The water temperature seemed to be a little cold, I put my feet back again, and it was actually extremely difficult to really take this step, so cold water would be very uncomfortable, I sat there again in a daze.

It was getting darker and heavier, and it seemed to be showing signs of rain, so I glanced at the eastern sky, took a deep breath, and tried again to dig my legs deep into the water, the biting cold sinking into my blood little by little from the instep of my foot.

I kept breathing, telling myself that what I wasn't afraid would only be more painful in the future, what was there to be afraid of now, when the water didn't reach my calves, when it didn't pass my knees, and gradually passed the base of my thighs, my whole body trembled, and I was a little more afraid of the deep water, I clenched my fists, stiffened my body and continued to walk forward little by little, when suddenly there was a scream from behind me, and when I turned back in astonishment, I couldn't see anything on the shore in the dark sky. Knowing that someone was talking, then there was a pop in the water.

There was a sound of water behind me, and then a pair clamped me, and I just wanted to struggle, but before I could understand it, several hands clamped me together, and then my body was dragged up by them.

Countless flashlights shone on me, I couldn't see who was who, and the struggle in the water made me lose any strength, so I could only lie on the rocks and gasp, blocking the flashlights with my hands.

The men spoke in local dialect, but I had a vague idea of where they came from, and it seemed that they were the security guards in the area, and it wasn't long before they turned off their flashlights and left one there, when a slightly younger security guard approached me and asked me in Mandarin, "What's your name?"

I didn't speak, I just hugged my wet self, a strange place, a strange person, which made me extremely frightened, those people saw that I didn't speak, and they didn't seem to have the strength to walk, and several people were discussing something, and when they discussed that no one was paying attention to me, I rushed up from the ground, but before I could escape, they clamped me again.

I was covered in water, my body was so heavy that I couldn't move at all after they held it, so I could only let them clamp it, and I was panting in embarrassment.

After that, they took me to the security booth in the tourist attraction here, and after they put me in the security booth and sat down, everyone was panting and communicating in a local voice, probably asking who I was, why I stayed in that place so late, and why I committed suicide.

I didn't expect to be so unlucky today, I couldn't even think of dying quietly, a few big men felt that it was not easy to communicate with me, it was not easy to chat, so I didn't know where to find a woman with a child, sat in front of me, she asked me in Mandarin: "What's your name?"

I said, "My surname is Yi." ”

She asked, "What about your family?"

They had to ask before they let me go, and I knew, and I said, "I don't have any family, I'm an orphan." ”

The woman looked at me in disbelief and asked, "Really?"

I said, "Hmm. ”

When she saw that I was in a clear way of death, and that I was not like a mentally disturbed person, she asked, "Then why are you still there at night, don't you know that the water is very deep?

If I admit that I want to kill myself, they won't let me go for a while, and I immediately deny it, saying, "No, I have something very important in it, and I want to find it." ”

The woman asked, "What is it?"

I said, "Wedding ring." ”

The woman saw a ring on my hand and asked, "Isn't it here?"

I didn't turn my head for a moment, and who knew if I had said the wrong thing, so I was silent for a moment and then remedied, saying, "It's not an engagement ring, there's a wedding ring." ”

The woman ignored me and said, "We must contact your family now before we can let you go." ”

I looked at her coldly and asked, "Why? I didn't break the law, I didn't steal, I didn't destroy anything here, it's my freedom to leave, and you don't have the right to restrain me." ”

"We know," she said. We really don't have the right to restrain you personally, but today if you commit suicide in our scenic spot, we have the right to restrain you, after all, this kind of thing happens in our scenic spot, which will have an impact on our reputation, and, as humanitarians, we are more responsible in saving people's lives. ”

The woman was a policeman with a child, and she spoke in a very structured manner.

Then she asked, "What's your full name?" ”

I said, "I don't have any reason to tell you this." ”

The woman said, "You really don't say it?"

I said, "I don't know you, why should I say it?"

The woman said, "I'm sorry, we'll have to search ourselves." ”

After she finished speaking, she asked a few people standing behind her to come up and hold me, and then the woman searched in my pocket, I wanted to struggle, but my strength was too weak, I couldn't lift a little strength, and I was held by them, and there was no chance to resist, the woman easily searched out my ID card from my pocket, and after she got it, those people quickly let go of me, I just wanted to reach out to grab it, the woman immediately got up.

She glanced at my ID card, and then at me, as if to make a comparison, and after feeling that it was right, she said, "Is your surname so?" Yu Xiaofan. ”

I didn't say anything, and when she thought it was right, she said to a man next to her, "You go to the police station and check to see where she is from, where she lives, and what her family's contact address is." ”

The man, who was supposed to be his husband and a police officer here, didn't speak, took my ID and left.

At this time, I am a little anxious, what should I do, what should I do, if they go to check now, they must contact the Yu family first, if they contact the Yu family first, it may be better, I can ask Yu Manting not to tell Yi Jin, and Yu Manting is impossible to tell Yi Jin, if you want to leave, it will be much easier, I don't want to see him, I don't want to see him for a minute.

The woman's husband went to the police station to check, and it took more than an hour to rush over, and it was already ten o'clock at this time, and I was wet all over. The icy cold water hit me, and it was bitterly cold.

His husband handed all the information he found from the police station to his wife, and after her wife took it, she didn't say anything, she just picked up the phone and broadcast a phone call, I don't know who she broadcast, but I guess it's Yu's family.

The phone rang a lot, and then someone answered it on the other end, and the woman turned on the amplification, and it was the voice of the Yu family servant who asked from it: "May I ask which one it is." ”

The woman immediately said: "We are here at the security booth in the Shijianglai River Scenic Area." Do you know a lady named Yu Xiaofan?"

The servant of the Yu family was silent for a long time, and did not answer immediately, and the woman asked again: "Do you know a lady named Yu Xiaofan?"

The servant of the Yu family said: "Yes, she is the third lady of our family. ”

When the woman heard this, she immediately asked, "Then who are you?"

Then the servant said, "I am a servant of their house." ”

Everyone looked at me, and after one glance, the woman continued, "Oh, that's right, I want you to find Miss Yu's family for me? ”

Now my relationship with the Yu family is so awkward, the servant hesitated for a few seconds, and finally she thought about it and said, "Okay, then please wait a moment." ”

The phone hung up for the time being, followed by footsteps on the other end of the phone. Immediately after the phone was answered, it was Yu Manting's voice from the other end, I don't know why, at this moment I breathed a heavy sigh of relief, it was she who was not wrong, I guessed it was not wrong, everything was going according to my imagination.

Yu Manting asked even on the phone: "Which one?" ”

The woman continued: "Hello, are you Yu Xiaofan's family? ”

Yu Manting was also silent for a few seconds before saying, "Yes, I'm her sister." ”

She said, "Well, at six o'clock this evening, at a lake in our scenic area, we found your sister trying to commit suicide. However, our staff found out in time, so I would like to ask if you have time to come and pick her up. ”

After Yu Manting heard this, her voice on the other end of the phone was extremely passionate and asked, "Suicide?"

She said, "Yes, yes. ”

Yu Manting immediately asked: "How did you commit suicide? Why did you commit suicide?"

In response to Yu Manting's repeated questions, the woman said: "We are not very clear, and we are still understanding the situation, but your sister doesn't seem to be very cooperative." ”

Yu Manting said on the other end of the phone: "Okay, I'll come over now." ”

She was about to hang up when I got up from my chair, snatched the phone from the woman's hand, and said to Manting, "Don't tell him I'm here." ”

Yu Manting was stunned for a few seconds when she heard my voice, although I didn't say my name directly. But I knew she knew who I was referring to, and she said, "I know. ”

Then she hung up the phone, and when she hung up, I put the phone down, looked at the woman, and said to her, "You should know that my people here, and when my family comes, it will be midnight, and you won't let me wait here all night." ”

When the woman saw me say this, she was not as blunt as she had been, and she said, "We'll find you a place to stay." ”

When she saw that I was still wet, she said to me, "Let's go." ”

I hugged the child and turned around and left here in advance, and all the security guards looked at me, and I could only follow the woman, I thought they would take me to a hotel or something, but who knew that when the car stopped, it was indeed a private house.

The woman got out of the car early, and when she saw that I was sitting in the car and did not get out, she explained to me: "In order to prevent you from escaping, you will stay in our house until your sister comes." ”

This woman was really cunning, but I didn't think of running away at all, since she was so cautious, let her be, and when I got out of the car, he led me towards her house, and when I followed her in, she saw that my face was unusually pale, and thought that I was cold, so she took me a set of pajamas that she had not worn herself, and said, "Go and change." ”

I glanced at her, didn't speak, the temperature of my body was getting colder and colder, I might not have felt it when I was nervous just now, but now I felt very uncomfortable, my legs were as heavy as being poured lead, I took the clothes from her hands, and shuffled towards the bathroom she pointed to. I just turned on the faucet, in front of me is a whirlwind, I almost fell to the ground, fortunately, I climbed the sink with my hand in time, I gasped for a long time, when I felt that I was relieved, this time I turned around softly and walked towards the shower head, but before I had time to take two steps, I was a whirlwind above my head, and when I reacted, my body had fallen heavily to the ground, at that moment, I clearly felt that my body could not move, but I was very conscious. I felt that the water on the head of the shower was dripping to my ears, and the sound of the water was amplified several times, and it was so harsh to hear, and I heard a bug in a corner of the bathroom screaming again.

I moved my stiff fingers, I wanted to scream, but I couldn't, I felt as if I had been sealed, and I could only watch a moth swaying in front of my eyes.

Later, I don't know how long I had been lying stiff here, but I heard the woman calling my name outside the door, and without hearing my response, she immediately asked her husband to kick the door open. As soon as she saw me lying on the ground, she rushed over and shook me, asking me what was wrong, was there anything wrong!

I couldn't answer, I could only look at her with my eyes, she felt the coldness of my body, and didn't say anything more, but asked her husband to quickly call the 120 emergency number.

After that, I was carried to the hospital, and I was still a little conscious of the process of carrying me to the hospital, but when the car ran for a long time, I felt that I was getting more and more tired and it was becoming more and more difficult to breathe. I felt that someone was talking in my ear all the time, but I couldn't hear what they were saying very clearly, and I felt as if my soul had left my body, and I felt what it felt like to die, as if I had left the body of the host.

My whole body floated, and I never felt for a moment that my body would be so light and weightless.

I heard my own breathing gradually heavier, and again and again, time seemed to disappear from this world, everything stood still, my body was no longer controlled by time, and at that moment, I felt so good. In this way, no pain, no pain, no tears, let yourself float peacefully there, until the last trace of consciousness is gone.

But at this moment, there was a painful sound in my ears, who was crying, who was shaking me, as if it was my mother, and as if it wasn't, I couldn't hear clearly, I just felt that they kept shaking my body. It shook me so painfully, and someone in my ear kept saying: "Xiaofan, come back, don't go, don't go! You are still so young, where are you going, you wake me up!"

Immediately after, my body seemed to be dragged by someone, no one in front of me to remove the darkness, open my eyes in front of the bright light gradually pierced into my eyes, I stared at the top of Bai Huang's head for a long time, only to know where I was, and it was the hospital. In the endless hospital, I realized that the person who had been crying in my ear was Yu Manting.

When she saw that I was awake, she didn't even have time to wipe the tears from her face, she held my face and cried out in ecstasy: "Doctor, doctor, doctor!

Then a lot of people rushed towards me, and the doctors were scrambling to give me injections and change potions, and they opened my chest and put me on a heartbeat monitor.

When this side was busy, Yu Manting held my hand tightly, and she said, "Xiao Fan." You be strong, it's okay, it's okay, don't worry, don't worry about me, you must not sleep, just treat me as if I begged you. ”

Yu Manting was trembling when she held my hand, and I looked at her silently, looking at her tears, her pleading, the fear in her eyes, I don't know why. For a moment, I felt that the tears she had dripped on the back of my hand were so uncomfortable for me, and the heat, like boiling water, made me feel the hot pain in the back of my hand.

My consciousness was also tugging over and over again in her crying, and then Yu Manting was talking to me all the time, telling me about Xiao Ruoyun's physical condition for a while, and then saying something else, in fact, I didn't listen much, I wanted to sleep from time to time, she kept begging me, begging me, and the crying was also very noisy, and then gradually, the time was getting longer and longer, and I finally fell asleep in Manting's crying.

When I woke up again, I was still in the hospital, but this time it was much quieter, and the nurse standing next to me was also there in an orderly manner to adjust the medicine for me, Yu Manting pounced on the side of the bed for the first time, looked at me and asked, "Xiaofan, are you awake?"

I looked at her for a long time and tried to speak, but I found that my throat seemed to be choked, and she immediately brought me a glass of water from the side, and then tapped my lips twice with a cotton swab, and the water flowed into my mouth with my lips, and then to my throat.

It wasn't much, but I felt a lot more comfortable, and I seemed to be able to speak, and I said, "What time is it?" ”

Yu Manting didn't expect my first sentence to be this, she said with a smile with red eyes: "It's early, it's only ten o'clock, do you want to sleep for a while?"

I shook my head and said, "No, I still want to drink water." ”

Yu Manting listened and immediately took a cotton swab and dipped it in my throat, it was wet several times, and a doctor walked in outside the ward, holding many examination lists, he arrived in front of Yu Manting and said, "Miss Yu, all the test results of your sister have come out." ”

Yu Manting immediately stood up and looked at the doctor and asked, "How is the situation?"

The doctor looked at her for a long time, did not speak, but after a while asked, "Can we take a step to speak?"

Yu Manting glanced at me, then at the doctor, and didn't understand why he wanted to take a step to speak, but she still said, "Okay, I'll go outside with you." ”

Yu Manting went outside with the doctor, and I don't know what they said, but it took almost ten minutes. Yu Manting and the doctor came back, Yu Manting's eyes were even redder, but the corners of her mouth tried to maintain a smile, and she said to me lightly: "The doctor told me just now, saying that as long as your body rests, there won't be much problem." ”

Yu Manting immediately glanced at the doctor again, and the doctor smiled and said to me: "Your organs are normal, the only thing that feels abnormal is that the blood seems to be a little wrong, and the body is still abnormally weak, although the organs are normal, but the body was seriously injured some time ago, and the bones were broken in several places." But now they have grown, the internal organs have also been seriously traumatized, although the body organs are operating normally, but still a little too weak, this time the reason why the heart is close to stopping, we currently think that her body can not bear the load, it is caused, so after a good rest, it should not be a problem. ”

What the doctor was saying, in fact, I knew very well in my heart, I still smiled and said to him: "Thank you, I'm relieved that it's okay." ”

Yu Manting was relieved to see that I seemed to believe it. After the doctor left, she said, "Don't worry about your body, the doctor said that there is no big problem, and you will be able to be discharged from the hospital after a while." ”

I mumbled and didn't speak.

Instead, Yu Manting asked me: "By the way, the scenic spot called me before and told me that you were going to commit suicide, why did you commit suicide? And why can't you tell Yi Jin? Is there something wrong between you?"

I looked at her and said, "No, we don't have a problem, I just escaped from him." ”

Yu Manting looked at me puzzled, I didn't want to say too much about this, but asked her: "How is my mother's body now?"

Referring to this issue, she said: "I haven't told her yet, she especially wants to see you, and now she is being treated in the hospital." ”

I said, "That's good." With this disease now that medical skills are so advanced, it should be fine. ”

Yu Manting sighed and said, "I hope." ”

We were all silent for a while at the same time, and a person walked in outside the door, brought by Yu Manting, who was carrying some takeaways in his hand, about lunch, but after he came over, he did not hand Yu Manting lunch first, but handed her a lot of newspapers.

He said, "Look at it. ”

After Yu Manting took it from him, she frowned and asked, "Is there anything wrong?" After she finished speaking, she flipped it twice, and after two clicks, she looked at me.

I asked, "What's wrong?"

Yu Manting handed me the newspaper and said, "All the notices on it are looking for you. ”

I took the newspaper from Yu Manting's hand. At first glance, the newspaper did have a picture of me, and the whole page was full of my photos and descriptions of my characteristics.

Yu Manting said: "We will be found sooner or later, it's just a matter of time, although I explained to the people over there in the scenic spot and asked them not to say anything about you, but I believe that it is only a matter of time before Yi Jin finds you, and on the day you disappeared, Yi Jin called me, he seemed to be very anxious, not at all like the usual him, and even a little out of control, when I came here by plane, the airport was strictly checked, I think it shouldn't be long before he follows my record and finds this." ”

(Tianjin)