Just when I was about to lose my direction, I suddenly opened my eyes, and then kicked Lin Cheng hard, he didn't let go, and I kicked even harder. I don't know why I'm crying, but when Lin Cheng kissed me to tears, he immediately stopped, and then stared at me petrifiedly, saying sorry again and again.

I fled in a hurry, tidied up my crumpled clothes and slept aside, my heart was desolate, I hugged the quilt tightly, tears flowing.

One is that I have a child, and now it is not good for the child to do it with Lin Cheng at this time, and I want to break free from him. However, as I struggled to break free from him, he was dead or alive, and at that moment, I remembered a sad past that I did not want to recall.

I've struggled like that. On a dark night, in a deserted place.

I've been ruined by three men.

When it first happened, I often had nightmares and cried all night long, not the kind of crying out loud, just sitting on the bed, holding my legs, and the tears kept flowing. The taste of torment in the middle of the night, no one understands.

Lin Cheng thought of it, patted me lightly on the shoulder, and said with a slow apology in his voice, and said hesitantly and regretfully, "Wanjing, I'm sorry........ I'm sorry, I'm really not....... I......... I'm just a bastard! Don't be angry, okay? I'm not trying to force you, I'm ......... You see how I'm okay? I just can't help but hold you.........."

I didn't speak, tears silently sliding from the corners of my eyes. The heart is sad.

Lin Cheng knew, once Zhao Wei said that he had leaked his mouth, and he knew that I had been raped.

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I didn't speak, he just sat like that for a long, long time. At first, he kept apologizing, and then he sat quietly and didn't speak.

I felt sorry for that, so I whispered, "Sleep, I'm tired." ”

He was overjoyed and quickly lay down, wanting to hug me, but as soon as he touched me, he retracted and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I was too anxious........ Wanjing, I know you've suffered a lot, I'm ......... The past is gone, and I will be good to you in the future, only to you. ”

Just like he said, Gu Wanjing, I like you, I only like you.