Chapter 848: The First Step 248
"Surrender" is not as good as the word "resignation."
The only thing to note is that resignation is simply "resignation" of what has already happened, and there is no such thing as "resignation" for the future. Because no one knows what the fate of the future will be, although under the assumption that time passes linearly, there is no free will and no other possibility.
But we don't know exactly what the future holds. Therefore, to "accept fate" for the future is not to accept fate at all, but to choose a future destiny by yourself.
In other words, it is the future fate that I am destined to choose.
Without free will, all mental activity is a certainty. Including the thinking activities generated by reading this sentence, whether it is negative, positive or indifferent, these are all fixed numbers.
The only difference with traditional fatalism is that no one knows what this certainty is.
It may be known through some means such as fortune telling, tarot cards, divination, etc., but the act of being able to predict the future is also a certainty in itself. No one dares to claim that they can see the future as much as they see the present, and no matter how much foresight the master is, he cannot predict everything.
For example, where will the quark be in the next moment?
Since it is not omniscient, then it is knowledge that is produced through the limitations of the mind, and then it is a distortion. Since it's a distortion, what else is there to discuss?
The world is not real, so why should you care about certain things?
And everyone's behavior is fixed, so doesn't this seem very weird?
Yuan Changwen didn't know what happened to him, and when he thought of that weirdness, he felt that there were no real people in this world at all, and everyone was just a display of fixed programs.
What exactly are you doing?
How long will the role of Yuan Changwen stop me?
I don't know, do you always think you can do the killing, do you always think that you will be different, do you always feel like you are superior, do you never think of yourself as a loser?
Yuan Changwen wanted to be angry, but found that he couldn't seem to be as angry as he once was. Perhaps, he will never be able to continue killing, or maybe he will not start killing at all. All of this is just a shit thing that a loser is doing on escapism.
However, I really don't have any fear at the moment, and I don't have any so-called panic about the future. Perhaps, I've embraced the Grim Reaper cutie, and nothing can match the Grim Reaper.
Can't I kill myself physically?
Wrong.
In any case, it is the behavior of the character, and in any case, it is only the attribute of the character, and the world is not real, so it can end like this. There's nothing else to say, there's nothing to say about resignation, because it's just to make the character look really good.
But the real does not appear in this false world. The so-called definite numbers, all theories, are nothing more than a reasonable explanation. After all, it's just a guess.
Therefore, it doesn't matter whether you admit your fate or not. It doesn't matter if you accept your fate, it's okay not to accept your fate, it's not an important thing at all. In the face of something happening, it makes no difference whether the character is angry or indifferent.
It's just that it may be difficult for a person who touches the real to get angry, because the world is false, and the so-called loss and so-called events that make you angry are all based on the assumption that the world is real and that there is only one life.
Therefore, we always subconsciously think that a person who touches the real should be indifferent. And I think that if you want to touch the truth, you want to put yourself in a state of indifference. That's what I said before, by imitating the behavior of people who touch reality, you want to touch reality.
Whether the character is angry or the character hits, the character is full of swearing, the character treats others gently, the character's face does not change, the character is moody, the character is positive, and the character is decadent...... It's not a problem, as long as you know that these are characters and not yourself, then there is no problem at all.
But the funny thing is that once I know that these are characters and not myself, it's hard to have emotional swings. On the other hand, if I think that I am the character of Yuan Changwen, then even if I know these words, it is easy to get lost in anger or low emotions.
These things don't help with slashing, or rather, it's useless to just tell me to spend effort on the character.
Exactly what is true is the question of this.
Then, nothing in this world is real. Whether it's the title I have, the material thing I have, the interpersonal relationships I have, the emotional experiences I have, the mind I have, everything that I can see and grasp in this world is not real.
On the other hand, when I'm still grasping something, I get emotional about something. For example, if I think the character is real, then when the character of Yuan Changwen loses money or something, I will inevitably feel uncomfortable and depressed.
It's not about trying to make the character uncomfortable, it's about watching the character feel uncomfortable. Because whether the character is uncomfortable or the character is happy, it is all false. Then, even if I try to make the character indifferent, I just jump from the falsehood of "uncomfortable" to the falsehood of "indifference".
There is no essential difference.
The key is to separate yourself from your role. But this separation is only an imagination, and before it is completed, after all, it is a part of the false thinking that pretends to be that awareness, and the other part of the false thinking continues to play the role of Yuan Changwen.
Therefore, there is no reality in this world at all, and even those legendary existences are fake characters. Even if there will be something different inside, it will still be a false role, a false word, and a false behavior.
What am I going to do?
Yuan Changwen thought that he had no problem, but he was still stuck here. It seems that no matter what you do, it is the behavior of the character, and it is a little bit different from the real thing.
And to kill, I don't even know what to kill. Or rather, what hasn't been killed?
The paradox is that the mind wants to touch the truth, but it knows that the mind that is false will never be able to touch the truth.
In addition to the previous so-called "who touches the truth in the end", there is another misleading, that is, it seems that the truth needs to be touched in the distance.
But in fact, in the end, it was estimated that it was a real visit, and then the character of Yuan Changwen died. In other words, the character of Yuan Changwen died, and then he really visited.
Yuan Changwen froze, just stiffened in the depths of the lake. I thought it was okay before, but why did such a problem arise now? And it seems that I will never be able to destroy this problem.